linxiahuidaojia，guanshangmen，houbeidizaimenbanshang，xintiaorengranbushoukongzhidijiasu，tataishouwuzhuxiongkou，zhangxinxiadezhendongqingxikewen。
“woxiangmeitiandounengjiandaoni，xianghenilidegengjinyixie。”
chengyandichendesangyinfangfohaizaierbianhuidang，jiaodetaxinfanyiluan。
“sichengyan，zhenfan。”tadishengmaleyiju，kezuijiaoquebuzijuediweiweishangyang。
diertianqingchen，linxiahuanshangyundongfuchumenchenpao。gangxialou，jiukanjianchengyanyishenheiseyundongzhuang，zhengkaozaixiaoqumenkoudengta。
tataimou，chongtatiaomeiyixiao：“zaoa，linyisheng。”
linxia：“……nizenmezaizheier？”
chengyanmanyouyoudigenshanglai：“chenpaoa，zhenqiao。”
linxia：“……”qiaogegui！
zheitianwanshangjiabanhuilai，linxiadianlefenwaimai，menlingxiangqi。takaimen，quejianchengyanyizaimenbian，shoulilinzhetademalaxiangguo。
“nidewaimai，songcuodaowoneierle。”tahuanglehuangdaizi，xiaodeyiweishenzhang，“zheimewanhaichizheimela？”
linxiashenshouquna，taqueweiweitaigaoshoubei，burangtagoudao。
“程砚！”她瞪他。
tadixiao：“jiaoshenghaotingde，jiuhaini。”
林夏：“……滚。”
chengyantiaomei，zuoshiyaochaibaozhuang：“neiwotinichile？”
“nigan！”tapuguoquqiang，jieguobeitashunshilanzhuyao，dishengdao：“yiqichidian？”
linxiaergenyire，yibaduoguowaimai，“peng”diguanshanglemen。
menwai，chengyandixiaodeshengyingezhemenbanchuanlai：“linyisheng，wanan。”
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lingchenliangdian，linxiabeijicudemen**chaoxing。tafanzaodilakaimen，chengyanzhanzaimenkou，lianseyouxiecangbai。
“weiteng？”tayiyankanchutadebuduijing。
chengyandiantou，sangyinshaya：“ng，wanshangchuligongsideshi，meichifan。”
linxiazhoumei，ceshenrangtajinlai：“jinlai，wojininayao。”
chengyanzuozaishafashang，kanzhetafanzhaoyiyaoxiangdebeiying，chunjiaoweiyang：“linyishengzhentiexin。”
linxiatouyebuhui：“bizui，tengsinisuanle。”
chengyandixiao：“neikebuxing，woyaoshisile，sheitiantianfanni？”
林夏：“……”
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zhoumo，linxiazaiyangtaishangjiaohua，yitaitou，faxianchengyanzhengzhanzaigebiyangtai，shouliduanzheyibeikafei，sixiaofeixiaodikanzheta。
“kanshenmekan？”tadengta。
chengyanmanyouyoudihelekoukafei：“linyishenglianjiaohuadouzheimehaokan。”
linxia：“……wuliao。”
tazhuanshenyaozou，quetingjiantahuranhanta：“linxia。”
她下意识回头。
chengyankanzheta，muguangshensui：“mingtianyoukongma？qingnichifan。”
linxiaxintiaolouleyipai，guzuolengdan：“meikong。”
chengyanxiao：“neihoutian？”
“也没空。”
“大后天？”
“……程砚！”
tadixiao：“neidengninatianyoukong，wosuishigonghou。”
linxiazhuanshenjinwu，querenbuzhumolemofatangdeerduo。
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moutianxiaban，linxiafaxianyaochiwangdaile，zhengaonaodifanbao，shenhouchuanlaishuxidejiaobusheng。
“youdiusanluosi？”chengyanzhanzaitashenhou，shoulihuangzheyichuanyaochi。
linxiayileng：“nizenmeyouwojiayaochi？！”
chengyantiaomei：“shangciweiteng，congxuanguanchushunde。”
linxiashenshouquqiang，taquejugao，xiaodeelie：“jiaoshenghaotingde，jiuhaini。”
linxiayaoya：“……chengyan！”
