woxialewunian。suoyourendoushuo，wodezhangfuluzheyuan，shishangdizheduanwodechibanghou，cijiwodeguang。
kewofumingneitian，meiyougaosurenheren，wokanjiantaqianzhelingyigenvrendeshou，zaigebifangjian，
yibianbiandijiaotamofangwodeshengyin，qingroudishuo：“qingyan，dengtaxiageyuedebaoxianshouyirengaichengni，
womenjiuzaiyebuyongyanxile。”wodeshijie，zaihuifuguangmingdeneiyike，xianrulebishimingshigengshenchendeheian。
wuniandeshijian，zuyirangyigerendeshijiechedidabai。duiwoeryan，zheiwunianshicongyipianxuesehejutongzhongkaishi，
ranhouzhuiruwubianwujidehei。neichangchehuoduozoulewodefumu，yeduozoulewodeshili。shiluzheyuan，
wogangjiehunbudaoyiniandezhangfu，xiangyizuoshan，weiwochengqiletantadetiankong。
tafangqilezijizhengzhengrishangdeshiye，quanxinquanyidizhaoguwo。taweiwodushu，weiwomiaoshuchuangwaidechunxiaqiudong，
tayongshengyinweiwozhonggouleyigeshijie。tahuinaixindiweiwochifan，
napawoyinweikanbujianernongdeyipianlangjie；tahuimeitianchanfuzhewozaihuayuanlisanbu，
gaosuwonayiduomeiguijintiankaidezuisheng。wodepengyou、qinren，shenzhiwoneitiaotidedidisuyichen，
doucongzuichudehuaiyi，daozuihoubeitade“shenqing”suozhefu。tachenglesuoyourenyanzhongdejueshihaonanren，
shiwosuqingyanbuxingzhongdewanxing。erwo，yecengshenxinbuyi。zaizheipianheianli，
tadeshengyin、tadeqixi、tashouzhangdewendu，shiwoganzhishijiedeweiyitujing。woyilaita，xinrenta，
jiangwocongfumuneilijichengdepangdayichan，haowubaoliudijiaojitadali。woyiwei，
zheijiushiaiqingzuijizhidemoyang——xiangruyimo，shengsixiangyi。zhidaoyizhouqian，yishengmimidigaosuwo，
wodeshishenjingzhengzaiqijibandihuifu，yexuhenkuai，wojiunengzhongjianguangming。zheigexiaoxi，womeiyougaosuluzheyuan。
woxiangjitayigejingxi。jingxi，zuizhongbianchenglejinghe。jintianzaoshang，woxinglaishi，yanqianbuzaishishuxideheian，
ershiyipianmohudeguangyun。wozhalezhayan，guangyunjianjianqingxi，tianhuabanshangjingzhidediaohua，
yidiandiandichengxianzaiwoyanqian。wo……nengkanjianle。leishuishunjianmohulewodeshixian，bushiyinweijidong，
ershiyinweiconggebishufangchuanlaide，wozhangfuneiwenroudezuyinisirendeshengyin。“budui，baobei，
”tadeshengyinlidaizheyisichongnidexiaoyi，“qingyanxiaodeshihou，
huixiguanxingdiyongzhijianqingqingmosuozijideerchui，zheigexiaodongzuonihaimeixuehui。”wojiangzhule。“haiyou，
taheshuiqian，huixianyongzuichunpengyixiabeiyan，shitanwendu。lai，zaishiyici。
”yigemoshengde、lvedaishayadenvshengxiangqi，tazainulimofangwodeyudiao：“zheyuan，jintianyangguangzhenhao，
woxiangquhuayuanzouzou。”“yudiaozaiqingrouyidian，weiyinyaoweiweishangyang，xiangyumaoyiyang。dui，jiushizheiyang，
nixuedezhenkuai。”wohuanhuandi、wushengdizuoqishen，wunianmeiyoujujiaoguodeyanjing，
tanlandisaoshizhezheigewoshuxiyoumoshengdefangjian。zheilideyiqie，douhewojiyizhongyiyang，ganjing、zhengjie，
