第五章痛并快乐着
ailinhaimeihuilai，woyongdadiandideshounaguoshouji，xiangzhezenmedafashijian。
turanxiangqimingtiandegongzuo......zheixiagoule。
wobotongletongshijiangouyouxudahededianhua。
“wei，erhe，shiwo。wojintianchuchehuole，chulaiguangjiebeizhuangle，zaiyiyuan，gangzuowanshoushuxingguolai。nimingtianbangwojilaodashuoshuo，qinggebingjia？madeliyade，guzhele，haojiudoushangbuchengbanle。”
“a？woyebuzhidao，woweixinjinifadizhiba，yebazhuyuanxinxipaizhaofaguoqu，jidebiewangleha，woyihuiyejilaodadagedianhua。zhijiejiujizhuangyunle。haihaohaihao，sibule，meicanfei。”
“ngng，hao。buyongde，woyourenzhaogu。bushibushi，shiyigeluren。heihei，nizazhidao？ng，yunqibei，haha......”
“zheige，zaikanba。suiranyoudianchongzhuangwozheigeyankongdang，buguoshencaihenbadaode，renfeichangbucuo......hai，wohaidedengrenjiazhaoguni，yaoshibarenjiaqipaolehuozhehepaole，neibuwanduzile？bushuolebushuole，yaoshibeirenjiatingdaole，neiduoganga......”woturantingzhishuohua，kanzhezoujinwuzideailin，momoqidaomendegeyinxiaoguoyoulianghaiyouailingangdaoshayemeitingdao。
keshiyiyuanshigehenanjingdedifang......
“nihuilaila，wojitongshidadianhua，rangtabangmangjiwoqingjia。”woxinxudeshuozhe。kanzheshoulibuzhidaoshibushigaigua。neibianhaimeiguaji，hainengtingdaoxingzailehuodexiaosheng。
“meishi，wogangcaikannichifanneimexiang，jiuquchifanle。nijiezhedaba，buguoxiaoshengdian，bieyingxiangqitabingrenxiuxi。”ailinqingroudeguanmen。ershoulilinzheyidadaizideshuiguo。
womumudekanzhe，xiaoxinzangkaishizoule......
“hao，xiexieni，ailin。si......”wohuanguoshenyilianxiaorongdekanzheta。
“gaisi，zhenteng！”wangjilianshangdeshabule。
“nishuohuajinliangbieyoubiaoqing，shangkouhaifeichangxin，bieqiandongleshangkou。”ailinzouguolai，bayiduishuiguofangzaichuangbiandexiaozhuozishang。
“wei，erhe，biebibi，tingwoshuo。jiuzheiyanga，ganjinde。wohaiyaojilaodadadianhuani。guala。”woganjinshuowan，gualedianhua。
zheixiaqiule，erheyoudechuanyangkaile。guantani，zhishaozhengmingwohaihuozhebushima？
kanlaiailinzhenzaopeihuwoguoye？haojidongyoumuyou？！
wojiazhuangdandingdehualashouji，jierhefaledizhifenxiang，ranhoufaxiaoxishuozhuyuanxinxiyihuifaguoqu。zhuyaoshiwozheimeiyou。
“wei，laoda，shiwo，xinfen。wobeichezhuangle，guzhe，zaishengdiyiyiyuan。dui，zuoguole，haizaiguanchaqijian，kanqilaijiudengxiuyangyixia，buzhidaoduojiuni。hao，ng，xiexielaoda......wozhidaole。ei，haoba…zaijian！”wotuirandeguadiaodianhua，xianruchenmo。
“nixianyangshang，denghaole，zaizhaogongzuo。nixiantangxiaxiuxiba，biebajiehaodeleiguzainongwaile。budanteng，haidezaishoushujiaozheng。tinghua。”ailinzuozaichuangyan，paizhewodeshou，anweiwo，suibianbayouxiewaixiedeliangzhentouyiqianyihoudefanghao。
wokanzheta，zaitadebangzhuxiawenwendetangxia。
wenzhetadandandetixianghexifashuidexiangwei，wojuedezheiyikehaomanzu。
“ailin，jintianwanshangnihuipeizhewoma？woganggangzaixiangwoshibushigengshale，juranbuyongyishengdezhentongji。buguo，kanzheni，wobuhouhuigangcaineimegang，wonenganjingdetingguolaide。”woyilianshenqingdekanzheta，haoxiangbeisheishilemozhou。
