wocengshifusiyanyangzailongzhongdejinsique，zhuanmenbanyanrouruowugu、duitaaidaofengmodejiaose。zheichuxi，
woyanlezhengzhengyiqianlingjiushiwutian。zhidaotazhenzhengdeweihunqi，neiweizaihaiwaiyangbingdewenjiaqianjinjijianghuiguo。
tajueding，shishihoujiangwozheizhitishenniaoer，conglongzhongqingchuqule。zaiqianxianeifen「fenshouxieyi」shi，
wodangchang「beitongyujue」，lianxusanciyinweiqueyangerhualilidiyundaozaitamianqian。tazhongyubeiwonaodebunaifan，
qiazhewodexiahe，congchifenglijichujigezi：「jiangyu，shouqinineitaoyaosiyaohuodebaxi，biezheimeaiwo，
lingrenfani。」shuoba，yizhangwuqianwandezhipiaoqingpiaopiaodishuaizaiwolianshang。wosisizuanzheneizhangbobodezhi，
dangwanjiujuanlepugailianyepaolu，shengpawanyimiaotajiuhuibazheibitianjiafenshoufeijishouhuiqu。
suoyourendouyiweiwojiangyuaifusiyanrulegu，shenzhiyuanyizaisannianqianneichanglianhuanchehuoli，
puguoqutitadangzhuzhimingdefangxiangpan。ketamenbuzhidao，zheibuguoshiwoheguimideyigeduyue。
dangwonazhefusiyandeqian，zaiguimikaidedingjihuisuo「duwo」li，zuoshoulouzhexiaonaigou，youshoubaozhexiaolanggou，
**kaimaitucaoshi：「neigefusiyan，yitiandaowangengemeishangyoudejiqirenside，
cpudoudeshaoganlecaibengchuliangzi！」「wonainaijianeiyonglesanshiniandelaosuanpan，doubitahuisuanjirenxin！」
「zenmeshuoni，ganjuetayaoshiguonaiheqiao，lianmengpodoudebeitapuademianfeixutang！」zheixiehua，
yizibuchadichuanjinlefusiyandeerduoli。jushuo，tadangchangniesuileyigegaojiaobei，
qideshuangyanxinghong：「jiangyu，wozaijiniyigeyi，qutiaogefengshuihaodedifang，tiqianbamubeikehao！」
1chengweifusiyanhetongqingrendedisannian，tadebaiyueguang，wenruoxue，yaohuilaile。
wenjiashizuyihefujiakanghengdeshijia，wenruoxuedecunzai，shiwozheizhongshangbudetaimiandenvren，
bixulikeqingsaoganjingde「laji」。suoyi，fusiyanyaohewoyidaoliangduan。
zheigexiaoxitongguotadetezhuchuandajiwoshi，wokudejihuyaobeiguoqiqu，
yiludiediezhuangzhuangchongjinlefushijituandedinglouzongcaiban。fusiyanzhengzaihetajiweihexingaoguankaishipinhuiyi。
woquexianggefengziyiyangchuangjinqu，sisizhuazhutaangguidexizhuangyijiao，yishuangyanxumanlelei，
zhenggerendoudexiangqiufenglideluoye。「siyan，wogenlenisannian……zhengzhengyiqianlingjiushiwutian，nizhende，
jiuzheiyangbuyaowolema？」fusiyanzuozaijudadebangongzhuohou，yishenjiancaihetideheixizhuangchendetajiankuantuizhang，
jinguibiren。taneishuangshenbujiandidetaohuayanli，cikezhishengxiabingfengsanchideyanfan。「nile。」
tashenzhilandefuyan，zhituchuzheilianggezi。wolikeyongxiuziwuzhulian，
fachuneizhongsixinliefei、wenzheshangxindewuyansheng，kudejingtiandongdi。「fuzong，bieganwozou……qiuqiunile，
wochuleni，shenmedoumeiyoule……」woyibianku，yibianxiaoxinyiyidicongzhifenglitoumiaotadebiaoqing。
