第二章求死不得

jiayunchushiyigexiangyichujiushiyichuderen,muqiandexingshirangtajuedeshifenyanjun。

yongtajingchangzaixinlimomoniantaodeyijujiushi:woxiangsiwozhendexiangsi。

jiaruchuyeshiyigehenyoujihuaderen,jiranzhidaolezijidemudeshixunsi,neimejiukaishixuanzesiwangfangshile。

tongkuaidejizijiyidaoshibuxingdele,shengongneiyuandexiunv,sheihuirangnishenshangzangyibabishoude,caidaozaichufang,nigengshijiechubudao。buguozheixiedoubushiwenti,jiaruchuzaixiandaikanguoxuduoyingshijudoushiyongzanzijiangzijiciside。

“你在找什么?”

dumingyuehaoqidewangzhejiaruchuchabuduojiangzhenggepugaidoufankaile,zaikankanwulidumingyuedejuziyeshidakaizhede。

jiaruchutingdaodumingyuedehuatouyemeitaixiayishideshuodao:“e,wozhaoshoushini。”

“什么首饰?”

jiaruchujuededumingyuedehuahaizhenshiqiguai,tabujuededumingyuebuhuibuzhidaoshenmeshoushi。

“簪子。”

sheizhidaodumingyueqiguaideshuodao:“niwangle,zanmendeshoushicaiwudoushizaijindaozheigeyuanzitongyijiaojiguguranhoudengxuanxiujieshuhoucaiguihai。”

jiaruchuyitingzheihualimazhuanguoshenyifubukezhixindeyangzishuodao:“shenme?weishenme?”

dumingyuejieshidao:“nimeikanzanmenxianzaidoudaizhegonghuama?gongliweilebimianyouxiunvhuilujiaodaoguguhejiaodaoguguchuantongyiqirangzhenggexuanxiushiqulegongzheng,yeweilerangsuoyoudexiunvyishitongrendoushiyiyangdegonghua。”

jiaruchutingdaodumingyuedehuajuedezhenggerendouyouxiebuhaole。

yushijiaruchubusixindeshuodao:“womeixiangzhehuilujiaodaogugu。”

erdumingyuezeshishuodao:“ninengbaozhengsuoyourendouheniyigexinsima?”

jiaruchudiyiciyanegudaijingranyeyouzheimegaodejuewu。

现在怎么办?

haozaijiaruchuyesuanshigexinxinrenlei,zenmekenengjiuzheiyangqingyibeidadao。zaiyeheifenggaoye,dajiadouyijinganranrushuideshihoujiaruchuxiangdaolehaishixuanzegewan,taqubulechufang,zongshinengchifande,daoshihoudahuaiwandie,gongjubushijiuyoulema?

jiaruchuzuijinbiaoxiandehenlaoshi,zheiyeshijiaruchudemubiaozhiyi。jianjuebunengzaituoshenzhiqianzaishouchufale。

yingfuwanzaoshangdexunlian,jiaruchuhenshigaoxingdedaoletamenzhidingchifandedifang。chiwanfandeshihoujiaruchujiazhuangbiaoxianchuyifuhenqinkuaideyangziranhoubuxiaoxindasuiwan,ranhouqiaoqiaodezangqiyigesuipianjihuajiuchenggongle。

“咣当!”

jiaruchuhaimeiqujianshisuiledecanjujiubeiyigetingdaoshengyindekuaisuzouguolaidexiaogongnvzouguolaijianshile。

jiaruchuyouxiezhuakuang,nima,zheishenmesudu?

yanjianzhedongxikuaiyaoshoushiwanle,jiaruchuganmangshuodao:“shiwobuxiaoxindasuide,haishiwolaiba。”

keshirenjiaxiaogongnvyagenjiubu‘niao’ta,shoushiwanlecaiduitashuo:“xiaozhu,zheixiecuhuonubizuojiuxingle。”

jiaruchuhenshibushedekanzheneixiaogongnvjiangneixiesuipiannazou,xinliyegenneixiesuipianyiyangsuideqilingbaluo。

tongzhuyishidedumingyuejianjiaruchuliansebuhao,haiyiweishijiaruchuyinweidasuilecanjuhaipafengguguchufani。

