第1章 1

mamacongbudalijiawu,quebatadechedangbaobei,

meitianxiabandoushoushideyichenburan。

jintian,wobangbabaquchelinataluoxiadewenjianjia。

fujiashidezuoweixia,wojianqididianshangneigeliangshanshandexiukou,wenbaba:

“baba,nishenmeshihoumailehewanglaoshiyiyangdexiukouya?”

1

babashenguolainawenjiandeshoutingzaibankong。

tadeyanjingkanzhewoshoulidexiukou,lianshangdexiaoyidiandianbujianle。

“怎么了爸爸?”

tameishuohua,jieguowoshoulineimeixiukou,shouzhicuonianzhe,duizheguangkan。

kanlehaojiu,tacaibaxiukourengjinpangbiandefushouxiang,shengyinyoudianzhandou。

“meishenme,babameimaiguo,kenengshichelijinlaizangdongxile。”

talazhewoshanglou,buzihenkuai。

huidaojia,babameixiangpingshineiyangpeiwopinlegao,yemeiqukancaijingxinwen。

ershitazhanzaimenkou,dengmamahuilai。

xuanguandedengguanghenan,bababadeyingziladehaozhang。

mamahuilaideshihou,zhengjiezhedianhua,kanqilaihengaoxing。

“qinaide,wohuilaila。”

tazhangkaishouxiangbaobaba,babaquemengdihoutuiyibu,sisidingzhetadeshouwan。

mamadeshougangatingzaikongzhong。

“怎么了?”

bababushuohua,ditoubangtanagongwenbao,bizicouzaitadeyifushangwenlewen。

“suqing,nishenshangyounanshixiangshuiwei。”

mamayileng,suijixiaodeyouxiebuziran:“henankehutanxiangmulidejin,buxiaoxinzhanshangde。”

tashuozhe,xiangbashouwancouguolai。

babameikan,ershitankaishouzhang,zhangxintangzheneimeiliangshanshandexiukou。

“shima?neizheiweinankehu,shibushihaibaxiukouluozailenidefujiashi?”

mamalianshangdexueseshunjiantunjin。

takanzheneimeixiukou,zuichundongledong,yigeziyeshuobuchulai。

jimiaohou,tahuranduoguowobabashoulidexiukou,rengzaidishang,shengyinyelenglexialai:

“nishenmeyisi?jiuweileyimeibuzhidaonalaidexiukouheyidianweidaoshenwenwo?haizihaizaizheierni!”

mamabawoladaotashenhou,dunxialainieleniewodelian,

“leleguai,mamaxinlizhiyounigenbaba。”

tashuowanjiujinleyushi,limianhenkuaichuanlaihuahuashuisheng。

babazhanzaiyuandi,yidongbudong。

wozouguoqu,lalatadeyijiao。

“baba,mamashuodeshizhendema?”

babadixiatouqinleqinwodelian,

“当然是真的。”

kewonaozili,quanshibabaneishuangmeiyouguangcaideyanjing。

2

diertianshangxue,wogangzoujinjiaoshi,jiuwendaoyigushuxideweidao。

hemamazuotianyifushangdeweidao,yimoyiyang。

womengditaiqitou,daidaidikanzhewanglaoshi。

tajintianchuanzheyishenshuaiqideyundongfu,duanduandetoufahenjingshen,xiaoqilailuchuliangkehuya,zhenhaokan。

“wanglaoshi,nishenshangdeweidaozhenhaowen。”

wanglaoshilenglexia,yanjinglishanzhejingguang,xiaozherourouwodetou,

“zheishibierenxinsongwodegulongshui,nixihuan?”

我用力点头。

fangxuehuijia,wobazheijianshigaosulebaba。

“baba,wanglaoshishenshangdegulongshui,genzuotianmamayifushangdeyimoyiyang!”

babazhengzaixuepingguo,dao“dang”yishengdiaozaiguopanli。

takanzhewo,zuichundongledong,shenmedoumeishuo。

congneizhihou,wofajuebababugaoxingle。

erqiejiwoduhuiben,yehuixinbuzaiyande。

buguo,baowodeshihou,biyiwangdoujinlexuduo。

neitianwanshang,wobanyeqilaishangcesuo,tingjianmamazaiyangtaidadianhua。

tadeshengyinyadehendi,danwohaishitingjianle。

“dangranshixiangnile……bienao。”

“leledexuexi,haishiyaoduokuinifeixin。dui,wogentashuo,wanglaoshizuihaole。”

wodianqijiaojian,congmenfengliwanglikan。

mamazhengkaozaiyizishang,juzheshouji,lianshangshiwocongweijianguodewenrou。

zhidaobabadewoshilichuanlaiyishengqingweidexiangdong,tamashangguaduanledianhua,lianshangdexiaorongyeshunjianshoulian。

tatuikaimen,kanjianzhanzaimenkoudewo,heleyitiao。

“lele?nizenmehaibushui?”

woyangtoukanzheta:“mama,neishiwanglaoshima?”