taneiliangtiaonongheidejianmeizhoudejihunengjiasiyizhiwenzi，feibodezuichunminchengleyitiaolengyingdezhixian。
zheishitabaonuqiandezhengzhao。xiayimiao，gujiefenmingdeshouzhi，daizheyisixiurudeyiwei，
mengditaiqilewodexiaba。tayanshenlidejifengjihuhuaweishizhidedaozi。「wotingqinlangshuo，
niweilezheishiyunguoqusanhui？」「jiangyu，yandechabuduojiudele。biezheimeaiwo，zhihuirangwojuedenilianjia。
」wochuixiayan，yongyizhongjinhubeiweideyudiaozhanshengshuo：「woderenshengjiuxiangwugendefuping，shinijilewoyikao。
ruguonibuyaowole，neiwo……wohaiburuqusi！」shuozhe，womengdizhengtuotadeqianzhi，
yaoyaoyuzhuidizhanqilai，fenglebanchaozheneishanjudadeluodichuangchongguoqu。guoran！
shouwanzaiwochupengdaobolideqianyimiao，beiyigujulizuanzhu。jinjiezhe，
wozhenggerendoubeichejinyigeshuxiyoubinglengdehuaibao，shuyufusiyandeqinglieqixijiangwowanquanbaoguo。「goule！」
tadeshengyindichenshaya，daizheyayidenuhuo，laolaodijinguzhuwo。「jiniwuqianwan，
jiudangshiwomaiduannizheisanniandeqingchun。jiangyu，womenhaojuhaosan。」2wodeyanleiqiadaohaochudixuanzaiyankuangli，
yaodiaobudiao。wohuanhuantaiqitou，yongyizhong「woainizhishenniqueyongjinqianlaiwuruwo」deyanshen，
xinsuiyujuedikanzheta。zaichangdejiweigaoguan，touguopingmudouduiwoluchuleshenqiedetongqing。
「hao……jirannixinyiyijue，neiwojiuchengquanni。」woshenxiyikouqi，xiangshiyongjinlequanshendeliqi，
caishuochuzheifanhua，「danshifusiyan，nijizhu，woduinidexin，yongyuanbubian！
zheishishangzaibuhuiyoudiergenvrenxiangwozheiyangaini！」shuowan，woyibaduoguotaqianhaozideneizhangzhipiao，
xiangshipengzheshenmeguntangdeluotie，touyebuhuidichongchulebangongshi。fusiyandefaxiao，
yeshitazuidelidefushouqinlang，dagaishishizaikanbuxiaqu，zhanchulaitiwoshuolejugongdaohua：「siyan，
wuqianwansuiranbushao，danmaibuleyigenvhaiduinisixintadidezhenxin。xiaoyuwufuwumu，nizheimeduita，
shibushitaiguoledian？」fusiyandelianshangshanguoyisichiyi：「neinishuozenmeban？」qinlangmolemoxiaba，
yibenzhengjingdijianyidao：「wojuedeba……deyiyiweidanwei。」wochongchudiantidejiaobuyigeliangqiang，
chadianshuaidao，manxinqidaizhefusiyanhuijiaozhuwo，jiwozhuijiabuchang。keneigounanren，
zhishifanzaodijiekailelingdai，zhongxinzuohuilebangongzhuohou，liangeyanshendoulandezaijiwo。
congfushijituanneidonggaosongruyundedashalichulai，zhengzhihuadengchushang。jingchengdeyewan，cheshuimalong，nihongshanshuo，
fanhuaderangrengandaobuzhenshi。yiduirelianzhongdexiaoqinglvxixiaozhecongwoshenbianpaoguo，buxiaoxinzhuangdewoyigelieju，
langbeididiezuozailebinglengderenxingdaoshang。haimeidengwopaqilai，yigeqibasuidexionghaizicaizhehuaban，
