第三章无耻
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liuweihezhangqianqizhewoxinaidemotuochezouhou，wojizijidaoleyibeijiu，yikouhewanzhihou，kaozaishafashangkuleqilai。
heliuweidezhongzhongzainaohaizhongshanguo，duiyuzheigenvren，wozijuewenxinwukui，shitazijifanchun，bierenshuoshenmejiushishenme，caidaozhilezheigejieju，wobingmeiyoushenmehaokuijiude。
wozhishiyouxiexintengzijitourudeneixieganqing。
buguohenkuaiwoyouxiaoleqilai，laotianyejiwoyigezhongshengdejihui，bujiushirangwohuochuyigexinderenshengme？
woyongyouqianshijiyi，bingqienenglichuzhong，jueduikeyibagongsizuodazuoqiang，chengweiyejiefengyunrenwu。
xiangdaozheier，womomingxingfenqilai，jiranzhonghuoyishi，jiuyinggaiyixinyiyigaoshiye，bashiyezuodaojizhi！
zhiyunvren......nvrenzhihuiyingxiangwogaoqiandesudu！
wokaishileduiweilaideguihua，zheicimeileliuweizheigechunnvrendezunao，wodegongsibidingnengzhengzhengrishang，fazhandaoqiansuoweiyoudeguimo！
huaizheduiweilaimeihaodeqidai，wobuzhibujuejinrulemengxiang。
zheiyijuewoshuidehentashi，yizhidaodiertianzaoshangshidiancaixinglai。
erwoxinglaizhihoudediyijianshi，jiushinachushouji，sousuopanshangongluchehuodexinwen。
jinguanwoduiliuweiyijingmeilerenheganqing，dantabijingshiwomingyishangdeqizi，taruozhensizailezheichangchehuoli，yixiehoushihaishixuyaowolaichulide。
“buzhidaoliuweizheisuanbusuanyiwaisiwang，meizhunwohainengnadaoyibibufeidepeichangjin。”wopoweifuheidixiangzhe。
ranerdakaixinwenzhihouwoquelengzhule。
yinweishangbiandebaodaoheshangyishiyimoyiyang，sideqishouyijiuzhiyouqige，erqiequanbudoushiheiren，bingmeiyounvxingqishou。
zheirangwoyouxiemobuzhetounao。
woqingchudejidezhangqianshuojiemotuochejiushiweilequpanshanlubiaoche，dantaheliuweibingmeiyouchuxianzaichehuoxianchang，zheishizenmehuishi？
zhengdangwoyihuodeshihou，dianhuaxiangqi，shiyiyuandalaide。
“liuweishiniqizime？”dianhuaneitouxiangqixunwendeshengyin。
“shi，qingwenfashengshenmeshile？”
“shizheiyang，tahelingyigenvrenzaoshangbeijigeheirensongguolai，xianzaidouhaichuzaihunmizhong，neijigeheirenmeifuyiyaofeijiuzoule，womencongtashoujilizhaodaolenidelianxifangshi，xiwangnixianzaiguolaifuyixiayiyaofei。”
woxinzhongdeyihuogengshen，xiangzhenanbuchengshiliuweihezhangqianmingda，zaichehuozhongbaozhulexingming，zhishihunmileguoqu？
meilaidejiduoxiang，wolimaganquleyiyuan。
laidaobingfang，wokandaoliuweihezhangqiandoushichuanzhejiudianneizhongbaiseyupaotangzaichuangshang，shenshanggaizhebeizi，chuzaihunshuizhizhong。
woxinzhongdeyihuogengshen，tamenbushiqubiaocheleme？shenshangweishenmehuiyoujiudiandeyupao？
wozhaodaoyisheng，xunwenqingkuang，yishengyongqiguaideyanshendaliangzhewo，rangwoxianqubayiyaofeifule，bufuqianjiubugenwoshuo。
wozhihaoxianfuleyiyaofei，danyishengyebingmeiyougenwojieshiliuweihezhangqiandezhuangkuang，zhishishuaijiwoyiluojianchadan，rangwozijikan，ranhoujiucongcongzoule，xiangshipareshangshenmemafanyiyan。
wokanleneixiejianchadanyiyan，shangbiandoushiwokanbudongdecihui，yushibianshangwangsouleyixia。
busoubuyaojin，yisouwobianshayanle。
genjuwangshangdeshuofa，jianchadanshangdezheixieqingkuang，zhiyouzaifangshiguoyujiliedeqingkuangxiacaihuichuxian。
wonanyizhixindikanxiangliuwei，lianxiangqiyishengshuoshijigeheirenbataliangsonglaide，xinzhongyixiajiucaidaolejiujingfashengleshenme。
yuanlaitamenlianggenbenmeiyouqubiaoche，ershiheneiqunheirenliuxueshengqulejiudian......
