任何东西成瘾，都是因为有所依恋，戒不掉，放不下。
duifuxijinglaishuo，suoyoudefanjudaozuihoudouzhiyouyigeganjue——lei。
jiuguosanxun，canzhuoshangqifenyujiarelie，yourenkaishijiangqileduanzi，yourenpeihedixiao，ranhouyoushiyiquangaoshengpengbei。fuxijingyanxiayibeijiu，buzhehenjiditaiwankanbiao，badianguoshifen，zheidunfan，yichilezhengzhenglianggexiaoshi，kuaiyaobatadenaixingquanyongguang。tabamuguangtouxiangzhuoshoudeguhengzhi，youdianhouhuidayingtachizheidunfan。
talaihaichengbanshi，guhengzhijianjueyaojitabaigejiefengyan，jiefengshihuangzi，shiguhengzhixianggenpengyouhehuononggefangdichangongsi，fuxijingzaizheigexingyemopagundaduonian，fushiqixiadehuanyudichanzaiguoneishengmingqueqi，meiyoubitagengheshizuoguwenderenxuanle。guhengzhidepengyouquangentayiyang，gongzigeerdedexing，chihewanlehenzaixing，jiandiqueshibuzadi。shuobulejiju，fuxijingjiujuedehuabutouji，leidehuang。ruguohuanzuopingshi，tazaojiuzoule，danguhengzhibuyiyang，bijingshifaxiaodejiaoqing，genghekuangqianzhenziqianletayigedarenqing，tadoushuolezheidunfanjiudanghaigeqing，fuxijingshizaibuhaofuletamianzi。
shoujilingshenghuranxiangqi，zheiyikefuxijingjuedezheilingshengzhendongting。tahanshou，qishenquwaimianjiedianhua。
gangkuachubaoxiangmen，bianbeizuobianjicongcongpaoguolaiderenzhuangshang，neinvziwuzhezui，diguyiju“duibuqi”，yemeikanta，youcongmangdixiangqianpaoqu，zaizoulangjintouyouzhuan，jinlexishoujian。
他心头微颤，怔住。
shihuantinglema?ganggangneiju“duibuqi”，suiranhendi，danshineishengyin……
shoujilingshenghaizaibuzhipijuandixiangzhe，tahuiguoshen，jieqi。
jiezhe，youyigenvshengconggebidebaoxianglichulai，congmangcongtashenbianpaoguoqu，jinlexishoujian。
yifenzhonghou，taguadiaodianhua，dasuanzoujinbaoxiangshidunledun，lengzhengjian，shuangjiaoyixianxingdong，wangxishoujiandefangxiangzouqu。
zheishiyijiayuenancanting，nongyudedongnanyafengqing，zhaomingyongdeshisecaixianyanbiejuyigedezhidenglong，yingchendezhenggezoulangyouyizhongqingyademei。cikezoulangshangmeiyouren，baoxiangdegeyinxiaoguoyoushifenhao，xiandekongjianlitebiejijing，suoyinapatazhanzaiwaimian，yenengtingdaoxishoujianliqiangliedeoutusheng，haiyouxiweiderensheng。
洗手间里。
taotaoqingpaijinanfengdebei，danyoudiwen：“nanfengjie，nimeishiba?”
nanfengjiangshouzhifangzaishetoushang，henhenyikou。
呕——
youshiyizhenqiangliedeoutu，jinwanchidedongxi，dagaiquanbudoutuchulaileba，tuchulaiyehao，zongbibiezheyiduzijiuqinanshoudeyaosiqiang。
nanfengmomozuijiao，dakaishuilongtoujianghuiwuchongdiao，ranhoupengqilengshuihenhenpaizailianshang，zhiqishenzi，shenshenhuyikouqi：“taozi，womeishi，niganjinhuibaoxiangba，womenlianggedoupaochulailebutaihao，huitouwangjingliyaoniantaole。wozaidaiyihuier，dengxiajiuguoqu。”
“nanfengjie，huiquhaideheya!”taotaozhouzhemei，tayehelebushao，lianhonghongde，weilinanshou，zaiwangzhenanfengcangbaidelian，shengyindoudailekuqiangle，“yaobu……womenkailiuba……”
nanfengbailetayiyan：“shaani，xianzailiu?neiqianmianneijipingjiubushibaihele!zheizhongdebuchangshideshishazicaigan!jinwanjiusuanhedaoweichuxue，womenyedebazheifenhetongjinaxia!”
taotaopielepiezui：“yewuyuanzhenbushirengandehuo!”