“meishi！wonengkang！bujiutengme？wonengrenguoqude。ha，wopabiansha，zhende。”wojinjiezheshuodao。kuxiaozhe，qipantanenglijie。
“ng，wojintianwanshangpeini。niyeshigekeliande......buguowoxinshangnideyongqi。jiayoue，yihuibiekubizi，haichuigedadadebitipao，haha，neijiuhaowanle。”ailinzuoshouwozhewodeshou，youshoupaizhewoshoubei，jimeinongyandeduiwoshuo。
“ha，nihaodiaopi！nijiuneimexihuankanwotongkuliutideyangzi？wokeshibingrenye，niyoumeiyoudiangongdexin？wojueduibuhuiku！wogankending！womendaduruhe？”womanliandejueqiang。
qishiwoyijingganshoudaosihuyaoxiaoyaoguole，tongjueshenjingzaifusu，kanlaiwodejieshoutiaozhanle。
不过我还嘴硬。
“zuiyingzenmele？nageyingxiongbushizuiyingdehuo？zhishitachenggongleeryi。”worenzhetongjuegangkaishidezhemo，xinlitucaojixu。
“e？dashenmedu？niquedingninengyingwo？”ailinyilianxixuedekanzhewo。sihuwocongtayanlihaiganjuedaoqitadongxi。zhishishuobuqingchu。momohuhu、mengmenglonglongde。
“nishuodushenmedouxing。suirandushiwokaide，zenmewan，nishuolesuan！”wogengzhebozishuozhe，yezaijizijidaqi。
“wobunengshu，woshenmeshihouzainvhaizimianqianruanruoguo？haoba，neibukandewangshi。”woxinlibuzhidaozenmede，youzhunbeigangyibo。
“zheikeshinishuodee？zhiyudushenmewohaimeixianghao。nengbunengxianqianzhe？”ailinsihuyouxieqidaidekanzhewo。
“dazhangfuyikoutuomoyikeding，woshuoworenjiushiren。nifangmaguolai，kanwojiebujiede......si......”haoteng！
woyaozheyameishuowanzhengzheijuhua。
药效过了。
wojinbengzhequanshendejirou，rangfeiroudougenzhepeihe，yanyizhuangnandebuqu！
ailinwozhewoshoudezuoshouziranerrandebeiwozhangkong。ng，queshishizhangkong。woniedehenyongli，henjin。
“a......nihentengma？shibushiyaoxiaoguole？nihaixingbuxing？yaobuyaowoqujiaohushiguolai？”ailinyilianguanqie。youshouqueshenguolaiqingqingcongwoetoufuxiangtouding。
“meishi！worendezhu！dananrenzenmenengshuobuxing？”woyaoyashuozhe。
gaisideshaque，zheixiayouhaoxikanle。
“womeiqianmeishide，yaoshizaibianbendian，woburujichezhuangsilaideqingkuai。fanzhengdouyaosideme！wohaihuozhe，haiyudaoni，wozenmeshedebianshabiancanfei？nifangxin！”wojuedewodeshenshangxiansuzaifeikuaifenmi，ertawozhewodeshoubianchenglewowozheta，lidaofenbianbuqingchu。
“nitanghao，niruguobuxiangyongzhentongjijiuyaojiayouge。”ailinwozhewodeshouchoubuchuqu，buguoyemeizaizhengzhazhechouchuqu，weixiaozhekanzhewo。
“nibiyanfangkongyixiashishi？”ailinjiezheduiwoshuo。yibianyongyoushoucongwoqianefumodaohounaoshao。zheiyerangwoanjingbushao。
“haoba，nikebuxusongshou。”woshuowanbishangleyanjing。
“nikantianduomei，dahaiduopingjing。nihuazhexiaochuanzaizhewozaiwubianwujidehaishangkanmashangtianheidemantianxingchen。neishiniulangzhinvxing，neishi......”ailinjiwoshuozhemantianxingchendemeijing。
ailindeyanyurangwoanjingxialai。wobizheyan，renzhechegudetengtong，huanxiangzhezaiguangdadeyinhezhongyouzou。