第5章

zheiyitianmamameijiguowoyigehaolianse,yilushangdouzaizhizhewobizima。

mawolangfeiqian,mawoshigejianpeizi,jiaoqing,mawobaiyanlang,budongtadexinku,budongzhientubao。

妈妈说:

“wozhenhouhuibanishengxialai。”

我不解。

妈妈,后悔吗?

kebawoqiguanjuanjigegedeshihou,nikanzhetingkaixindeya。

wanfancanzhuoshangdefenweihenguiyi,haoburongyiaiguowanfan,mamaqishenjiuquleshafashangzuo,gegejinsuiqihou。

wokanzhecanzhuoshangyipianlangjie,xiangqiyishengjintiandehua。

“shangkoubangeyueyineibunengpengshui,meitianjideanshixiaodushangyao,buzhuyidehua,shangkoufanfufayan,huiliuxiabahende。”

youyupianke,haishiguqiyongqi。

“ma,yishengshuowoshangkoubunengpengshui,wannengbunengxianranggegebangwoxijitian……”

mamamengdeniutounushiwo。

“zhusuiyuan,nihaijiwojiaoqingshangleshiba?penggeshuinihuisima?”

“nigegeshentizheimebuhao,nirangtaxiwan!nidaodihaiyoumeiyouyidiandianliangxin?”

“zheiwanwojinixisuanlea!yaobuyaowobangnixi?”

wozhenshijian,zongqidaizhekandaomamaduiwodeai,xiwangmamaaiwoyici。

buduanshitan,buduanshiwang。

woshenxiyikouqi,manmantuchulai。

“duibuqimama,woquxizao。”

zaimamadeshijielizhiyougege。

wozhinengbiaoxiandeguaiqiao,zaiguaiqiaoyixie。

bunengwunimamadeyisi,yaoduigegedebingbaoyoulianmin,danyebunengtailianmin,buranmamahuimawomeizige。

woshoushihaowankuaizhuanshenjinlechufang,yixihainengtingjianmamamamalieliedeshengyin。

“真是犯贱!”

xiwandeguochengzhongwojinliangxiaoxinyiyi,danshangkoujiuzaishouzhangshang,buchuyiliaode,haishibeizhandaoshuile。

heneigeyishengshuodeyiyang,wodeshoufayanle。

shenye,wotangzaichuangshang,shenziquansuochengyituoxiaoxiaode,shangkoutengdewociyaliezui,zhimaolenghan。

wobuganrangzijifachuyidingdianershengyin,yinweijialigeyinbuhao。

wobunengchaodaomamahegegedexiuxi。

wodefangjianzuikaishishigexiaoxiaodezahuojian,limianduimanlegezhongluanqibazaodexiaowujian。

wojingchangyaoxuexixuedaohenwancaixiuxi,mamapawochaodaogegexiuxi,zhaolaileyizhangbierendiudiaodekuanyimi,zhangyimiqidetiejiachuang,fangzaizahuojianli,rangwobanjinquzhu。

touguochuangwaitoujinlaideguang,wowangzhebeiwotiezaicizhuanshangyijingfanhuanglederili。

还有几个月……

haiyoujigeyue,wojiuzhenzhengshibasuichengnianle。

mamashuoduiwozheimeyangedoushiweilewohao,nvhaizixuexibuhao,jianglaichudaoshehuijiushifeiwuyige。

ruoshixuexihaodehua,jianglaidabaguangmingdeqiantu。

woxinliyijiuqiwangzhe,dengwomingniankaoshangmamasuoqipanzhongdedaxuele,mamahuibuhuiduiwodekanfayousuogaibian?

mamahuibuhuiyexiangkuagegeyiyang,wenroudifumowodetou,kuawozhenbang?

mamahuibuhuiyeduiwoyinyiweiao?