“wozaitingzhe、wozaitingzhe……”
xuningjiannanditaiqiyanpi,kanzhemanlianleishuidehaoyouhenshigandong。
tazaixiang,tasile,zaizheishishangzhenzhenghuititananguode,kongpazhiyouxiaoyamunvliangba?
——zhiyuneigechushengyibandeqinba……
xuninglenglengdexiaole——zijiyebuxuyaotadenanguo。
“ya……buku,woyaoqujianwaigongwaipole。”
“wosusheli……chuangqianchoutiliyouyigecunzhe。”
“shangmiandeqianshiliujimumude……mimashitadeshengri。”
“fuxujin……yeliujita……”
“nihaohaode……haohaodeyangdata……”
“songtaduodudianshu,jiaodaotabuyaogenwomenyiyangdanglianainao。”
“zhiyunideneigegounanren,yerengleba,tabuzhidenizaishouzhe。”
“我们都错了。”
“buaijiuxiu,meiyoutamen,womenhuihuode……huode……”
tingdaohaoyouduanduanxuxudejiaodai,chenxiaoyadekushenggengdale:“ningning,ningning!buyaoshuole。”
“nibunengpaoxiawomenmunvliang!buyao!”
“nishuoguode、nishuoguode,huipeizhewohemumu,yaohewoyiqibaitoude!wuwuwu……”
白头?
kanzhehaoyouneimanliandeleishui,liangxingreleicongxuningdeyanzhongqiaoranhualuo。
——xiaoya,woyexianga。
suirannanrenbuaiziji,dantayouzuihaodejiemei,youzuixihuandegongzuo,haiyouyigekeaidegannver。
可是,她做不到了!
——xiaoya,duibuqi,woshiyanle!
——yuanlaishi,womenbuhuizaiyudaoyigebuaiwomendenanren!
xuningdeyishiyuelaiyuemohu,zhongyu,tawulidibishangleshuangyan……
“柠柠……”
zaichenxiaoyaqilidekushengzhong,xuningjianjianshiquleyishi,lianshangzhiliuxiashenshendehouhui。
zheibeizitaichun,tazhendehouhuile。
1974年春。
“xuning,nizhenexin,jingranganjiwoxiayao!”
“wunianqian,niyongenqingyaoxie,huotongwoyeyeshejiwo,bizhewoyunijiehun。”
“zheiwodourenle,sheirangnimenxujiaduizhoujiayouen?”
“hunjiele,zhenglingle,jiuyebanle,zheiwunianlai,wogongzideyibanyejiaojinile,nihaiyaowozenyang?”
“weishenmefeiyaobiwo?”
“womengeguogederizibuhaoma?wodoulinizheimeyuanle,weishenmejiubunengfangguowo?”
“wogaosuni,xiangwohenishenghaizi——meimen!”
“zheibeizi,jiusuanshitieshukaihuashuidaoliu,woyebuhuipengni。”
xuningkaozhechuangtoujingjingdikanzheliansetieqing、shuangyanlenglidezhouzhenjunzhizeziji。
——shangbeizidezijizhenfuqian,jingranhuiweizheiyangyigenanrensishoushinian,zhenshinaoziyoubing。
xuningneixinshenshendetanleyikouqi,silejiusile,qudidixiapeiwaigongwaipobuhaoma?
——weishenmeyaozhongshengni?
——erqiehaishizhongshengdaopiangounanrenhuijia、jitaxiayaodezheiyitian!
——zheiyetaigangale!!!
——laotianyenizhenwude!
malelaotianyeyiju,xuninglengyankanleyiyanheizheliandezhouzhenjun:“zheiyici,shiwocuole。”
“wojinidaoqian,duibuqi!”
“nifangxin,zheishiwoxuningzheibeizizuihouyicifanjian。”
——zhouzhenjun,nisuangeshenmedongxi?
——ruobushiwoyanxia,hailundeshangniquwo?
——dengwobanwanshi,jiuyipailiangsan、zheibeizishiwobuxiangjiandaonile!
——niyaoqulinqingqingshima?
——xinga,laoniangwozheibeizijiuchengquannimen,woyaokannidangbianyidiederizidaodiyouduoshuang!
cuole,daoqianshiyinggaide。
xuningshiyoudianao、youdianpiqi,danbushimeijiaoyang。
bijingshiyiduilaojiaoshouyangdaderen,tabuhuijizijidewaigongwaipodiulian。
etouyoudianteng,zheishigangcaibeizhouzhenjuntuidaozhuangzaiqiangshangdehouguo。
molemotoushangjidandadebao,daowanqianhou,tadaozaichuangshangjingjingdibishangleshuangyan。
jiranjuedingbuyaozheigerenle,duoshuoyijudoushifeihua。
buguanshishenmeyuanyinrangzijizhongsheng,xuningjuedingzheibeizijiucifangguo。
fangguozhouzhenjun,yefangguoziji。
shangbeizi,linsiqiancaizhidao,lianainaoyouduokepa,erqieliandehaishiyigeyanezijidenanren。