chongmanleluzheyuanjingxinyingzaode“ai”dehenji。kezheifen“ai”，quezaigebifangjian，beiyiziyijudi，
chaijie、fenxi、ranhouyizhidaolingyigenvrenshenshang。wochizhejiao，xiangyigeyouling，
qiaowushengxidizoudaowoshimenkou。menliuzheyitiaofeng。wokanjianle。wodezhangfuluzheyuan，
neigewunianliriyeshouhuzhewodenanren，zhengzuozaishuzhuoqian。tachuanzhewozuixihuandebaisechenshan，celianyingjun，
yanshenwenrou。ertadehuaili，zuozheyigemo--shengdenvren。neigenvren，youzhehewoxiangsideshenxinghefazhang。
tazhengwozhetadeshou，jiangyibeishuididaotachunbian，ranhou，ditouwenlexiaqu。neigewen，chanmianertouru。wenbi，
tataiqitou，kanzheneigenvren，yanlideshenqing，hewozheiwunianliyong“ting”suoganzhidaode，yimoyiyang。
tashuo：“linwan，zaiyouyigeyue，dengqingyandeyiwaibaoxianshouyirengaichengnidemingzi，womenjiujietuole。
daoneishi，nijiukeyiyongsuqingyandeshenfen，mingzhengyanshundi，peiwoxiangshouzheiyiqie。”neigejiaolinwandenvren，
yiweizaitahuaili，xiaodeyilianxingfu：“zheyuan，nizhenhao。zhishi……wozhendenengxuedehetayimoyiyangma？
”“dangran，”luzheyuanfumozhetadezhangfa，shengyinwenroudexiangyishoucuimianqu，“nizhixuyaojizhu，
nijiushita。erta……yigexiazi，huolewunian，yegaileile。”wodexueye，zaineiyike，cuncunbingfeng。
yuanlai，wohuozaiyichujingxinbianpaidexijuli。wo，shizhujiao。erwodezhangfu，shidaoyan。zhikexi，
tabuzhidao，zheigexialewuniandezhujiao，jintian，nengkanjianle。eryigenengkanjiandeyanyuan，
shibuhuizairenyoudaoyanbaibude。tahui，qiangzoujuben，gaixiejieju。2womeiyoujianjiao，yemeiyouchongjinqu。
wozhishihuanhuandi、wushengdituihuichuangbian，zhongxintangxia，bishangleyanjing。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangdileidong，
xiangshiyaozhengtuoshufu，danwoquanshendexueyequelengdexiangbing。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai。wunianle，
luzheyuannengdishuibuloudibanyanyigeqingshenyizhongdezhangfuwunian，tadexinjihenaixin，yuanchaochangren。
woxianzaichongjinqu，chuledacaojingshe，rangtahuanyizhonggengyinbidefangshilaiduifuwozhiwai，meiyourenhehaochu。
yigexiazi，yigegang“fuming”dexiazi，nashenmeheyigechuxinjilvlewuniandemoguidou？suoyi，
wobunengfuming。zhishao，zaitamenmianqian，wobixuhaishineigecuiruo、wuzhu、wanquanyilaitadesuqingyan。
wotangzaichuangshang，nulipingfuzhehuxi，jiangnaozhongneifuciyandehuamianqiangxingyaxiaqu。wokaishixiangguoquwunianyiyang，
yongerduoqu“kan”zheigeshijie。wotingjiantamenzaigebifangjiandishengdixiao，
tingjianneigejiaolinwandenvrenyongwosajiaodeyuqishuo：“zheyuan，woele。
”wotingjianluzheyuanchongnidihuida：“xiangchishenme？worangzhangmaquzuo。e，duile，
qingyanzuijinxihuanchiguihuagao，niyedeshizhexihuanshang。”henkuai，wotingjianlu-zheyuandejiaobushengchaowoshizoulai。
