qizidongqingdeshengyin：“xuezhang……nibidangniangenglihaile……”neigeshixishenggenbenbuxiangtadebaiyueguangxuezhang，
taqueshuozheishi“qingchundeyihan”。wozhandouzhelianxilezhenzhengdebaiyueguang：“luchenxuezhang，
woqizishuonixiangtadechuguiduixiang。”dianhuaneiduanchenmoliangjiu，chuanlaidichenxiaosheng：“tazhaodetishen，
lianwodexiedoubupeiti。”luchenzhudongyuetajianmian，songtaangguiliwu，yingzaojiuqingfurandejiaxiang。
dangqizixingfendishuaidiaoshixisheng，zhunbeitourubaiyueguanghuaibaoshi。wodaizheshixishengtuikailebaoxiangmen。
luchenlouzhetadejianzhuanxiangwomen：“jieshaoyixia，zheiweinvshidezhangfuzhouhang，haiyou……tadeshixishengxiaonanyou。
”qiziliansecanbai，luchensongkaitarutongdiuqilaji：“zhouhang，niweituodeshiwanchengle。
”shixishengfennushuaisuiliwu：“ninawodangyanpin？”zhuanshenliqu。wodishanglihunxieyi：“jingshenchuhu，
fouzenichuguideshipinmingtianchuanbianquanwang。”tatandaozaidi，jingxinbianzhidemeimengshunjianhuaweipaoying。menbanbingleng，
yingbangbangdiluozhewodeejiao。limianchuanchudeshengyinxiangshengxiudetieding，yixiaxia，mantiaosilidizaojinwodeermo，
zhidinaosuishenchu。bushijiudiankongdiaoneizhongdandiaodewengming，yebushigebidianshiyinyuedexuanxiao。
neishiyizhong……huoshengshengde、daizheniannishiqidechuanxi，
jiazazhenvrenduanduanxuxu、jiliyayiqueyoukongzhibuzhuyichude**。
“……xue…xuezhang……”neishengyindazhezhan，xiangbeifengchuisandezhusi，
queyoudaizheyizhongqiyide、beitianmandemanzugan，
“ni…bidangnian…genglihaile……”weng——zhenggeshijiezaiwonaozilizhakaileguo，yipianciyandebaiguangzhihou，
zhishengxiajianruide、yongwuzhijingdefengming。xueyeshunjianchongshangtouding，youzaixiayimiaodongjiechengbing，
shunzhesizhibaihaijisuxiazhui，chendiandiandizazaijiaodideditanshang。
woshenzhinengqingxiditingdaozijixinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleigudeshengyin，dongdongdong，yixiazhongguoyixia，
zhuangdeleigushengteng，jihuyaopotangerchu。dazaimenbashoushangdeneizhishou，binglengdexiangshigangcongbingjulilaochulai，
jiangyingdiweichizheneigezhunbeiningkaidezishi，zhiguanjieyinweiguoduyonglierfanchucanbai。xuezhang。
zheilianggezixiangcuiledudezhen，jingzhunwubidizhazaiwozuicuiruodeneigenshenjingshang。wumengneizhangwenwanhanxiaodelian，
cikezaiwohunluandenaohailiniuqubianxing，bansuizhetacengjingshuoguodehua，qingxiderutongjiuzaierbian：“laogong，
sheixinlimeigebaiyueguangni？luchenxuezhang……neidoushiguoqushile，shiqingchundeyihanbale。xianzai，wozhiaini，
zhende。”tashuozheihuashi，yanshenqingliang，yuqichengken，daizheyidiandianqiadaohaochude、duiwangxidechangwang。
woxinle。wotamajuranxinle！yiguguntangde、daizhetiexiuweidexingqimengdiyongshanghoulong。
wosisiyaozhuhoucaoya，yayindoushenchulexuesi，caibaneikoujihuyaopenchulaidexueyingshengshengyanlehuiqu。
weilifanjiangdaohai，exindexiangsaimanlefulandechouyu。yuanlaishizheiyang。neigeshixisheng，jiaoliruidexiaozi，
qingsedexianggemeizhangkaidegaozhongsheng，lianshanghaidaizhejikeqingchundou。wojianguota，zaigongsilouxiakafeiting，