huxiaoerguo，lunzijingzhunwuwudicongwochengzaidishangdeshouzhangshangnianleguoqu。jianruidecitongshunjianxilai，
tengdewoshenglixingdeleishuidoubiaolechulai。【duyuejianchaguan】zaiwonaohailijianjiao：「suzhu！nimeishiba！
bieshangxinle，womendeduyueyijingshunliwanchengle！zairenren，womenmashangjiunengnazhezheibiqianquhuanyoushijiele！」
wodixiatou，tankaibeinianguodezhangxin，neishangmianyouyidaochenjiudefensebahen，shiwosannianqianzaineichangchehuozhong，
weifusiyanhuanlaide「xunzhang」。wodangshibiaoxianchudeshenqing，lianzuowei「duyuejianzhengzhe」dexitongdouxinyiweizhen。
「niyejuede，woxianzaiyinggaihennanguo？」wolenglengdiwen。【jianchaguan】lengleyixia：【nandaobushima？
niweitafuchuleneimeduo……】wochixiaoyisheng：「wonanguodeshi，taweishenmemeitingqinlangde，
zaijiwojiawuqianwan！」3shangbeiziwocusizaijiabandediannaoqian，xinglaijiulaidaolezheigeshijie，
haibeipobangdingleyige【zhenxinhuadamaoxian】duyuexitong。guimixiawankanbuguanwohuodexianggeshechu，
genwodalegedu。duyueneirongshi：rangwobanyanyigeshenaijingquantaiziyefusiyandechiqingnvzi，
peitazouguorenshengzhongzuibushoudaijiandesannian。zhiyaowonengrangtaxiangxinwoaitaaidaowufaziba，
bingchenggongaoman1095tian，xiawanjiushujiwoyigeyi。neishidefusiyan，yinweijiazuneidoubeipaiji，
shoulidequanlijihubeijiakong，shenbianweijisifu。weilegonglveta，wowusuobuyongqiji。
sichanlandazhishijibencaozuo，woshishiyitaweixian，weitadangjiu，titadangdao……budui，shidangche。
suoyourendoujuedewoaifusiyanaifengle，zhiyoufusiyanbenren，duiwoshizhonglengdanshuli，
xiangzaikanyigemailibiaoyandexiaochou。tadayingrangwoliuzaitashenbian，dagaiyezhishiyinwei，wodemeiyan，
youneimejifenxiangyuanzaihaiwaidewenruoxue。zhengzhengsannian，womenzhijianzuiqinmidejiechu，
yejinjintingliuzaitamoucihezuihou，yigecuoluande、luozaietoudewen。buguoxianzai，yiqiedoujieshule。
duyuewancheng，qianhuoliangqi。jiuzaiwochangxiangzheweilaixiaosarizideshihou，【jianchaguan】daizhekuqiangshangxianle。
【renwushenhechuxianjinjibug……zuizhongshenheguan……taxiunianjiaqumaerdaifule！
】woyanqianyihei：「shenmeyisi？」【jianchaguan】：【yisijiushi……womendewanchengzhuangtaibeikazhule。
nihetafenshouderizi，zhenghaokazaidisanniandezuihouyitian，shijianshang……meiguowan。
】woqidechadiandangchangxinjigengsi。【jianchaguan】lianmanganwei：【biejibieji！woyijingshenqinglebugxiufu！
shangmiantongrongleyixia，jilebujiufangan！heyueqisuoduanwei180tian！】【nizhiyaonengzaihuidaofusiyanshenbian，
yi‘aitarugu’derenshezaidaimanbannian！daoshihou，duyuejianglifanbei，lianggeyi！
】woyouyizhongxiangqiasixiawandechongdong。zaozhidaojiugaizairenyiren，zhishaobuzaineimeduorenmianqiandiaomajia。
xianzaihaole，fusiyanyijingzhidaowobeidilizenmematale，wohaizenmegonglveta？