wolikediaozhenghaozijidezhuangtai，lianshangluchuleyisigangshuixingde、daizhedianmangrandebiaoqing。menbeiqingqingtuikai。
“qingyan，xingle？”tawenroudeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi。wo“xun”zheshengyindefangxiang，jianglianzhuanxiangta，
zuijiaoweiweishangyang，luchuyigetazuishuxide、wenshundexiaorong：“ng，shuidehenhao。
nijintian……haoxianghenkaixin？”woneng“kan”dao，tazhanzaichuangbian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。tadelianshang，
guazhehewojiyizhongbiewuerzhidewenrou，danneishuangyanjingli，quezangzheyisilaibujiyanshide、shenshidelengguang。
tazaiguanchawo，querenwoshifouyousuochajue。“shima？”taxiaozhe，fuxiashen，
zaiwoetoushangyinxiayigebinglengdewen，“kenengshiyinweijintiantianqihaoba。qichuangba，wofuniquxishu，
zhangmazuolenizuiaichidexiajiao。”tadeshou，xiangwangchangyiyang，wennuaneryoulidifuzhulewodeshoubei。
woshuncongdibeitafuqi，renyoutaqianzhewodeshou，zouxiangxishoujian。meiyibu，wodouzoudexiaoxinyiyi，
wanmeidibanyanzheyigemangrendejiaose。woguyishenchushou，zaikongzhongmosuozhe，zhidaopengdaobinglengdeqiangbi，
caizhaodaofangxianggan。zheixiedongzuo，woyijingyanlianlewunian，zaoyishenrugusui。takanzhewodedongzuo，
yanzhongdeneisilengguang，sihudanquleyixie。zaixishoujianli，tashuliandiweiwojihaoyagao，
jiangyashuadidaowoshouzhong。wonengcongjingzili，kandaotazhanzaiwoshenhoudeyangzi。takanzhejingzhongdewo，yanshenfuza，
xiangshizaixinshangyijianjijiangwanchengdeyishupin，youxiangshizaipingguyijiansuishikenengchuxianxiacidegongju。erwo，
zedizhetou，renzhendishuazheya，fangfoduishenhoudeyiqiehaowusuojue。zaocanshi，neigejiaolinwandenvren，
yijingbujianle。canzhuoshang，zhiyouwoheluzheyuan。taxiangwangchangyiyang，weiwojiacai，weiwoboxia，titieruwei。
“mandianchi，bietangzhe。”taroushengshuo。wodiandiantou，jiangyikuaixiajiaosongjinzuili，weixiaozheshuo：“zhenhaochi。
zheyuan，younizai，zhenhao。”zheijuhua，woshuodewubizhencheng。yinwei，woconglaimeiyouxiangxianzaizheiyang，
ruciqingxidi“kan”zheta。wo“kan”daotaweiwoboxiashi，zhijianbujingyidiliuluchudeyisibunaifan。
wo“kan”daotatingdaowodekuajiangshi，zuijiaoneimoyishanerguode、chaofengdexiaoyi。
wo“kan”daotafangzaizhuoxiadelingyizhishou，zhengnazheshouji，kuaisudidazhezi。
woshenzhinengyongwogangganghuifudeshili，mohudikandaopingmushangdejigezi：“baobei，xiangni。”yuanlai，
zheijiushiwoyongwuniandeheianhuanlaide“aiqing”。tashiyichangjingcaijuelundeyanchu，erwo，
shiweiyide、beimengzaigulideguanzhong。bu，congjintianqi，bushile。congjintianqi，woyechengleyanyuan。yige，
nengkanjianyiqiede、chenmodeyanyuan。erzheichangxidejieju，jiangyouwolaixie。chiwanzaocan，
luzheyuanshuoyaoqugongsichuliyixie“jinji”deshiwu。wozhidao，tashiyaoqujianneigenvren。“quba，
