yuefuqishidashoudeyanhuitingli，yinlexiqing，renshengdingfei。wo，chenfeng，zuoweitazui“nadechushou”denvxu，
zhengduanzhejiubei，xiaohehedigengeweiqinqihanxuan。meirenzhidao，wochuaizaidoulideshouji，
xiangyikejijiangyinbaodezhadan。woweijintian，yijingzhunbeiletaijiu。wodeqizilinwei，zhengxiangyizhijiaoaodekongque，
zairenqunzhongchuansuo，xiangshouzhesuoyourendezanmei。tabuzhidao，jifenzhonghou，tasuoyouyinyiweiaodeyumao，
doujiangbeiwoyigenyigen，dangzhongbaguang。diyizhangfengbaoqianye“lailailai，chenfeng，guolai，gennisanshuheyibei！
”yuemuzhangcuilandeshengyingaokanghongliang，daizheyiguziburongzhiyidejinger。
woganjinjichuyigebiaozhunde“haonvxu”xiaorong，kuaibuzouleguoqu，“ma，sanshu，wojingnimen。
”jiubeiyipeng，xinladeyetihuaruhoulong，shaodeweiliyizhen**lade。danwolianshangyijiuguazhexiao，
xinliquelengdexiangbing。jintianshiwoyuefulinguodongdeqishidashou，
linjiazaizanmenzheigexiaochengshiyesuanshiyoutouyoulianderenwu。linguodongtuixiuqianshigebudabuxiaodelingdao，
zuikanzhongdejiushi“lianmian”erzi。suoyizheichangshouyan，bandeshixiangdangqipai，jiudiandingcengzuidadeyanhuiting，
nenglaideqinqipengyou，yigebuluo，quandouqingdaole。zhenggelinjia，douyouyizhonggenshendigudeyouyuegan。
tamenjuede，nverlinweijiajiwo，shiwochenfengzufenshangmaoleqingyan。xiangdangchu，wogenlinweitanlianaideshihou，
yuefuyuemuyibaigebutongyi。xianwojiashinongcunde，xianwofumushiputonggongren，
xianwomeigezhengjingde“tiefanwan”。kelinweidangshitielexinyaogenwo。tashuo，tajiuxihuanwodeshangjinxin，
xihuanwodepinjinger。weiletazheijuhua，wopinlemingdigongzuo。cidiaoyuanlaineigebansibuhuodedanwei，
genzhepengyouxiahaichuangye。neijinian，chiguodeku，shouguodelei，zhiyouwozijizhidao。
peikehuhejiuhedaoweichuxue，weileyigedanzisantiansanyemeiheyan。haozai，laotianyeebusixiajiaqueer。
wodegongsimanmanzuoqilaile，congyigexiaozuofang，fazhandaoxianzainianlirunjibaiwandeguimo。
wozaichenglizuihaodexiaoqumailefang，jilinweimailetazuixihuandehaoche。woyiwei，
wozhongyukeyirangtamenquanjiadougaokanwoyiyanle。wozuodaole。zhishaobiaomianshangshizheiyang。
yuefuyuemākaishizaiqinqipengyoumianqiankuawo“youchuxi”，linweiyechengletamenkouzhong“youyanguang”denver。
meicijiatingjuhui，wodoushibeizhongxingpengyuedeneiyige。tamenhuixiaomimidiwenwogongsizuijinzenmeyang，
zhuanleduoshaoqian，ranhouyongyizhong“kan，zheishiwomenjianvxu”dexuanyaoyuqi，genbierenjieshaowo。
woxianggeshaziyiyang，chenjinzaizheizhongxujiaderenkeli。woyiwei，woyongwodenuli，yingdeletamendezunzhong，
yingdelewoxiangyaodexingfu。zhidaosangeyueqian。neitianwanshang，woyougeyingchou，hedeyoudianduo。huijiadeshihou，
linweiyijingshuile。tashuidehenchen，huxijunyun，zhangzhangdejiemaozaichuangtoudengxiatouxiayixiaopianyinying，
kanqilaihaishineimemeihao。woqingshouqingjiaodiquxishoujian，luguochuangtoujushi，
tafangzaishangmiandezhinengshoubiaopingmuturanliangleyixia。shiyitiaoweixinxiaoxitixing。faxinrenshi“lizong”。
