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wotizhitianshengbaidubuqin,xuekejiebaidu,quepianpianzhibuhaoqizidexiaoxiaoshedu。
weilejiuqizi,woshemingfangganxintouxue。
hunmishiquetingqizihemishudao:
“wojiazhuangzhongdupiandeneixiexuedoumaijifuhaodangjieduwanle。”
“zheishitazuizhenguidexintouxue,buruzuochengxuedongjinidechongwuawangchi。”
wozheicaizhidao,qizidegongsixunsuchengweibaiqiangqiye,bushiyinweitadehaomishu,ershiwodexue!
woxinglaizhiwentaweishenmepianwo,qiziquejiangwomiyunruanjinqilai。
tamenbawodexueliujin,haibufangguowo,jiangwoderoushaichenggan,gumochengfen。
zaizhengyan,meixiangdaowoyouhuidaoqizi‘dufa’neitian。
woziranjujuezaidangxueku。
妻子却抱着肚子道:
“peishili,woyijinghuailenidehaizi,nidehaizibaifenbaiyichuandenidetizhi,nibudangxuekuneijiurangnihoudailai。”
ketabuzhidao,wohoudaidexuehewokebuyiyang。
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nongyudexuexingweipumianerlai,zhengkaiyanwojiukandaozijizhengnazhebishouwangxinkouci。
wotongkongyisuo,mengdirengdiaobishou。
suizhierlaijiushimishuhenhenyibazhang,haiyoutadenuhou:
“jiuchayidianjiucidaoxintoule,niweishenmetingxiale?”
erchuangshangzuichunfazi,yanyanyixidelinshuyaoyeqiahaozhengkaiyan:
“shili,wokuaibuxingle,kuaiyongnidexintouxuejiuwo。”
shuohuajian,tayoutuleyikouheixue。
ruguoshishangbeizi,wobidinghaobuyouyudezhajinxinkou,weitaliujinquanshenxuejiuta。
可现在,我垂下眼。
shangbeizidetonghaililizaimu。
liuganxintouxue,quebeitamenzuochengxuedongweixiaochongwu。
kaowodexuetaohaofuhao,jianggongsifazhanchengbaiqiangqiye,querangmishushenyifanyangmingliwan。
weilerangwolaolaoshishichengweixueku,tamengengshizhijiejiangwoqiujinzaidijiao。
chouxuegerou,bapisuigu。
erzuitongkudeshi,tamenyizhijiwodiaozheyikouqi。
suoyiwoqingqingchuchujidelingchisuigudetong!
wowojinquantou,yuqibinglengdao:
“qinianle,weilezhinideshedu,wozhengzhengfangleqinianxue。”
“jiushiyitouzhu,wodexueyegoujitahuanyibaibianxuele。”
“jiranzheimeduoxuedoumeiyong,shuomingwodexueduinigenbenmeiyong,buru,quyiyuanjianchajiancha,shuobudingnengchachulainidaodiyoumeiyouzhongdu。”
wenyan,linshuyaodunshiliansedabian,qingxujidongdao:
“shenmeyisi?nihuaiyiwomeiyouzhongdu?”
“meiyouzhongdu,wozenmehuitongbuyusheng,meiyouzhongdu,wonengtuheixue?”
wokanzhetazuijiaodecanliudexueji,xindihuaguoyisilengxiao。
neibuguoshitayonglaipianwodebaxieryi。
lianshangdeqiaocuishihuazhuanghuade,xueshimoyuzhi。
kexiaoshangbeizi,woguanxinzeluan,lianzheidianxiaobaxidoumeikanchulai。
“fanzhengwoshiwunengweilile,womashanglianxijingdouzuihaodeyiyuanjinizhiliao。”
wonachushouji,linshuyaoheshenyifandeliandunshibianle,liangrendangzhewodemianmeilaiyanqu。
dianhuaxiangqideneike,shenyifanchenwobubeimengdijiangwotuidao。
tajianqibishou,yilianzhengning:
“hebishejinqiuyuan,qushenmeyiyuan,nidexintouxuejiunengjiushuyao,nandaoniyaojiansibujiu?”
womiansenankan,pinmingzhengzhafankang。
kezheimeduonianshuxue,woqiangzhuangdetipozaoyibiandexuruobukan。
woyanzhengzhengkanzhebishoucijinxuerou。
erlinshuyaozhanzaipangbian,duanzhewanpobujidaidezhunbeijiexue。
我绝望的闭上眼睛。
nandaozheibeizihaitaotuobulezuoxuenudexiachang?
“住手!”