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jiangmamadelianshangshanguoyimozhenjing。
suihouzhenjingyouguiyupingjing,tawunaidexiaole。
“wozhidao,nimenchizaohuiyouzheiyitian,erqiewozhidao,nimennengzoudaozheiyibu,zheishibuguaini,shijiangyingzuoshitaiguofen。”
jiangmamazheibantanran,daoshirangchennianbuzhidaogaizenmejiehua。
jiangmamaxiaolexiao:“chennian,nifangxin,jiusunkaihejiangyingmeijiehun,zaiwoxinlinihaishiwodeerzi,buyaoyinweitayingxiangwomenniangliangdeguanxi。”
chennianminzhezui,zuanjinlequantou,shichulequanshendeliqicaicongzuilijichuyiju:“ma,guojitianwoyaolikaizheigechengshile。”
“ng......manenglijieni,natianzou,tiqianjiwoshuo,wojinijianxing。”
“qishi,congquniandongtianwojiuyugandaonihejiangyingbuhuiyouhaojieju,neigedaxuetian,tayigerenbanirengxia,qujietadeguimi,wojiukanchulaile。
shiniyizhizaibaorongta,madoukanzaiyanli。”
jiangmamayanlishanshuozheleihua。
zheirangchenniankandeyeshibitouyisuan。
tameigangenjiangmamashuozijidelebingdeshiqing。
jiangmamamoleyibayanlei:“kanwoshuozheigeganshenme,zuoxiachifanba,butizheibukaixindeshiqingle。”
chennianbanzheyizi,zuozailejiangmamaduimian。
taduanqileyinliao,hejiangmamapenglebei。
chengzhisijian,chenniandexinliyesuizhifantengqilai。
jiangyingduizijizuodeneixieshi,liantademamadoukanbuxiaqule。
chennianxinxiang,jiangmamazaisixiayidingqianfangbaijidetixingjiangyingbuyaoneimeguofen。
kezheixiehua,tadoudangchengleerpangfeng。
zheiciqingganlache,zuihouyichenniancanbaiweijieshu。
jiangyingbuhuizaihuzijishifoulikai,gengbuhuizaihuchennianshifoukuaile。
tadeshijiehenxiao,xiaodaozhinengzhuangxiasongfengyigeren。
jiranzheiyang......wojiubashijiehaijinimen。
zheiyidunfanchennianchidehenbao,yehenkaixin。
zheiliangnianli,tahaoxianghenjiudoumeiyouzheimekaixinguole。
linzoudeshihou,jiangmamahenzhenzhidewenchennian:“guoliangtianwoshengri,ninengbunengcanjiawanshengriyanhui,zailikai?”
“manifangxin,woyidingqu。”
江妈妈走了。
wuziliyoushengxiachennianyigeren。
一如既往的一个人。
一如既往的孤独。
chenniantaitoukanxiangleguazaiqiangshangdebiao。
neishitahejiangyinggangzaiyiqishimaidebiao。
neitianwanshang,jiangyinglouzhechenniandeboziwen:“zhidaoweishenmewoyidingyaomaizouzheikuaibiaoma?”
“kenengshikanzhebijiaohaokanba?huashuoguolai,zheigebiaozhendehengui。”
“shagua,nimeikanzheigebiaodecemianxiezheyishengyishia,zheikuaibiaoshimaijiwomenliangde。”
chenniandangshijuebuhuizhidao,suoweideyishengyishi,qishizhiyousannianshijian。
shoujidepingmushanleyixia,chennianshoudaolegongsidalaidegongzi。
suihou,chenniantuichulesuoyougongzuoqun,laheilesuoyoutongshi,jijiangbajiangyinglaheideshihou,tadalailedianhua。
手机突突跳着。
chennianyouyulesanmiao,zuihouenlejingyin。
jianchennianbujiedianhua,jiangyingfalaileduanxin。
“nishenmeyisi?dasuanlengchuliwomendeguanxi?”
“nibujiedianhua,woxianzaijiuhuiquzhaoni,womenjianmiantan。”
“yinweiwenjiandeshi,songfengneibianyudaodianmafan,woxiangninengbunengbangbangta,nikeyikaijia,jiageheliwodouhuijinide。”