第一章
ruguobushihushi，wodoubuzhidaobeiwomazhaidiaoyikeshen。
yiqie，zhiyinweiwomaxiangjiwodidihuanliangchezheimejiandan。
“ma，wolanweiyanxuyaoshoushu，ninengjiwonawuqiankuaiqianma？”
wotangzaiyiyuanbingchuangshang，duanduanyijuhuafangfoyongjinquanshenliqi。
“dadianhuajiuzhidaoqian！youshenmeshiqingbuhao，feideyoubing？meiqian！”
dianhuaneitoushiwodeqinshengmuqin，yuqishifenbunaifan，shenzhihaiyouzhongxiangyaomawodechongdong。
tayizhidoushizheiyang，kewoganggangdoulijinshengxiadeliubaikuaishenghuofei，yijingquandouyongzaijianchashangle，genbenjiumeiqianzhifushoushufei，yaoburanyebuhuihetakaikou。
“ma，woyebuxiangzheiyang，ninjiujiwodawuqiankuaiqianba，wobaozhengyihounuligongzuo，duojijialijianqingfudande。”
woshuozheyanleijiubuzijuediwangwailiu，taitengle，woduzishizaitaitengle，kemamaanweidehuadoumeiyoujiusuanle，haibuxiangjiwoqian。
“doushuomeiqianle，zenmehaimomojijide？ganjinguadianhuaquzuofan！”
dianhuaneitouchuanlaiwobabunaifandecuicu。
wobuzhidaoshilanweitengdenaodaifameng，haishiyinweiganjuezijiyaosimeileguji，yongjinquanshenliqidahouqilai：
“zenmekenengmeiqian？womeigeyuedegongzichuleliuliubaikuaiqianshenghuofei，quandoudadaojiali。”
shuozhe，yanleimohushuangyan，gengyanjixu：“shinianle，jiusuanzanmenjiakaixiaozaida，zanxialaishiwanyebuguofenba？wozhixiangyaowuqianjiuminga！”
“nibudangjiazenmezhidaochaimiyouyangui？nibiexiangzaiwozheipianqian！”
womanaoxiuchengnu，jiuchazhijiekaikoumawo。
“嘶......”
gangganghandetaiyongli，duzitengdewoquanshenbingliang，qiangrenzheyaoyunguoqudeganjue，aiqiu：“ma，woqiantiangangkaigongzijinimenzhuanleyiwanjiu，qiuqiuninjiwonaqianzuoshoushuba，wozhendeyaotengsile。”
“jialimeiqian，qiandoujinididimaifangle，bujiushigeduzitengma？chidianerqutongpian，tingyitingjiuhaole，haihuaneiqianganshenme？yiyuandoushipianqiandedifang，meibingyedebaniyicengpi。”
dianhuaneitou，womayijiuyouyanbujin，limianshenzhihaiyouwobamamalieliedeshengyincuicu。
quanjiarendexianqirangwomeilexiwang，zhinengwunaiguadiaodianhua。
因为我习惯了。
从小就是这样。
woganmaofashaodaozhengbukaiyandeshihou，liankoushuidoumeidehe。
kedidizhishishuaidiaoyicengpi，womadoujidehenbudeganjinshangyiyuanjitazhaorenkankanhuibuhuiliuxiahouyizheng。
mingmingchuzhongdeshihouwochengjizuihao，keneinianmamaqueshuojialigongbuqiwomenlianggerenyiqishangxue，bawosongdaowaidigongchangguozhemeitianshierxiaoshifanzhonglaolideshenghuo。
erdidichengjiyitahutu，zuihoumianqiangshanglegedazhuanbiye，daoxianzaidouzaijialiyoushouhaoxian。
ruguobushiwohoulaikaozhezijituolibamazhangkongdegongchang，kenengzheibeizidoumeiyoujihuiniandaodaxuebiye，gengmeijihuinengzhengshangmeiyueliangwandegongzi。
shinian，zhengzhengshinianjialibulunshenmeyaoqiuwodouhuijinxinjinlidequzuo，zhiweiyingdemamayijuanweidehua。
kejintianshoushufeijialidoubuyuanyichu。
keneng，zheigejializhiyoutamenshiyijiasankou，erwoshineigeduoyuderenba......