第一章
jiuyinweiwusuideerzimeigentayangzaiwaimiandenvrendazhaohu，shengyinianjiurangrenjiangtadiaozaihaiwanshang，gekaitadeshouwan，yinlaiwushuduixuexingweimingandeshayu。
shangbaitiaoshayuzaitashenxiahuanrao，haiziyoukuyouhan，bengkuizhiji，zuizhongyibuxiaoxinzhengtuokaishengsuo，zhijiediaorushayudexuependakouzhong。
shenruoligandaodeshihou，zhikandaojikuaibeikendexueroumohudecanzhi。
“小聿！！！”
tabengkuizhiji，pengzheneijikuaicanzhi，kudesixinliefei，henbudezishazhuisui。
zhidaohaizideertongshoubiaobeidalaoshanglai，limianzhiyouyijudaizhekuqiangdeluyin：
“mama，duibuqi，woyaosile……niyaolikaibaba，huoxiaqu。”
shenruolitanruanzaichaoshidematoushang，kudaohoulongchuxue，zuihouchedihunsiguoqu。
zaixinglaishi，tashoulipengzheyigebazhangdadeguhuihe。
太轻了。
tadexiaoyushangzhouhaipazaitabeishangsajiao，shuoyaotajitazuoxiaoxiongbinggan。
xianzaizenmejiu……zhishengzheimeyibahuileni？
xiangqierzilinsiqiandeyiyan，tatongchexinfei，zhongyupengzheneigexiaoxiaodeguhuihe，zhandouzhejishengfudalegedianhua。
“wodehaizisile。”tayuqifadou，“wozhidaoninyizhixiangrangwochedilikaishengyinian，wodayingnin。”
dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，chuanlaishengfubinglengdeshengyin：“nishasiyinianmuqindeshihou，jiugaigunle。neigeniezhongsileyehao，shenshangliuzhenizheizhongsharenfandexue，nengshishenmehaodongxi？”
shenruolibishangyanjing，xinzangtengdexiangshibeirenshengshengwazouleyikuai。
qinianqian，shenruoliheshengyinianxiangaideshihou，tahaishineigeweilequta，ningyuanfangqiqianyijiachandeshengjiadashaoye。
shengjiajidailianyin，weidutasihuobuken，feiyaoqutazheimeyigewuquanwushidehuiguniang。
tazongaidaizhetaqushengjia，keshengjiameiyouyigerenxihuanta，chuletamuqin。
neigewenroudenvrenzongshilazhetadeshoushuo：“ruolia，bieguanneixiexianyansuiyu，zhenxinxiangai，zuishinande。”
shengmujingchanggentajiangnianqingshideyihan，shuotayeyougeshenaideren，quebeipolianyinjiajileshengfu，wanghouyusheng，doushiyihan。
erneitian，shenruolipeitaguangjieshi，qiahaoyujianletadechulian。
neigenanrendelejuezheng，meiduojiukehuole。
shengmutinghouhongleyankuang，zhuanshenjiuputongyishengguizailetademianqian，“ruoli，woxiangpeitazouwanzuihouyiduanlu，keyiniantababuhuitongwolihun，suoyi，wozhiyouyigebanfa，jiasituoshen。”
“suanbomuqiuni，nibangbangwo。”
shenruolihongzheyandianletou。
tabangshengmumailejujiashiti，erhou，fangleyibahuo，shaolezhenggelaozhai。
neitian，suoyourendouzhidao，“shengmu”shaosizailelaozhaili。
shenruolibenyiwei，youqingrennengzhongchengjuanshu，sheicengxiangneiyiwan，tabuxiaoxinbeiyongrenpaileshipin，diertian，yongrenjiuzhanchulaizhiren，shuotazonghuosharen。
shengyinianhongzheyanjingqiazhetadeboziwenweishenmeshi，taqiangrenzhekuchu，yigezidoumeijieshi。
zanglijieshuhou，talimaquleta。
kezheiyici，quebushiyinweiai，
而是，因为恨。
hunhou，taxiangshibianleyigeren。
huatianjiudi、lengbaoli、zhengtianbuzhejia，shenzhi，liantashenghaizidoubuchuxian。
tananchandachuxueshi，tazaipeibiedenvrenguoshengri。
haizichushenghou，tagengshilianbaodoumeibaoguo。
tazaibushineigeyanlizhiyoushenruolideshenqingtaiziye，tabaguafeiwenbuduan，shenbiandenvrenhuangebuting，zhidaoyudaosuman，taxiangshizhaodaolezuihexinyidewanju，chongdewufawutian。
rujin，shenzhiweileneigenvren，talianzijideqinshengguroudouneng“canhai”！
huiyiqizhongzhongguowang，shenruolizhandouzhebishangyan，tameiyoujieshi，yebunengjieshi。
tawozhedianhua，shengyinpingjingdekepa：“shengyinianhenworugu，zhiyouwo‘si’，tadechouhencaihuixiaoshi。”