tadixiao，hurancoujin，zaitaerbianqingshengdao：“jiao‘ayan’，jiujini。”
linxiaerjianshunjianhongle，yibatuikaita：“wozijijiaokaisuode！”
chengyankanzhetaqigugudeyangzi，zhongyuxiaozhebayaochidijita：“haole，budounile。”
linxiaduoguoyaochi，kaimenjinwu，guanmenzhiqian，quetingjiantadishengdao：“linxia，worenzhende。”
她顿住，回头看他。
chengyanlazhetadeyijiaoqinghuang，kelianbaba：“nizaijiwoyicijihuihaobuhao，qiunile。”
linxiaxintiaozhouluan，mengdiguanshangmen，kaozaimenhou，wuzhufatangdelian。
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五年前。
Victory！"
chengyanzhaixiaerji，pingmushangtiaochushenglideziyang，sushelimimanzhepaomiandeweidao，santaixianshiqitongshishanshuozhebutongyouxijiemian，erchuangwaiyangguangzhenghao——youyigebeitawanmeilangfeidexiawu。
"chengyan！**youzaidayouxi！"duzixiaochuaikaimenchongjinlai，yibachexiatadeerji，"laozijinifaleershitiaoxiaoxi！"
chengyanlanyangyangdikaozaidianjingyishang，shouzhihaizaijixiejianpanshangqiaojizhelingyijuyouxidepaiduijian："mangzheni。"
"manggepi！"duzixiaozhijieandiaoletadezhujidianyuan，"yixueyuanxiaoqingwanhuimashangjiukaishile，linxiayaoduwu，piaowodougaodaole！"
pingmuheixiaqudeshunjian，chengyanzhongyutaitoukanleyanjidongdeshadan："shei？"
"linxia！yixueyuanxiaohua！lianxusannianguojiajiangxuejindezhu！jujuelezhouyeneigefuerdaiershicidechuanqirenwu！"duzixiaoxiangbaocaimingyiyangshuozhe。
chengyandalegehaqian，zhongxinkaiji："meixingqu。"
duzixiaolengxiaoyisheng，taochushouji："tingshuotazuijinzaizhao《geleijiepouxue》di41ban，juebanle，shijiasanqianduo..."
chengyandeshouzhidunzaijianpanshang，tashujiashangzhenghaoyouyiben——shangzhoufuqinjilaide，shuoshiyiyuantaotaidejiushu。
"erqietamingquebiaoshiguo，zuitaoyandejiushijinrongxineixieziyiweishidetiancai。"duzixiaoyiweishenzhangdibuchong，"tebieshicongbushangkehainengkaodiyideneizhong。"
chengyanmiqiyanjing，zhongyuzhuanguoshenlai："jijiangfa？"
"guanyongjiuxing。"duzixiaohuanglehuangshouzhongdepiao，"zoubuzou？"
chengyankanleyanshijian，suishouzhuaqiwaitao："jiniershifenzhong。"
yixueyuanlitangrenshengdingfei，chengyanbeiduzixiaozhuaidaoqianpaizuowei，zhouweiquanshijuzheshoujiqiaoshouyipandenansheng。tabaiwuliaolaiditaochushouji，zhunbeijixugangcaideyouxi。
灯光突然暗了下来。
"xiamianqingxinshanggudianwu《luoshen》，biaoyanzhe，linchuangyixuexilinxia。"
zhangshengleidong，chengyanmanbujingxinditaiyan，ranhoujiangzaileyuandi。
wutaishangdenvhaiyixishuilanzhangqun，heifarupu，tadewuziqingyingsishui，meigezhuanshendoudaizhelingrenpingxidemeigan。danzuixiyinchengyande，shitameiyujianneiguzhuanzhudeshenqing——fangfoshijieshangzhishengxiazheiyijianshizhidetaquanshenguanzhu。
yinledadao**，linxiayigepiaoliangdehuixuan，muguangsaoguoguanzhongxi。neiyishunjian，chengyanganjuexiangshibeishenmejizhongle，taershiyinianlaidiyicitihuidao，yuanlaixianshishijiezhongyeyoubiyouxigengrangrenzhemidecunzai。
"zenmeyang？"biaoyanjieshuhou，duzixiaodeyidiwen，"zhibuzhidenifangxianeipoyouxi？"