妈妈的脸僵了一下。

“meishei,gongsidetongshi,tangongzuoni。”

tabaowohuifangjian,bawosaijinbeizili。

“kuaishuiba,xiaohaizibuyaoguandarendeshi。”

wotangzaichuangshang,quezenmeyeshuibuzhe。

妈妈在撒谎。

neigeshengyinmingmingjiushiwanglaoshi。

diertian,babajiwoduhuibenshiyouzoushenle。

wokanzhetapibeidelian,jiubawodedafaxiangaosuleta,xiangrangtagaoxingyixia,

“wanglaoshihuanlexindeweixinhao,touxiangbushibanjiqunlineigele。”

“mamawanshangjiushigentaliaotiande,wokanjianle。”

babadeshentishunjianbengjin。

tadakouhelehaojikoushui,zhuangsiwuyidiwenwo,

“lele,nijideneigexinweixinhaoma?”

我点点头,

“dangran,mamaliaotiandeneigehao,touxiangshiyikuaijinpai,shilaoshidaiduinajiangshipaide!”

“haomashiwanglaoshimingzidesuoxie,ranhoushuzi520,zuihoushiyingwensq。”

babadelian,yixiazibaile。

wonengtingjianbabayuelaiyuejicudehuxisheng。

guolehaojiu,tacaicongyafenglijichujigezi:“suqing……suqing……”

那是妈妈的名字。

woconglaimeitingguobabayongzheizhongyuqinianmamademingzi,woyouxiehaipa,xiaoshengdijiaota:“baba?”

wobugankanbabadebiaoqing,neiyike,wodexinyegenzhejiuchengleyituan。

3

neitianwanshang,wobanyeqilaiheshui,faxianbabafangjiandedenghailiangzhe。

woqiaoqiaocongmenfenglikan,pingmudeguangzhaodebabaliansecanbai。

babanazheshouji,xiangshixialeshenmejuexin,

wokanjiantazaixuexiaodegongzhonghaoli,zhaodaolejiaozhigongjieshaoneiyilan,diankailewanglaoshidezhaopian。

zhaopianshangdenanren,duanduandetoufa,xiaodehebaitianyiyanghaokan。

ranhou,babadakaipingshiyonglaiqiangyouhuiquandeweixinhao,

zaisousuokuangli,anzhaowoshuodexianxieshanglaoshimingzidesuoxie,

youshizhejiashanglemamamingzidesuoxie“sq”,zuihoushineigeciyande“520”。

yigeshejiaozhanghaotiaolechulai。

touxiangshiyikuaijinpai,jiushimamashoujishangdeneige。

babadeshouzhidoudelihai,tadiankaileneigezhanghao。

pengyouquanlishitaheyigenvrenhaoduochuquwandezhaopian,xiaodetebiekaixin。

女人从不露脸,

keneijianfengyi,hemamayijulideneijianyimoyiyang。

zuixindedongtaishibabashengrineitian,

wanglaoshidaizheyikuaixinshoubiaode**。

neigebiaoworenshi,shibabazaizhuanjulikanlehaojiu,kemamashuotaiguile,bujimaide。

kexianzai,zheigebiaozaiwanglaoshishoushang。

peiwenshi:【xiexieqinaide,nizongshizhidaowozuixiangyaoshenme。】

dixiazhiyouyirendianzan,haoxianghaixieleshenme,kehaimeikanqing,

“啪”

babadeshoujijiudiaozaidishang。

hedewobuxiaoxinjiaolechulai,

woxiangganjintaozou,kebabayijingzhanzaiwomianqian,

takanjianwodingzheshoujipingmu,lianseshunjianchenlexiaqu。

wozouguoqu,lalatadeyijiao。

“baba,neishimamadetouxiangma?”