wumeng“ouyu”leta，haireqingdixiangwojieshao，shuoshixinlaideshixisheng，henyouqianli。
dangshijiujuedezheixiaozikanwumengdeyanshenyoudianbuduijing，nianhuhude。wumengzenmejieshide？
taqingmiaodanxiedibaibaishou：“aiya，laogongnitaiminganla！tajiushijuedewoxiangtajiejie，youdianyilaiganeryi。
zaishuole，”tacoujinwo，daizheyisisajiaohediaokan，“nibujuedetamougejiaodu，
youdianxiangnianqingshideluchenxuezhangma？ng…bizi？haishiyanjing？jibuqingle，jiuneimeyidiandianshensiba，
qingchundeyingzima。”qingchundeyihan？qingchundeyingzi？ha！zhenshitiandixiazuidadexiaohua！
neigejiaoliruideshixisheng，taneizhanglian，
genwozaixiaoyoulushangkandaode、wumengzhenzangjiacenglineizhangfanhuangheyingshangdeluchen，bunengshuoyimoyiyang，
jianzhihaowuguanxi！luchenshineizhonggezhezhaopiandounengganshoudaoporenqishideyingjun，lunkuoshensui，yanshenchenjingruili，
xiangjingxindamoguodehantie。liruini？dingduosuangeqingxiudiandelurenjia，qizhigengshitianchadibie。wumeng，
wodeqizi，jiushiyongzheizhongzhuoliedaolingrenfazhide“xiang”zuoweiliyou，
xinanlidedipashanglezheigexiaozaizidechuang？quruganrutongshaohongdeluotie，henhenditangzaiwodexinkou，
zizizuoxiang，maoqiyigujiaohudeyan。xinzangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjinle，rouniezhe，
meiyicitiaodongdouqianchezhejianruidetongchu，jihurangwozhixi。fennudeyanjiangzaixueguanlibenyongpaoxiao，
zhuoshaozhewodelizhi，jiaoxiaozhelikechuaikaizheishangaisidemen，balimianneiduigounannvsichengsuipian！chuaikaita！
chongjinqu！rangzheidui**fuchudaijia！zheigeniantourutongmoguideyouhuo，zaiwonaohailifengkuangzizhang。jiroubengjin，
xumanlehuimiedeliliang。zhixuyaoyijiao，zhixuyaoyimiaozhongdeshikong……“kada。
”jiuzaiwoquanshenjiroubengjindaojixian，huimiedechongdongjijiangchongpodibadeshunjian，
menneichuanlaiyishengqingxide、jinshuda**shangdeqingxiang。shipidai？haishi……bao？zheishengxiweidecuixiang，
xiangyigenbinglengdezhen，cubujifangdicipolewonaozhongneituanxiongxiongranshao、zuyifenhuiyiqiedenuhuo。chongjinqu，
ranhouni？quandajiaoti？numapaoxiao？xiangsuoyoubeibeipandezhangfuyiyang，
shangyanyichuxiesidili、yanmianjinshidezhuojiannaoju？rangjiudianbaoanbawojiachuqu，
rangwumengheneigexiaozaizizaihuangluanzhihou，baozaiyiqichaoxiaowodewunengkuangnu？
rang“zhouhangbeishixishengdailelvmaohaixianggefengziyiyangzaijiudiandanao”chengweizhenggepengyouquan，
shenzhizhenggegongsiquanzidexiaobing？bu。zheitaibianyitamenle。taichunle。
yigubinglengde、daizhexuexingweidekongqimengdiguanruwodefeiye，qiangxingyaxialehoulongkoudexingtianheweilidefanteng。
neijihuyaobaozhadefennubingmeiyouxiaoshi，ershibeiqiangxingyasuo、lengque，chenrulexindizuiyouanhanlengdebingjiao，
ningjiechengyikuaijianyingwubi、lengjiaofenglideheibing。tabuzaizhuoreguntang，
quesanfazhegengjiaweixian、gengjiazhimingdehanyi。wodeshou，zhongyucongneigebinglengdejinshumenbashoushangyikaile。
zhijianyinweizhangshijiandejinwohebingleng，mamudejihumeiyouzhijue。wohuanhuandi、wushengdihoutuileyibu，
fangfoshengpajingraolemenneineiduichenjinzaiangzanghuanyulidenannv。zoulangjintouhunhuangdebidengguangxian，