bietaileile。”wo“mosuo”zhe，zhuazhutadeshou，lianshangdaizheyisibushe，“zaodianhuilaipeiwo。”“hao。
”tafanshouwozhuwodeshou，fangzaichunbianqinleyixia，“zaijiadengwo。”tazoule。bieshuli，shunjiananjingxialai。
wolianshangdewenshunxiaorong，yesuizhixiaoshi。wozoudaoketingdeluodichuangqian，wunianlai，diyici，
qinyankandaolechuangwaidehuayuan。yangguangciyan，meiguishengkai，yiqiedoumeidexiangyifuhua。kewoquejuede，
zhenggeshijie，douxiangbeimengshangleyicenghui。wonaqishouji，botongleyigechenfengyijiudehaoma。dianhuaneitou，
chuanlaiwodidisuyichenlvedaijingyadeshengyin：“jie？zenmeturanxiangdaojiwodadianhuale？”wodeshengyin，
lengjingdebuxianghua。“yichen，woxuyaonibangwozhaoyige……quanchengzuihaode**。
”3wochenglezijihunyinli，zuiweixiandeguanzhong。baitian，woshineigeduizhangfushenxinbuyidemangqi；yewan，
dangluzheyuanyiweiwoshuizhehou，
wobianchengleyoudangzaizheizuogildedcage（dujinlaolong）lideyouling。
wokaishizhongxinshuxizheigejia。yongwodeyanjing，erbushierduohechugan。
wofaxianlehenduoyiqiancongwei“kanjian”guodedongxi。biru，luzheyuandeyimaojianli，youyigeshanglesuodechouti。
wocengwenguotalimianshishenme，taxiaozheshuoshigongsideyixiejimiwenjian，pawowuyizhongnongluan。erxianzai，
wo“kan”jian，choutideyaochi，jiuzangzaitashufangyiben《jidushanbojue》deshuyeli。duomefengci。biru，
jialidebaomuzhangma，tazaiwomianqian，zongshiduiwoxuhanwennuan，duiwozhangfuzanbujuekou。kewo“kan”jian，
tameicizaichufanghewozhangfushuohuashi，yanshenlidoudaizheyisibuyichajuede、hunzazhetongqinghekongjudeshanduo。
tazhidaoxieshenme，dantabuganshuo。zaibiru，neigejiaolinwandenvren，taliuxiadehenji，qishiwuchubuzai。
shufanglineizhibushuyuwodekouhong，shafajiafengliyigenzongsedezhangfa，shenzhiluzheyuanshenshang，
ouerhuidaihuiyisiruoyouruowude、moshengdexiangshuiwei。zaiheianzhong，wodexiujuehetingjuebeiduanliandeyichanglingmin。
kexiaodeshi，luzheyuanyeliyonglezheiyidian，tameicihuilaiqian，douhuiyisibugoudihuandiaoyifu，
xidiaosuoyoubugaiyoudeqiwei。tayiweitapianguoleyigexiazi，quebuzhidao，yigenengkanjiandexiazi，
caishizuikepade。wokaishiwanyixieweixiandeyouxi。yitianxiawu，
luzheyuanhelinwanyouzaigebishufangjinxing“jiaoxue”。wotingjianlinwanzailianxiwodezouluzitai，
luzheyuanzaipangbianzhidao：“budui，qingyandezuojiaoyinweijiushang，luodishihuibiyoujiaoqingyidian，nizoudetaiwenle。
”woduanzheyibeishui，huanhuandi、mosuozhe，chaoshufangzouqu。wodechuxian，rangfangjianlideshengyinjiaranerzhi。
“zheyuan？nizailimianma？”wozhanzaimenkou，cezheerduo，lianshangdaizheyisikunhuo，
“wohaoxiangtingdaoyoubierendeshengyin。”woneng“kan”dao，menneideliangren，shunjianlianseshabai。
linwanxiangyizhishoujingdetuzi，duodaolejudadeshujuhoumian。erluzheyuan，zezaiduanduanyimiaonei，huifulezhending。
tazouguolai，dakaimen，fuzhuwo，yuqiyirujiwangdiwenrou：“zenmeqilaile？wozaihekehukaishipinhuiyi。