worenshizheigeren，jiaolizhe，shilinweitamendanweideyigebumenlingdao。linweitiguojici，shuotahenqizhongziji。
wodangshibingmeiduoxiang，zhidangshigongzuoshangdeshi。keneitiaoxiaoxideneirong，quexiangyigenzhen，
henhenzhajinlewodeyanjing。“baobei，shuilema？jinwandeni，zhenmei。”houmianhaigenlege“qinwen”debiaoqing。
wohunshendexueye，zaineiyikeshunjianninggule。jiuyiyixiazixingledaban。wozhanzaiyuandi，
sisididingzheneikuaixiaoxiaodepingmu，ganjuezijidexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujizuanzhule，
tengdechuanbuguoqilai。wobuganxiangxinzijideyanjing。linwei，neigezaiwozuiqiongkunliaodaodeshihou，
xinshidandanshuoyaogenwotonggangongkudenvren；neigemeitianzaoshanghuijiwozhunbeihaozaocan，
dingzhuwokaichemandiandenvren；neigezaiwohezuihou，huixixinjiwocalian、gaibeizidenvren……zenmehui？
wodenaoziliwengwengzuoxiang，wushugeniantoushanguo。shiwuhuima？shibierenfacuole？
haishi……wobuganzaixiangxiaqu。woqingqingnaqitadeshouwan，jiezheweiruodeguang，jiesuoleshoubiao。
wodiankaileneigeduihuakuang。wangshangfan，yitiaotiaolugudeliaotianjilu，xiangyibabajiandao，
yidaoyidaodilingchizhewodexin。“zuowannilaogongmeihuaiyiba？”“fangxinba，tajiushigeshazi，woshuojiaban，
tajiuxinle。”“haishinilihai，batananiedesiside。dengzanmenbatadeqiannongdaoshou，jiuyijiaobatachuaile。
”“kuaile，woyijingrangtabadabufenzichandouzhuandaowomingxiale，shuoshiweileguibigongsifengxian。taa，
duiwoyantingjicong。”“baobeinizhenbang！daoshihou，zanmenjiunengshuangsushuangfeile！”……wokandehunshenfadou，
yachiyaodegegezuoxiang。shazi。yuanlaizaitamenyanli，wojiushigeshazi。
wotaoxintaofeiailezheimeduoniandenvren，jingranyizhizaibeihousuanjiwo。tagenbiedenanren，
yibianxiangshouzhewoxinxinkukuzhuanlaideqian，yibianchaoxiaozhewodeyuchun。neiyishunjian，woshaletamendexindouyoule。
danworenzhule。wobushichongdongdemaotouxiaozile。fennujiejuebulerenhewenti，zhihuirangwoxianrubeidong。
woyaobaochou。danbushixianzaizheiyang，bushizaizheizhongzhiyouwomensangerendeanchu。woyaorangtamen，
zaiwocengjingzuikewanghuoderenkededifang，shenbaiminglie。woyaoranglinwei，zaitazuikanzhongdejiarenmianqian，
beidingzaichiruzhushang，yongshibudefanshen！congneitianqi，wobianle。
wobiaomianshanghaishineigeduitabaiyibaishunde“shazi”laogong。tarangwobagongsigufenzhuandaotamingxia，
woxiaozheshuohao。tarangwobafangchanzhengjiashangtademingzi，woyanjingdoubuzhayixiajiuqubanle。
takanzhewozheime“tinghua”，yanlidedeyiheqingmieyuelaiyuezangbuzhu。tadagaijuede，
woyijingchedibeitazhangkongle。erwo，zaianzhong，kaishishoujisuoyoudezhengju。wozhaolegejiekou，
shuoweilejialidewangluoanquan，zaijializhuanglejigeyinbideshexiangtou。dangran，zheixieshexiangtoudeweizhi，
都经过我精心选择。
wohaihuifuletaneibuzhuanmenyonglailianxilizhede“gongzuoshouji”lisuoyoubeishanchudeshuju。
liaotianjilu、zhuanzhangxinxi、zhaopian、shipin……yingyoujinyou。woshenzhimoqingletamenyuehuideguilv。
