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wenyidaguimobaofa,wohemeimeitongshibeishiyanshixuanzhongzhushebingdu,

mamashenweiyimiaoyanjiudehexinjishuyuan,

weilerenleiqiantumingyun,zhihaohanleidaying,

五年来,

yanjiurenyuanwozaishentishangzuolechengbaishangqiandeshiyan,

wochenglechetoucheweideguaiwu,

hewotongyipiruxuandehuobanzaoyiyunming,

zhiyou**zheduimamahemeimeidesinianhuolexialai,

kedangwozhongyubeiyunxuhuijiadeshihou,

woquekandaozaimamahuaizhongsajiaodanaodemeimei,

原来,

当年被放弃的人,

只有我一个啊。

......

wunianyanjiuqiman,woshentineibuzaoyikuilan,shiquleyanjiujiazhi,

yanjiuyuandeyuanzhangzhongyusongkou,tongyifangwohuijia,

mamakaizheyiliangzhanxindeyueyecheshanshanlaichi,

“1hao,zheimeduoniandeshiyanxinkunile,niweirenleizuochudeweidagongxian,zhidewomenmeigerenmingji!”

yuanzhangzuishangshuozheketaohua,ketadeshouquetoutoushenxianglewodesichu,

“huijiayehao,danyaoshinishuoleshenmebugaishuode,zuoleshenmebugaizuode...”

院长冷笑一声,

wodalegelengzhan,tiaojianfanshebanlidingzhanhao,douzheshengyindashenghuifu,

“qingyuanzhangfangxin,woyidinglaojiyuanzhangjiaodao!”

tingdaowodehuida,yuanzhangzheicaifangxinxialai。

zhongribeisuozaianwutianridedilao,wozaoyichengleyigeweiguangdeguairen,

wenredeyangguangsazaishenshang,

wohaipadexiangjiangshenziquansuoqilai,

kemamayaoxiachechuang,bunaifandeanlexialaba,

“shenmingyue,nirangwodengnidengdaoshenmeshihou?”

tingdaomamadecuicu,wozheicaipozhejiaojijideshangleche,

cheziyilujichi,wotoutoutaiqitoudaliangzhemama,

mamahengzhege,qiseshenzhibiwunianqiangenghao,

taxiongqianbiedehuizhang,shiguojiajiderongyuxunzhang,

xianglaimamazheijinian,guodeyidinghenhao。

dangnianwohemeimeitongshibeixuanzhong,yanjiurenyuanjilewomenkaolvfanhuideshijian,

kemamazuishangshuozheshebudewomen,quemeitiandangzhewomendemianjiangshuliayiyouduofengguang,

liayishimamadetongshi,tadeerzibeixuanzuoshiyanpinhou,

guojiajiangjileliayiyidabijiangjinhegaojizhicheng,

woziyoubudemamahuanxin,danwozuihuizuodejiushichayanguanse,

我明白妈妈所想,

yeyuanyichengweitadezhuli,

xianzaikanlai,mamayesuanshidechangsuoyuanle。

woshouhuishixian,dizhetoudingzhezijidejiaojian,

cheneiyijiushiyipianjijing,

若放在五年前,

haimeishangche,wojiuhuitiezaimamaerbian,jijizhazhadehetajiangwodejinkuang,

kecikedewo,quesisiyaozhechun,jiangmanqiangdesinianquanbuyanxia,

gangjinshiyanshideshihou,wohetongzuyigenvshengtebietouyuan,womenwuhuabushuo,

keyiciwomendexiaoshengtaida,renaoleyanjiurenyuan,

tamendangzhewodemian,naqixiaodaojiangneinvshengdeshetougelexialai,

jiezhe,jiujiangneinvshengdiurulehuoluzhonghuohuoshaosi,

youdiaoxiaozhejiangmanmanyibeinong**guanruwodekoubi,

wozaijutongzhongyunsiguoqu,

woyinciduoguoyijie,danquezaicihouderizixuezhezuoyigeyaba。

“zenme?bujiurangnizailimiandailewunian,nijiuxuehuishuailianzile?”

“zheicichulaidemingezhiyouyige,**meixianzaidouzailimiandaizheni!zhenshibudongganendebaiyanlang!”

mamawujiangwodechenmodangchenglebuman,saoleyiyanhoushijingfenrandeshuodao。

“meiyou...bushi...”

beimamawujiehou,wohuangzhangdexiangyaozhangzuijieshi,kezhangqikuifadeyuyanxitongrangwozhihuizhongfuzheijigeduanju。

yishijian,wodeneixinwuweizachen,

wobenzuibenshezhihuirangmamawuhui。

zheishimeiguanxi,zhishaozaizheimeduonianerxuanyidehuanjieli,mamazhongyuxuanzelewo!