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nanpengyouturanshizong,wozhaolaitajia,zhikanjianleyigeqiguaidemofang,zaijingjingtouzheying。
shanzheweiguangdepingmuzhong,wodaidaidikanzhezhouyihemoshengnvhaiyiqimanbuzaihaibian。
tamenzouzhezouzhe,zhouyiwangzheyuanchudexiyang,hongleyankuang。
nvhaimangwentazenmele,zhouyiyaoyaotoushuomeishi,yebucayanlei,renyoujingyingdeleishuihuaguolianjia。
ranhougengyanzhehenvhaiqingsuqizijibeicandeyuanshengjiating,heshouguoqilingdetongnian。
「xiaoqin,wobuzhidaowozuocuoleshenme,wobamazhiguanshengbuguanyang,congxiaodaoda,wodoumeiganshouguoshenmeshiai......zhangdahou,wokewangjiaodaopengyou,quezhidedaolegulihechaoxiao。」
heqinqinjing**zaitashenpang,lingtingzheyiqie,muguangdongrong。
就像曾经的我一样。
congjishiqiwochulexuexijiushidalinggong,meijiechuguotaiduoyixing,kandaozhouyizheimeyigejiwenrou,youbangguowoxuduoderen,jiangzijidecuiruozhanxianzaizijimianqian,feichanggandong。
shenzhitadejinglidouhewodeshifenxiangxiang,rangwobumianshenshengongqing,peitayiqikuleyihuier。
leiyanmenglongdeduishizhong,woyiweizheigeshijieshangzhendeyouwodetonglei,yourenhewoyiyangzangzheguoqudeshanghen。
woxiadingjuexinyaohaohaobaohuta。
kexianzaizaicitingdaozheiyifanhua,tongyangdecuoci,tongyangdeyudiao,woxinzhongzhishengxiabeiqipian、beiwannongdefennu。
youqiganggangwohaikandao,zhouyixiangcongqianyiyangzaichaoshilitibeidangzuoxiaotouzhuaqilaideheqinqinjiewei,shuoneigecongtashenshangsouchulaidexiangliantalaifu,tashiheqinqindenanpengyou。
neigexianglianliangqianduokuai,heqinqinbaikoumobiandetongshiyefubuqizhang。
以前的我也付不起。
woshenshouchezhebozishangdexianglian,yonglidaobozilechulexuehenyebufangshou,zhidaojiangtahenhencheduan。
ditoukanjianneizhanlexuedexianglian,xiangqizheishiwohezhouyicengjingdedingqingxinwu,xinzhongyizhenexin。
yinweiwomingmingbaibaikanjianle,taguyijiangneigexianglianfangjinheqinqindekoudai,shihouyouzhuangzuozhengyideluren,jiejiuheqinqin。
huanghuzhong,wojiqilewomendiyicixiangyushineigehunluandechaoshi,shouyinyuandashenghanzhezhuaxiaotou,menwaidebaoanyefeikuaipaojinlaianzhuwo。
erdangshiwoyibianfankangyibianwulidibianjie:「bushiwo,womeina!bushi**de!」
yanleibuzhibujuecuculuoxia,womannaozixiangdedoushiwanle,zheijianshiruguobeixuexiaolizhidao,wodejiangxuejinjiumeizheluole,neixiagexueqidexuefeiyougaizenmebanni?
jiulianpeixianglianqianpocaixiaozai,woyepeibuqi。
benlaijiuyiwusuoyouderen,bibierengenghaipashiqu。
「fangkaita,woshitananpengyou,shiwobuxiaoxinfangjintakoudailide。」
huayinluoxia,yourenbawofuleqilai,wotaitoukanjianleniguangerlidezhouyi,tayilianwenroudibangwopaipaiyifushangdetu,gaosuwomeishile,taxiangxinwo。
wodejiongpohenankandoubeirenkanjianle,keshineigerenbuzaihu,haijiuwoyushuihuo。
hezhouyixiangshihou,wobuzhiyicizaixiang:nandaowoqianshijinianmeiyouguodexingyun,douyongzaiyujianzhouyishenshangle?
erbujiuqiandepingmushangzhouyiwanyaojiangzhandoudeheqinqinlanruhuaili:「meishilexiaoqin,woxiangxinni。」
heqinqinyeruzhuazhujiumingdaocaobanzhuazhulezhouyidegebo。
wohenbudechongjinneigeshanshuodepingmu,chongjinneigewobuzhidaodeshijieli,gaosuheqinqinzhenxiang,rangtaqianwanbuyaoxiangxinzheigexuweidenanren。
kedishengchuoqideheqinqinrangwohunshenjiangzhu。
aiku、shenghuokunku、danxiaopashi......
weishenmeheqinqindexinggehejinglidouhewozheimexiang?
shenzhilianyudaotongyangshiqingdefanyingdouyiyang。