meizhousanhezhouwudexiawu，tamendouhuiqushilineijiayisimixingzhuchengdewenquanjiudian。
woxiangyigezuiyounaixindelieren，jingjingdidengdaizhezuijiadeshoulieshiji。erzheigeshiji，
jiushijintian——woyuefudeqishidashou。linjiaderen，zuizaihushenme？lianmian。neiwojiubatamendelianmian，
dangzhesuoyouqinqipengyoudemian，henhendisixialai，zairengzaidishang，yongjiaoniangefensui！“chenfeng，xiangshenmeni？
zheimechushen？”yuemudeshengyinbawoconghuiyililalehuilai。wohuiguoshen，qianyidixiaolexiao：“meishenme，ma。
jiushikandaobajintianzheimegaoxing，qinqimenyedoulaile，wotitalaorenjiakaixin。”“nizheihaizi，jiushixiaoshun。
”yuemumanyididianlediantou，lianshangdezhouwendoushuzhankaile。woxinlilengxiao。xiaoshun？henkuai，
nimenjiuzhidaowodaodiyouduo“xiaoshun”le。yanhuideqifenyuelaiyuerelie。
yuefulinguodonghongguangmanmiandizuozaizhuzhuo，xiangshouzheersunraoxi、qinpenggonghederongyao。
linweixianggezuiwanmeidenvzhuren，youyadichuansuozaigezhuozhijian，yingchouzhegeluqinqi。
tajintiandabandegewaipiaoliang，yishenhongsedexiushenqipao，jiangtajiaohaodeshencaigouledelinlijinzhi。
lianshanghuazhejingzhidezhuangrong，yipinyixiaodouxiandeneimedetidafang。zaichangdeqinqimen，
meiyouyigebukuatajiadehao，kuawoyoubenshi。“kankanrenjialinwei，duoyoufuqi。laogongnenggan，zijiyepiaoliang。
”“kebushima，dangchuwomenhaijuedechenfengpeibushangta，xianzaikanlai，shilinweiyouyanguanga！”“zheixiaoliangkou，
zhenshizanmenjiazudedianfan！”tingzhezheixiezanmei，linweidexiabataidegenggaole，yanjiaodeyuguangsaoguowo，
daizheyideyi。woyingzhetademuguang，duitajulejubei，luchuleyigewenroudexiaorong。tayehuiyiyixiao，
neixiaorongzaiwokanlai，chongmanlexuweihefengci。haoxi，jiukuaikaichangle。jiuguosanxun，caiguowuwei。
zhuchirennazhehuatongzoushangtai，kaishishanqingdijiangshuzheshouxinglinguodongdeguanghuisuiyue。
xiamianderenyedoufangxialekuaizi，zhuanxinzhizhidikanzhe。woganjue，shijidaole。wozhanqishen，duanzhejiubei，
zoudaolezhuzhuopangbian。“ba，ma，geweishushuayi，gegejiejiemen，dajiawanshanghao。”wodeshengyinbuda，
danzugouqingxi，xiyinlesuoyourendezhuyi。“jintianshiwobaqishidashoudehaorizi，
kanzhetalaorenjiashentizheimeyinglang，jingshenzheimehao，wozheigezuonvxude，xinlizhenshibisheidougaoxing。
”woxianshuoleyitongpiaoliangdechangmianhua，bayuefuyuemuhongdemeikaiyanxiao。linweiyeyilianjiaoaodikanzhewo，
fangfozaishuo：kan，zheishiwodenanren，duohuishuohua。wodunledun，
huafengyizhuan：“weilejiluxiajintianzheigenanwangderizi，rangmeinengdaochangdeqinqimenyenengzhanzhanxiqi，
woganggangjianlegeweixinqun。dajiakeyibajintianpaidejingcaizhaopian、shipindoufadaoqunli，
zanmenyiqifenxiangzheifenxiyue。woxianbazaizuodegeweizhangbeidoulajinlaiha！”zheigetiyi，heqingheli，
chongmanlerenqingwei。guoran，suoyourendoupaishoujiaohao。“chenfengzheihaizi，xiangdejiushizhoudao！”“duiduidui，
ganjinjianqun，wogangcaipailehaojizhanglaoyezidezhaopianni！”wonachushouji，dangzhedajiademian，
