第4章
zheiyiyetameiyouhuilai，woqinshoushaodiaolewomendehuiyi。
ranshaoxintouxue，modiaolesanshengshishangwomendemingzi。
抹了整整七十九次。
meiyiciwofaxiantashenshangyoubierendeweidaoshi，wodouhuiyongzheiyangdefangshilaichengfaziji，zhiweileyouyitiannengchedigentazaiwuguage。
sanshengshishangtacengkeleqitianqiyedemingzicikeyanxiaoyunsan，jiurutongwodeaiyiban。
woshaodiaolemandiandelihua，youqinshouzadiaoleshuyuwomendetongxinsuo。
piandianlifangzhetacengqinshouweiwo**dezhiyuan，zanzi，guqin，peijian，shenzhishigeshigeyangdefaqiyiqun。
rujinyeyibahuoshaodeganganjingjing。
yiyeweiguidesiyuyuandaizhemanshenzhizihuaxiangcongtianshangrenjianganlaishi，kanjiandebianshixiongxiongliehuozhongdeyipianfeixu。
tazhongyuhuangle，falefengsidebenxiangwo，lianwangritiandifengdudougubushangweichi。
“zenmehuishi？zenmeqihuole？alinimeishiba？niweishenmeyaoshaodiaozheizuogongdian？”
tashengyindaizhewujindekonghuanghezhandou，fangfozhenggerenhaipadaolejidian。
budengwokaikou，tabianyonglijiangwobaojinzaihuaizhong，zhandoudeshengyindaishangleaiqiuhegengyan。
“ali，nibushizuixihuanzheilidema？weishenmeyaoshaodiaozheixie？”
“ali，nishibushixiangyaolikaiwole？aliwozuocuoshile，wokeyigaide，woqiuqiunibuyaolikaiwo......”
takule，zheishiwodiercijiantazheimebuguxingxiangdediaoyanlei。
diyicishiqiannianqianwoweijiutashenhunshoushang，tayinweixinteng，dangzhongleiruyuxia。
erzheiyicishiyinweiwoshaodiaoletaqinshouweiwozaizhongdemanyuanlishu，yijitasongwodedingqingxinwu，tahaipa，suoyikudaozhandou。
kanzhetayandiqiansuoweiyoudekonghuanghejinzhang，renbuzhuqingxiaoyutayanxi。
“nibieduoxiang，bushiyaoquqingqiulema？”
“zheigongdiankongzheyeshikongzhe，buxiaoxinshishoushaodiaoleeryi。”
tazheicaisongleyikouqi，queyijiujinjindibaozhewobukensashou，shengyinzhandoudibaozheng：“ali，nihesiwole。”
“ali，dengcongqingqiuhuilai，womenyaogehaiziba，neiyangnijiushebudelikaiwole。”
woqingxiaoxindimanshifengci，queyemeishuohua，renyoutaqianzhewodeshouwangnantianmenzouqu。
yilushangtadouzainulizhaohuatiyuwoliaotian，genwosushuozhewomenxiangzhixiangaidewangshi。
jingguozhuxiantaishi，taxiongqiandeliuyinshizaiciyigejingdizhendong，taguzuozhending，quenaibuguoliuyinshiyizhibuxiaoting。
zuizhongtatingzhubufa，yilianweinandikanzhewoqianyidao。
“ali，quqingqiubujiyuzheiyike，nixiansuiyizhuanzhuan，xiangxianghaiyoumeiyouyaodaideliwu。”
“tianshangrenjianneibianyouyoudongluanle，woguoqukankan，henkuaijiuhui，nidengwo。”
kanzhetazhuanshenjiuzoudebeiying，worenbuzhulengxiaohaobuyouyudeyuexiashenpangdezhuxiantai。
congcikeqi，shangzhihuangquan，xiazhibiluo。
再无沈梨落！
“siyuyuan，wobudengnile，wanghoudoubudengle。”
“woyiranshaoshenhunweidaijia，zhiqiushenliluoyusiyuyuan，shengshengshishi，bufuxiangjian！”