kandaozhangqianyetangzaiyipanghunmibuxing，wohennanbulianxiangtamenzuowanjiujingyouduofengkuang。
yiguexindeganjueyongshangxintou，wocongweijuedeliuweiyouzheimezangguo。
kanlaiwobixuhezheigenvrenpieqingguanxile！
buduoshi，liuweihezhangqianyitongxinglai。
cishiwoyijingpingfulexinqing，yilianlengmodidingzheliuwei。
liuweikandaowozhihouyanshenkaishishanduo，baxinxuquanxiezailelianshang，“jiangshuo，ni......nizenmezaizheier？”
wokanzheta，wen：“nizuowandouzuoshenmele？”
liuweishengyinruwenziyiban，“mei......meizuoshenmea，jiuheqianqianyikuaiqimotuochele。”
“qimotuochenengqidaoyiyuanlai？”
yipangdezhangqianlimabunaifandishuo：“qimotuocheshuaidaolebuxingme？niwenneimeduoganshenme？nizuoweiqianqiandenanren，jiuyinggaiwutiaojianxiangxinta，erbushizaizheierbaogenwendi！xiatou！”
wodunshiyeyouleqingxu，zhijiebaneixiejianchadanshuaizaileliuweidebingchuangshang，“nimenbawodangshazishiba！yaobuyaowobayishengjiaolaijieshijieshizheixiejianchadanjianchadedoushishenme！”
liuweiyixiamingbaiwoyijingshenmedouzhidaole，zhenglejimiaohoukuleqilai，youhouhuiyouweiqu，“wo......wobushiguyide，woyebuzhidaotamenhuineiyang......”
yipangdezhangqianzhijiecongbingchuangshangxialaile，tadezhuangtaimingxianbiliuweiyaohao，buzhidaoshibushiyiqianjingliguozheizhongshi。
taqishixiongxiongdikanzhewo，“nihoushenmehou！weiweishizuoledianerduibuqinideshier，danzheihaibudoushinihaide！yaoshinizuotianwanshanglanzheburangtachuqu，huifashengzheiyangdeshierme？”
“zaishuole，zheizhongshierbushihenzhengchangme？nimanzubuleweiwei，haiburangbierenbangmangle？niyetaizisile！”
“weiweigangcaiyeshuolebushiguyidele，suanshijinidaoqianle，zheishierjiuguoqule，niyaoshigenanren，xianzaijiuhaohaoanweiyixiaweiwei，biexiangqitaxiatounanyiyang，zhizhidaoyiweidezhize！”
wochadianmeibeizhangqianzheifanyanlunjiqiyunguoqu，yaobushihaibaoliuzheyisilizhi，wokongpayijingchongshangquchoutale。
zheigeshijieshangzenmenengyouzheimebuyaoliandenvren！
woshenxiyikouqi，kanxiangliuwei，“niyeshitazheiyangxiangde？”
liuweiyanshenyouxieqienuo，xiangzhangqiantouquleqiuzhudemuguang，zhangqianhuiyingletayigekendingdeyanshen。
这一刻我彻底心死。
zhangqianzheigeguimizaitaxinlidefenliang，yuangaoyuwo。
“jiangshuo，qianqianshuodedui，zuowandeshierwoqueshiyoubuduidedifang，dannijiuyidianercuomeiyoume？wochuquwanshijingguonitongyide，suoyinimeiliyouchongwofahuo。”liuweituranbiandelizhiqizhuangqilai。
wobeiqixiaole，buguoyezhidaofahuomeiyouyiyi，liuweichedimeijiule，dangwuzhijishijinkuaihezheigechunnvrenpieqingguanxi，fouzezhihuituzenghuoduan。
“wozhenmeixiangdaozheizhonghuahuicongnidezuilishuochulai，liuwei，woshougoule，lihunba，yinweinibeipanlewo，suoyiwoyaoqiunijingshenchuhu。”
liuweidengdaleyanjing，sihucongmeixiangguowohuigentatilihun，zhenggerenyixiajiuhuangle，“jiangshuo，ni......”