nitingcuole。”“shima？”wojianglianzhuanxiangta，nulidi“xiu”lexiukongqizhongdeweidao，“keshi，
wowendaoleyigu……henmo-shengdexiangshuiwei。”luzheyuandeshenti，youneimeyishunjiandejiangying。
woneng“kan”daotaejiaoshenchuleyisiximidelenghan。dantahenkuaijiuxiaoleqilai，
yongyizhongwukenaihedeyuqishuo：“nia，bizibijingquanhailing。shixinlaideshixisheng，xiaoguniangbudongshi，
xiangshuipendenongledian。haole，biexiaxiang，kuaihuifangjianxiuxi。”tashuozhe，buzhehenjidi，jiangwoyinlileshufang。
womeiyouzaizhuiwen，zhishishuncongdibeitafuhuilewoshi。tangzaichuangshang，
wonengtingdaogebichuanlaiyayide、jinghunweidingdechuanxisheng，heluzheyuandishengdeanfu。wozhidao，
wojintiandeshitan，chenggongle。taxiangyikexiaoshizi，toujinletamenkansipingjingdehumian。
suiranmeiyoujiqitaidadelanghua，danzuyirangtamenyishidao，zheigexiazi，bingfeiyigehaowuzhijuedemuou。
zheiyerangwogengjiaqueding，wobixujiakuaiwodejihua。didisuyichendexiaolvhengao。diertian，
tajiujilewoyige**delianxifangshi。wochenluzheyuanchumenhou，likelianxileduifang。dianhuali，
wodeyaoqiuqingxiermingque：diyi，chaqingchuluzheyuanzheiwuniandesuoyoucaiwuwanglai，
tebieshihewojiazugongsiyouguandezijinliuxiang。dier，chaqingchuneigejiaolinwandenvrendequanbubeijing。disan，
yeshizuizhongyaode，bangwolianxiyigezuikekaodezichanzhuanyihefalvguwentuandui。wofumuliujiwode，
bujinjinshijuedeyichan，haiyouyigepangencuocuojiedeshangyediguo。zheiwunian，yinweiwode“shiming”，
gongsidesuoyoushiwu，douyouluzheyuandaiweizhangguan。wocengyiwei，tashiweilewo，caikangqilezheifenzhongdan。
xianzaixianglai，zheihuoxu，caishitazhenzhengdemude。taxiangyaode，conglaidoubushiyigexiayandeqizi。taxiangyaode，
shizhenggesujia。erwo，suqingyan，jiangshitazheitiaokangzhuangdadaoshang，zuihouyikuai，yeshizuiaiyandebanjiaoshi。
suoyi，wobixusi。erqie，bixushi“yiwai”siwang。zheiyang，tacainengyibeitongyujuedezhangfudeshenfen，
mingzhengyanshundi，jichengwodeyiqie。ranhou，zairangneigewanmeide“tishen”，qudaiwodeweizhi，hetayiqi，
xiangshouzheichangyongwodexuerouhexinrenpujiudeshengyan。duowanmeidejihua。zhikexi，tamensuancuoleyijianshi。
tamenyiwei，wozhishiyigeguanzhong。quebuzhidao，congwozhengkaiyandeneiyikeqi，wojiuyijingnaqiletudao，
zoushanglewutai。44suyichenlaikanwodeshihou，luzheyuanyezaijia。zheishiwofuminghou，
diyici“kan”daowodedidi。tabiwunianqianchengshulexuduo，
meiyujianquedaizheyiguhuizhibuqude、duiwozhangfudejingti。“jie，”tazuozaiwodechuangbian，wozhuwodeshou，
shengyinlidaizhedanyou，“nizuijin……haihaoma？”woneng“kan”dao，tashuozheijuhuadeshihou，
yanshenquexiangdaoziyiyang，shexiangzhanzaiyipangdeluzheyuan。luzheyuanzeshiyifutanranziruodeyangzi，
taweiwoyeleyebeijiao，yongyizhongjinhuwanmeide、zhangfudekouwenshuo：“yichen，nifangxin，youwozhaogunijie，
