第5章挽留
5
diertian，woyikaimen，jiukanjianzhanzaimenwaidefutingyun。
jianwochulai，tayoudianjucudihoutuiyibu，shoufangzaineitiaoquetuishang，sihushixiangzhedang。
“qinghuan，womentantan，zhiqiandeshinitingwojieshihaoma？”
“jieshishenme？nandaonibushiweileyichancaixuyijiejinwo，haishishuonihemuxiaoxiaomeiyoujianbuderendeguanxi？”
wotuikaitasuoshangmen，“nizuihaoganjingundan，biedengzhewobanizuodelanshiyijianjiandifanchulai。”
futingyunzhanglezhangzui，queshenmedoushuobuchulai。
zheici，tameiyouzaigenshanglai。
woyiweitayinggaishixiangdilikaile，danwufandeshihou，tayoubaozhehuashuchuxianzaiwodianmenkou。
“qinghuan，zhongwuyiqichigefanhaoma？”
wochixiaoyisheng，“heniyiqichifan？suanleba，wopaduizhenizheizhanglian，wohuilianzaofandououchulai。”
tabaozhehuashudeshouzuanjin，“qinghuan，wozhidaonishengqi，keshinidangzhongtaohun，zheishinaodefengyumancheng，wodeliancongguoneidiudaoguowai，niyegaixiaoqile。”
“suoyini？nishibushijuedewoxiaoqile，guoqudeshijiukeyiyibidixiao，ranhouwojiuyinggaihenizhongxinkaishi？”
futingyunkanzhewo，“weishenmebukeyi！”
wodouyaobeiqixiaole，“nijianzhibukeliyu，wogaosunifutingyun，woheniyijingwanle，yidaoliangduanle！nimashangjiwogun！”
taxiangqianjibu，“guoqushiwozuodebudui，keshiqinghuan，woyijingzhidaocuole，hewohuiquba。”
wochenmopianke，renbuzhukaikoujifengta，“nishiyiweizijishihuangdima？zhiyaonidixiazheigaoguidetoulu，wojiudeganendaidedipaodaonijiaobian，jixuzuoniaiqingshangdefulu？”
“futingyun，niyiweizijiyoushenmelebuqide？”
“woyouqian，wozhangdehao，wokeyibaozheng，zainiyujiandesuoyounanrenzhong，wodetiaojianshizuihaode。”
wojifengdexiaorongjiangzailianshang，xinzhongyongshangyizhenbeiliang。shuochuzheiyangwuzhiyouyouzhidehuade，dagaicaishizhenzhengdefutingyun，erwoaishangdeneigepianpianjunzi，zhishitadeweizhuang。
“futingyun，womenchaoxixiangchusannian，kewomensheiyebulejieshei，nijiazhuangaiwo，shiweileliyi，erwoaishangde，shinidejiaxiang。”
futingyunzhengzaiyuandi，xiangshibunenglijiewoshuodehua。
woqingshengshuo，“dangnianzhuiwodefujiazidihenduo，weiwoyaosiyaohuodeyebushao，woduiniqingyouduzhong，bushiyinweiniyouqian，yebushiyinweinizhangdehao，woaideshineigehuitiaojinhelijiuxiaomao、huiweinvhaizizhangyizhiyan、zhengzhiyoushanliangdenanhaizi。”
ketabingbushizheiyangderen。
他接近我是为了钱。
weiledadongwodexin，tagurenyanhunhun，shangyanyichangxujiadeyingxiongjiumei。
tazhishigegaomingdepianzi。
yigeweiliyibuzeshouduandeshangren。
wozhuanshen，“nishenshangyijingmeiyouwosuoaidetezhile，woxianzaikandaonidoujuedeyanfanheexin，woyeyongyuanbukenenghenijiehun，rangninadaoyichan，suoyi，ruguonishiweileqianlaizhaowo，neinikeyisixinle。”
zouchuyiduanjulihou，futingyunmengdizhuishanglai，tazhuazhuwodeshou，“buyaozou！wolaibushiweileyichan！”
tadixiatou，“zainilikaihou，wocaifaxian，woshoubulemeiyounizaishenbianderizi。”
“qinghuan，woxiang，woyijingaishangnile。”
我怔在原地。