第1章
linwanxingzuomengyexiangbudao，tangjielinpingtingjuranyaoshata。
tawuzhebeigaogenxiechuaideshengtengdeduzi，shentiquanchengyituan，dengzhelinpingting，yanlimanshifennuhenanyizhixin，“weishenme？weishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo？”
她们曾经很要好。
danneiniantabeiwulaihuailemingsheng，weihunfusongxiangqianbutingtaderenhejieshi，fenranyutafenshoujiusuanle，linpingtingjingranwufengxianjiediyusongxiangqianhaoshang......
tamenliangsuiranmeiyouyincizhengchao，dancongciwanruluren。
sishiduonianzhuanshunguoqu，rujindetazhishiyigeqiongkunliaodao、mianrongcanglaodexiaochaoshilihuoyuan。
linpingtinghesongxiangqianzaojiuchengweihaichengpaimingdierdefuhaofuqi。
zhaoli，linpingtingyinggaibuxieyuduokantayiyan......
weiheturanyaoshata，erqiehaiyaoqinzidongshou？
“嘁......”
chuanzheshehua，mianrongjingzhi，yijingliushiduo，kanzhexiangsanshiduodelinpingting，xizhangdehuliyanyimi，yuqijijinchaofeng。
“......dangranshiyinwei，nixianzaiduiwowanquanmeiyouliyongjiazhileya！”
“......tingbudongshiba？
hehe......kanzainikuaisiledefenshang，wojiurangnizuogemingbaiguiba！”
“linwanxing，wohexiangqianzaozaishiliusuideshihoujiuyijingzaiyiqile。
xiangqianneinianzhisuoyiyunidinghun，shiwobaxiangyongzheizhongfangshijiangnipiandaoxiangxia......zhaojihuishenbuzhiguibujuedejiangnijinongsi。
wobazhisuoyiyaonisi，shiyinwei，talaozaojiuzhidao，nimenjia......
zhunqueshuo，shinimaneigepeijiafangziliyougedixiashi，limianzangyoudaliangdejinyincaibao......
nijiamingmingneimeyouqian，quebukennachuyixingbandianbangwomenjia......
wobashuo，jirannimenwuqingwuyi，jiubuguaiwomenxinhenshoula。
suoyi，nimabingshi，nibabeijiqiniansi，nidagebeizhikong**zuolaoranhoubeirendasi，niergezhuiya，doushiwobacehuade......
haiyouni，zhisuoyimeisizaineigeshihou......”
linwanxingdemuziyuliezhong，linpingtingturantingxia，taishoufuzhezijimeiyouyisizhouwendemeililianpang，deyiyangyangdao，“......zhidaowohexiangqian，weishenmebipangrenkanzhenianqingxuduoma？
neishiyinwei......nimaliujinideneigefeicuishouzhuo，qishishigeyoulingquandejiezikongjian。
neinian......yejiushiyijiuqiliunian，womenyiqixiaxianghou，wohexiangqianouranfaxian，jiu......haha......
zheigekongjianzhenshitaibangle，bujinkeyizhongzhidunhuo，limiandelingquangengshixiaoyongfeifan，kemeiyankezhibing，wozhenshitaimanyile......
weiyikexideshi，kongjianxuyaonidexuecainengshengji，wozhihaoyizhiliunizaishishangaiwodeyan。
duile，nilaogonglishengnian，qishishiwoteyianpaijinide......
haha，nizhenshishaa，bujinmeikanchuanwomendeyinmou，haixinganqingyuan、wuyuanwuhuidixianglishengnian......qishishixiangwodekongjiangongxue，quanxinquanyishihouta......
haha......zhenshichuna......
nidexueyouyong，wocaimianweiqinanrangnihuozhe，danniqunianjingrandelebaixuebing......
nineihuaidiaodexuebunengzairangkongjianshengji......suoyi，nikeyiqusile！”
“e，bieyongyuandudeyanshendengwo，nixianzaijiusuanbayanzhuzidengchulaiyemeiyouyonglea！
ng......suoxingwozaigaosuniyijianshi......
qishi，dangnianjiuniderenbushixiangqian，shishenyue......haha......
shenyuedangnianjiuxiani，bahehundenibeidaonijiamenkou，qiahaoyudaowo，jiujiangnijiaojilewo。
yushiwo......jiangjijiuji，shuojiunideshixiangqian.