“tazhiqianshuotaxinlizhiyounigenwo。haisuanshuma?”

babasikaolehenjiu,caidunxialai,baozhuwo,

xiabadizaiwojianbangshang,shengyinmenmende,

“dangshi……yinggaihaishisuanshudeba。”

congneitianqi,jialideqifenbiandehenqiguai。

bababuzaizhuiwenmamawanguideliyou,yebuzaijianchatahuanxiadeyiwu。

mamayekaishianshixiaban,shenzhizhudongtichuyaodaiwomenchuquchifan。

kebabazongshidandandijujue:“woleile,buxiangdong。”

mamajiushuota“youkaishifanbingle。”

wozhejidiwozhebabadeshou,wentashishenmebing,tengbuteng。

tazhishichechuyimokuxiao,zhuantouburangwokantadeyanjing,zhipiaolaiyiju,

“haohaoxienidezuoye。”

keshimeiguojitian,wojiumingbaile,

原来爸爸没病。

病的是我。

4

那天爸爸来学校了。

tashuoyaobangwobaluoxiadezuoyebensongqubangongshi,rangwoxianhuijia。

我感觉不对劲,

qiaoqiaodegenzaibabahoumian,laidaolewanglaoshidebangongshi。

bangongshilimeiren,zhiyoudandandexiangshuiwei,

是妈妈常喷的那种。

shafashanghaiyoujigentoufa,juanjuande,genmamayiyang。

haiyouliangzhangrouchengyituandewaimaidan。

shangmiandedianhuayeshimamade。

woyiweimamashilaijiewole。

yushijiuqiaoqiaodegenzhebaba,xiangjitagejingxi。

天开始下雨。

wofaxianmamadechezhengtingzaixuexiaohoumendexiaoxiangzili。

yuanyuankanjianmamazhengkaozaichebian,heyigenanrenshuohua。

nanrenzhengdizhetou,wenroudititazhenglibeifengchuiluandeyiling。

是王老师。

liangrenkaodehenjin,mamaxiaodehentian。

tadianqijiao,turanqinlewanglaoshidelian,

wanglaoshimozhelian,chongnidilouzhuletadeyao,

yusandiaoluoxialai,dangzhuleliangren。

erbaba,jiuzhanzaibuyuanchudeshuhou,sisididingzhetamen。

fengchuiluanlebabadetoufa,tajiangyingdizhuanguoshen,xiaoshizaimuseli。

neiyike,woganjuebababeiqiangzoule。

不是妈妈,是爸爸。

wofengleyiyang,chonglechuqu。

woyaotibababamamaqianghuilai!

5

wozhuangkaiyumu,henhendizhazaimamahewanglaoshizhongjian。

tamendexiaorongshunjianjiangzailianshang。

mamayibajiangwozhuaidaopangbian,yadileshengyin,yuqihenji:

“sheirangnilaide?ganjinhuijiaqu!”

wokuzheshuoyaogenmamayiqihuiqu,ketazhouzhemeishuoyouzhongyaodeshiyaozuo。

wozhizhewanglaoshi,kuzhechongmamadahan,

“jiushita,rebabananguo。”

mamadesanwangzhanglaoshineibianpiandegenglihaile,takandoumeikanwo,lenghengyisheng:

“nibazijiyoubing,guanbierenshenmeshi?”

“nishibushibuyaowomenle!”

tazhongyukanxiangwo,zuijiaochechuyigejifengdexiao:

“doushinibajiaode?gaosuta,shaogenwolaizheitao。”

“haiyouni,lele,zhangdale,biegenzhenibazaizheifanbing!”

taqingmiaodanxiedeyijuhua,xiangyibadaozizhajinwodexinzang。

“我要妈妈!”

wochongtadahan,kemamalianseyichen,chedimeilenaixin,

shuomeirenhuixihuanwogenbabazheiyang。

tabawomenmalehenjiu,zhidaowanglaoshiguolaiquanta。

wobumingbai,weishenmetayaomababa,weishenmetahuitingwanglaoshidehua,

mingmingshitashuotaxinlizhiyouwogenbabade。

都怪王老师。

我心一横,

henhenzhuangxiangwanglaoshi,duizhetaquandajiaoti,

“nishihuairen!niqiangwomama!qifuwobaba!”

wanglaoshiheleyitiao,tashuaiqideyundongfuranshanglehuichen,jingshengjianjiao。

“啪!”

yishengcuixiang,wodeerduowengwengzuoxiang,banbianlianshunjianmale。

打我的人,是妈妈。

tashuangyanchihong,zhizhewodebizisihou:

“daoqian!jiwanglaoshidaoqian!”

wanglaoshiduozaitashenhou,lazhetadegebo,

“suqing,suanle,tahaishigehaizi……”

zheijuhuachedidianranlemama。

“haizi?tabajiushizheimejiaotade?xiaoxiaonianjijiuxuehuisapodagun,gentaneigeshenjingzhibayimoyiyang!”

