第1章
“aiyou......era......niangkuaidongsilea......”
zhonglaotaiyouqiwulidishenyinzhe。
huiyingtadequezhiyoucongqiangfengliguanjinlaidelengfeng。
taduosuozhewangbeizilisuo，shangbanshenshaoshaoyidong，shenxiajiushizhannideniningyipian。
tayijingtanzaichuangshangdabangeyuele。
shuailededangtian，xiaoerziqianjianhongdadianhuaheererzixiaonverlachebantian，cailazhetaquleyitangzhenyiyuan，kailedianzhentongyao，youjiangrenlahuilejia。
meisihouliangtian，liangkouzijiujiangtasongjinlezheijishinianmeizhurendezhuantulaowu。
xiaoerxilixinghuaxiantaxianzaibunengziliaishi，yebuyuanyiyongzhiniaokufeiqian,zhijiejiangtasaijinletubudaili。
tubudai，jiushizaibudailizhuangshangxitu，wangchuangshangyipu，renzhijietangzaitushang。
zheiyangshiheniaojiunengzhijiela。
省事。
zaizhaolechuangyingdejiekuaidebeiziwangshangyida。
完事。
kaishihainengliangtiansongyihuifanguankoureshui。
houlai，jiubianchengsantianwutian,zhiyaoquebaotabusijiuhao。
daerxiouerqiaoqiaoguolaijitasongdianchide，yihuibeixiaoerxizhuangjianle，madehennanting，zaiyebuganlai。
handonglayuede，fenghuhudecongzhuantoufenglizuanjinlai，chuidezhonglaotaigutoufenglidouteng。
tazenmeyemeixiangdao，zheibeizi，shenglesanerliangnv,laobanyejianzai，queluodelezheiyangdexiachang......
jiuzaizheishi，wuwaisihuyoulexiangdongsheng。
zhonglaotaifeilidizhiqierduoxiting。
xiayimiao，pomenbeidalizhuangkai，hanfenggengshimengliediguanlejinlai,zhichuidaochuangshang，dongdezhonglaotailiandouqingle。
qianjianhongdabuzouleguolai，jugaolinxiadikanzhezhonglaotai：“ma，nixiangqingchumei？shishuochuneizanghuangjindeweizhi，wobanijiehuiquchixiangdehelade，songniquyiyuan，haishijixuzaizheiwuziliaieshoudong......”
shile，meihuiguolai，doushiwenhuangjindeshi。
ketanaliyoushenmehuangjina？doushijishinianqiandelaohuangliliuyanle。pianzhonglaotaizenmejieshi，zheigexiaoerzidoubuting。
qianjianhongsishishoubulewulideqiwei，wuzhubizihoutuilejibu。
zhonglaotaidengdahunzhuodeyankanzheqianjianhong，qiudao：“era，zhende......mei......huangjin......nijikoureshuiheba，niang......kuaidongsile......”
taduosuozheshenchukushouruchaideshouxiangqulaqianjianhong，quegenbenjiugoubuzhetadeyijiao。
“ma，neixiegedongxinanbuchengnihaixiangdaijintuliqubucheng？nixianglaibushishuozuitengwoma？zenmezheiyangdehaochuniyoubukenjiwole？haishishuonidasuanliujiergehaishixiaomei？”
“zaishuo，worujinqianlegaolidai，nibubaneihuangjinnachulai，wonaliyouqianjinizhibing？woneixiezhaiyouyaozenmehai？ma，suanwoqiunile，gaosuwoba......”
钟老太凄苦一笑。
tahuitanzaichuangshang，jiushibanyueqiangaolidaiderenzhaoshanglemen，shuoqianjianhongjielebushaoqian，yaoduoletadeshou。
qianjianhongkuzhehanzhechaotaqiujiu。
tahaipaneixierenzhenduolexiaoerzideshou，congcongquzhaoxiaoerxideshihou，congshanposhangshuaixiaqu，dangchangjiumeilezhijue。
yanjianzhezhonglaotaisihuobukenshuo，qianjianhongnule：“ma，nibiejingjiubuchichifajiu......”
zhengshuozhe，dianhualingshengxiangqi。
qianjianhongjieleqilai：“wei，xiaomeia......mahaozheni，zheihuiershuizhele。nifangxin，wohainengdaizanmabuhaoma？nijidebaqiandaguolaia......”
tabianshuobianwangwaizou，meiyourenheguji。
zhonglaotaifeijinquanshendeliqidihanzhexiaonverdemingzi：“yintao......”
elexujiu，shengruwenxiang。
tazhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzheqianjianhongshuaishanglemen。
fenghulazuoxiang，chuideneimenyouhuangdonglejixia。
zhonglaotaisihupiejianlemenwaiyijiaohuiandetiankong。
tarukushupibandeyanjiao，hualuoyizhangchuandelei。
zheijiushitapiantengdexiaoerzi......
tahuia，huidexinkoudoufateng。
wangzhepojiudewuding，xinliyoushuobuchudeqiliang......
