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wenyidaguimobaofa,wohemeimeitongshibeishiyanshixuanzhongzhushebingdu,
mamashenweiyimiaoyanjiudehexinjishuyuan,
weilerenleiqiantumingyun,zhihaohanleidaying,
五年来,
yanjiurenyuanwozaishentishangzuolechengbaishangqiandeshiyan,
wochenglechetoucheweideguaiwu,
hewotongyipiruxuandehuobanzaoyiyunming,
zhiyou**zheduimamahemeimeidesinianhuolexialai,
kedangwozhongyubeiyunxuhuijiadeshihou,
woquekandaozaimamahuaizhongsajiaodanaodemeimei,
原来,
当年被放弃的人,
只有我一个啊。
......
wunianyanjiuqiman,woshentineibuzaoyikuilan,shiquleyanjiujiazhi,
yanjiuyuandeyuanzhangzhongyusongkou,tongyifangwohuijia,
mamakaizheyiliangzhanxindeyueyecheshanshanlaichi,
“1hao,zheimeduoniandeshiyanxinkunile,niweirenleizuochudeweidagongxian,zhidewomenmeigerenmingji!”
yuanzhangzuishangshuozheketaohua,ketadeshouquetoutoushenxianglewodesichu,
“huijiayehao,danyaoshinishuoleshenmebugaishuode,zuoleshenmebugaizuode...”
院长冷笑一声,
wodalegelengzhan,tiaojianfanshebanlidingzhanhao,douzheshengyindashenghuifu,
“qingyuanzhangfangxin,woyidinglaojiyuanzhangjiaodao!”
tingdaowodehuida,yuanzhangzheicaifangxinxialai。
zhongribeisuozaianwutianridedilao,wozaoyichengleyigeweiguangdeguairen,
wenredeyangguangsazaishenshang,
wohaipadexiangjiangshenziquansuoqilai,
kemamayaoxiachechuang,bunaifandeanlexialaba,
“shenmingyue,nirangwodengnidengdaoshenmeshihou?”
tingdaomamadecuicu,wozheicaipozhejiaojijideshangleche,
cheziyilujichi,wotoutoutaiqitoudaliangzhemama,
mamahengzhege,qiseshenzhibiwunianqiangenghao,
taxiongqianbiedehuizhang,shiguojiajiderongyuxunzhang,
xianglaimamazheijinian,guodeyidinghenhao。
dangnianwohemeimeitongshibeixuanzhong,yanjiurenyuanjilewomenkaolvfanhuideshijian,
kemamazuishangshuozheshebudewomen,quemeitiandangzhewomendemianjiangshuliayiyouduofengguang,
liayishimamadetongshi,tadeerzibeixuanzuoshiyanpinhou,
guojiajiangjileliayiyidabijiangjinhegaojizhicheng,
woziyoubudemamahuanxin,danwozuihuizuodejiushichayanguanse,
我明白妈妈所想,
yeyuanyichengweitadezhuli,
xianzaikanlai,mamayesuanshidechangsuoyuanle。
woshouhuishixian,dizhetoudingzhezijidejiaojian,
cheneiyijiushiyipianjijing,
若放在五年前,
haimeishangche,wojiuhuitiezaimamaerbian,jijizhazhadehetajiangwodejinkuang,
kecikedewo,quesisiyaozhechun,jiangmanqiangdesinianquanbuyanxia,
gangjinshiyanshideshihou,wohetongzuyigenvshengtebietouyuan,womenwuhuabushuo,
keyiciwomendexiaoshengtaida,renaoleyanjiurenyuan,
tamendangzhewodemian,naqixiaodaojiangneinvshengdeshetougelexialai,
jiezhe,jiujiangneinvshengdiurulehuoluzhonghuohuoshaosi,
youdiaoxiaozhejiangmanmanyibeinong**guanruwodekoubi,
wozaijutongzhongyunsiguoqu,
woyinciduoguoyijie,danquezaicihouderizixuezhezuoyigeyaba。
“zenme?bujiurangnizailimiandailewunian,nijiuxuehuishuailianzile?”
“zheicichulaidemingezhiyouyige,**meixianzaidouzailimiandaizheni!zhenshibudongganendebaiyanlang!”
mamawujiangwodechenmodangchenglebuman,saoleyiyanhoushijingfenrandeshuodao。
“meiyou...bushi...”
beimamawujiehou,wohuangzhangdexiangyaozhangzuijieshi,kezhangqikuifadeyuyanxitongrangwozhihuizhongfuzheijigeduanju。
yishijian,wodeneixinwuweizachen,
wobenzuibenshezhihuirangmamawuhui。
zheishimeiguanxi,zhishaozaizheimeduonianerxuanyidehuanjieli,mamazhongyuxuanzelewo!