linwanyongzhetawenrerouruandeshenti，zhijianwuyishidichanraozhetayilvsanluozaizhenpandewufa。xindidemanzuganjihuyaomanyichulai，raner，zaizheipianwencunningjingzhixia，yisijiqixiwei、quewufahulvedebinglenghanyi，rutongqianfudedushe，qiaoranhuaguotadejibei。
taxiangdaolezheigeshijiedetielv。
男子孕育。
erta，shiyigelaiziyishi、shentijinengwanquanzhengchangdenvren。
fangcaideqinmiwujian……meiyourenhefanghu。
zheigerenzhixiangyipenbingshui，doutoujiaoxia，rangtayongbaozheshenqingyandeshoubei，buyouzizhudijiangyingleyishun。taditou，kanzhehuaizhongrenhaowufangbeideshuiyan，neichuncuiyilaideyangzi，xiangyibarouruandedao，qingqinggekailetaxintouganggangzhuqidetianmibaolei。
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riziyijiuliushuibanhuaguo，jinglanyuanlimimanzheyizhongxinzhaobuxuandetianmi。shenqingyankanlinwandeyanshen，bizhiqiangengjiazhanchouchire，daizhechuchangqingaiziweidexiuseheyilian。tahuitoutoudi、feikuaidizailinwanlianjiashangzhuoyixia，ranhouhongzhelianpaokai；huizailinwankanshushi，xiangzhiyonglandemaoerbanquanzaitajiaobianderuandianshang，naodaizhenzhetadetui，buyihuierjiufachuxiweidehansheng。
linwanxiangshouzhezheifenchuncuideyilian，xindineisihanyiquebingweixiaosan，fanersuizheshentidexieweibianhua，yuelaiyueqingxi。
先是嗜睡。
yiwangmaoshichuke（qingchenwudian）bianhuiziranxinglaideshengwuzhongsihushilingle。xianzairishangsangan，chuangwainiaoquezhoujiu，tacaimianqiangzhengzhazhecongchenchendeshuiyizhongxinglai。shenqingyanzaoyichuandaizhengqi，zuozaichuangbian，tuozhesai，ananjingjingdikanzheta，yanshenliangjingjingde，jiantaxingle，likeluchuyigedadadexiaorong：“wanwanxingle？chufangwenzhejisizhouhexiehuangtangbaoni！”
linwanrouzhefachendeejiao，zhijuedehunshengutoudouxiangsanlejia，lanyangyangdibuxiangdong。
接着是口味的变化。
congqiantasuiyeaichi，danpianhaoxianxian。rujinqueduineixiesuantiankoudemijianguozizhelemi。shenqingyanxianbaosidepenglaixinazidemeizi、shanzhagao，tanengyikouqichixiaquxiaobandie，suandemiqiyan，quejuedegewaikaiweishuangkuai。fandaoshiwangrizuiaideshuijingyaorou，wenzhejingjuedeyouxieyouni，tibuqixingzhi。
shenqingyanzhidangshitakouweibianle，yuefajijidisouluogesesuanweidianxin，yanbabadidengzhekantachidemanzudeyangzi。
直到那顿午膳。
jingzhidebaxianzhuoshangbaimanlecaiyao。shenmujinrisihuyouxingzhi，teyirangchufangzuolejidaotajiaxiangdefengwei。qizhongyidao，shidundesulannongxiangdejiangshaozhouzi，shenhesedejiangzhiyouliangyouren，sanfazhebadaoderouxiang。
shenqingyanzhidaolinwanyiqiantingxihuanzheidaocai，haiteyiyonggongkuaijialeyikuaipirouxianglian、zhanweiweidezhouzirou，fangdaolinwanmianqiandebaiyuxiaodieli，xianbaosideshuo：“wanwan，kuaichangchang，jintiandundetebieruannuo！”
neinongyudejiangrouxiangqi，hunhezheyouzhiteyoudeniwei，mengdizuanjinlinwandebiqiang。
haowuyuzhaodi，yiguqiangliede、wufayizhideexingancongweidizhichonghoulong！
“wu……”linwanliansezhoubian，mengdiwuzhuzui，houlonglifachuganoudeshengyin。tayibatuikaiyizi，gubushangliyi，yegubushangshenmuzhourantoulaideruilimuguangheshenqingyanshunjianshabaidexiaolian，diediezhuangzhuangdichongchulefanting，zhibenjinglanyuanjiaoluoneigezhuanmenyonglaidaocanshuidetaoweng。
tapudaowengbian，duizhelimianshangweiqinglidecangenglengzhi，juliedioutuqilai。zaoshangchixiaqudejisizhou、xiehuangtangbao，haiyougangcaihexiaqudebanzhanqingcha，hunhezheweiye，fanjiangdaohaibanqingxieerchu。weibujingluanzhe，choutongzhe，ejiaoshenchuximidelenghan，yanqianzhenzhenfahei。
