第三章他并不爱我
zhongzhongjixiangbiaoming,fudongbingbuaiwo。
tadexinli,yizhidouzhiyoubaiyueguangguyan。
wochushihou,taduiwobulengbure,mobuguanxindetaidu,yedouzhengminglezheiyiqie。
keshixianzaitazheimezuo,yousuanshenme?
fudongsihubingbuzaihuwodedichu,faneryongliloujinwo,niezhewodexiaba,huanhuancouleshanglai。
“sufudong,fangkaiwo!”
wocetouduokaita,tuikaimenliangqiangpaolechuqu。
fudongchayidekanlewoyiyan,sihubumingbaiwoweishenmehuranduitazheimedichu。
taxunsuxialeche,zhuishangwobunaifandehewen:“fudong,douyijinghuijiale,nihaiyaozuodaoshenmeshihou?”
zicongwosuxingguolaizhihou,fudongzongshiyongzheizhongtaiduduiwo。
woshougoulefudonggaogaozaishangdeyuqi,zhuanguoshenlengbingbingdehetaduishi。
“fudong,wodaodihaishibushinidelaopole?”
“wotiaoloujinlejijiushi,shengmingchuiweideshihounibuzaiyejiusuanle。”
“wozhishiheguyanshuolejijuhua,nijiupitougailiandeduiwoyidunzhize,shuowozhaoguyandemafan!”
“xianzaiwogennihuilejia,nihaiyongzheizhongtaiduduiwo,wozainiyanlidaodishishenme?”
wodehua,rangfudongdelianseyenankanxuduo。
tayibatuikailewo,yuqibinglengdao:“ruguobushiniwuliqunao,zheiyiqiedoubuhuifasheng!”
“唔......”
tatuidaolewofubudeshangkou,tengdewoetoushangmaochuleyicenglenghan。
woliangqianghoutuilejibu,weiweichuanzhecuqi,nulibaochizhezhending。
fudongyilianlengyidao:“wozuodeshiqing,doushiyouliyoude,nijiusuanjiazhuangtiaolouweixiewoyemeiyouyong!”
woshensefuzadekanzhefudong,taquenuqichongchongshangchelikai。
zoujiuzouba,miandewomenyijianmianjiuchaojia。
woqiangchengzhefubudetengtong,zoujinlewuzili。
fanzhaochuyaoxianghou,wotuodiaoyifushangyao,caifaxianshangkouliudexue,yijingbayifujinshiledapian。
wozichaoyixiao,wunaiyaoleyaotou。
fudongafudong,zheijiushiniaidaosiquhuolaidenanrenma。
taliannidesihuodoubuzaiyi,nihaijiuchantaganshenme。
woyiduhuaiyi,jiehunhoudewoshibushiyoushounveqingxiang。
jutongrangwotibuqirenhexingzhi,wozhijiehuidaowoshilishuileyijue。
xiawudeshihou,louxiachuanlaiyizhenpaochedehongmingsheng。
wochumenyikan,faxianshiguyanzuozhefudongdechehuilaile。
“su**deqisekanqilaibucuo。”
guyanyijinmen,bianxiaohehedehewodaleshengzhaohu。
zhihou,tajiuxianghuizijijiayiyang,shushufufudetangzaishafashang,naqiyaokongqikandianshi:“nixianmang,wodengni。”
taheguyanzuijinzaihezuoyibuxinju,shenweinannvzhudetamen,jingchangchushuangrudui。
fudongkandoumeikanwoyiyan,jiangshoulidedongxifangzaizhuoshang:“chifanba。”
benlaiwoyishangwujiudishuiweizhan,dimiweijin。
xianzaiwendaofancaidexiangwei,queshiyouxieele。
buzhengqidewo,haishizoudaolecanzhuopangbianzuoxia。
dakaicanhe,fancaidexiangwei,yindewoduzigugujiaolehaojisheng。
wogangchileyikou,dunshijuedeweidaobutaidui。
renbuzhutaiyankanxiangfudong,jingefanwen:“zheishilongxiachaofan?”