4ganghuidaowoyongwuqianwanquankuanmaixiadejiangjingdapingceng，haimeilaidejixiangshou，qinlangdedianhuajiuzhuileguolai。
tadeyuqichongmantongqing：「xiaoyua，nizainaerni？siyantaqishi……yebushizhenneimejueqing，
tajiushizuiying。wen**neibian，meinixiangdeneimeyanzhong。」「qinlangge，womeishi，zhende。」
woxinleidiyingfuzhe，「wohetayijingjieshule，yihoubiezaitile。」「nizheihaizi，jiushitaijue。」
qinlangtanlekouqi，「wozhidaonixinlifangbuxiata。zheiyang，jinwan‘duwo’yougeju，niyeguolaiba，
jiudangsansanxin。」「duwo」zhengshixiawankaideneijiahuiyuanzhidingjixiaojinku。gualedianhua，
xiawandeweixinyedanlechulai。「baobeier，kuailai！jiejinizhaoleyipixinxianchuludeshuaige，
baonijinwanwangjifusiyanneigehuoyanwangshishei！」「fangxin，wozheierdedidizhimaiyi，bumaibiede，
jiejinibaguanle！」xiawanshenmedouhao，jiushihuduzi。fanshijinleta「duwo」deren，buguanshinanshinv，
tadoudangqinrenhuzhe。xiangdaowozheisannianchulefusiyanneigelengbingbingdejiahuo，jiumeijiechuguobiedeyixing，
queshiyoudiankui。yushiwohuanleshenyifu，xinranfuyue。kewogangtajin「duwo」neishanliujindamen，
jiuyingmianzhuangshangleqinlang。「xiaoyu？wojiuzhidaonihaishihuilaizhaosiyande。」tayilian「wojiuzhidao」debiaoqing。
「bububu，woshilaizhaoxiawande……」「meishier，wodong，nijiushilabuxialianma。」
qinlangziguzidishuozhe，「siyanyetaiguofenle，zou，wodainishangquzhaota，dangmianshuoqingchu！」tashuozhe，
jiuxianglawodeshouwan。womensannianlaiyesuanshuxi，dantasihaomeiyishidaonannvyoubie。
zhidaowoxiayishidijiangshoumengdichouhui，tacaihouzhihoujuedifanyingguolai，gangadinaonaotou：「a，buhaoyisi，
buhaoyisi，wowangle……」「meishi。」wobaichuyifuzhenxinshiyidebiaoqing，「qinlangge，
wozhenbushilaizhaotade，nikuaiqumangba，buyongguanwo。」qinlangjianwotaidujianjue，yiweiwoshizaiduqi，
bianmeizaimianqiang。dengtazouhou，wolikerangxiawanjiwoanpailezuidingjidebaoxiang。budebushuo，
xiawandeshenmeipinweiqueshizaixian。tatiaolaideneijigenanmo，gegejiankuanyaozhaidazhangtui，
wuguanjingzhidexiangshijianmochulaide。woyibianxinshangzhetamendejinggerewu，
yibianheshenbianjigejiwodaojiudedidi**tucaofusiyan。jiuzaiqifenzuireliedeshihou，baoxiangdemen，「peng」
deyishengjuxiang，beirencongwaimianyijiaochuaikai。fusiyanxiezhewenruoxue，shenhougenzheqinlangheqitajigexiongdi，
lengzhelianzhanzaimenkou。taneishuangnengshasirendeyanjing，sisididingzhewo，
shengyinyinchendexiangshicuilebing：「bushishuoduiwozhongzhenbuer，yongbubianxinma？jiangyu，nizheizuoyongyoubao，
zhaoanweidefangshihaitingbiezhia？」5beineiyanshenyisao，wotuiduzidouruanle，
ganjincongneiqunnanmozhongjianliangundaipadipudaofusiyanmianqian。「bu！siyanniwuhuile！woshiyinweitaixiangni，
xinlitaikule，suoyicaixiangzhaodianweijie！」woyibabaozhutadedatui，yangzhelian，