“wanwan！wanwannizenmele？”shenqingyanjinghuangshicuodeshengyinzaishenhouxiangqi，daizhekuqiang。tazhuilechulai，shoumangjiaoluandipaizhelinwandehoubei，xiaolianhedecanbai，qingchededayanjinglishunjianxumanleleishui，“shibushichihuaidongxile？haishizheliangle？wo……woqujiaotaiyi！mashangqu！”
juliedeoutuganzhongyushaoshaopingfu。linwanfuzhebinglengdetaowengbianyuan，dakouchuanzheqi，shentiyinweituolierweiweizhandou。kouqianglicanliuzhesuankudeweidao，weilikongkongruye，quehaizaiyinyinchouchu。
tamanmanzhiqishen，jieguopangbianyigetongyanghedeliansefabaidexiaoyahuandilaideshipazi，huluancalecazui。ranhou，tazhuanguoshen，kanxiangshenbianhedeliushenwuzhu、yanleiwangwangdeshenqingyan。
neiyishunjian，suoyoudejiaoxing，suoyoudeziwoqipian，douzaizheifanjiangdaohaideshenglifanyingmianqian，beizadefensui。
chuanyuenvzunshijie，nanziyunyudetielv。
那夜书房的缠绵。
shentideyiyang：shishui，kouweitubian，haiyoucikezheiwufayanshide、qiangliedeyuntu！
daanhuzhiyuchu，binglengercanku，daizhezuyijiangtatuorushenyuandezhongliang。
takanzheshenqingyanneishuangshengmandanyouhekongju、rutongshoujingxiaolubandeyanjing。tadeshijieli，zhiyoujiandandebingtonghedanyou，sihaobuzhixiaozheibeihoudejingtaohailang。yigujudadekonghuangshunjianjuezhulelinwandexinzang，rangtajihuzhixi。zheigemimiyidanxielu，tahuizenmeyang？beidangchengguaiwushaosi？beiguanqilaiyanjiu？shenjia……zheigejiyutabihudejiazu，huibuhuibeiqianlian？qingyan……tagaizenmeban？
miedingdekongjurangtashoujiaobingliang，shentiwufakongzhidiweiweifadou。
“wanwan？nishuohuaya？nibiehewo！”shenqingyanjiantaliansecanbairuzhi，yanshenkongdong，doudelihai，yuefahaipa，jinjinzhuazhutadeshoubei，shengyindaizhekuqiangdezhandou。
tazhijiandewendutouguobobodexiashanchuanlai，xiangyidianweiruodehuozhong。
linwandemuguangjujiaozaitaxiemankongjuheyilaidelianshang。zheizhanglian，ganjingdeburanchenai，shitazaiyishiweiyidewennuan。konghuangdejulanghaizaichongjizheta，danzaineilangchaozhixia，yisiguzhuyizhideniantoupotuerchu。
赌一把！
dutadechuncui，dutadeai，dutabuhuibatadangchengguaiwu！
linwanshenxiyikouqi，yaxiahoulongkouzaiciyongshangdesuanyi。tameiyouhuidashenqingyandewenti，faneryibazhuazhutaneizhijinjinzhuazhezijishoubeideshou，yongjinquanlijiangtatuoliletaowengbianneigesanfazheyiweidedifang，jiaobuxufuqueyichangjiandingdijiangtalahuilejinglanyuandeneishi。
“peng！”tafanshouzhongzhongguanshangfangmen，gejuelewaimiansuoyoukenengkuitandeshixian。
neishiliguangxianshaoan，zhiyouchuangwaitoujinlaidetianguang。shenqingyanbeitazheituruqilaidejudongnongdegengjiamangranhaipa，yanleizhongyukongzhibuzhudigunluoxialai：“wanwan……nidaodizenmele？shibushihenteng？womenqu……”
“qingyan。”linwandaduanta，shengyinsiya，daizheyizhongpofuchenzhoudejuejue。tademuguangjinjinsuozhuta，burongtayousihaoshanbi。talazhetadeshou，neizhixiuzhangbaixi、congweizhanguoyangchunshuideshou，huanhuandi、burongkangjudi，anzailezijiyijiupingtan、queyiqiaoranyunyuzhejingshimimidexiaofushang。
zhangxingezhebobodeyiliao，qingxidiganshoudaotajifudewenreheweiweijicudeqifu。
shenqingyandekushengjiaranerzhi。tamangrandizhengdaleleiyan，zhangzhangdejiemaoshanghaiguazheleizhu，bujiedikanzhelinwan，youkankanzijibeitaqiangxinganzaitaxiaofushangdeshou。tadesiweiwanquangenbushangzheituruqilaidezhuanzhe。