yiqiedouhao。”“shima？”suyichenlengxiaoyisheng，“wokebuzheimejuede。luzheyuan，
wojiegongsidejigeyuanlaozuijindoulianxiwo，shuonizuijinzaidongshihuishangdedongzuohenda，
zhengzaizhubutihuandiaosuoyouzhongyuwobadelaoren。nizheishixiangganshenme？”kongqi，shunjianninggule。
zheishisuyichenduiluzheyuanzuizhijiedeyicitiaoxin。woneng“kan”daoluzheyuandelianshang，neiwenroudejiamian，
chuxianleyisiliehen。tadeyanshenshenchu，shanguoyimoyinzhidehanguang，kuaiderangrenwufabuzhuo。
dantahenkuaijiudiaozhenghaoleqingxu，tatanlekouqi，lianshangluchuyizhongbeiwujiede、shoushangdebiaoqing：“yichen，
wozhidaoniyizhiduiwoyoupianjian。danniyaomingbai，wozuodezheiyiqie，doushiweileqingyan，
weilebaozhusujiadechanye。”tazhuanguotou，wenroudikanzhewo，
fangfozaixunqiuwodezhichi：“gongsizheijinianzhuangkuangbuhao，neixielaochenzisixiangjianghua，genbushangshidai。
woyinjinyixiexinxianxueye，yeshiweilegongsidezhangyuanfazhan。qingyan，nishuoduima？”tajiangpiqiu，
tijilewozheige“xiazi”。zaitamenliangrenruilidemuguangjiaofengzhong，wozheige“caipan”，bixuzuochuxuanze。
wo“mosuo”zhe，pailepaisuyichendeshoubei，yongyizhongdaizhedianzebeide、xuruodeyuqishuo：“yichen，
buxunizheimeshuozheyuan。zheiwunian，yaobushita，gongsizaojiukuale。woxiangxinta。”suyichendelianshang，
luchuleshiwanghebujiedebiaoqing。erluzheyuan，zemanyidixiaoleqilai。tazouguolai，jiangshoudazaiwodejianbangshang，
xiangyigeshenglizhe，duisuyichenxuangaozhetade**：“tingdaolema？qingyanbirenherendoudongwo。
niyuqizaizheilibufengzhuoying，buruduohuadianshijian，guanxinyixianijiedeshenti。
”su-yichenkanzhewomen“enai”deyangzi，zuichundongledong，zuizhonghaishimeizaishuoshenme。tazhidao，
zaizhengzhixiaqu，zhihuirangwozheige“bingren”weinan。tadailemeiduojiu，jiuzhaolegejiekoulikaile。
zaitazhuanshenchumendeneiyike，wo“kan”dao，tayongyizhongjiqiyinbideyanshen，shenshendikanlewoyiyan。
neiyanshenli，youdanyou，youbugan，haiyouyisi……guli。womingbai，tadudonglewodeanshi。
wogangcaineifanhua，kansishizaiweihuluzheyuan，shijishang，shizaigaosusuyichen——woxuyaoshijian，
buyaodacaojingshe。erluzheyuan，xianranyebeiwowanmeideyanjipianguole。songzousuyichenhou，tahuidaofangjian，
xinqinghenhaodihengqilege。tayiwei，tayijingchedigulilewo，rangwozhongpanqinli，zhinengyifuyuta。
tashenzhizhudonggenwotiqi：“qingyan，guojitianjiushiwomendejiehunjinianrile。daoshihou，
wojinizhunbeiyigedadadejingxi，haobuhao？”woxinzhonglengxiao，lianshangqueluchuqidaidebiaoqing：“haoa。
zheyuan，wodengnidejingxi。”wozhidao，neigesuoweide“jingxi”，henkenengjiushiwodesiqi。erwo，
yetongyang，weitazhunbeileyifen“dali”。dangtianwanshang，**jiuchuanlailediyifenziliao。
shiguanyulinwande。linwan，27sui，guer，biyeyuyisuosanliudeyishuyuanxiao，yizhimengxiangchengweiyanyuan，