haha，linwanxing，nishibushikuaiyaoqisile？heng！qijiuduile！”
linpingtingshuowan，manlianzhengningdikanxianglinwanxing，quefaxian，tabuzhidaoshenmeshihouyijingmeileqixi。
zhei......haizhendebeiqisile？
linpingtingxinzhongqiexi，songxiangqianhurancongloutikoumaochulai，duizhetajingkongdahan，“pingting，kongjianzenmebujianle？nikuaikankannide！”
linpingtinghuangmangyongyishitanchakongjian，dangxiajiubeihedemianrutuse。
“a......wodeyekanbudaole......a......weishenmehuizheiyang？weishenme......a......”
......
一九七六年，宋家。
“wanxing，fanzhengniyaohewojiaxiangqianyiqixiaxiangle，nijiafangzikongzheyeshikongzhe，xianjiejiwomenzhuduanshijianhaoma？”
“aiya，wanxinga，wozhidaozheiyaoqiuyoudianturan。danshinikan，wojiarenduofangzixiao，jizaiyiqishizainanshou。
wobaozheng，dengnihuozhenilianggegegezhongderenheyigeyihuilai，womenlimabanzou，juebuwunimendeshi......”
“......”
怎么又做噩梦了？
linwanxingmimihuhuzhengkaiyan，jingjuezijijingranjujindizhanzaisongjiadelaofangzili。
guangxianhunan、qiangbibanbodexiaoketingli，zhongnianshidesongmuyilianchanmeideduitaxiaozhe，kanqilaishifenkelian。
cengjing，tatingxintengsongmuzheifuyangzi。
xianzai，jishishizaizuomeng，tayezhixiangjiangzheigelangxingoufeiderenshanfei。
linwanxinggangyouzheigexiangfa，turanbeirencongshenhouyonglituileyiba，jiezhe，wuzilixiangqisongxiangqiandemeimeisongyalanjianruikebodeshengyin。
“linwanxingnizenmebushuohua？buleyijiefangzi？
nibuxiangjiajiwowugele？
nishibushiwangletajiuguonideming......erqieyinweini，zhidaoxianzaiyoushouhaishibushangjing？”
linwanxinghaowufangbeidishuaidaozaidi，xigaiheshouzhangdoubeikedeshengteng，yanleixiangjuedidehongshuiyiyangpenyongerchu，shunjianpumantaneimeiguihuabanjiaoyandelianpang。
raner，bingfeizhiyoubeishang。
还有喜悦——
zaimengzhong，tongganshibucunzaide，ruguoyou，renjikehuiqingxing。
tatengdebuxing，quehaizaizheili，eryanqiandeyimuruciqingxi，zheishuoming，ta......zhongshengle！
zhongsheng，yiweizhekeyibaochou！
suiranyoudianchi，babamamayijingbeilinjianchenghaisi，danlianggegegehaihuozhe！
linwanxingananzuanlezuanquantou，bituixinzhongdehenyi，mantuntundipaqilai，leiyanposuowangzhesongyalankelianxixikuxiao，“......bushi......yalan，wozhishidanxinwonaibutongyi。
buguo，nishuodedui，shenmedoubibushangnigeduiwodejiumingzhien，yinci，wojueding，xianzaijiuqushuofuwonai。
zhishi......yalan，ninengbunengxianjiangwomaneigezhuozihaijiwo？
wonaijintianyizhiweizheijianshizaimawo......”
santianqian，songyalanwuyikandaozheigezhuozi，kusuzijicongweidaiguozheizhonghaodongxi，yaojiequdaijitian，shuohaoxiaxiangqianhaijita，qianshiquezaijinwanpiantashuobuxiaoxinjiangzhuozijishuaisuile。
dangshitasuiranxinteng，yinweisongxiangqiandejiumingzhien，meiyouzhuijiu，siqiancaizhidao，yiqiedoushihuangyan。
xianzaihuilai，moshuotazhidaozheigeshouzhuoyoudamimi，jiusuanbuzhidao，yebuhuizaibianyizheixiebaiyanlang。
daoshoudezhuozizenmenenghaihuiqu？
songyalanzhangkouyaoma......