第二章 知难而退

jushuojiaanjunzhuyounianshicengzaidongriluoshui,ziciyizhitiruopahan,cicijianguosuwan,shoujinghoufalegaoshao。

xieqingyandangrijiuqulejunzhufu,shoulejiaanjunzhuyitianyiye。

suwantangzaipianyuan,dengleyitianyiyedoumeiyouheyan。

tabeishangdebianshangzuotengleyizhengye。

jiaanjunzhushitianjiaguinv,jiusuansuwanshenmeyemeiyouzuo。danjunzhudebinghetayouleqianlian,jiugaifa。

yitadejianjichushen,luangundasidoubuweiguo。

rujinzhiailebianxing,yijingshikanzaixieqingyandefenshangkuanrongyier。

xiefushangxiadouzaiyilunfenfen。

“yigelejieryi,yilaijiujixiedarenrelezheimedademafan,zhenbuzhidaodarenweishenmehaibubataganchuqu。”

“jiushi,yebukankantazijishenmeshenfen,haizhenhaoyisizaixiefuzhuxia,neinengburenujunzhuma。”

“he,neizhongjianjichushendenvzi,nengdongshenmelianchi。beidalehailaizhebuzou,bujiushixiangpanfufugui!”

苏宛坐在床榻发怔。

tazaineixiexiarenkoulitingjinlexianyansuiyu。

bixiqidehaojicixiangyaotitabianbo,doubeisuwanlanxiale。

“biequ,wobunengzaijiyanlangremafanle……”

“kemingmingshiguniangduixiedarenyouen,womenlaiyaoshuofatianjingdiyi,pingshenmebeitamenzhizhidiandian!”

suwanyaranshixiao,xindikuse。

gengnantingdehua,tadoutingguo。

tabuzaihu,tazhishixiangyaoxieqingyandetaidu。

xieqingyanrangtadeng,tajiudeng。

zheimeduoniandouaoguolaile,meidaolilianzheihuiergongfujiuannabuzhu。

suwanbeishangyoushang,bunengtang,zhinengcezhexiuxi。

banyelishichangshuidemenglongjian,youfangfoyourenshuangshoulouleta,zaierbianzhangtan:wanwan;

xinglaishishenbianquezhiyouyiren,suwanbuyoudechixiaozijiriyousuosiyeyousuomeng。

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suwanzaonianleihuaileshenzi,bianshanghaiweihao,renjiuyoubingdaole。

duanduanshiri,jiushoudekuaichengleyizhangbozhi。

bixiyaoquzhaoxieqingyan,quebeiwaimianderenlengchaorefengzulan,“nimenbazheidangshenmedifangle,shinengsuibianrenyouchurude?womendarenyoushishenmeshenfen,shisheidounengsuibiandejiande?”

bixiyouqiyouweiqudezhiku,doukuaijihuaile。

suwanzhijuedeshentihulenghure,tatingdaobixizaihanta,quetingbuqingchu。yishimohuzhiji,tashenzhicuojuetingdaoxieqingyanhantamingzi……

“宛宛……”

“宛宛!”

zaixinglai,tagandaoyishuangbingliangdeshouwozhuta。

她不由得一颤。

weiruodeguangxianbeinanrentibadeshenxingzhezhu,suwanyiyanjiurenchu,shixieqingyan!

tayankuangyizhensuanre,“yanlang……”

tazhongyukenlaijiantalema?

xieqingyanditouduanxiangta,mouguanglichenzhetakanbudongdeqingxu。

yizhenchenmohou,xieqingyankaikou。

“wanwan,wozaijinglifanmang,gujibudaoni,danniyebugainazijideshenzizhetenghunao。nandaojiaanjunzhubingyihui,niyeyaobingyihuima?”

suwanjieshi:“wo……woyebuzhidaowohuibingdao。”

xieqingyanchenchendikanletayihuier,tanqi:“bale。wozherenjielelvyunlaishangjing。nimenjiemeiyeduonianweijianle,talaipeini,niyenenghaoshouxie。”

苏宛闻言眼神微亮。

tayulvyunliangrendangnianyigeshileji,yigeshiwuji,huxiangfuchicaichengguoneiduannanaoderizi,haoburongyideyituoji。

liangnianqian,lvyunyijingjiaren,taquehaizaishouzhexieqingyan,chichikudeng。

rujinnengzaijianmian,suwandacongxinligaoxing。

dierri,jielvyunderendaoleshangjing。

jiemeiliangjianmian,haoyifanhusuzhongchang。

lvyunmolemotaxiaoshoudemianrong,youxiexinteng。

“wanwan,nihaizaidengxieqingyanma?wotingshuo,shengshangyijingweitazhihunjiaanjunzhu,neinizenmeban……xieqingyanquwanjunzhu,ranhouqunizuoqie?”

suwanchunbiandexiaojianglejiang,banxiang,zhishuo:“tadayingquwoweiqi,tabuhuifuwode。”

绿筠欲言又止。

tianjiacihun,jihuwukenengtui;sitamenzheibanshenfen,bianshijixieqingyanzuogeqie,yeshijitianjiajunzhudalian,youzenmekenengchengshi?