zaiditanshangtuochuwoyidaoniuquerguzhangdeyingzi。
wozuihoukanleyiyanneishanjinbide、fangfogejuezhelianggeshijiedefangmen，zuijiaochedongleyixia，
xingchengyigemeiyourenhewendude、jiangyingdehudu。dengzhe。nimen，doujiwodengzhe。wobuhuirangnimenhaoguo。
zhuanshen，jiaobuluozaiditanshang，meiyouyisishengyin。zhiyouwozijinengtingdao，
xindineikuaiheibingsuilie、mocafachude，lingrenchilengdexiweishengxiang。chetingzaijiudianhunandedixiatingchechang，
xiangyigechenmodegangtiefenmu。wolakaichemenzuojinqu，
pigezuoyibinglengdechugantouguobobodechenshanbuliaoshenjinlai，
quesihaowufalengquewotineineituanbeiqiangxingyayide、mingwei“huimie”dehuoyan。
chexianglihaicanliuzhewumengguanyongdeneikuanxiangshuiwei，qingtiandehuaguoxiangdiao，cikequexiangduqiyiyanglingrenzhixizuoou。
wozhongzhongkaozaiyibeishang，bishangyan。heianzhong，jiudianfangmenhouneixiebukanruerdeshengyin，
wumengneidaizheqingyude、huhuan“xuezhang”dezhanyin，liruineiyayidechuanxi……xiangyiqunfengkuangdeduchong，
zaicizuanruwodenaohai，kenshizhewodeshenjing。“cao！”womengdiyiquanzazaifangxiangpanshang，
labafachuyishengduancucierdemingjiao，zaikongkuangsijidechekulizhakai，youxunsubeijudadehunningtujiegoutunshi。
zhiguchuanlaidejutongrangwoshaoweiqingxingleyidian。fennujiejuebulewenti。woxuyaozhengju。
binglengde、wukebianbode、nengchedidingsineiduigounannvdezhengju！muguangluozaifangxiangpanqianfang。xingchejiluyi。
neixiaoxiaodejingtou，xiangyigechenmodeheiseyanjing，zhengduizhedangfengboli。wojihushipuguoqu，
shouzhidaizhebuyichajuedezhandou，mosuozheanjian。pingmuliangqiyoulandeguang。
shijianzhouzaixiaoxiaodepingmushangkuaisudaoliu。zhaodaole！huamianshidixiachekurukou。
shijianshijintianxiawuwudiansishiqifen。wodechehuanhuanshiru。ranhou，fujiashidechemenbeituikai，
wumengzoulexialai。tajintianteyidabanguo，
chuanzheyitiaowocongweijianguode、goulechuwanmeiquxiandebaolanselianyiqun，waimiantaozheyijianmibaisedefengyi，
lianshangzhuangrongjingzhi，liantoufasidoudalideyisibugou。taraoguochetou，
jiaobuqingkuaidizouxiangzaoyidengzaizhuzipangdeyigeshenying。lirui。neixiaoziyechuanderenmogouyang，
yishenzhanxinde、yikanjiushilianjiakuaishishangpinpaidexizhuang，toufayongfajiaojingxinzhuaguo，
nulixiangyingzaochuchengshudejiaxiang，queyangaibuzhumeiyanjiandeqingsehejinzhang。tashouli，
jingranhaipengzheyixiaoshusuqidehongmeigui！wumengzoudaotamianqian，
lianshangzhanfangchuwoxujiuweijiandeneizhongfazineixinde、daizhejiaoxiuhetianmidexiaorong。tashenzhiweiweidianqijiaojian，
feikuaidizailiruidelianjiashangzhuoleyixia！dongzuoziranshurendeciyan。liruidelianshunjianzhanghong，
shoumangjiaoluandibahuadiguoqu，jiejiebabadishuolejushenme，kankouxingdagaishi“songjini”。wumengjieguohua，
ditouwenlewen，lianshangdexiaoronggengsheng。ranhou，tajiqizirandishenchushou，wanzhuleliruidegebo！
shentiqinniditiezheta，liangrenyoushuoyouxiaodichaozhediantitingdefangxiangzouqu，
shenyinghenkuaixiaoshizaijiluyidejingtoubianyuan。zhenggeguocheng，buchaoguoliangfenzhong。chexianglisiyiyangdejijing。
