第4章
4.
wodeshentifangfobeiyigenwuxingdeshengzishufuzhu，wufadongdan。
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jihushitongyishijian，wodeshoujizhendongleyixia。
guobuqiran，laozhaineibianderenfalaidexiaoxi，rangwomenjinwanwubihuijia。
wozhidaoyouxiedongxishiduobuguode。
renrendouxianmuhaomenshenghuodezhizuijinmi，quebuzhibeihoudeguiju，queshirangrenlianhuxidoujuedekunnan。
jiangchenzhoudeyuqihenduding。
yinweiwomeiyoubanfajujue，yebunengjujue。
yilushang，jiangchenzhoudouyongkanrenaodeyanshenkanxiangwo，lianshangdexiaoyijiumeixiaosanguo。
yinweitaqingchudezhidao，dengdaiwodeshizenyangdejieju。
“nishuonizheigexiaoshenbanwanshangnengkangdezhuma？”
womeiyouhuidatadediaokan，zhishimomodekanxiangchuangwai。
我讨厌这种阴雨天。
就像八年前那样。
daolemudedihou，guanjiayizaojiuzaimenkoujiedaile。
jiangchenzhouyebuguanwochuandegaogenxiefangbufangbian，dabuliuxingdewanglizou。
gangjinketingwojiukandaojiangchenzhoudangmamazhanzaimenkou，youxiewunaidechaowoyaoleyaotou。
“suisui，nainaizailiwuni，niquba。”
zheicihuijiajiushilaotaitaiqiangzhiyaoqiude，wozhidaowodehaorizizhendeyaojieshule。
erjiangchenzhouduiciqueluleyigexiaolian，woduchuletadechunyu:
“活该。”
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yigexiaoshihouwocongfangjianlichonglechulai，huangbuzeludepaodaoerlouweishengjianli，tulegehuntianandi。
shenshangdaochudoushihonggeda，zhenggerentongkubukan。
shenhoudelaotaichuzheguaizhang，yilianyansudedingzhewo，youwunaidetanqi。
“qiansui，niyaozhidaonainaizheiyeshiweilenihao。jiangjia，liangjiazheimedadechanyedoujixiwangyuniyigerenshenshang。”
“niyaoshiliubuzhuyigenanrendexin，zhishaoliuyigehaiziyekeyi，jiangjiaduinideyaoqiuyoubugao，nandaolianzheidianxiaorenwunidouwanbuchengma？”
“nainaibuxiwangzaikandaozuotianneiyangdeshiqingfasheng，nizijihaoziweizhiba。”
tashuowanjiutouyebuhuidezhuanshenlikai。
liuxiawoyigerentongkudetanruanzaidi。
jiangjiademeiyigerendoupoqiedexiangrangwohuaiyun，meicilailaozhaidoubimianbulebeiguanhenduonanhedeyaowu。
zicongjinianqiandexinzangyizhishoushuguohou，henduoyaowuwodouguomin。
meicihewanyaowodouhuichengshoushentihexinlishangdeshuangzhongzhemo。
buzhiguoleduojiu，wocaiyouliqichengzhezijideshentizhanleqilai，gangzoudaoloutideguaijiaochu，jiutingdaoshufanglichuanlaiduihuasheng。
“nihaijuedezijishigexiaohaizima？chengtiandaowan，shenmeshigaizuo，shenmeshibugaizuo，wobuxinnifenbuqing。”
“nimingzhidaolaotaitaiyinweidangniandeshiqingyizhijihenqiansui，haiguyinaochuzheiyangdeshiqing，rangtashouzhemo。tashinilaopo，nidaodiandeshenmexin？”
fangjianneishiliangjiudechenmo。
buzhiguoleduojiuwocaitingdaojiangchenzhoubuyuedeshengyin:
“难道她不该吗？”
wodexinshenzaineiyikechedishiqulepingjing，zhinengtingdaotadeshengyinyibianbiandehuidangzaierbian。
shia，zheiyiqiedoushiwogaichengshoude。
ruguobushiyinweiwo，zheiyiqiehuoxudouhuibiandebuyiyang。
jiangmamashenshendetanleyikouqi，xiangshichujidaoleshenmeshangxinshi，jiangtoupiexiangleyibian。
“douguoquneimejiule，niyouhebiyizhijizaixinshang？zheishilaoyibeiweilehezuodachengdeshuangyingxieyi，sheiyebuqianshei。”
“azhou，zheishimamazuihouyiciquanni，fangxiaguoquba，bierangzijihouhui。”
wodesixuyipiankongbai，naoziliyekongkongde，huangluandexiangyaotaolizheigedifang，quetingjianshufangdemenkaile。
taitouhejiangchenzhouduishi，tadeneishuangyanjinglishifuzadeqingxu。
youneimepianke，lianwozijidoujuedeshichuxianlehuanjue。
huanxiangzheyanqianzhanzhedeneigerenshijiangchenjin。