chengyanmeiyouhuida，tademuguangzhuisuizhetuichangdelinxia，turanzhanqishen："houtaizenmezou？"
duzixiaodengdayanjing："niyaoganma？"
"renshiyixia。"chengyanyijingmaikaizhangtui，"youxikaishile。"
houtaizoulangjimanlesonghuadenansheng，chengyanliangshoukongkongdizhanzairenqunbianyuan，kanzhebeicuyongdelinxialimaoershulidiyingfuzhemeiyigexianyinqinderen。taxiaoqilaihenhaokan，danchengyannengkanchuneixiaoronglidepibei——jiuxiangtayingfuneixiewuliaoshejiaochangheshidebiaoqing。
renqunjianjiansanqu，linxiasonglekouqi，zhuanshenzhunbeihuigengyishi。
"wutiaodebucuo。"chengyankaozaiqiangbiankaikou。
linxiahuitou，renchulezheigegangcaizuozaiqianpaidenansheng。tahengao，chuanzhesuiyideheiseweiyiheniuziku，toufayouxieluan，xiangshigangshuixing，danyanjingquehenliang，daizheyizhongtashuxide、shuyucongmingrenderuili。
"xiexie。"tadiandiantou，zhunbeilikai。
"jinrongxi，chengyan。"tashangqianyibu，"youxingquhebeikafeima？"
linxiatiaomei："chengyan？neigecongbushangkehainengkaodiyidechengyan？"
"nizhidaowo？"chengyanyouxieyiwai。
"womenxijiaoshoushuonishifanmianjiaocai。"linxiabaoqishoubei，"zhengmingtianfubeilangfeishizuidadefanzui。"
chengyanxiaole："neigengyinggailiaoliaole，jiwoge**dejihui？"
linxiakanleyanshoubiao："wozhiyouershifenzhong。"
"zugoule。"chengyanzixindishuo。
kafeiguanli，chengyanfaxianlinxiayuanbiwutaishangkanqilaigengyouqu，tatanqiyixueshiyanjingfaliang，tucaoqiyixueyuandebiantaikaoshizhidushiyouyaoyaqiechi，wanquanbuxiangtaishangneigeqinglengdenvshen。
"suoyi…"linxiajiaodongzhekafei，"weishenmejinrongxidetiancaituranduiyixueshengganxingqu？"
chengyansongsongjian："haoqishenmeyangdenvshenghuijujuezhouyeershici。"
"yuanlaishiweizheige。"linxialengxiao，"nimenjinrongxinanshengdouzheimewuliao？"
"bu。"chengyanzhishitadeyanjing，"shiyinweinitiaowushidebiaoqing，hewodapaiweisaishiyimoyiyang。"
linxialengzhule："shenme？"
"neizhong'laoziyidingyaoying'debiaoqing。"chengyanxiaole，"henxiyinren。"
linxiameixiangdaohuidedaozheiyangdedaan，yishibuzhiruhehuiying。tazhuyidaochengyandeshouzhixiuzhang，zhijiaxiujiandehenganjing，shouwanshangdaizheyikuandidiaodejixiebiao——bushizhouyeneizhongzhangyangdeshechipin，ershizhenzhengdongbiaoderencaihuixuanzedekuanshi。
"shijiandaole。"tazhanqishen，"xiexiekafei。"
chengyanmeiyouwanliu，zhishiwen："《geleijiepouxue》di41ban，youxingquma？"
linxiadejiaobudunzhule："niyou？"
"juebanzhenzang。"chengyanxiaodexianggezhuadaoliewuruodiandelieren，"mingtiantongyishijian，tushuguanmenkou，shuhuanyidunfan？"
linxiayouyuleyixia，diantou："chengjiao。"
kanzhelinxialiqudebeiying，chengyandiyicijuede，xianshishijiehuoxubiyouxigengyouyisi。
diertian，chengyanzhunshichuxianzaitushuguanmenkou，shoulinazheneibenhouzhongdejiepouxuezhuanzhu，linxiabitaxiandao，zhengditoukanyibenbiji，yangguangtouguoshuyezaitalianshangtouxiabanbodeguangying。
"shu。"chengyanbashudiguoqu。
linxiajieguolai，yanjingyiliang："zhendeshi41ban！"taxiaoxinyiyidifanzhefanhuangdeshuye，xiangduidaishenmezhenbao。
chengyankanzhetazhuanzhudecelian，turanwen："weishenmezheimexiangyaozheibenshu？"