zhiyoujiluyipingmuyouyoudelanguangyingzaiwolianshang，binglengdexiangguihuo。
wosisidingzhepingmushangdinggedehuamian——wumengwanzheliruishoubei、yiweizhetazouxiangdiantidebeiying。
neishuhongmeiguizaitabeiwanli，hongdecimu，xiangyitanninggudewuxue。zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，
liuxiajigeshenzisedeyueyayin，queganjuebudaosihaotengtong。xinzangdeweizhi，xiangshibeiwakongle，
zhishengxiayigejudade、guanmanlehanfenghebingzhadekulong。yuanlai，beipandeyuyan，
zaojiuzaiwoyanpidixiamingmuzhangdandishangyanle。wozhandouzheshouzhi，diankaishouji。
pingmushangxianshizhewumengjintianxiawufajiwodezuihouyitiaoxinxi：“laogong，wanshangbumenlinshijucan，
kenenghuiwandianhuilai，biedanxine。aini~”houmianhaigenzheyigefeiwendebiaoqingfuhao。shijian，
xiawuwudiansanshiwufen。haoyige“bumenjucan”！haoyige“aini”！weiliyoushiyizhenjuliedefanjiao，
womengdituikaichemen，chongdaopangbiandeshuinizhuzipang，fuzhebinglengdeqiangmianganouqilai。houlonglihuoshaohuoliao，
queshenmeyetubuchulai，zhiyoudanzhidekusezaikouqianglimiman。tubuchulai，neijiuyanxiaqu。
liandaizhezheifenbeiyunongdechiru，yiqiyanxiaqu！wozhiqishen，yongshoubeihenhencadiaozuijiaodehuiwu。
yanshenzhongxinjujiao，luozaishoujipingmushang。tongxunlubeiwofengkuangdiwangxiahuadong，
neixieshuxidemingzixiangfuguanglveyingbanlveguo。xiaoyoulu……xiaoyoulu！
neigechenfengyijiude、zaoyibeiwoyiwangdedaxuexiaoyou**qun！wumengdangnianjiushizaizheigequnli，
wubijiaoaodixiangdajiaxuanbutazhuidaolefengyunrenwuluchen。houlaitamenfenshou，taanranshenshanglehenjiu，
zheigequnyejiubeitashezhilexiaoximiandarao，zaiyemeidakaiguo。woxiangzhuazhuzuihouyigenjiumingdaocao，
diankaineigemengchendequntubiao。qunchengyuanliebiaohenzhang，wojihushipingzhuhuxi，yigemingziyigemingzidiwangxiazhao。
shouzhihuaguopingmu，daizheyizhongjinhuzinvedejiqie。luchen……luchen……zainali？
xinzangzaixiongqianglichenzhongdizhuangji。zhaodaole！tadetouxianghenjianjie，yipianshenhaidelan。qianmingdanggengjiandan，
zhiyoulianggezi：luchen。touzheyigujurenqianlidelengmoheduding。diankaitadegerenziliao，xinxihenshao，
zhiyoubiyenianfenheyuanxi，yinzhengleshenfen。lianxifangshineiyilan，gulinglingditangzheyigeyouxiangdizhi。youxiang？
xianzaihaiyourenyongyouxiangzuoweizhuyaolianxifangshima？zheinengzhaodaota？juewangdeyinyingzaicilongzhaoxialai。
wotuirankaozaibinglengdejiashizuoyibeishang，ganjuezuihouyidianliqiyebeichouganle。
nandaozhendezhinengxianggemangfuyiyangchongjinqu？huozhexianggenuofuyiyang，yanxiazheikoueqi，
dengzhebeizheiduigounannvjixuyunong？bu！juebu！yigefengkuangde、daizheguzhuyizhiyiweideniantou，
rutongheianzhongmengranhualiangdehuochai，zhouranshanxian。suiranweiruo，quezuyizhaoliangyanqianbizedejuelu。shishi！
bixushishi！wodiankaineigeyouxiangdizhi，shouzhiyinweijidonghemouzhongpofuchenzhoudejuexinerweiweizhandou。
pingmushangtiaochufasongxinyoujiandejiemian。guangbiaozaikongbaideshoujianrenlanlishanshuo，xiangyizhidengdaizhilingdeyanjing。
biaotilan，woyongliqiaoxiajigezi，meiyigezidouxiangyongjinlequanshenliqi：【luchenxuezhang，maomeidarao，
