第四章
zaicitangliguileyiyehou，shenxingniandeshuangtuizaoyishiquzhijue，shentiyeyinhanlenghexuruoeryaoyaoyuzhui。
qingchen，lujingtingqianlai，kandaotalangbeibukandemoyang，meiyousihaolianmin，fandaohenlengmodiwen，
“你可忏悔了？”
shenxingniandichuizhetou，cikedeshentiyinweihanlengzaisesefadou。
“wozaiwennihua，daodiyoumeiyoujiwanwanqifu？zuotianyinweini，tachadianjiuyunjuele，yaobucongjintiankaishi......…”
“我搬来祠堂！”
陆景庭愣住。
“你说什么？”
“woshuo，wobanlaicitang，duiniduita，haiyouwo，doushizuihaodexuanze。”
shenxingniandehuaranglujingtingmeitouweizhou，tazheicaizhuyidaotazhichuanleyijiandanbowaiyi，zhengzhangliandoubeidongchengletieqing。
“xingnian......woqishi…”
“wokeyiqubandongxima？”
tadanranyoulengmodekanzhelujingting，zheiyici，tameiyouku，yemeiyouzailuchuyisicengjingdeaiyiyujuanlian。
lujingtingxinzhongmoranyongqiyizhenhuangluan，taxiangyaoshuoxieshenme，queyoujuedehoulongxiangshibeiduzhuleyiban。
zuizhong，zhishishengyingdituchusange“suiniba！”，ranhouzhuanshenlikai。
shenxingniantuozhemamudeshuangtui，yanzheqiangbi，yibubunuohuiwofang。
meizouyibu，douxiangshizaiyuguoqudezijigaobie，yuneiduanchongmantongkuyujuewangdeganqinggaobie。
shenxingnianjiangwofanglidedongxiyijianjianshoushihao。
chulelujingtingsongjitade，shengxiadetongtongdouzhuangjinlexiangzi。
daiyiqieshoushihao，tazhengyulikai。
muwanyigejianbujiudangzailefangmenkou。
“xingnian，nizheiyangdabaoxiaoguo，shixiangyinqilujialaotaidezhuyima？mafannikankanqingchu，wohejingtingyijingshengmizhuchengshufan，zheigejiadenvzhurenyebuzaishuyuni，suoyi，biezaibaifeixinjilehaoma？”
shenxingnianwenyan，puchiyishengxiaolechulai。
“zheihuashuodeshinizijiba？womeiyouyaoyinqisheidezhuyi，yebuxiangzaigennizuowuweidedouzheng，nihelujingtingfashengshenmeyangdeguanxi，yegenwomeiyouguanxi，suoyi，xianzainengmafannirangkaima？”
rujinjiegongqianyidesudu，yijingbuzuyirangtazaigenmuwanchanshengzhengmianjiaofeng。
taxianzaizhixiangdenglujialaotaiguowanshouchen，baolezheiwuniandeshouliuzhien，ranhousuitongshifuhuiguifuluoshan。
kemuwanmeiyourangbudeyisi。
tanachuzijihelujingtingfashengguanxidezhaopian，rengdaoshenxingnianmianqian，
“nishizhendebuzaihu？haishizaiguyizhuangdadu？”
“shenxingnian，jingtingxianzaimanxinmanyandoushiwo，nikankannizheifulangbeimoyang，jiusuangentayouguohunyueyouruhe？tahaibushiyanenizhiji？”
“buguo，zheihaiyaoxiexieni，ruguomeiyounidemingzhongdaisha，wohaizhenchangbudaojingtingneiwenroudeziwei，jianzhiyaoaisirenle！”
muwanguyijiangyinliangbagao，cideshenxingnianerduowengmingzuoxiang。
taduokaimuwandezhigu，buxiangzaiyutayourenhejiuchan。
muwanquezhuazhutadexiangzibufang，
“你要去哪？”
“shenxingnianwogaosuni，jingtingshiwode，taaideshiwo，bushini！”
“你放开！”
shenxingnianfennudezhihou，tarengjiubusongshou，
“nixiangzou？wopianburangnizou！pianbu！”
shuozhe，tabaozheshenxingniandeliduyuefajinpo。
tajiushiyaozhemota，jiushiyaotazailujiachuchou，jiushiyaoranglujingtingkandaotalangbeideyimian。
shenxingnianrenwukeren，taijiaojiujiangmuwanchuaidaoleyibian。
muwandetoushunzheguanlizhuangjidaoyipangdemumen，tonghushengbansuiyizhenmenhengdexiangsheng。
陆景庭进来了。