qingzhenyiqiedihushuobadao：「nizixikankan，tamenmeigerendeshenshang，budouyounideyidianyingzima？
zheigedemeimao，neigedeyanjing……wozhaodedoushinidedaicana！」「nihaiyaobuyaolian！」
wenruoxuezhongyurenbuzhule，shangqianlai，henhentuilewoyiba。woshunshidiezuozaidishang，xiandegengjiarouruokelian。
「nijiushineigetishenba？tingshuonishikaozheyichangchehuocaipashangsiyandechuang？」tajugaolinxiadikanzhewo，
manyanbiyi，「yigenvrenjia，bazijigaodezheimebeijian。jiuniyepeijiuchansiyan？ganjingunyuandian！」
wenruoxuecongxiaobeizhongxingpengyue，xianglaishuoyibuer。danwoxianzaikebupata，fanzhengduyuepaotangle，
dabulejiushiyipailiangsan。womanyouyoudicongdishangpaqilai，pailepaishenshangdehui，shuangshoubaozaixiongqian，
lengxiaoyisheng：「wobupeinandaonipei？jianbierenbuyaodenanren，haijianchuyouyueganle？wen**，
nizheizhangliansuiranshitianjiabaoyangchulaide，kepinwei，yejiugenditanhuoyigedangci。」lunchaojia，
tayigejiaoshengguanyangdeda**，zenmekenengshiwodeduishou。wenruoxueqideliansefabai，
shenshouquzhuaifusiyandeyixiu：「siyan！nikanta！nidaoshiguanguantaa！」「jiangyu！」
fusiyanguorankaikoule，yuqilidejinggaoyiweishizu。wenruoxuejianzhuang，gengjiadeyi，xiangquwantadegebo。
meixiangdao，fusiyanquewangqiantaleyibu，zhijiebikailetadechupeng，tayishuangyingsunbandemouzisisisuodingwo，
nuyibofa。「bushishuohaojuhaosan？nihaizhuidaozheililaijiuchan，daodixiangganshenme？」wozhenshibeitaqixiaole。
zheirennaohuilushibushiyoushenmewenti？mingmingshitazijizhaoshangmenlaide！「siyan，nibiezheimeshuoxiaoyu。
shiwogaosutanizaizheierde。」qinlangdagaishiliangxinfaxian，zhanchulaitiwobianjie，
「woshikantaduiniyipianchixin，guaikeliande……」zheishi，wenruoxueyanzhuyizhuan，
turanlazhuyigegangcaizuowoshenbiandenanmo，jianzhesangziwendao：「ni！laoshishuo，gangcaizheigenvren，
dougennimenshuolexieshenme？」neinanmobeizheizhenzhanghedesesefadou。wenruoxuelikeweixiedao：「bushuoshibushi？
xinbuxinworangwobabanizhuajindalaoliguanyibeizi！」「biebiebie……woshuo，woshuohaibuxingma……」
nanmokuaikule，nachushouji，diankaileyiduanluyin。limian，
wo**sishedeshengyinqingxidichuanlai：「……neigefusiyan，yitiandaowangengemeishangyoudejiqirenside，
cpudoudeshaoganlecaibengchuliangzi！」「……wonainaijianeiyonglesanshiniandelaosuanpan，
doubitahuisuanjirenxin！」「……ganjuetayaoshiguonaiheqiao，lianmengpodoudebeitapuademianfeixutang！」
nanmokusangzhelian，bawogangcaideyuanhuaweimiaoweixiaodibofangleyibian。baoxianglishunjianyaquewusheng，
jingdelianyigenzhendiaozaidishangdeshengyindoutingdejian。zaichangsuoyouren，baokuoqinlangzainei，
douyongyizhongjiazazhetongqing、zhenjingheyisixingzailehuodefuzayanshen，kanxianglefusiyan。