让她死了吧。
sile，yebizheiyanghuoshouzuiqianga......
zheishi，wuwaichuanlaiyidaoshuxideshengyin：“nimahaishibukenshuo？”
shitajialaotouziqianruisheng。
tahaojinianqianjiugenzheererziquledachengshi，yizhizaineibianbangzhedaisunzi。
他这是回来了？
zhonglaotaiyanlibengshechushengdexiwang，yashengxianghanqianruisheng。
jiexialaideduihuaquerutongyipenbingshuijiaoletayigetouxinliang。
“ng，mayaosileshuomeiyoushenmehuangjin。”
“meiyoujiusuanle，renshenmeshihounengsi？wohaidengzhetasilehenilinyijiehunni。niergebabaijiuxiderizidousuanhaole。”
“nilinyidenglewozheimeduonian，taiburongyile。rujin，nimayijingzheiyangle，wodengtabileyanzaihenilinyijiehun，yesuanshiduitarenzhiyijinle。woa，jiuzhixiangzhezheirenshengzuihouyiduanrizi，nenghenilinyihaohaoguo，yuanyiyuanmengjiuxingle。niyebuyongshanghuo......”
taerziqianjianhongxixixiao：“ba，womeiyoushanghuoyemeishengqi。nihelinyineishitianshengyidui，shiwomabushiqudanwulenin。ba，zaiduojiwodianerqianbei......”
“zhiyaoniyihouxiaoshunnilinyi，haochubuhuishaolenide......”
“neikending，wobawolinyidangqinmadai。”
“ai，womeixiangdaowomaneimehenxin。wodourangrenjiazhuanggaolidaidelaiyaokanwodeshoule，tadoubukenbaneijinzinachulai，shuoshenmetengwo，doushijiade。zheilaotaitai，tezisilexie......”
声音渐渐远去。
zhonglaotaiqidehunshendouzaiduosuo，renfeilidixiangyaopaqilai，zhiwenneiduifuziyijuweishenme。
xiayimiao，queyikouxuepenlechulai，renruanruandedaozailenianniyoubinglengdetushang......
yixijian，tasihukanjianlezaosidedanveryinhuazaichaotazhaoshouxiao。
zheiyisheng，ruzoumaguanhuabanzaiyanqianshanguo。
wugeernv，danverzaosi，daerzizaoxienianyeshenglezhongbingmeijiuhuilai。
shengxiadeererzijishinianqianjiudangledalaoban，zaiwaidizhibanlechanye。meihuidoushuoyaojietahelaotouziquyanglao，zuihouquezhijiezouletaba。
tashuoshilaosanyaoliutazaijialibangzhedaihaizi。
qishitatingdaoguolaoerhelaosandeqiaoqiaohua，shilaoerjilelaosanyibiqian，ranglaosanbataliuxia。
congbalaotouzijiechuquhou，zheigeerzidianhuayeshaole，renyejihubuhuilai。
tayizhiyiweishitamang，xianzaicaizhidao，buguoshilingrenletarendangma......
xiaonverduitayouyuanqi，zicongkaoshangledaxue，jiuhenshaohuilaile。queyijingshizuiyouliangxinde，patasangeduitabuhao，meigeyueanshidasanqiankuaiqianshenghuofeihuilai。
xiaoerzishiweiyiliuzaishenbiande，yeshicongxiaojiushuoyaojitayanglao，gengshitazuitengde......
又是一口血呕出。
powudemenbeiyizhendafengchuikai。
一个激灵。
zhonglaotaiyanqianyihei，sanlezuihouyikouqi......
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“dimei，kuaidian......nidanverhedanvxunaoqilaile，tingshuodanvxuzaidarenni......nikuaiqukankan......”
zhonglaotaibeituileyiba，chadianyigeliangqiangshuaidaozaidi。
huiguoshenlai，kanzheyanqiannianqinglejishisuidesaoziwangchunlan，zhonglaotaizaicilengzhu。
ta......zheishizhongshengle？
kanlekanzijideshoujiao，haohaode。zaimomolian，haimeiyouzhezhoudexiangshilaoshupi。
“shalengzheganshenme？ganqifuzanmenlaoqianjiadeguniang，zou，laoniangpeiniqu......”
zhonglaotaizheicaifanyingguolaidasaosuoshuodehua。
tadaguinvyinhuahenvxuchaojia？
suoyi，tazheishizhongshenghuidao1979nian，yinhuazoudeneiyinian？
zheiyihui，tazenmeyebunengrangnverchushi。
nagewangbadanganduitanverdongshou！
她打死他！
zhonglaotaixinliyiteng，biziyisuan，taijiaojiuwangwaichong。
chongdaoyiban，youhuishenwangchufanglipao，linlebakanchaidewandaozhongxinchongchuqu......