shiguanwumeng。】zhengwenqu，yipiankongbai。wogaishuoshenme？zenmeshuo？shuowolaopochuguile，
erchuguideliyoushini？shuoneigejianfuzhangdexiangni？shuowoxianzaixianggechetoucheweide**heshibaizhe？
judadequruganzaiciruchaoshuibanyonglai，jihujiangwoyanmei。wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiayouyicishenshenxianjinrouli，
yongtengtongbipozijilengjing。shandiao！quanbushandiao！neixieziyuanziaidefeihua，neixieyaoweiqilianderuanruo，
zhihuirangrenkanqing！shenxiyikouqi，fangfoyaojiangdixiachekusuoyouhunzhuobinglengdekongqidouxirufeili。
wozhongxinkaishidazi，meiyigezidouqiaodejiman，jizhong，daizheyizhongjinhuzihuidelengjing：【luchenxuezhang，
ninhao。woshizhouhang，wumengdezhangfu。henbaoqianyizheizhongfangshidaraonin。】【wowuyitanjiuninyuwumengdeguowang。
danjiuzaijinwan，wofaxiantachuguile，duixiangshitagongsiyigexinlaideshixisheng，mingjiaolirui。
】【tajideliyoushi，neigeshixisheng，‘xiangnianqingshidenin’。】zhijianxuanzaifasongjianshangfang，weiweizhandou。
zheijuhuadachulai，dengyuqinshoubazijidezunyanhehunyindezhexiubuchedisisui，
baoluzaiyigesuweimoumiande、qizicengjingde“baiyueguang”mianqian。**luo，xianxuelinli。
quruxiang**yiyangfushizhexinzang。wobishangyan，yanqianshanguowumengyiweizheliruidehuamian，
shanguotaneitiaoxuweideduanxin，
shanguotazaijiudianfangmenhouneishengdongqingde“xuezhang”……yiguhenlizhiqimengdichongsanlezuihouyisiyouyu。
qutamadetimian！qutamadezunyan！zheidinglvmaozi，laozidaidingle，dannimen，yigeyebiexianghaoguo！
yaodiuren，dajiayiqidiu！yaoxiadiyu，dajiayiqixia！zhijiandaizheyigujuejuedelidao，
zhongzhongchuozaibinglengdeshoujipingmushang。【fasongchenggong。】pingmuanlexiaqu。shijiexianruyipiansiji。
zhiyoudixiachekutongfengguandaoshenchuchuanlaide、yaoyuanerchenmendewengming，xiangshimouzhongjushoudetanxi。
shoujipingmuchedianxiaqu，xiangyikuaibinglengdeheisemubei，daoyingzhewocikeniuquercangbaidelian。
shijianfangfobeidongjiele。meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijineimemanzhang。woxiangyigedengdaizuizhongxuanpandeqiutu，
beigulinglingdiyiqizaizheigangtiehehunningtugouzhudebinglengfenmuli。suoyoudeyongqi，
zaiyoujianfasongchuqudeneiyishunjian，sihujiuhaojinle。
zhishengxiawubianwujide、beitaokongbandepibeiheyizhongshenrugusuidekonghuang。tahuizenmexiang？chaoxiao？wushi？
shenzhi……bayoujianjietufajiwumeng，rangtakankantazhangfuyouduomeyuchunkexiao？xinzangzaixiongqianglichenzhongdibodong，
meiyicishousuodouqianchezhenanyiyanyudeduntong。woshenzhikaishihouhui，zheichongdongzhixiadejudong，
huibuhuidailaigengkepadexiuru？
jiuzaijuewangdebingshuijijiangchediyanmeiwodetoudingshi——“weng……”zhangxinlideshouji，
haowuzhengzhaodizhendongqilai！neizhendongrucituwu，rucijulie，xiangyikeweixingzhadanzaiwoshouxinyinbao！
jingdewohunshenyiduosuo，shoujichadiantuoshoudiaoxiaqu。youlandepingmuzhouranliangqi，cipolechexiangneideheian。
pingmushangtiaodongde，shiyigewanquanmoshengdebendihaoma！bushiyoujianhuifu，shizhijiedalaidedianhua！shei？