"43banshanjianlehenduoxijie。"linxiatouyebutai，"erwaikeyishengxuyaolejiemeiyigekenengdebianyi。"
"niquedingyaodangwaikeyisheng？"chengyantiaomei，"tingshuohenlei。"
linxiazhongyutaitoukanta："jiuxiangnishuode，'laoziyidingyaoying'。"
程砚大笑起来。
jiexialaiderizi，chengyanzhankailetadutedezhuiqiufangshi。tabuzaizhengtianzhaizaisushedayouxi，ershichuxianzailinxiachuxiandemeiyigedifang——tushuguan、shiyanshi、shitang。
dantacongbuzuoneixiesutaodesonghuasongliwudeshi，ershiyongzijishanzhangdefangshi：zailinxiaweikaoshijiaotoulaneshi，tayongshifenzhongshulichutaxuyaozhangwodezhongdian；zaitazhiyebanshi，daizhezuixinyiqide《liuyedao》herekafeichuxian；shenzhizaitaweishiyanshujufachoushi，xielegexiaochengxubangtafenxi。
"nidaodishizenmezuodaode？"yicishenyefuxishi，linxiarenbuzhuwen，"congbushangkehainengmenmendiyi？"
chengyanzhuanzhebi："kanyiyanjiujizhule，youshenmenande？"
linxiafanlegebaiyan："tiancaizhenshitaoyan。"
"bicibici，"chengyanxiaozhechuolechuotadeetou，"yixueyuandiyiming**。"
linxiapaikaitadeshou，querenbuzhuxiaole。tafaxianzijiyuelaiyuexihuanhechengyanzaiyiqi——tacongmingquebuaoman，suixingquebuqingfu，zuizhongyaodeshi，tacongbuyinweitadewaibiaoerqingshitadenengli。
raner，chengyandegaibianyinqilemouxierendezhuyi。zhouye——zhoushijituandegongzi，yeshichengyanzaijinrongquandezhuyaojingzhengduishou，kaishizaigezhongchanghesanbuyaoyan。
"chengyan？buguoshigekaojialiguanxidefeiwu。"zhouyezaixiaoyuanluntanshangnimingfatie，"tingshuotafuqindegongsizuijinzijinlianchulewenti..."
tiezihenkuaibeishanchu，danliuyanyijingchuankai。chengyankanqilaihaobuzaiyi，yijiumeitiandayouxi、peilinxiazixi，danlinxiazhuyidaotajiedianhuadecishubianduole，youshihaihuishenyewaichu。
"chushenmeshilema？"yitianwanshang，linxiarenbuzhuwen。
chengyanshouqishouji，qingsongdixiaoxiao："meishenme，jialidexiaowenti。"
linxiabutaixiangxin，danyemeiyouduowen。zhidaoneigeyuye，tazaiyiyuanzhiwanyeban，kandaochengyanzhanzaimenkou，hunshenshitou，liansecangbai。
"chengyan？nizenme——"
"linxia，"tadaduanta，shengyinyichangyansu，"womenfenshouba。"
yushenghenda，linxiayiweizijitingcuole："shenme？"
"woshuo，"chengyandeyanshenbinglengdemosheng，"youxijieshule。"
linxiazhanzaiyuandi，yushuihunhezheleishuiliuxialianjia。takanzhechengyanzhuanshenliqudebeiying，xiangqitacengjingshuoguodehua："xianshishijiehuoxubiyouxigengyouyisi。"
xianzaikanlai，duitaeryanshixianshi，duitaqueshizhongzhishiyichangyouxi。
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五年了。
我以为我忘了他。
dancongzaijichangzhongxinjiandaotadeneiyike，zaidaotachuchehuo，kanzhetaxuelinlintangzaidanjiashangdeyangzi，wodangshihaipajile，houmianzhidaotawunianqianjuejueditifenshoudeyuanyinjingranshipawoshoudaoshanghai。
daohoumianchengweitadezhuzhiyisheng，peizhetakangfu，zaidaotajingranchenglewodelinju，zheiduanshijianfashenglehenduoshi。qishitazhidaoneixinshenchu，taconglaidoumeiyouwangjita，keshitahaipa，haipatayouxiangzhiqianneiyangxiaoshidewuyingwuzong…