“suoyi，haiqingninbangwozhunbeilianggejiaguhuihe，yijiyigequanxinshenfen，wozouhou，dengtawenqi，ninjiushuoxiaoyuyinweitadechengfaweileshayu，erwo……yuyuguahuan，bujiuhouyebengkuitiaohai，liangjushiti，douyihuohua。”
dianhuaneitouchenmoxujiu，zuihouchuanlaiyidaodichendeshengyin。
“shenruoli，zhiyaoniyuanyizou，bangeyuenei，wojiuhuianpaihaoyiqie。”shengfuyuqilidaizheyane，“jizhu，yongyuanbiezaichuxianzaiyinianmianqian。”
guaduandianhua，shenruolibahaizideguhuihejicunzaibinyiguan。
binyiguandegongzuorenyuandilaijicundanshi，tahuanghukanjianxiaoyudianzhejiaozaijutaihoumianchongtaxiao。
“xiaoyuguai，zaidengdeng。”tamozhebinglengdehezi，yanleizazaishangmian，“mamahenkuaijiunengdainizoule。”
huidaoshengjiabieshushi，tianyijingheile。
tuikaimen，ciyandeyimuzhuangjinshixian。
shengyinianjiangsumandizaixuanguandeqiangshangqinwen，xinglixiangsanluoyidi。
shenruolijingzhicongtamenshenbianzouguo，daixuedeyifucengdaolesumandezhensiqun。
“a！”sumanjingjiaoyisheng，xiangshoujingdetuziwangshengyinianhuailizuan，“xue……tashenshangyouxue……”
shengyinianlimazhuaiguoshenruolideshouwan，lidaodadejihuyaoniesuigutou。
tacubaodifanjiantadexiukou、lingkou，muguangruilidexiangsaomiaoyi。
yuanlai，shizaijianchatayoumeiyoushoushang。
yishidaozheigeshishideshunjian，tachadianxiaochuleilai。
querentameishoushanghou，tacaixianedishuaikaishou：“sheidexue？nongchengzheiyanghenhaokan？”
xiaoyubeishayusisuidehuamianzainaohaizhongfuxian，shenruolikongdongdiwangzheta：“woshenshangdexueshisheide，nibushizuiqingchuma？”
“shengyinian，xiaoyucaiwusui，tayoushenmecuo……”xiangdaohaizisiqudecanzhuang，tadeshengyinjinbuzhukaishifadou，“niyaozheimeduita……nizhibuzhidaota……”
“bujiushiliudianxue？”shengyiniandaduanta，“sheirangtaduimanmanmeilimao？”
talanguosumandeyao，“duile，zuijinmanmanhuibandaozheilizhu，bierangtahuilaiaiyan。nibatasongdaojiudianzhuyizhenzi，shunbianjiaojiaotashenmeshiguiju。”
sumanyizaitahuaili，xishengxiqidibudao：“xiaohaishigaiguanjiao，tingshuoliezhijiyinhuiyichuanni，jirantamamanengsharenfanghuo，wanyita……”
“啪！”
shenruolirongrenbuletawuruxiaoyu，taishoujiushiyibazhang，henhendeshuaizaisumanlianshang。
sumannanyizhixindekanzheta，yaozhechunpujinleshengyiniandehuaili，“yinian……”
“shenruoli！”shengyinianbaonu，yandisishijielebing，“woshibushitaijinilianle，nishenmeshenfen，manmanshenmeshenfen，nigandongta？！”
“woweishenmedongbuleta，shengyinian，woshiniqizi！tabuguoshinibaoyangdejinsique！”
“qizi？”talengxiaoyisheng，shouzhishoujin，“woqunijinmenshiweileshenme，nixinlimeishu？biegaosuwo，nihaitianzhendiyiweiwoaini。”
xinzangmengdiyisuo，xiangshibeirenshengshengtongleyidao。
shia，taquta，conglaibushiweileai。
shishenzhiji，shengyinianzhuaiguosumandeshou，yuqiburongzhiyi：“jirantadaniyibazhang，nijiushibeihaihuiqu。”
sumanhongzheyanyaotou：“yinian，wobugan……”
“bugan？”talengxiao，taishoushiyibaobiao，“anzhuta。”
shenruolibeisisiyazaidishang，lianjiatiezhebinglengdedalishidiban。
shengyinianwozhesumandeshou，yixiayixiashanzaitalianshang。
“啪——”
“啪——”
……
zhengzhengshibazhang，zhangzhangdaorou。
shenruolideerduowengwengzuoxiang，zuiliquanshixuexingwei，yanqianyizhenzhenfahei。
zuihouyibazhangluoxiashi，tacheditanruanzaidishang，xuecongzuijiaotangxia，zaidibanshangyinkaiyipiancimudehong。
shengyinianlouzhesuman，jugaolinxiadikanwo：“shenruoli，jizhu，zheishiniqiantade，gengshiqianwomuqinde。”
shuowan，taditoucadiaosumanshoushangdexueji，yuqiwenroudebuxianghua：“shoudatengle？wodainiquyiyuan。”
kanzhetabaozhesumanliqudebeiying，shenruolimanyanshileidetangzaixueboli，mamudibishangyanjing。
盛奕年，快了。
既然你这么恨我……
neimehenkuai，wojiuhuiyong“siwang”，chedijieshuzheiyiqie。