huishishei？tuixiao？zhapian？haishi……ta？！xinzangzhourantingzhiletiaodong，
suijiyouxiangtuojiangdeyemabanfengkuangleidongqilai，zhuangdeermowengwengzuoxiang。houlonggansedefajin，
wojihushipingzhebenneng，shouzhizhandouzhe，huakailejietingjian。“wei？”wodeshengyinsiyadelihai，
xiangshibeishazhidamoguo。dianhuaneitou，shiduanzandechenmo。zheichenmoxiangyikuaichenzhongdejushi，
yadewojihuchuanbuguoqi。shijianbeiwuxianlazhang，meiyihaomiaodoushijianao。zhongyu，
yigedichen、pingjing、tingbuchurenheqingxubodongdenansheng，touguotingtongchuanleguolai，
daizheyisidianliuteyoudeqingweizhigan：“zhouhang？”lianggezi，xiangbinglengdeshizitourusishui。
woquanshendejiroushunjianbengjin，houlongxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouezhu，
zhinengcongyafenglijichuyigeduancudeyinjie：“……shi。”youshiyizhenduanzandechenmo。bigangcaigenglingrenzhixi。
woshenzhinengtingdaozijixueyechongshangtoudingdehongmingsheng。ranhou，neigedichendeshengyinzaicixiangqi，qingxidi，
yiziyidundi，zazaiwodeermoshang：“tazhaodetishen，
”neishengyinlizhongyudaishangleyisijiqixiweide、jihunanyichajuede，quezuyirangrenjibeifaliangdechaonong，
“lianwodexie，doubupeiti。”hong！zheijuhua，xiangyidaosilieyekongdekuangbaoshandian，
shunjianpikailewoxinzhongsuoyoujiyudeheian、quruhefennu！bushianwei，bushitongqing，
ershiyizhongjugaolinxiade、daizhejueduishilinianyadebinglengxuangao！
yizhongduiwumenghetaneigexiaozaizichetoucheweide、jizhidemieshi！
yiguguntangde、daizhehuimiekuaiyideqiliumengdicongxiongqiangshenchuzhakai！
wowozheshoujideshouyinweiguoduyonglierzhijiefanbai，quanshendouzaiwufayizhidiweiweizhandou。bushiyinweikongju，
ershiyinweiyizhongzhongyuzhaodaoxuanxiekoude、jinhudiankuangdexingfen！“luxuezhang……”wodeshengyinyijiusiya，
quedaishangleyizhonglianwozijidougandaomoshengdehenjing，“woxiang……qingninbanggemang。”dianhuaneitou，
luchendeshengyinmeiyourenheyiwai，yijiushineizhongzhangkongyiqiedepingjing：“shuoshuokan。”woshenxiyikouqi，
binglengdekongqiguanrufeifu，rutongzhuruqiangxiaodeqingxingji。fennubeiqiangxingyaxia，
zhuanhuaweiyizhongjiqilengjingde、daizhexuexingweidesuanji。wodeyusubukuai，danmeiyigezidouqingxiwubi，
tiaolifenming，xiangzaichenshuyigeyujiwuguandeshangyejihua：“wumengxianzai，
dagaizhengzuozheyongneigeshixishengliruitianbuyihan、zhongwenjiumengdemeimeng。taduinin，
kongpahaicunzhedianbuqieshijidenianxiang。woxiangqingnin……zhudongyuetayici。”“rangtajuede，jiuqing，
zhendeyoukenengfuran。”wojiazhongleyuqi，“rangtapiaoqilai，piaodeyuegaoyuehao。rangtajuede，
zhiyaoshuaidiaowoheneigeshixisheng，tajiunengzhuazhuzhenzhengde‘baiyueguang’。”“dengtachedideyiwangxing，
yiweizijijijiangdechangsuoyuandeshihou……”wodunledun，zuijiaochechuyigebinglengdehudu，“women，
yiqichuxianzaitamianqian。rangtakankan，tajingxinbianzhidemeng，daodiyouduokexiao。rangtazhidao，
tayiweidetishenshiyanpin，ertakewangdezhengzhu，congtoudaowei，douzhanzaitadeduilimian。”dianhuaneitou，
zaicixianrulechenmo。zheiyicidechenmo，buzailingrenzhixi，fanerchongmanleyizhongshenshihequanhengdeyiwei。