shuliandicaozuoqilai。henkuai，yigemingwei“linguodongxianshengqishishouyanxianchangzhibo”deweixinqunjiujianhaole。
wobayanhuitinglisuoyoulinjiadeqinqi，youyigesuanyige，quandoulalejinqu。yishijian，
yanhuitingliciqibifudixiangqileweixintishiyin。dajiafenfennachushouji，
raoyouxingzhidikanzheneigexinchuxiandequnliao。linweiyexiaozheduiwoshuo：“laogong，nixiangdezhenzhoudao。
”wokanzheta，xiaodeyiweishenzhang：“yinggaide。”tameiyoukandao，woxiaorongbeihouneishuangbinglengdeyanjing。
wobayuefuyuemu，haiyoujigedegaowangzhongdezhangbeishezhichenglequnguanliyuan，
ranhouzijituidaoleyigeputongchengyuandeweizhi。zuowanzheiyiqie，woshenxileyikouqi。wodiankaileshoujixiangce，
limianyouyigewozaojiuchuangjianhaode，mingwei“liwu”dewenjianjia。wodeshouzhi，
qingqingdifangzailediyizhangzhaopianshang。neishiyizhangliaotianjiludejietu。lizhe：“baobei，xiangnile。
”linwei：“woyeshi，neigeshazijintianyouchuchale，wanshanglaodifangjian？”yanhuitingli，qifenzhengzhi**。
zhuchirenyaoqingshouxingshangtai，zhunbeiqiedangao。suoyourendoujuqileshouji，zhunbeijiluxiazhei“wenxin”deyimu。
erwo，anxiale“fasong”jian。wodebiaoyan，zhengshikaishile。dierzhangwushengdeshenpandiyizhangjietu，
jiuxiangyiketourupingjinghumiandeshizi，qiaowushengxi，quejiqileyiquanquankanbujiandelianzas。fasongchenggong。
womeiyouzaiqunlishuoyijuhua，shenzhilianyigebiaoqingdoumeifa。wojiuxiangyigelengjingdefangyingyuan，
zhishidanchundizhixingcaozuo。wotaiqitou，muguangsaoguoquanchang。qichu，bingmeiyourenzhuyidao。
dajiadezhuyilidouzaitaishangneigejudadesancengdangaoshang，douzaishouxinggonglinguodongneizhangxiaokailehuadelianshang。
linweizhanzaitafuqinshenbian，qiaoxiaoqianxi，bangzhedianranlazhu。tashijinwanjueduidezhujiaozhiyi，guangcaizhaoren。
“dingdong。”yishengqingcuideweixintishiyin，zaicaozadebeijingyinlixiandeyouxietuwu。
shizuozaiwopangbiandeyigetangge，taxiayishidinaqileshouji。takanleyiyan，meitouweiweizhouleyixia，
sihuyouxieyihuo。dantayemeiduoxiang，yiweishisheishouhuafacuoletupian，suishoujiuguandiaolepingmu。jinjiezhe，
“dingdong”，“dingdong”，“dingdong”……tishiyinkaishiciqibifudixiangqi。yuelaiyueduoderennaqileshouji。
yanhuitinglideqifen，kaishifashengweimiaodebianhua。neizhongquanranxiqingdefenwei，xiangshibeishenmedongxixishile，
duoleyisishuobuqingdaobumingdeguaiyi。renmenlianshangdebiaoqing，yekaishicongzuichudeyihuo，manmanzhuanbianweizhenjing，
ranhoushinanyizhixin。qieqiesiyushengkaishichuxian。“ai，nikanqunli，zheishisheifade？”“chenfengba？
tagangjiandequn。zheishishenmeyisi？facuoleba？”“zhei……zheiliaotianjilu，touxiangbushilinweima？
”“kaishenmewanxiao！zenmekeneng！”womianwubiaoqingdikanzhezheiyiqie，shouzhizaishoujipingmushangqingqinghuadong，
diankailedierzhangtupian。fasong。dierzhangjietugengjialugu。lizhe：“zuowanbaniweibaolema，wodexiaoyemao？
”linwei：“taoyan，jiuzhidaoqifurenjia。nilaopomeifaxianshenmeba？”lizhe：“ta？huanglianpoyige，