zhangqianzaiyipangtiaojiao，“weiwei，kandaomei，wozaojiushuoguo，nanrenmeiyigehaodongxi，xianqiannihaishuojiangshuobuyiyang，xianzaikanqingchuleba，tagenneixiexiatounanmeiyouliangyang，zhishizangdegousheneryi，xianzaibaniwannilejiuyaobaniyijiaochuaikai，zheizhongrenwojianduole！”
womeilihuizhangqian，zhishilengmodikanzheliuwei。
liuweidingzhewokanlehaoyihuier，turanshenxiyikouqi，shuo：“lihunkeyi，danjingshenchuhubukeneng。”
woyouxienaohuodikanzheta，“nihunneichugui，jingshenchuhubuhenzhengchang？”
liuweituranxiaole，“wochugui？niyouzhengjume？”
wokanzhezheigeturanxiangbianleyigerenyiyangdeliuwei，youxiechayi，“nixianzaitangzaizheierbujiushihenhaodezhengjume？”
liuweipielepiezui，“minzhengjukeburenzheige。jiangshuo，wobenbuxianggennisipoliande，ruguonishiqu，jiudangzheijianshiconglaimeifashengguo，zanmenlianghainengjixuenenaiaiguorizi，ruguoniyingyaolihun，keyi，danwojueduinengfenzouniyibandecaichan，woyaomeijicuodehua，nidegongsixianzaizhengchuzaiyigeguanjianjieduan，ruguobeiwofenzouyibancaichan，nidedabufenxiangmukongpadoudehuangleba？nishedeme？”
我顿时如遭雷击。
liuweizheihuaqueshichuozhonglewodesixue，gongsizhengchuzaiguanjianshiqi，tazheigeshihoufenzouwoyibancaichan，dengyubawowangsilibi。
womeixiangdaoliuweijingranyehuiyouruciedudeshihou，yishijianjingyouxiebuzhisuocuoqilai。
zhangqianxiaozheduiliuweishuqiledamuzhi，erhoulengxiaozhekanxiangwo，“jiangshuo，nijiubiebaifeixinsile，weiweidoubazijideqingchunjinile，jinidaijihuimaoziyouyoushenme，woneigeqianfukebinicanduole，nijiuzhizuba！”
wozhengzhengdikanzheliuwei，napashizhongshengguilai，cikeyexiangbuchuhuajiezheigeweijudebanfalai。
nandaowozhendezhinengchixiazheigeyabakuileme？
zhengdangwojuewangdeshihou，shoujixiangqi，shoudaoleyitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin。
kanwanduanxindeneirong，wolianshangluchuzhenjingyucuoe，tongshiyouxingfenleqilai。
yinweizheitiaoduanxinjueduisuanshiwodejiumingdaocao，zuyirangwonizhuanxianzaidejushi！