第4章
“baoqianxiaoyu，mamacuole。”taxintengdilaimowodelian。
lishuhaishizheiyanghao，jiusuanzhishimenglifashengdeshi，yehuixintengwo，danshiweishenmeyaokuni？
wotaiqitoulai，guobuqirankandaotayanlideleiguang，yifuhenkezhideyangzi。
“buyaokumama，woyuanliangnile。”
woyijingershisisui，wohaishizheiyanghanta，jiaodiecideshihou，youyizhongnanyiyanshuodexingfugan。
womeiyouanweidaota，tayanlideleishuixiangshituranjuedidejianghe，yuanyuanbuduandiliuchulai。
“xiaoyu......”
tayoudianqibuchengshengshuobuchuwanzhengdehua，tazhishizheiyangbaozhewo，yibianliuleiyibianhanwodemingzi。
我第一次见她哭。
dagaishiyinweiwoshengbingle，bushishenmedabingdoukuchengzheiyang，tazongshizheiyangaiwo，ruguomeilewokezenmebanni？
woyouyixiexinteng，danshigengduodeshiyizhongguiyidemanzuheyuyue。
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wanxieshihou，yechengdaizheyeanrantizhefancailaikanwo，yeanranshoulibaozhewoxihuandeyangjiegeng。
haoba，songmingneizhong**wojiubuqiangle。
wozheishihoushenzhijuedeqiguai，buzhidaomenglineizhongkegumingxindehencongheerlai，chuchujitazhaobutongkuai。
tamendouhenanjing，mingmingyeanranpingshishihuopodeneige，keshijintiandouanjinglexialai，fandaobianchengwolaidiaojiefenweile。
buguoshipinxue，danshilishugenwoshuohaiyaozhuyuanguanchaliangtian。woshulehenduopingyanshui，wojuedeshouliang，lishuyongtadeshoujiwowu，houlaiyouquzhaorenmailereshuidai。
wanshangshuijuewogenlishutangzaiyizhangzhaizhaidebingchuangshang，tabaozhewo，xiangshihuidaoxiaoshihou，lishudehuaibaohenwennuan。
diertianxinglaideshihoulishuyanxiafaqing，yanquanyeshihongde，kanqilaishimeishuihao。
zheihennanbulingwohuaiyiwozhishipinxuedezhenshixing。
wozaiwuxiudeshihoutoutoupaochuqu，tingdaoleyishenghelishudetanhua。
“tazheigeyijingshihouqile，womenyeshimeibanfa。”shiyigenanyishengdeshengyin。
“yisheng，mafanninle，qiuninjiujiuta，wozhende......”lishudaizhekuqiangdekenqiushengyinyuelaiyuedi。
“bushihaiyoushiyidezhengzhuangma？zhiqianhuiyidiandoumeifaxian？yidiandoubuzhongshi，younizheimedangjiazhangdema？”yishengchizedeshengyinyouxiangqi，yuqihenxiong。
houlaiduanduanxuxutingdaoshenmesangeyuezhileide。
womingqueleyigexiaoxi，wodelejuezheng，haiyousangeyuedeqixianjiuyaosile。
wochuqidepingjing，jiuhaoxiangzaojiuzhidaohuiyouzheimeyitian，dagaishiwozongshijiaozongmanheng，qifuzijidemeimei，yushizaoletianqianba。
lishudekushengyuelaiyueda，zaiwoerpanyingrao。zhishizheiduanduanliangtian，tadeyanjingjiuyizhidoushihongde。
我推门进去。
zaiyishenghelishuzhenjingdeyanshenli，pingdankaikou：“mama，woele，haixiangchidiandongxi。”
lishugenwoyiqichumen，tayongshoumolei，dagaishitaiguozhenjing，haodaishizhizhuleyanlei。
wosibusi，shenmeshihousidouwusuowei，woyebuxiangchishenmedongxi，wozhishixiwangtabuyaokule。
她劝慰我很多。
wojuedewusuowei，nengdetazhenxinshiyidiaileneimeduonian，yongwozheiyishengquhuan，woshiyuanyide。