第2章 因你而死,我心甘情愿

muyantangzaimandidesuicipianshang,kushengyoudididewuyan,jianjianbianchengtongkudebeihao……

zhidaoshouwanchuanlaijutong,tacaifaxiantazhengnazhejianruidesuicipianmamuhuagezhezijidepifu……

zhouranhuishendetahuangluanrengdiaoneimanshixianxuedesuipian,douzheshouqubaolitaomeimeixiaoxuejitakaideyao,daochuyibajijiyanlexiaqu。

mamazouhou,tahemeimeiyouwaipodaida,erwaipozaiwunianqiandeyicishuaishanghoushenghuochedibunengzili。tayaogongmeimeiliuxue,bixupinmingzhuanqian,bianzhinengbawaiposongdaolelaorenyuan。

tayiweitazongyouyitiannengbawaipojiehuishenbianqinzizhaogu,sheizhitaquechenglexianlikaideneiyige,rihouzhaoliaowaipodezhongdanzhinengjiaojibenjiutiruodemeimei,zheirangtaduimeimeigengshiwujindikuijiuhexinteng。

suoyi,tabixuzhuajinsuoshengwujidemeiyifenmeiyimiao,pinquanlijimeimeiliuxiajinkenengduodeqian……genghekuangtahaixiangzaisizhiqianbamamadechoubaole,tanayoushijiankelianziji!

buzhishixinqingjicha,haishiyaowudezuoyong,muyanyizhengyedoushuidetounaohunchen。

erbianbutinghuixiangzheyetianshuodichenyoulidehaotingshengyin。

“woshigejunren,wodeshengmingshuyuguojia。niyaojuedewodezhiyerangnikunrao,dakeyizhishuo,wojuebuhuiyonglaorendingxiadehunyuequqiangponi。”

“womeitanguolianai,buhuitaonvrenhuanxin。danruguowozuodeyoushenmebuhaorenibuman,niyidingzhichulai,wohuinuliqugai。”

“zanmenzhishaoyaoshenglianggehaizi,yigexingye,yigexingmu,shinanshinvwodouxihuan。”

“muyan,nihuishiwoyetianshuozheibeizi,weiyidenvren。”

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banmengbanxingdemuyan,yinjiyilineixiewennuandehuayu,qingtiandewanqilechunjiao。

erbianhuranzhaxiangyidaopilei……

“muyan,gaosuwo,nishibushiyoushenmekuzhong?jiusuanyudaotiandadenanguan,youwoyetianshuopeinichuang!shangtianrudisharenfanghuowodounenghuzheni,tiantaxialaiyouwoyetianshuotiniding!weishenmeyaofenshou?wojuebutongyi!”

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fenshouneitianyetianshuohouchudeneijijuhua,bamuyanzhizhipixing。

tamengdiqishen,shuangshouwuzhuyanjing,yishileiruyuxia。

对不起,天烁。

wobunengjinishenghaizi,yebunengpeinibaitoule……

yinniersi,woxinganqingyuan。

wozhixiwangniyushengxingfu,buyaoyinwokuijiutongku……

taliangqiangzheqishenbenxiangweishengjian,tiaojinlengshuili,yongzhixilaiqiangpozijipingjing。

shenzhizaikandaoshuimianshangyouyixiexuesishi,yezhiyiweishizuodeshihousilieleyiyang,sihaomeiyouduoxiang。

yinwei,tagenbenmeiyoushijianguyingzilian……

xishuzhenglihaoziji,tachilejipianyaohou,biancongcongganwangle“huangchao”。

zheishiningchenglingyijiayouqianrenjujidehuisuo。

tadejingjirentongjieshuo,tahaoburongyicaibangtazhengqudaozaizheilitiaowudezige,zheilibujindixingao,xiaofeiyebizhiqiandehuisuogaochuhaojibei。

huanzaiyiqian,muyanjuebujiezheiyangdegongzuo。

tabenshigexiaoyoumingqideerxianyanyuan。

pabushangyixian,bushiyinweitayanzhichayanjicha,ershiyinweitagujiyejiazhangbeiheyetianshuodeganshouerjujiesuoyouyouqinmixifendejiaose,xiluzhaidaobunengzaizhai。houlaigengshiyinweibaqijujuelegongsilaobanqianguizedeanshi,erchedibeixuezang。

qingaoruta,jinyulequanbingbuzhishiweilezhuanqian,ershiyouzhetatebiedemude……