fudongdiandiantou,sihuduiwodefanyinghenbuman:“duia,tamenjiadehaixianhenchuming,zenmele,nibuaichi?”
guyanhuitoukanxiangwo,yaotoubudao:“fudongnikezhengoujiaoqingde,haitiaoshi?”
wodiuxiashaozi,naguolajitongpinmingoutu。
guyanxianqideweiweizhoumei:“dong,nideshuoshuotaa。”
“bujiushiyidaoxiaolongxiachaofanma,jiusuanbuaichi,yebuzhiyufanyingzheimedaba?”
fudongsihuyejuedeyouxiediaomianzi。
talenglengkanzhewo,bumanfanwen:“zenme,wojinidaifanhaidaichucuolema?”
wobiezheyiduzidehuoqi,yongshuishuleshukou。
kebozishangdeyangganyuelaiyueqiang,haishirangwoyishidaowanle。
“ai,zheijianshidouguaiwo,ruguobushiyinweiwoxihuanchihaixiandehua,dongyebuhuishunbianjinimaihaixianfanle。”
shuozheihuadeshihou,guyanhaibuwanghuitouduiwotiaoxindexiaolexiao。
fudonglianseyinchen:“fudong,bujiushiyihefanma,nizhiyuchizheimedadecuma?”
wobeifudongdehuajijingdaile,meiyouxiangdaotajingranrenwei,woshizaichicu!
kanlaijiehunhoudewo,zaifudongdemianqianqueshitaibeiwei,taidijianle。
jiehunzheimeduonian,tajingranlianwoduilongxiaguomindoubuzhidao!
wodebozishang,henkuaiqilehenduohongzhenzi。
woxiayishidezhuanshenjinwu,zhunbeiquzhaoyao,quebeifudongyibalazhu。
“把饭吃了再走。”
“我不吃!”
woshuaikaifudongdeshou,yuqijianjue。
yipangdeguyan,lianseweinandao:“suanleba,zheijianshidouguaiwo,ruguozaozhidaosu**buaichihaixiandehua,wojiuyinggairangnidingbiejiacantingde。”
wolengyandingzheguyan,yuqibinglengdefanwen:“zaoganshenmequle,xianzaizaizheilijiaxingxingdeyangzijisheikan?”
tingguyanduiwoshuohuadetaidujiuzhidao,yiqiandewo,zaitamenyanqianyidinghenbeiwei。
jibianshitamenyanyulifengciwakuwo,woyebuganhuidui。
kexianzaidewo,caibuhuishoutamendewonangqi。
shiyiduiyuwolaishuo,jiushilaotianyejiwofanranxingwu,rangwozhonghuoyicidejihui!
wocaibuhuijiguyanhaoliansekan。
guyanlengzhule,zuichundongledong,queshuobuchuyijuhua。
fudonglenglengdehechiwo:“fudong,nishuohuakeqiyidian!”
zheishiwomenlianggedejia,wozheigehefadelaopoheguyanqichongtu,tajingranweihuguyan!
zheirangwoduifudongdehaogan,shunjiandangranwucun。
青梅竹马怎么样?
congxiaoxihuandenanshenyouzenmeyang?
taduiwowanbanxianqi,gezhongbuzaihu,wonandaohaiyao**lianqutaohaota?
jirantagenbenjiubuaiwo,dangchuweishenmeyaogenwozaiyiqi,youbinga?
guyanzoudaowomianqian,fangfogangcaishenmeshidoumeifashengyiyang,xiaozheduifudongshuo:“zhourishiwodeshengrihui,nidaoshihouhuilaiba?”
mingyanrensheidounengkandechulai,guyanzhisuoyizheimeshuo,mudejiushizaiguyitiaoxinwo。
woshoubuleguyanchayanchayudeyangzi,huranxiaozhedacha:“gu**kuaiguoshengrilea,gongxigongxia,jiranniyaoqingwolaogongle,neibujieyiwozheigelaopoyepeizhetayiqichuxiba?”
fudongyedianlediantou:“hao,womenhuianshidaochangde。”
womingxiankandao,guyandeliansebianle。