linwanningshizhetaneishuangqingchejiandi、cikequeshengmankunhuohejinghuangdeyanmou，yiziyiju，qingxidi、huanmandi，jiangzheizuyidabaitasuoyourenzhidezhenxiang，zalechulai：
“bushichihuaidongxi，yebushizheliang。”tadeshengyinyinweijinzhangerjinbeng，daizhexiweidezhanyin，“shizheili……huaile。”
taanzhetadeshou，zaixiaofudeweizhi，jiqiyonglidianleyixia。
“装着你的孩子。”
shijianfangfozaizheiyikeninggule。
shenqingyanlianshangdemangranheleihenshunjiandingge。taxiangshibeiyidaowuxingdejingleihenhenpizhong，zhenggerendoujiangzhule。neishuangzongshihanzhexiaoyihuoqieyideyanjing，cikedengdeliuyuan，tongkongshenchushijuliedeshousuohefanyongde、wufalijiedejingtaohailang。taweizhangzhezui，quefabuchurenheshengyin，fangfolianhuxidoubeizheishipotianjingdehuayuduozoule。
孩子？
他的孩子？
zai……zaiwanwandeduzili？
zheizenmekeneng？！tashinanzi！yunyuzisishitadetianzhi！shimingkezaifengqiguomeigerenguzilidechangshi！nvzi……nvzizenmekeneng……zheiweibeiletiandilunchang，weibeileshijianzhili！
judaderenzhichongjirangshenqingyandedanaoyipiankongbai。taxianggemuouban，daidaidizhanzaineili，beilinwananzhedeshoujiangyingditiezaitadexiaofushang，zhijianbingliang。
linwandexinchendaolegudi。wanle。taheshale。taguoranwufajieshou……kongjurutongbinglengdetengman，shunjianchanraoshangtadexinzang，yueshouyuejin。tashenzhikaishihouhuizijidechongdong，huoxu……huoxugaizaimanyiman？zhaogebiedejiekou？
jiuzaijuewangdeyinyingjijiangcheditunshitashi，shenqingyanneishuangkongdongmangrandeyanmoushenchu，zhouranbaofachuyizhongqiyideguangcai。neiguangcaiyuelaiyueliang，yuelaiyuezhuore，xiangchenjidehuoshanzhouranpenyongchuguntangdeyanjiang！
bushikongju，bushiyane，bushihuaiyi。
shinanyizhixinde、chuncuide、judadejingxi！
“zhen……zhendema？”tadeshengyindouranbagao，daizheyizhongjinhujianlidezhandou，fangfodiyicixuehuishuohuadehaitong，chongmanlebukesiyidekuangxi。tamengdifanshou，buzaishilinwananzheta，ershitasisidi、yongjinquanlidizhuazhulelinwananzaitashoubeishangdeneizhishou。tadeliqidadechuqi，zhijianshenzhiqiajinlelinwandepirouli。
“wanwan！ni……niduzili……youwomendebaobaole？”tadeyanjingliangdejingren，suoyoudeleiguangdoubeizheikuangxichongshuadeyiganerjing，zhishengxiazhuozhuodeguanghua，xiangyekongzhongzuicuicandexingchen，“taihaole！taihaole！woyaodangdiediele！woyaodangdiediele！”
tayuwuluncidizhongfuzhe，judadexingfuganrutongxiongyongdehaixiao，shunjianchongkualetasuoyoudelizhiheduishijieguizederenzhi。shenmenanziyunyudetielv，shenmejingshihaisudeyixiang，zaizheiyikedoubeizheicongtianerjiang、zazhongtadejudaxiyueniandefensui！taqianyishilihuoxuhaicanliuzheyisijinge，danneifenchuweirenfudebennengkuangxi，yijingyadaoxingdizhuzailetaquanbudexinshen！
tamengdizhangkaishuangbei，xiangzhizhongyuzhaodaoguichaodechuniao，daizheyigubuguanbugudemanli，henhendipujinlelinwanhuaili！judadechongjiliranglinwanliangqiangzhehoutuileyibu，houbeizhuangzaimenbanshang，fachuyishengmenxiang。
shenqingyanquehunranbujue。tajinjinbaozhelinwan，balianshenshenmaijintadejingwo，shentiyinweijidongerjuliedizhandouzhe，shengyinmenmendicongtajingjianchuanlai，daizhenongzhongdebiyin，queshiqiansuoweiyoudejiandinghemingliang：
“wanwan！nibiepa！”tataiqitou，lianshanghaiguazhegangcaiweigandeleihen，chunjiaoquegaogaoyangqi，zhanfangchuyigebixiariyangguanghaiyaocanlanduomudexiaorong，daizheyizhongjinhutianzhendeyongqi，“wohuibaohunihebaobaode！yidinghuide！sheiyebunengshanghainimen！sheiyebuneng！”