tachongguolai,yibajiangwoxianfan,henhendianzainishuili,qiangpowoguixia。

“budaoqian,jintianjiuguisizaizheili!”

mamadeshengyinxiangdalei,zhendewohunshenfadou,yanshenxionghendeheren。

woyaozheya,padeyijuhuadoushuobuchulai。

我好想爸爸。

neitianwanshang,wobuzhidaozijishizenmehuidaojiade。

wobazijiguanzaifangjianli,

buxiangchifan,yebushuohua,zhishibaozhexigai,butingdiku。

babatuikaimenzoujinlai,kandaowolianshangdeshang,hededajiao,

“lele,nidelianzenmele?”

tachongguolai,pengqiwodelian,shengyindouzaifadou。

kandaobabaxintengdeyanshen,wozaiyerenbuzhu,pujintahuaili,fangshengdaku。

“是妈妈……”

woduanduanxuxudi,baxiawufashengdeshiqing,quandougaosulebaba。

bababaozhewo,shentidoudebiwohailihai。

takule,yanleiyikeyikediaozaiwobozili,guntangguntangde。

neiwan,wofalegaoshao,mamameiyouhuijia。

shibababaozhewo,shenyelizaiyiyuandezoulanglipao,

wodiyicitingdaobabaneiyangdekuhan,shengyinposuiyoujuewang,

“……tazhishigehaizi!nizenmexiadequshou!”

“kaihui?suqing,nigaosuwo,shenmehuibinierzihaizhongyao!”

“suqing!lelefalegaoshao!……nirangtahaohaofansheng?nishuotazhuangbing?suqing!ni**!”

babadeyangzirangwohaohaipa,tameizaishuohua,zhijiegualedianhua。

douguaiwo,xiangbaohubabaquegaozale,haibamamaqizoule。

我真差劲。

guaibudemamayaowodaoqian。

woguqiyongqi,zhandaobabamianqian,

“baba,duibuqi,womeibaohuni,meibamamaqianghui……”

huameishuowan,babajinjinbaozhulewo,gengyanzhezhongfuzhe,

“lelemeicuo,leleshibabazuihaozuihaodebaobao……”

wogangfaxianbabadejianbangqishihendanbo,woshizhebaozhuta,qingpaizhetadehoubei,

一下,一下。

“haishibabadeweidaozuihaowen……”

dangwozaizhengkaiyan,kanjianbabapazaiwobingchuangqianshuizhele,

takanqilaihaolei,heiyanquanhenzhong。

womimihuhudixiangshen,yuanyuandekanjianlemama。

6

她怀里扶着王老师。

congwomenbingchuangqianpaoguo,daiqidefeng,chui,qilewoshoubeishangshuyedejiaobu。

tameikanwo,yiyandoumeiyou。

yanlixinli,quandoushineigezaitahuailiweiweicumeidenanren。

“yisheng!kuai!jitazuozuiquanmiandejiancha!”

tadeshengyinxiangchezhenggelouceng,jiaojidebianlediao,

“tabeiyigemeijiaoyangdehaizizhuangle,wopayouneishang!”

wanglaoshixuruodikaozaitahuaili,shengyinquehendeyi:

“suqing,woshuolemeishi,jiushibeihedaole。”

zhouweidehushimenlikeweileshangqu,yilunshengxiangcangyingyiyangzuanjinwoerduoli。

“tiana,neijiushisushijituandesuzongba?duitananpengyouyetaihaoleba!zheishenxianaiqingnazhaoqu!”

“shia,shenyeqinzifuzhelai,haibaquanyuanzuihaodezhuanjiadoujiaolaile,nikantaneiyanshen,xintengdedoukuaisuile。”

neixiehua,xiangyibabaguntangdedao,chazaiwohebabashenshang。

我转头看爸爸。

tajiuzhanzaiwoshenhou,meiyouku,yemeiyoufadou。

zhishijingjingdikanzhezoulangjintouneichangxuannaodeshenqing,lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing。

“baba……”wokudeshangqibujiexiaqi,

“shibushiwobamamaqizoule?shibushiwobuguai……”

爸爸忽然笑了。

neishiyizhongwocongweijianguodexiaorong。

tazouguolai,yongbingliangdeshoubei,yidiyidicaganwodeyanlei,

ranhoupengzhuwodelian,rangwokanzhetadeyanjing。

tadeshengyinhenqing,quexiangdingziyiyang,yiziyizidi,qiaojinwoxinli。

tashuo:“lele,nitinghao。”

“你没有错。”

“shimama,peibushangwomenle。

“women,buyaomamale。”