tamenbenyiweizheishiyichangchiqingnvwanhuifuxinhandenveliandaxi，quemeixiangdao，fuxinhanzaichiqingnvxinlidepingjia，
jurandidaolechenaili。fusiyandelian，heidekanbiguodi。yachiyaodegegezuoxiang。woyikanqingkuangbumiao，
batuijiuxiangliu。「zhanzhu！」fusiyanshenshouyaozhuawo。qinlangxiayishidilanleyixia：「neisha……siyan，
yaobu，suanleba？」jiuzheimeyidange，wotuziyiyangcuanlechuqu。fusiyandepaoxiaoshengzaiwoshenhouzhaxiang，
zhendezhenggezoulangdouzaihuidang：「jiangyu！wozaijiniyigeyi！nizuihaoxuankuaifengshuihaodiandemudi，
bazijimaideshenyidian！」6hefusiyanyanlesannianduishouxi，wotailejietaneiyazibibaodekongbuxinggele。
wodangzhongbatacaichengneiyang，tajueduihuibawocongdidixiawachulai，duochengbakuaiweigou。wopaohuijia，
bazijifansuozaiwoshili，pinminghujiaonaozilidexitong。「jianchaguan！duyuebugdaodixiufuhaomeiyou！
wobixulikezou，zaibuzouxiaomingdoumeile！」【jianchaguan】pigunniaoliudihuiying，
shengyindouzaifadou：【nei……neige……woyouyigehaoxiaoxiheyigehuaixiaoxi，suzhunixiangxiantingnage？
】woxinlidunshishengqiyiguqiangliedebuxiangyugan，yaozheyashuo：「huaide！」
【e……wohaishixianshuohaoxiaoxiba。】【haoxiaoxishi，wodongyongquanxian，bangnibahuobitixidatongle！
yejiushishuo，nizhanghulineiwuqianwan，dengwomenhuiquzhihou，keyidengeduihuanchengnineigeshijiedehuobi！
】woyidianyegaoxingbuqilai。yinweineiwuqianwanhaimeiwure，kendingjiuyaobeifusiyandongjiele。「huaixiaoxini？」
【huaixiaoxijiushi……bugxiufufangan，beizongxitongbohuile……】tatingdunleyixia，
shengyinxiaodexiangwenziheng，【bujinruci……yinweinidexingweiyanzhongooc，pianlile‘shenqingrenshe’，
duyuebeipandingweichucishibai。】woganjuetiandoutale。【jianchaguan】ganjinbuchong：【danshi！danshi！
zuizhongshenheguanjuedenibiaoxianhenyouqu……suoyijileniyige‘qiangzhizhongkai’dejihui！heyueqibubian，
haishi180tian！zhiyaoninengzaitashenbianwanchengrenwu，jianglibujinfanbei，haiyouewaijingxi！
】wozhixiangjitayigedabidou！zaozhidaojiubumaneimehenle，xianzaihaole，dipaidouluganjingle，
wohaizenmeyanshenqingxi？fusiyanbubawocuoguyanghuijiubucuole！zhengzaiwojuewangzhiji，shouji「weng」
dizhendongleyixia。shifusiyanfalaideduanxin，zhiyouyijuhua。【kadoudongjiele。jiangyu，youxijieshule。
】woxintouyiliang，jinjiezhe，【jianchaguan】dejixieyin，zaiwonaohailifachulezuihoutongdie，
daizheyisidianjibandechengfagan。【jinggao！jinggao！duyueqiangzhiqidongdierjieduan。
】【xinzengrenwutiaokuan：180tiannei，bixurangfusiyanxinganqingyuandi……zainishouwandejiubashang，
liuxiayigewen。】【renwushibai，nijiangbeiyongyuankunzaizheigeshijie。】7yinxingkalideyueduanxin，
bifusiyandelengyingbiaoqinghaizhijie——quanshiling。wuqianwan，zhenshiyifendouchuaibuzhu，
meinenghuanchengxianshishijiedengzhide“wuqianwan”rangwoxiaosakuaihuo。erzuitamacaodande，