queshizhongzaidicengpaolongtao。tayoujuededuzhai，beirenzhuisha，shizaizuilangbeideshihou，
beiluzheyuan“jiu”xiade。ziliaoli，fushangleyizhanglinwandeshenghuozhao。zhaopianshangdeta，sumianchaotian，meiyanjian，
jingranzhendehewonianqingshi，yousansifendexiangsi。yuanlai，tazaojiukaishixunzhao“tishen”le。huoxu，
congwunianqianneichangchehuokaishi，shenzhigengzao，zheigejuben，jiuyijingxiehaole。wo，suqingyan，congyikaishi，
jiushitayanzhong，yigejijiangbeiqudaide、youliyongjiazhidedaoju。erwoneigeshadidi，
tashiwozaizheichangbinglengdexijuli，weiyide、yeshizuihoudewennuan。luzheyuan，niqianbugai，wanbugai，
bugairangwodedidi，yejuanruzheichangangzangdeyouxi。nidongleta，jiudengyu，qinshouweiziji，
qianxialesiwangpanjueshu。**5＜/strong＞fuchou，shiyichangjingmide、xuyaojueduinaixindeshoulie。
wobuzaishineigetangzaichuangshang，beidongdengdaimingyunxuanpandesuqingyan。wochengleyigeqianfuzaiheianzhongdelieren，
erluzheyuan，shiwoweiyideliewu。wodediyibu，shiduohuiwodeqian。zaizichanguwendemimixiezhuxia，
wokaishileyichangwushengdezhanzheng。neishiyichangzaishuzishijielijinxingde、meiyouxiaoyandequanlizhuanyi。
woliyongdangchufumuweiwoshelide、zhiyouwozijizhidaodezuigaoquanxianmima，raoguoleluzheyuan，
kaishijianggongsidehexinzichan，fenpici、xiaoedudi，
zhuanyidaoyigexinshelide、jueduianquandehaiwaixintuojijinzhong。zheigeguocheng，jiqixiongxian。
luzheyuanzhangkonggongsiwunian，zaoyigenshendigu。womeidongyibiqian，douxiangshizaihukoubaya。
wobixusuanzhuntacaiwushenjidekongchuangqi，bixuzuodetianyiwufeng，bunengyinqitasihaodejingjue。neixietian，
wobaitianbanyanzhewenshundemangqi，wanshang，zezaibeiwoli，yongyibujingguoteshujiamideshouji，
chulizheshangyidezijinliudong。youhaojici，luzheyuanshenyexinglai，kandaowo“shui”debuwen，
douhuiwenroudiweiwogaihaobeizi，shubuzhi，jiuzaitayanpidixia，tadejinqiandiguo，zhengzaibeiwoyizhuanyiwadi，
qiaoqiaochaichu。wodedierbu，shilejiewodediren。**deziliao，yuanyuanbuduandichuan-lai。
woxiangyigedaoyan，zainaozhong，weiluzheyuanhelinwan，goujianlewanzhengdexingxiang。luzheyuan，chushenpinhan，
yexinbobo。tajiejinwo，quwo，congyikaishi，jiushiyichangchuxinjilvdehaomenshoulie。
tayouzhejingrendeweizhuangnenglihebiaoyantianfu，ruguobushishengzaishangchang，tahuoxuhuichengweiyigedingjideyanyuan。
erlinwan，zeshiyigekebeidefuzhipin。tabeiluzheyuancongnitanlilachulai，jiletayigexuhuandemeng。
tanulidimofangwodeyiqie，yiweizhiyaoxuedegouxiang，jiunengqudaiwo，chengweizheigejiadenvzhuren。
tashenzhizaishejiaomeitishang，kaileyigexiaohao，yong“suqingyan”deshijiao，yiyinzheweilaidefuguishenghuo。
kanzheneixiejiaorouzaozuodewenzi，wozhijuedekexiao。tayiweitashizaizouxiangtiantang，quebuzhidao，
neishiyitiaotongwangdiyudedanxingdao。luzheyuannenghaobuliuqingdisuanjiwozheigemingmeizhengqudeqizi，youzenmekeneng，
