tianlaoliyinanchaoshi,kongqizhongmimanzhexuexinghefuxiudeweidao。
wopingtuilesuoyoushiwei,tizheyizhandenglong,duzizouzaizhangzhangdeyongdaoli。
liangpangdelaofangli,guanyazhegezhonggeyangdefanren。
tamenkandaowo,youdejingkong,youdemamu,youdezhouma。
我通通视而不见。
wozoudaolezuishenchu,neijianguanyazheshenyudelaofangqian。
tachuanzheyishenqiufu,toufasanluan,shoujiaoshangdoudaizhechenzhongdeliaokao。
tajiuneimeanjingdikaozaiqiangjiaodedaocaoduishang,shuangyanjinbi,fangfoyijingshuizhele。
tingdaojiaobusheng,tahuanhuandizhengkaileyanjing。
kandaoshiwo,tayanzhongshanguoyisibolan,suijiyouhuifulesiji。
“你来做什么?”
tadeshengyin,shayadexiangshiliangkuaipotiezaimoca。
“来看看你。”
wojiangdenglongguazaiqiangshang,gezhezhalan,jingjingdikanzheta,“kankanwoxirili,neigefengguangwuxian,quanqingchaoyedeshezhenghou,rujin,bianchengleshenmeyangzi。”
tameiyoubeiwodehuajinu,zhishizichaodixiaolexiao:“chengwangbaikou,wowuhuakeshuo。yaoshabiansha,hebirucixiuruwo。”
“杀你?”
woyaoleyaotou,“taibianyinile。”
wodunledun,jixushuodao:“shenyu,woyizhiyougewentixiangwenni。”
“sannianqian,zaichengloushang,nijiwodeneibankuaiyupei,shishenmeyisi?”
tahunshenyizhen,mengditaiqitou,sisidikanzhewo。
“nishuo……ruowoguodebuhao,bianpairensonghuiqu……nijiandaota,jiuhui……jiuhuiruhe?”
zheigewenti,xiangyigenci,zaiwoxinlizhalesannian。
我一直想不通。
ruguotazhendeduiwohaiyouyisiqingfen,weiheyaoneibanjuejuedijiangwotuirushenyuan?
ruguotaduiwoyiwubanfenqingyi,youweiheyaojiwoliuxianeiyangyigexuwupiaomiaodenianxiang?
shenyukanzhewo,zuichunxidong,yanzhongchongmanlewujindetongkuhezhengzha。
xujiu,tacaijiannandikaikou:“wo……woyiwei,nihuizaineilidaishangjinian,deng……dengwochedizhangkonglechaoju,wendingletianxia,wojiuhui……wojiuhuibanijiehuilai……”
“接回来?”
woxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua,“jiehuilaizuoshenme?jixuzuonidejinsique,haishifeichuliuyunshang,zhongxinbawofushangneigekuileidebaozuo?”
“bu……bushi……“tajiqiediyaotou,“wohui……wohuihaizhengyuni,ranhou……ranhou……”
“然后什么?”
我逼问道。
“ranhou,wohuijiejiaguitian,zaibuwenzhengshi。”
tadeshengyin,dibukewen。
我怔住了。
wokanzhetatongkudeshenqing,buxiangshizaishuohuang。
yuanlai……yuanlaitajingshizheiyangxiangde?
何其天真!
何其愚蠢!
他以为权力是什么?
shitaxiangfangjiunengfangxiadedongxima?
tayiweiwolizhaoyangshishenme?
shitahuzhijilai,huizhijiqu,keyirenyoutaanpaimingyundewanouma?
yigunanyiyanyudehuangmiuganhefennu,yongshangwodexintou。
“suoyi,zheijiushinidejihua?”
wolengxiaoqilai,xiaodeyanleidoukuailiuchulaile,“niyongnidefangshi,weiwoanpaihaoleyiqie,queconglaimeiyouwenguowo,woyuanbuyuanyi!”
“niboduolewodezunyan,jiantalewodeganqing,haisilewozuiqinjinderen,huilewoderensheng,ranhouqingpiaopiaodigaosuwo,nizuozheiyiqie,doushiweilewohao?”
“shenyu,nipingshenme!”
wodeshengyin,zaikongkuangdelaofanglihuidang,chongmanlewujindebeifenhekongsu。
tabeiwodehua,wendeyakouwuyan,liansecanbairuzhi。
tahuanhuandidixiatou,zhenggerenquansuochengyituan,xiangyigebeichouzoulesuoyouliqidemuou。
“wocuole……zhaoyang……”
tanannandishuodao,shengyinlichongmanlewujindehuihen,“wozhende……cuole……”
wokanzhetazheifuyangzi,xinzhongquemeiyousihaodekuaiyi。
zhiyouyipiankongdongdebeiliang。
womenzhijian,huibuqule。
congtazuochuxuanzedeneiyikeqi,jiuzaiyehuibuqule。
“nizuidadecuo,bushinidejihua,yebushinideyexin。”
wokanzheta,yiziyidundishuodao,“nizuidadecuo,shinikancuoleren。”
“niyiweiwolizhaoyang,shineizhongkeyirenyounibaibudelongzhongniao。danniwangle,woshenshangliude,shizhenlongdexue。”
“wo,tianshengjiugaishiaoxiangjiutiandefenghuang。”
“erni,qinshouzheduanlewodechiyu,quewangxiangwohainengweinierming。”
“shenyu,nishude,buyuan。”
shuowan,wobuzaikanta,zhuanshen,juerandiliqu。
shenhou,chuanlailetayayiertongkude,rutongyeshoubandewuyansheng。
wodejiaobu,meiyousihaodetingdun。