shinaozilineipojiqirendelengmotongbao：「jinggao！duyuerenwujinjibiangeng，xinrenwu：banniannei，rangfusiyan，
zhudong，wenninshouwanshangdeneidaojiuba。」**fusiyan，xianzaihenbudebawosibalehuomai，
haizhiwangtawenwoshouwanneidao‘shenqing’liuxiadeba？zuomengdougengxianshixie。meiqian，meiluzi，
zaizheishijieyoumeirenmai，wojiangyuchuleneige‘tishenlianren’dejiashenfen，pidoubushi。
xiangqilebeiwohuihuodiaodeneidian‘buchang’fei，changzidouhuiqingle，yankuangbiezhang，shengshengyaxiaqu。
zaiyankuxiwonengtuchulai。gengbengkuideshi，woxianzaixiangliudouliubule。
zheicaodande‘xinshijie’genwodelinghunsisikunbangle。wunaizhijidewo，zhinengsisizuanjinquantou，
dingzhezhangxinneidaoqiandanquezhenshideshangba，xiangdingzhesuomingfuyiyang。qinlangneigedaizihaizaibutingdidawodianhua，
lianlianfaxinxi：『xiaoyu，nibiexiangbukaia！wobazheizhousiyanderichengbiaotoutoufani！tazuijinxinqingjicha，
gangkailegexinpan，xiangmuzurenshoubugou，jihui！nikankanneigonggao，xuyao……』woshouzhisisikouzhuzhangxin，
xintoumaohuo。qinlangshuodeneigexinpan，
jiushifusiyanzhunbeiyonglaixiangshirenzhengmingtazhonghuiquanlizhongxinde‘yexinxiangmu’。neili，
kendingshaobulewenruoxuedeshenying，yebiranshidoudenisiwohuodezhanchang。
dan——qinlangshuodeneige‘renshoubugou’dexiangmuzu，
zhaomudejingranshitashenbianzuiweixinren、sirenzhuzhaishejigongside‘gaizaozongjian’，
zheigexiangmufuzerenfeichangdute，xuyaobujuniyuxingshiqie‘nenggoududongjuzhuzhedelinghun’，
tongshiyouyaoyoujiweishijidexianchangwentijiejuenengli。erzhei，buzhengshi……xinyihen，
wolikegailezhiqiande“kulian”luxian。baneixiehuachidexiaobaxidoushoulianle，zaifasongguoqudejianlizhaopianshang，
yingshengshengbaichuyifubaojingcangsangyouxijinqianhua、yanshenganjingqinglengdebiaoqing。woshenzhifusiyanyixinzhong。
zhijieshangganzi，huibeitayiweihaizaijiuchan。suoyizheihui，
wodasuanyanyichuyuqinguzong、jielidalidedaxi——woyaorangta‘qinziyaoqing’wo，yongtadeguiju，bawo，
songhuitashenbian。yingpinxinfachuquyitian，meiyouhuiyin。santian，yinxinquanwu。
jiuzaiwobanengchideyasuobinggandoushengzhechi、lianpaomiandouyaobaikailiangbanzhuderizili，
yifengyoujiantuwudidanjinlewodeshoujianxiang。fajianren：fushizongcaibantebiezhuli。
youjianneirongjiusangezi：「guolaitan。」meiyouduoyudeyuqi，shenzhimeiyoushuming。rutongneigerenbenshenyiyang，
lengkueryoujianduan，meiyigezifudoudaizhebukekangjudeqiangshi。woniejinshouji，
ganjuedaozijidexinzangmengdiyisuo。neibushiqinlangdeyouxiang，yebushineifuze‘gaizaogongsi’degaoguan。
zheishifusiyanbenrendezhuanshuzhuliyouxiang。kanlai，wodeyoujian，guorantiaoguoleqinlangzheitiaoxian。neifengxin，