huiduitayigesuishikeyitihuandeqizi，fuchuzhenxin？tabuguoshi，xiayigewobale。bu，
talianchengweiwodezigedoumeiyou。yinwei，wosuqingyan，conglaidoubushirenrenzaigedeliewu。wodezhuwang，
zaiyidiandiandishoujin。wokaishizaishenghuozhong，budongshengsedi，weiwodefanji，maixiafubi。
wo“wuyi”zhonghezhangmatiqi，shuowozuijinzongshiwendaojialiyouyiguruoyouruowudemeiqiwei，
rangtajianchayixiaguandao。zhangmajianchahou，ziranshenmedoumeifaxian，danwode“tixing”，quezaitaxinli，
liuxialeyikehuaiyidezhongzi。wo“buxiaoxin”dasuileluzheyuanzuixihuandeyizhigudonghuaping，
zaitaanweiwodeshihou，wozhuazhetadeshou，yongyizhongjiqikongjuhebuandeyuqishuo：“zheyuan，
wozuijinzongshixinshenbuning，zongganjue……yaochushenmeshi。”woshenzhi“mengyou”，banyezoudaoshufangmenkou，
hedelimiandeluzheyuanhelinwanbansi。woyongzheixiekansiwuyidejudong，
weizijisuzaoleyige“jingshencuiruo、binlinbengkui”dexingxiang。woyaorangluzheyuanjuede，wozheikebanjiaoshi，
yijingsongdongle，zhiyaoqingqingyitui，jiuhuichedifensui。woyaorangta，duiwo，chedifangxiajiexin。yinwei，lieren，
zaifaqizhimingyijiqian，bixuyaorangliewu，zoudaozijizuishuxide、zuimeiyoufangbeidedifang。
erwoweitaxuanzedeshouliechang，jiushiwomenneigechongmanle“ai”yu“huiyi”dejia。6wojueding，
qujianyijianneige“tishen”。bushiyisuqingyandeshenfen，ershiyiyigepangguanzhedejiaodu。
worang**chadaolelinwandezhuchu，shiluzheyuanweitazaishizhongxinzudeyitaogaojigongyu。neitian，
wojiekouxiangqutingyichangyinlehui，rangluzheyuansongwoquleguojiadajuyuan。zaitalikaihou，
wolikezhaidiaoleweizhuangdemojing，dache，qianwangleneigedizhi。womeiyoushanglou，
zhishizuozailouxiakafeiguandejiaoluoli，jingjingdidengdai。xiawusidian，linwanconggongyuloulizoulechulai。
tameiyouhuazhuang，chuanzheyishenhewofenggehenxiangdemianmazhangqun，zhangfapijian。gezhebolichuang，wodiyici，
ruciqingxidikandaoletadelian。queshiyoujifenxiangwo，danneiyezhishipinangdexiangsi。tadeyanshenli，
meiyouwodechenjing，zhiyouyizhongyunianlingbufude、beiyuwanghebuanjinpaoguodepibei。tameiyouquguangjie，
yemeiyouqujianpengyou，zhishiyigeren，zoujinlepangbiandeyijiaxiaomianguan。woguishishenchadi，genlejinqu。
mianguanlirenbuduo，woxuanleyigelitabuyuande、beiduizhetadeweizhi。tadianleyiwanzuibianyideyangchunmian，
ranhou，congbaolinachuleyimianxiaojingzi，heyizhikouhong。neizhikouhongdepaizihesehao，worende，
shiluzheyuanshanggeyuesongjiwode“liwu”。taduizhejingzi，yibianbiandilianxizhetukouhong。tadedongzuo，
henshengshu，shenzhiyouxiebenzhuo。ranhou，tayounachuleshouji，diankaileyiduanshipin。shipinli，shiwo。
neishiwoshimingqian，jieshouyigecaijingfangtandeluxiang。shipinlidewo，zixin、congrong，kankanertan。
linwandaishangerji，yibiankanzheshipin，yibianxiaoshengdi，mofangzhewodefayinheyudiao。