wopengdoubuxiangpeng。naxiangni，yourunyoujin。
”ruguoshuodiyizhangtuhaikenengbeidangchengshi“ezuoju”huozhe“ptu”，neizheidierzhangtu，
zhijiejiubaaimeideqifenlaman，zilixingjiandoutouzheyiguziniannidesaowei。zheiyixia，yilundeshengyingengdale。
zuozaizhuzhuodejigezhangbei，yedounaqileshouji。woyuemuzhangcuilan，daizhelaohuajing，
mizheyancoudaoshoujipingmuqian。dangtakanqingshangmiandeneirongshi，lianshangdexiaorongshunjianjiangzhule。
“zhei……zheishishenmewanyier？”tanannanziyu，shengyinlidaizheyisizhandou。tapangbiandeyuefulinguodong，
yezhouqilemeitou：“shenmedongxiluanqibazaode，sheizaiqunlihunao？”tahaimeiyishidao，zheichang“hunao”，
zhujiaojiushitazuiyinyiweiaodenver。taishangdelinwei，sihuyechajuedaoletaixiadeyiyang。
talianshangdexiaorongyouxieguabuzhule，yihuodichaowozheibiankanleyiyan。wohuiletayige“anxin”deyanshen，
ranhou，pingjingdifachuledisanzhang、disizhang、diwuzhang……woxiangyigemeiyouganqingdejiqi，
yizhangjiezheyizhangdishangchuanzhengju。neixietamenzhijianhuxiangfasongdesimizhaopian，
neixietamenshangliangruhezhuanyiwocaichandeedujihua，
neixietamenduiwojijinchaofenghewurudeduihua……meiyizhangjietu，doushiyibadao。meiyijuhua，
doushiyipenzangshui。wobatamen，yidaodaoditongjinlinjiadexinzang，
yipenpendipozaitamenzuikanzhongde“lianmian”shang。yanhuitinglichedianjinglexialai。
zhiqianneizhongxiqingxianghedeqifendangranwucun，querdaieddeshiyizhongsiyibandejijing。
zhinengtingdaoyizhenzhencuzhongdehuxisheng，heshoujipingmuhuadongshifachudeqingweimocasheng。suoyourendemuguang，
douxiangtanzhaodengyiyang，zaiwohelinweizhijianlaihuisaoshe。neizhongmuguang，
hunzazhezhenjing、biyi、haoqihexingzailehuo。linweizhongyuyishidaobuduijingle。tahuangluandinachuzijideshouji，
diankaileneigeganggangjianlide，mingwei“shouyanzhibo”deweixinqun。dangtakandaoneixieshuxideduihuakuang，
neixiebukanrumudewenzishi，tadelian“shua”deyixia，biandecanbai，meiyouyisixuese。
tawozheshoujideshoukaishijuliedizhandou，zuichunduosuozhe，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。tamengditaitoukanxiangwo，
yanshenlichongmanlejingkonghejuewang，xiangshizaikanyigecongdiyulipachulaidemogui。womeiyoulihuita。wodeshouzhi，
diankaileneigemingwei“liwu”dewenjianjialidelingyigeziwenjianjia。【jiudianjiankong】diyizhangzhaopian，
shilinweihelizheshouwanzheshou，qinmidizoujinwenquanjiudiandamendehuamian。
shijianchuoqingqingchuchudixianshizaiyouxiajiao：xnianxyuexri，xiawu2dian13fen。neitian，tagaosuwo，
tayaogenguimiquguangjie。dierzhangzhaopian，shitamenliangzaiqiantaibanliruzhudebeiying。lizhedegebo，
zirandilouzaitadeyaoshang。disanzhang，disizhang……tamenyiqidengdianti，zaidiantiliyongwen，zouchudianti，
dakaifangmen……meiyigehuamian，douqingxidewukebianbo。zheixiezhaopian，jiuxiangyijijizhongchui，
henhendizazailinjiarendexinshang，yezasuilelinweizuihouyidianjiaobiandekeneng。
