第2章2
02
azhenghaimeiyoubachekaichuqujibu，jiubeirenlanzhu。
shineigeririyeye“zhaogu”zhewodefuren，youheidelianshangjimanlexiaorong，zaiwoyanzhongquegewaikebu。
woruzaoleiji，bugandongdanbanfen。
xiehuaifangxiachechuang，bumingsuoyidiwendao：
“dashen，youshenmeshima？”
furendeputonghuadaizhexiangyin，bingbushishifenbiaozhun，tazhizheshoulidesuliaodailianshenghanzhe：
“zhima，yueyuexihuan！”
jianxiehuaiyilianyihuo，talianmangdakaidaizi，mochuyibazhima：“jiyueyue，taaichi。”
xiehuaijieguoneidaizizhima，hairenbuzhugantandao：“zaotingqingqingshuozheiliminfengchunpo，guoranbujia。”
wodeyanqianchuxianyidaizizhima，jingdewozhenggerenbuyouzizhudikaishizhandou，lianshengjianjiaozhe：
“buyiyibuyao！wobuyao！”
wozailinfengzhendemeiyitian，tadouhuijiangyibazhimasazainizhuandefengxili，rangwoguizaidishangjian。
shaoyilizhima，neiwojiuyizhengtiandouchibushangfan。
jiusuanjianwanle，zhiyaotabukaixin，huozheshitadeerzimeiyouzaiwoshenshangxundaokaixin，woyetaobuzhehaoguozichi。
neiyidaizidezhima，shiwozaizheilitongkudekaishi，xiximimidetengtongshenrugusui，youbuzhehenji。
wozhidao，tazheishizaijinggaowo。
ruguowobazailinfengzhendeshiqingshuochuqu，tahuirangwobisihainanshou。
neixieririyeyeyingraozaiwoerbiandeemeng，huibianchengyiduanduanjingcaifenchengdeshipin，songdaoxiehuaideyanqian。
juliedejinghezhixia，woyunleguoqu。
yunguoquzhiqian，woshenzhikanjianlexiehuaijinghuangshicuodebiaoqing。
wozhidao，zheikendingshikancuole。
tazenmekenenghuiguanxinwoni。
tababudewoliashiyuanyuande，litahetadebaiyueguangruanqingqingyueyuanyuehao。
03
yunguoquzhihou，wozuolegemeimeng。
mengli，wohaishixiehuaifangzaixinjianshangchongzhedeneigeshenyueran。
xiangyaoshenme，yigeyanshenjiuzugou。
xiehuaihuibasuoyouwoxihuandedongxipengdaowomianqian。
woshuowoxiangxuetiaowu，xiehuaijiutiwoquzhaozuihaodewudaolaoshijiaoxue。
yaobushiwozuzhita，tahaixiangbabieshuchaile，zhongxinjiwozhuangxiuyigeliangongfang。
wotiaowushi，tazongxihuanzaipangbianbangong。
meidangwokanxiangtadeshihou，douhuihetaduishi。
wobuzhidaotakanlewoduojiu，wozhizhidaotayanlideaiyiduodekuaiyaoyichulaile。
zhikexi，taaidebingbushiwo。
tazhishitouguowodeyanjing，kannianshaoshideruanqingqing。
wonengdedaoxiehuaideqinglai，bushiyinweiwodeshouduanyouduogaoming，jinjinshiyinweiwozhangzheyizhanghetayouqifenxiangdelian。
dangruanqingqingcongguowaihuilai，yixihongqunzhanzaixiehuaidemianqianshi，wosanniandepeibanhuachenglezhongrenchaofengdexiaosheng。
zaizhengzhumianqian，suoyoudetishendouzhishihuahubuchengfanleiquan。
dengwocongmengzhongkuzhexinglaishi，
kandaodejiushixiehuaineizhanggewailengmodelian。
“zheimeduonianbujian，nidebenshijianzhanga。”
“xianzaihaixuehuishiruole？yishengshuonizhishiyouxieyingyangbuliang，nizhuangshenmelindaiyuni？”
“yaobushiqingqingqiuworangnihuilaicanjiahunli，niyiweinihuidelai？”
“qingqingxinxiongkuanguang，xindishanliang，nidangchushizenmehendexiaxintuitade？”
“ruguonihaibuzhicuo，neijiuzaixiangxiaduodaishangjinian，haohaofanshengba！”
zaihuidaoneigedifang，tamenbuhuifangguowode。
我会死的。
我会生不如死的。
jianchilewunian，shizhongbucengxiangneixierenqiuraodewo，zhongyurenbuzhuxiangzheigenanrenditou。
neixiecengjingdejiaoao，zaoyiyuwowuguan，huaweipaoyingxiaosanle。
wodazhedanziquzhuatadexiukou，zhandouzheshenziqiurao：
“我知道错了。”
“shiwobudui，shiwobugaiyinweijidushanghairuanqingqing。”
“duibuqi…woduibuqiruanqingqing！”
zuihouyijuhua，wojihushiyonghoude。
eryankuanglibutingdazhuandeleizhuzi，yebuzhidaoshenmeshihougunluoyidi。
xiehuaixiangshimeixiangdaowohuiqiurao，zhunbeihaodehuaduzaihoulong，yinchenzheyizhangliandaiwochuyuan。
yinweizheimeyigechaqu，zheiyilushangwomendoumeiyouzaishuohua。