baifenzhibashi，shiluodaoletashouli。taxianranhaoqiwode“xinbaxi”youshishenmehuayangle。
zoujinfushidashaneicengbinglengyankudedinglouzongcaiban，zhenggekongjiandouchongmanleyayidequanyugan。wokanjianta，
jiuzhanzaichuangbian，xiuzhangdeshenxingrutonglijian。wenruoxue，jingranyezuozaiduimiandehuikeshafashang，kanzhewenjian。
kongqirutongdongjie。“nihaiganlai？”wenruoxueyitaiyan，shengyinxiangbeibingchazimoguoyiyangjianke。“gunchuqu！
nizhendangwomenfujiacishanjigouma？”fusiyan，quehuanhuandizhuanguoshen。tameiyanshensui，kanbuqingqingxu，
shoulibawanzheyigemoseciqichabei。tademuguangrutongshenshiliewudesunying，luozaiwodelianshang，
neiqizhongyouyisishuobuqingdaobumingdedaliang，xiangshizaikanyigeyouqu，queyounenglikeniansidelouyi。
tazhongyukaikou，shengxianchenlengdaotingbuchubolan。“tingshuoniyaolaigaizaowoxinxiudeshandingbieshu？
lianwodesirenyouxiangdouzhidao，jiangyu，nideshouduandaoshiyuelaiyueduo。
”tazhongyubashouzhongbawandeciqichabeigezailihuamuanshang。yidaocuixiang，zazaimeiyigerendeshenjingshang。
tadeshengdiaobubian，zijuquerutonghandongshuangxue：「henhao。wozuijinqueyigeyouchuangyide……feiwu，
yonglaicaizaijiaodixia，yexuhenchenwojijiangfabudexinloupanlinian。lairen，baxiangmuhetongnaguolai，xianzai，
jita。wodaoyaokankan，nizheiciwanshenmehuayang。」neiyuqi，shichetoucheweideyaneyumieshi，
rangwozhenggerenxiangshizhuirulebingku。wohuxiningzhi，mingbaizijicongzheiyikekaishi，
jiudengyubeishuanhuiletashoubiande‘fengzheng’。ranerzheifenxingongzuo，
tazhijiedianchuyaogaijiandejiushitazhengzaijiandesirenbieshuxindikuai。tashiyidonghuangliangyijiu，
fengshuijichaqueweizhijijiadesirendudong。zheigepan，shiyaohetayizhinulizhengmingdezuzhai‘qimaixiangtong’de。
yidangaoza，yingxiangdebushixinpan，ershitahetadefushiweilai！zheifensuoweide‘buchang’yu‘shishe’，
jianzhishi，yibajiazaiwobozishangdedao。erwo，biewuxuanze，zhihaotunxialedaojian。
8zuozaitatezhudaijiwodehuikeshi，
zheifengaizaohetongmingmuzhangdandizhuminglewodechoulaohexiangmuchengguopinggutiaojian——jihuyankedaojuewukenengdadao。
ranerwozhishichuixiayanjian，anjingdi，xiangshirenmingyiyang，yigezibuchadikanwan，
bingzaizuihouyiyeqianshanglemingzi。wodexinmiankongjiushi‘renming’。tayueshirenweiwoshigechanrenfeiwu，
jiuyuehuizaineixinchaofengwo，danyekenenggengfangdifangbei。zheizhengshiwoxuyaode。
dangwodiertiandidaneipianbeiquanjindeshehuatudi——fusiyanyonglaijianxinbieshudexiangmudizhishi，yingruyanliande，
shijingjiaomouchugaoerfuqiuchangpangbian，yidongchulizaishanjidegulingbieshu。huangcaoqiqi，laoshudiaobi。
jushuozheizuoshanpodi，fengshuijiqiguiyi，yijingkongzhilehaojinianwurenganpeng。
ranerweizhiyouqiahaochuzaichengshide‘longmai’yaoxue。erwodediyijianshi，