woshenzhinengxiangxiangchudianhualingyiduan，neigejiaoluchendenanren，zhengweiweimiqineishuangruilideyanjing，
shouzhiwuyishidiqingqiaozhezhuomian，pingguzhewozheigefengkuangtiyidejiazhihekexingxing。shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu。
dixiachekudelengqisihugengzule，dongdewo**depifuqileyicengjipigeda。zhongyu，
neigedichendeshengyinzaicixiangqi，daizheyizhongchenailuodingbandejueduan：“shijian，didian。niding。
”tadeyuqigancuililuo，meiyousihaotuonidaishui，“wohuipeihe。
”“zhiyujianmianli……”tasihuzaidianhuaneitouqingxiaoleyisheng，neixiaoshengjiqiduancu，
quedaizheyizhongdongxirenxindebingleng，“songtadian‘nianxiang’。rangtachedi‘xianjinqu’。
”tonghuajieshudemangyinxiangqi。wohuanhuanfangxiashouji，pingmudeguangyinglianglewobumanxuesideyanjing。
neilimianranshaozhede，buzaishihuimieyiqiedekuangnu，ershiyizhongcuilianguode、binglengerjianyingdehuoyan。
fuchoudechilun，zaizheiyike，beichedidi、wuqingdi，tuixiangletajidingdeguidao。wumenghuilaidehenwan。
lingchenyidianduo，yaochizaisuokonglizhuandongdeshengyincaixiaoxinyiyidixiangqi。ketinglizhikaileyizhanhunandebideng，
woxianzaishafashenchu，shoulinazheyibentankaideshu，muguangqueluozaixukongzhong。tingdaoshengyin，wotaiqitou，
lianshangshiqiadaohaochude、daizheyisipibeihedanyoudewenhebiaoqing。“huilaile？jucanzenmeyang？leileba？
”wodeshengyinpingwen，tingbuchurenheyiyang。wumengmingxianlengleyixia，sihumeiliaodaowohaixingzhe。
tazhanzaixuanguandeyinyingli，yanshenyouxieshanshuo，daizheyisibuyichajuedehuangluan，
danhenkuaibeitalianshangqiangzhuangdepibeiyangaiguoqu。tatuoxiagaogenxie，suishourengzaidishang，
shengyindaizhekeyideshaya：“ng…leisile。jiushixialiao，meishenmeyisi。nizenmehaimeishui？”“dengni。
”wofangxiashu，zhanqishen，zouguoqu。muguangzaitashenshangsaoguo。haishineijianbaolansedelianyiqun，
zhishiwaimiandefengyibujianle。jingcekaojinergendedifang，youyixiaokuaibuzirandehonghen，
beisanluodetoufamianqiangzhezhuyidian。qunbaisihuyeyouxiebuyichajuedezhezhou。wodezhijianzaishencequansuoleyixia，
suijiyousongkai。lianshangyijiushiwenheguanqiedeshenqing：“kanniliansebutaihao，kuaiquxigezaoxiuxiba。
wojinirebeiniunai？”“buyonglebuyongle，”talianmangbaishou，bikailewodemuguang，kuaibuzouxiangwoshi，
“taiwanle，wozhijieshuile，kundebuxing。”kanzhetajihushitaoyesideguanshangwoshimen，
wolianshangdewenherutongchaoshuibantunqu，zhishengxiabinglengdemoran。yanxi？henhao。neijiukankan，sheidexigengbizhen。
jiexialaidejitian，wochengle“mofanzhangfu”。anshixiaban，zuofan，peitakanwuliaodezongyi，
zaitabaoyuangongzuotaileishixishengbujili（youqishitidaoliruishineizhongkeyidebunaifan）shi，wenyananwei。
yiqieruchang，shenzhibiwangchanggengtitie。wumengqichuhaiyouxiejinbengheshitan，
danzaiwodishuibuloude“zhengchang”biaoxianxia，tajinbengdeshenjingsihuyejianjiansongxiexialai。zhishi，
takanshoujidecishumingxianzengduo，yanshenliouerhuilveguoyisibuyichajuede、hunzazheqidaihejiaozaodeguangmang。
wozhidao，neishilierenbuxiadeerzaiqizuoyongle。zhouwuxiawu，wodeshoujipingmuliangleyixia。yigejiamixinxi，