第1章 如果我快死了

benyiweitahuiaitaaidaotianhuangdilao,chantachandaodilaotianhuang,keshouxinbeitaniezhoudebingqingzhenduanshuquewushiwukebutixingzheta,zheiduanshinianduodechiniankuaiyaodaotoule。

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“ma…”lingzhiweixilexibizi,gengyandao,“mama,wohaoxiangni,wobingle,wo…”

“bingle?neishinihuogai!nijiugaixiadiyu…dududu…”

“喂,妈…妈妈…”

lingzhiweishenxiyikouqi,wulidikaozaizoulangbianshang,chuangwaidelvshuweirui,zaiyangguangdezhaoshexiayiyishenghui,keweishenmetadexinjiuwubureni?

quanshijiedouzaiguaita,guaitabuguqinpenghaoyoudefanduizhiyijiajisuyuqing。

ketamenbuzhidaotayouduoaita!

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kesanshuzhishiyeyezhanyoudeerzi,hetabenlaijiumeiyouyisiyihaodexueyuanguanxia!

tahuranhaoxiangjiandaosuyuqing,xianzai、cike,keburonghuan。

ketachangshiguotaiduocile,danfantazhudongdadianhuajita,dedaodedouzhiyoutongrugusuidexiuru。

lingzhiweibilebiyanjing,shouzhizhanzhanweiweidi,haishibutingshihuandibotongleneigenapashishuizheledounengshurennianchudeyichuanhaoma。

“喂,昱擎,我…”

qinglengdeshengyinchuanlai,“yaowoshuoduoshaocinicaihuidongdezunbei,jiaosanshu!”

“keniyijingshiwodezhangfulea!”

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gezhehuatongdounengganshoudaoneibiannanaidechenmo。

nanrentingdao“sanshu”,qianwenjiandeshoudoudunleyixia,erhouyouliangbodikaikou,“wohenmang,meishibuyaojiwodadianhua。”

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shuowanlingzhiweilimajiugualedianhua,xiangshifeichanghaipaneirenzuiliyouhuituluchushenmeliangbojujuedehua。

yiluhunhuneedihuidaobieshu。

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她命不久矣。

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tatiaojianfanshedijiutiaoleqilai,yanjingdouweizhengkai,zuilijiuninanzhe:“yuqing…”

“zhenshibuyaolian!”suyuqingdemouzibeijiuqixundexuehong,wangzhezhichuanzheyijianzhensishuiqundelingzhiwei,henkuaijiuyoulefanying。

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“ganzoushen?yaowohuilaibujiushixiangzheiyang?”

“meiyou,wojiaonihuilaishiyinwei…”yinweiwobingle,bingdehenzhong。

“bizui!bieyongneixiekexiaodejiekoulaitangsaiwo,nihaisilenixiaoyi,weidebujiushiqudaitachengweiwodenvren,xianzainiruyuanyichangle,haizhuangshenme?”

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“he——,neinizuihaomashanglikexianzaijiusi,nizheizhonglianqinshengxiaoyidounengxiashou,liansanshudouganjiyudenvrenjiubugaihuozaizheigeshishang!!!”