第4章
woyousuohuidaoneigeyinbidejiaoluoli，buganfashengrenheshengxiang，shengpajingdonglefangjianlideneigenvren；zheiyike，wozhongyukaishizhongxinshenshizijihezuoxiaoweizhijiandeguanxi。
womenzhijianyouyidianwuhui，woconglaibujuedeshuizaiyiqijiuyidingyaoyoujieguo，dantaquerenweizheishiyiduannannvguanxidekaishi，dangwomenmeiyoubanfazaizheigeshijianzhongqiudeyigeshuangfangdounengjieshoudepinghengshi，chouhendezhongzijiuyijingmaixiale。
zheihaoxiangyebunengguaizuoxiaowei，zhiguaiwotaifengliu，erpengyoumendetaiduyijingshuomingleyiqie，tamenjiushikanbuguanwodezuofeng，suoyicaiganyuandanglvyelaipeihezuoxiaoweiwanchengduiwodebaofu。
shishizhengming，meiyouyigenvrenshidanchunde，zhisuoyidanchun，zhishiyinweinihaimeiyouzhenzhengrenuta；zheiyike，dangwozaixiangqizuoxiaowei，jiurutongzhanzaiqiaobishangningshishenyuan，shenyuanlimeiyouguang，zhiyouanzangdejiaohuahehendu......zuidubuguofurenxin，zuoxiaoweiruci，renranjieyeshiruci。
youlezheiyangdelingwuzhihou，wojiugengjiabuganqiwangfangjianlidenvrennenggoujiwodailaiziyoudeshuguang。
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wotaileng，yetaijuewangle，yushiyoudunxia，touguoneiweixiaodefengxi，toutoumomowangwuneikanzhe......
zheiyici，wozhongyuzaitaceshenchuiganerduoyicedeshifashi，kanqingletadecelian......
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xiayike，menkaile......jingranjiuzheimekaile！
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wojingzhule，fangjianlidenvrenyejingzhule，womenjingedekanzhebici，yishi，sheidoushuobuchuhualai。
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zheijianzhibijianguigengkepa！
nvrentuidaoleqiangjiao，tayongchuifengjiduizhewo，zhanshengwendao：“ni......nishishei？”
wobuganzhanqilai，patawuyiweiwoyoushenmejijindedongzuo，jiuzheimepazaidishang，duitashuodao：“biepa......biepa......woxinglin，mingmeimei......”
tayijingjinzhangdaolejidian：“......nizaishuoshenme？”
“hongloumengkanguoba......tianshangdiaoxiagelinmeimei......wojiushicongtianerjiangdelinmeimei！”
woxinkouhushuo，zhishiweilerangtabuneimejinzhang，danzheigenvrengenbenbulihuiwodeliangkuyongxin，tashaoshaolengjinghou，bianyibazhuaqilefangzaijuzishangdeshouji，tadexiangfazaimingxianbuguole，tazheishiyaobaojing。