第四章
kandaotayaoyaqiechizhiwendemoyang，wenyiqingzhijuedezhengkexindouyaosuiliele。
tahenxianggaosuta，bushizheiyangde。
dantabirenheshihoudouqingchu，zheibushiyigejiangsizhiren，gaishuochulaidehua。
suoyitawojinleqiadexueroumohudeshouzhang，jichuyigenankanzhijidexiao，guyichixiaozhekanxiangta。
“woshishenmeren，nisinianqianbujiuzhidaolema？xianzaihaiyaowen，shizhenmeiyousixin？neiniyekeyijiwoshiwan，wokaolvkaolv，peinishuiyici。”
kandaotaneimanbuzaihudeshense，zhousiyuezaishuobuchulaiyijuhua。
buyuanchu，xuqingshanzhengzaisichujiaotademingzi。
tingdaozheishuxideshengyin，taduanzanqingxinglepianke，tuozheyiranmamudejiaobuzhuanguoshen，zhiliuxialeyijuhua。
“shi，wozaojiuzhidaole，nizheigeren，congneidaowai，douzangtoule。congjinyihou，nishisishihuo，douhewomeiyourenheguanxi！”
kanzhetayibubuzouyuan，qianzhexuqingshanlikaideshenying，wenyiqingneiqiangrenlexujiudeyanlei，zhongyuduokuangerchu。
shentimeiyichujifuguanjiedoubengfachujutong，ketaquexiangganshoubudaoyiyang。
yinweitadexinxiangzaibeilingchi，xueroubeiyidaodaogexialai，tongrugusui。
takudaobunengziyi，conghuanghunzuodaotianhei，caikankanpingfuhaoqingxu，lianxile120.
beisongdaoyiyuanhou，yishengkandaotaduanzhiqiemianxueroumohudeyangzi，yanliliuluchuburen。
“nidetuidouzheiyangle，zenmehaihuicongloushangshuaixialai？nifumu、pengyou、duixiangni？zenmezhaogunide？”
wenyiqingxiaozheyaoleyaotou，shengyinsiyazhiji。
“wofumuqianliangnianqushile，pengyouyedoubuzaizheigechengshi，duixiang……henjiuzhiqianjiufenshoule。”
tayijingduziyirenshenghuolehenjiuhenjiu。
danhenkuai，tazheiwubiangujiderensheng，yemashangyaojieshule。
yishengshuoxindejiazhihaiyaojitiancainengzhuangshang，wenyiqingjiuhegongsiqingleyizhoudejia。
tazaiyiyuanzheijitian，meiyourenherenpeihu，shangyao、jiancha、dingcan、xishu，doushiyigeren。
zhongxinanzhuangshangjiazhineitian，tashiyinglehenjiu，cainengkongzhiziru。
cadiaoetoudehanshuihou，tazuozaibingchuangshang，muguangxiayishibeitoudingdedianshixiyinle。
“bentaizuixinxiaoxi，xushijituandacaiyuanshijianyinfayuangongbuman，daliangyuangongjujizaijituanzongbudaloushenming**，jiweiqingxuguojideyuangongchidaoshangren，xianchangshangwangzhongduo……”
pingmushangzhengzaibobaobaoluanfashengshideqingkuang。
zhousiyuechongjinrenqun，babeiyiduiyuangongweizhedexuqingshanhuzaihuaili，dasuandaitalikaishifeizhidi。
renqunzhongbuzhishisheituisangleyixia，shunjianjiudaleqilai。
yourennazhedaojiucixiangxuqingshan，zhousiyuexiangdoumeixiang，zhijiedangzaitashenqian，xianxueyanzhetadechenshandiluoxialai。
kandaozheiyimu，wenyiqinglianseshunjianbiandecanbai。
chuangwaijiuhuchedejingdishengciqibifu，taxinhuangdelihai，fengleyiyangchongdaoshoushushi，jiukanjianlekudeshangqibujiexiaqidexuqingshan。
yipangdeyishengdiguolaiyifenshoushuzhiqingshu，shenqingyansu。
“shangzhebeidaoqicizhong，shenzangsunshangyanzhong，xuyaolijijinxingshoushu。danyiyuanxianzaimeiyouheshideshenyuan，xu**，mafannilijilianxiqitayiyuanwenwen，fouzeshangzhekenengyouxingmingweixian！”
tingdaozuihousigezi，wenyiqinghunshenyidou，chadianzhanlibuzhu。
tawufajieshouzhousiyuemingxuanyixiandexianshi，gengmeiyoubanfayanzhengzhengkanzhetachushi。
suoyitameiyourenheyouyu，dangjijiuqulepeixingshi，shenqingpeixing。
jieguohenkuaijiuchulaile，peixingchenggong。
keyishengkandaotadeshentiqingkuang，quezhongzhongtanlekouqi。
“wen**，nibenlaijiushuangtuicanji，haishijiandongzhenghuanzhe，ninruguoyaojuanzheigeshen，henyoukenengyinfabingfazheng，sizaishoushutaishanga。”
duiwenyiqingeryi，huoyibaitianhehuoshitian，qishimeiyourenhechabie。
ruguonengyongtadejishitianshouming，huanzhousiyuehuoxialai，neitaxinganqingyuan。
tazoudaobingfangmenkou，hurantingdaozhousiyueneixuruodichendeshengyin，zhengzaigenyishengjiaodaizheshenme。
“ruguowosile，qingtiwozhuangaowodeweihunqi，woshixinganqingyuanjiutade，qingta，buyaoyourenhekuijiuzhixin，nulihuoxiaqu，zhei……jiushiwozuihoudeyiyan。”
yuanlai，zaishengmingdejintou，taweiyihuiqianguasinianderen，shixuqingshanma？
neiyiweizhe，tayijingchedibuzaihutaleba？
neirihoutingdaotadesixun，takendingyebuhuitainanguo。
yishidaozheiyidian，wenyiqingyouxiangku，youxiangxiao。
yanleihuaxialai，luozaiyingyingdejiuwoli。
tachuimou，yibiyihuazaishoushudanshangqianshanglezijidemingzi，erhoudijiyipangdeyisheng，wushengdeshuolesigezi。
也是她此生的遗言。
“捐肾，匿名。”