第2章

“wozaitingzhe、wozaitingzhe……”

xuningjiannanditaiqiyanpi,kanzhemanlianleishuidehaoyouhenshigandong。

tazaixiang,tasile,zaizheishishangzhenzhenghuititananguode,kongpazhiyouxiaoyamunvliangba?

——zhiyuneigechushengyibandeqinba……

xuninglenglengdexiaole——zijiyebuxuyaotadenanguo。

“ya……buku,woyaoqujianwaigongwaipole。”

“wosusheli……chuangqianchoutiliyouyigecunzhe。”

“shangmiandeqianshiliujimumude……mimashitadeshengri。”

“fuxujin……yeliujita……”

“nihaohaode……haohaodeyangdata……”

“songtaduodudianshu,jiaodaotabuyaogenwomenyiyangdanglianainao。”

“zhiyunideneigegounanren,yerengleba,tabuzhidenizaishouzhe。”

“我们都错了。”

“buaijiuxiu,meiyoutamen,womenhuihuode……huode……”

tingdaohaoyouduanduanxuxudejiaodai,chenxiaoyadekushenggengdale:“ningning,ningning!buyaoshuole。”

“nibunengpaoxiawomenmunvliang!buyao!”

“nishuoguode、nishuoguode,huipeizhewohemumu,yaohewoyiqibaitoude!wuwuwu……”

白头?

kanzhehaoyouneimanliandeleishui,liangxingreleicongxuningdeyanzhongqiaoranhualuo。

——xiaoya,woyexianga。

suirannanrenbuaiziji,dantayouzuihaodejiemei,youzuixihuandegongzuo,haiyouyigekeaidegannver。

可是,她做不到了!

——xiaoya,duibuqi,woshiyanle!

——yuanlaishi,womenbuhuizaiyudaoyigebuaiwomendenanren!

xuningdeyishiyuelaiyuemohu,zhongyu,tawulidibishangleshuangyan……

“柠柠……”

zaichenxiaoyaqilidekushengzhong,xuningjianjianshiquleyishi,lianshangzhiliuxiashenshendehouhui。

zheibeizitaichun,tazhendehouhuile。

1974年春。

“xuning,nizhenexin,jingranganjiwoxiayao!”

“wunianqian,niyongenqingyaoxie,huotongwoyeyeshejiwo,bizhewoyunijiehun。”

“zheiwodourenle,sheirangnimenxujiaduizhoujiayouen?”

“hunjiele,zhenglingle,jiuyebanle,zheiwunianlai,wogongzideyibanyejiaojinile,nihaiyaowozenyang?”

“weishenmefeiyaobiwo?”

“womengeguogederizibuhaoma?wodoulinizheimeyuanle,weishenmejiubunengfangguowo?”

“wogaosuni,xiangwohenishenghaizi——meimen!”

“zheibeizi,jiusuanshitieshukaihuashuidaoliu,woyebuhuipengni。”

xuningkaozhechuangtoujingjingdikanzheliansetieqing、shuangyanlenglidezhouzhenjunzhizeziji。

——shangbeizidezijizhenfuqian,jingranhuiweizheiyangyigenanrensishoushinian,zhenshinaoziyoubing。

xuningneixinshenshendetanleyikouqi,silejiusile,qudidixiapeiwaigongwaipobuhaoma?

——weishenmeyaozhongshengni?

——erqiehaishizhongshengdaopiangounanrenhuijia、jitaxiayaodezheiyitian!

——zheiyetaigangale!!!

——laotianyenizhenwude!

malelaotianyeyiju,xuninglengyankanleyiyanheizheliandezhouzhenjun:“zheiyici,shiwocuole。”

“wojinidaoqian,duibuqi!”

“nifangxin,zheishiwoxuningzheibeizizuihouyicifanjian。”

——zhouzhenjun,nisuangeshenmedongxi?

——ruobushiwoyanxia,hailundeshangniquwo?

——dengwobanwanshi,jiuyipailiangsan、zheibeizishiwobuxiangjiandaonile!

——niyaoqulinqingqingshima?

——xinga,laoniangwozheibeizijiuchengquannimen,woyaokannidangbianyidiederizidaodiyouduoshuang!

cuole,daoqianshiyinggaide。

xuningshiyoudianao、youdianpiqi,danbushimeijiaoyang。

bijingshiyiduilaojiaoshouyangdaderen,tabuhuijizijidewaigongwaipodiulian。

etouyoudianteng,zheishigangcaibeizhouzhenjuntuidaozhuangzaiqiangshangdehouguo。

molemotoushangjidandadebao,daowanqianhou,tadaozaichuangshangjingjingdibishangleshuangyan。

jiranjuedingbuyaozheigerenle,duoshuoyijudoushifeihua。

buguanshishenmeyuanyinrangzijizhongsheng,xuningjuedingzheibeizijiucifangguo。

fangguozhouzhenjun,yefangguoziji。

shangbeizi,linsiqiancaizhidao,lianainaoyouduokepa,erqieliandehaishiyigeyanezijidenanren。