“zhei……zheibushizhende……zheibushizhende！”linweizhongyubengkuile，tajianjiaoqilai，shengyinqilierjuewang，
“chenfeng！nizheigefengzi！niweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo！”taxiangchaowochongguolai，
quebeipangbianfanyingguolaideqinqiyibalazhu。ercishi，zhuzhuoshangdeyuefulinguodong，yijingqidehunshenfadou。
tadelianzhangchenglezhuganse，zhizhelinwei，zuichunduosuolebantian，
caicongyafenglijichuyijuhua：“ni……nizheige……buzhilianchidedongxi！”“ba！bushide！
shichenfengtaxianhaiwo！zheixiedoushijiade！shipde！”linweihaizaizuozhezuihoudezhengzha。“pde？
”wolengxiaoyisheng，zhongyukaikoushuolediyijuhua。wodeshengyinbuda，quexiangyibabingzhui，
cipolexianchangninggudekongqi。ranhou，woanxialezuihouyigefasongjian。neishiyigeshipinwenjian。
wenjianminghenjiandan，zhiyoulianggezi：【zhengju】。shipinbuzhang，zhiyouduanduansanshimiao。huamianyouxiehuangdong，
xiangshizai**。didian，shiyijiakafeiguandekazuo。shipinli，linweizhengduizhejingtou，lianshangdaizhejiaomeidexiaorong，
duizuozaitaduimiandenanrenshuo：“nifangxinhaole，chenfengneigeshazi，yijingbeiwomidetuantuanzhuanle。
gongsichaoguoyibandegufen，haiyoujialidefangzi，xianzaidouzaiwomingxia。dengxiageyue，
wozairangtabashengxiadeqianyezhuanguolai，daoshihou，zanmenjiulihun，yuanzougaofei。tadesuoyoudongxi，
doujiangshiwomende。”zuozaitaduimiandenanren，zhengshilizhe。tachongnidinielenielinweidelian，
xiaozheshuo：“haishiwodebaobeilihai。”shipindaozheili，jiaranerzhi。danshi，zheiyijingzugoule。
ruguoshuozhiqiandeliaotianjiluhezhaopian，haicunzaiyisi“weizao”dekeneng，neizheigeshipin，
jiushiyasiluotuodezuihouyigendaocao。shengyin，yangmao，shuodehua，meiyigexijiedouqingxiwubi。zheishitiezheng！
shirenherendouwufadilaidetiezheng！qunli，chedizhale。zhiqianhaiyinweizhenjingerbaochichenmodeqinqimen，
xianzaixiangshizhakaideyouguo，shunjianfeiteng。“tiana！zhei……zheihaishiwomenrenshidelinweima？
”“zhenshizhirenzhimianbuzhixina！jingranzaibeihouganchuzheizhongzhugouburudeshiqing！”“zhuanyicaichan？
zheishifanzuia！”“kelianchenfengzheihaizile，xinxinkukudapinxialaidejiaye，
chadianjiujizheiduigounannvjitaokongle！”“buyaolian！zhenshibawomenlinjiadeliandoudiujinle！”gezhongtuomasheng，
biyidemuguang，xiangchaoshuiyiyang，chaozhelinweiyongqu。tacheditanruanle，beilianggejiumajiazhe，mianrusihui，
yanshenkongdong。erzhuzhuoshangdelinguodong，zaikanwanshipinhou，shentimengdiyihuang。tawuzhexiongkou，
dakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi，yanjingdengdegunyuan，zhigougoudidingzhelinwei。“niezhang……niezhanga！
”tayongjinquanshenliqi，houchuzheilianggezi，ranhouliangyanyifan，zhitingtingdicongyizishangshuailexiaqu。“ba！
”“laolin！”“kuaijiaojiuhuche！！”yanhuitinglishunjianluanchengleyiguozhou。jianjiaosheng，kuhansheng，
dadianhuadeshengyin，luanzuoyituan。wolenglengdikanzhezheiyiqie。kanzhelinguodongbeitaishangdanjia，
kanzhezhangcuilankutianqiangdi，kanzhelinweixianggebeichoudiaolinghundemuou。woxinlimeiyouyisibolan，