“meishide,niyebushiguyide。zhiyaohaohaoxueguijushouguiju,fenggugushibuhuiqingyichufawomende。”

jiaruchukanleyiyandumingyue,xinsuandediandiantou。

youshiyigeyeheifenggaoye,jiaruchuwubidejusang。tazhendewufaanranrushui,zaichuangshangluolewushugedabing,zaodaodumingyuedewushucixianqizhihou,dumingyuedouyijingshuizhele,tahaimeiyou。

jiaruchujiangzuijinsuoyoudeshiqingdouxiangleyixia,tademubiaohaishibubian。tayidingyaosi。napasileyebuyidingnengchuanyuehuiqu,tayebuyaoheyigelaonanrentongchuanggongzhen。

yushijiaruchuzaiyehenshendeshihounalejijianyifuchuqule。

anzhaozhiqiantatoutouchulaidejiyi,jiaruchuhenkuaizhaodaolezijixiangyaozhaodedifang。

一棵大柳树。

zhijianjiaruchuduizhegaogaodedaliushuzhangwanglexujiu,ranhouyoujiantayaoleyaoyashenxileyikouqijiangyiwuyijianjiandebangchenglezhangshengzhuangzoudaoledaliushuxia。jiaruchushenxileyikouqi,duizheshuangzhangchuilechuijiukaishipashule。

jiaruchuhenxiaoxindepadaoshuchashangjiangyifubangchengdezhangshengxihaohou,jiaruchufaxiantameibanfacongshushangxialaile。

zaishushangyouzhangwanglexujiu,meicizaituishenxiaqudeshihoudouganjueyaodiaoxiaquyiyang。

jiaruchujuedezheiyangmojixiaquyebushibanfa,zhihaoliangyanyibi,shunzheshuganhualexialai。jiaruchujuedezijidegebobeihuadeshengteng。zhishiyanxiajiaruchugubudezheimeduole,ganjinyouqufujinzhaolejikuaishitoujiangyifushengdaleyigejieranhouzhanzaishitoushangjiangbozitaojinqu,yongjiaotikaileshitou。

diaosiguihaizhenshinanshou,jiaruchujuedezijidebozibeiledenanshou,touyouxiemenmendetong。

zheixiedoubusuanshenme,jiaruchujuedezhiyaozaiguoyixieshijianzijisilejiuxingle。

keshiweishenmejiaruchujuedeyousibosuiliedeshengyin。

“啊!”

yiliaozhizhongdetengtongmeiyoulai,jiaruchuganjuezijihaoxiangluorudaoyigerendehuaili,zhengkaiyanjingyikan。

“是你!”

jiuletadejiushizhiqiantatoutoudepaochulaiyudaodeneigeren。

“还不下来吗?”

neirenbingbulihuijiaruchudejingyashuodao。

jiaruchuyigedantiaocongneirenshenshangliluodexialaile。

jiayunchuzhengzhunbeibayunnianghaodeganxiedehuashuochulaideshihouneigerenshuodao:“nikeyiyongchuangdande。chuangdanbiyifujieshi。”

jiaruchuyitingjuedecirenshuodeyijianshifenzhongken,yushihenshigaoxingdeshuodao:“xiela!”

changyuliangjiandaogaoxingdepaozoudejiaruchuxiaodeyilianhuiruomoshen。

huidaowulidejiaruchujuedejinyezaitoutoudechuqupashibuxingle。

diertiandeshihou,jiaruchuwubixiwangtianhenkuaideheixialai,yehenkuaideshenqilai。

zhongyuaodaotongyigefangjiandedumingyueshushuideshihou,jiaruchujuededumingyuezaibushuizhetazijijiuyaoshuizhele。

jiaruchuxunsudelaqichuangdandakaimen,zhunbeizaiquneikedaliushixiawanchengtaweiwanchengdemubiao。

“zhanzhu,nishinalide,zheimewanbushuijueganshenme?”

jiaruchuyitingzheihuaxunsuderuyizhixiaotuzibankailiule。

dengdaojiaruchuhuidaowuzilideshihou,jiaruchucaifaxiantagangcaidesuduzhenshitaikuaile,zaixiandaijueduikeyicanjiaaoyunhuiduanpaole。

jiaruchuhuaizhehentantedexinqingdengdaidiertiandechufa,keshidanxinlezhengzhengyitiandejiaruchufaxianyidianshiyemeiyou,daolewanshangdeshihouhaiyoumeiweidexiaoyesongshang。

budebushuo,zheigudaihuanggonglideshiwuzuodehaizhenshihao,fanzhengwanshangtahaiyaoshishijihuaxunside,siqianzenmeyeyaozuogebaosigui。

keshisheinenggaosuta,taweishenmezheimekun?