nanfengtankouqi，molemotaotaodelian：“niganggangruzheixing，kenengyoudianbushiying，jiulejiuxiguanle。huiquba。”
taotaojiangshouzhongdekuangquanshuidijinanfeng：“nizaizheixiuxijiudianba，woxianqudingyiding。”taduoleduojiao，“neixieren，zhenshihenbudebawomenwangsiliguan。”tazhuanshenzoulechuqu。
nanfengyaoyaotou，kanzhetaotao，fangfokandaodangchuganggangjinrujingweijianzhudeziji，yeshitazheibanda，ershisuidenianji，daxueyiye，xiangyaozhaoyifenhaogongzuozhendehennan，eryewuyuanshimenjianzuidide。tajidequjingweimianshideshihou，yewubujingliwangjizhisaoleyantadejianli，diyijuhuajiuwenta，jiuliangruhe?tazhenglezheng，huidashuo，haixing。tazaiwenlejijubiede，ranhourangtaxianbiezou，daohuiyishidenghou，tazoujinqu，limianyijingzuolehaojigetongyangdengdaitongzhideren。
dengwangjizhongyumianshiwansuoyouyingpinzhe，yijingdaolewucanshijian，tazoudaohuiyishiduishigedenghouderenshuo，yiqiquchifan。dajiamianmianxiangqu，haishigenzhetaqule。chifandedifangjiuzaigongsifujinyijiaxiaoguanzi，shidongtian，wangjidianlegeyangrouhuoguo，zaijialejigezhaopaicai，ranhouduilaobanshuo，banliuxiangpijiuguolai。tazhongyumingbaiwangjideyongyi，youdiankuxiaobude，zhenshibiekaishengmiandemianshia。hedaozuihou，shigerenjiuzhiyousigemeiyouzuidao，qizhongyigejiushita，weiyidenvsheng。diertian，tajiutonglingwaisangerenyiqidaojingweiyewububaodao。
houlaiwangjilaodaqutashuo，nanfengya，niyigenvwazi，jiuliangjingranbinanrenhailihai!ranhouchaotashuqidamuzhi。takuxiao，meiyougaosuta，zaisangeyueqian，tahaizhiyouliangbeixiangbinjiuzuideliang。tayemeixiangdao，lianxusangeyuejiejiuxiaochoudeshenghuo，jingranbanglezijiyigemang。
nanfengwangzhejingzizhongdeziji，liansefanbai，zuowanmeishuihao，yanjingliyoudandanhongxuesi，yanjianxiadeqingheilianfendidouzhedangbuzhu。zhenleiya，shentilei，xinyelei。zhenxiangzantongtaozineiju“liuba”，yehenbudekaozaixishoujiandejiaoluolishuiguoqu，kebuneng。
rouroutaiyangxue，tacongkoudailitaochuchuncai，danfensedeyiguan，henshaonv，cazaizuichunshangfendudude。taqishibuxihuanzheizhongfennenxianyandesecai，zheizhichuncaishiguimixiefeifeisongde，tashuoyewuyuanzuizhongyaodejiushiyizhangzui，yurentanyewushipiaoliangdechuncaihuijiafende!nanfengminminzui，guoranzhenggerenshunjianbianjingshenleyidiandian。
转身，往门口走。
queshishihetaiduole，tajiaobuyoudianxufu，taiyangxuetong，touyunmuxuandaoshenzhichuxianlehuanjue，fouzenvcesuodemenkouzenmehuizhanlegenanren?
tazhalezhayan，zhengkai，bushihuanjue，menkouquequeshishizhanlegenanren，bingqie，zhengmuguangzhuozhuodiwangzheta。
tadejiuyixiangshibeineiyanshenzhuodegengzuilejifen，shentixuhuanglexia，xiayimiao，tadejianbangbeirenfuzhu，tazhanwenle，taquemeiyoufangkaideyisi。
“xiexie……”taxiangshibeihedaole，guolexujiucaizhaohuishengyin，“buhaoyisi，xiansheng，qingrangrang。”
tabujiehua，yebufangkaita。
“xiansheng，nishibushihezuile?zheilishinvce，nancezailingyibian……wei!niganma?”
fuxijingzhuaizhutashoubeijiuwangwaizou。
“xiansheng，xiansheng!qingfangshou，fangkaiwo!”nanfengjiaodao，fuxijingzhiruowangwen，yizhijiangtalazheguailegewan，zhandaoleshaoweimingliangdezoulangshang。
tatingxialai，zhuanshen，mianduizheta，haishimeiyoufangkaita。
“xibei，”tameimaoninglening，shengyindichen，xiangshikeyiyayizhemouzhongqingxuban，“nijiaowoshenme?”
nanfengdileditou，shenxiyikouqi，zaitaimou：“xiansheng，nirencuorenle。wojiaojinanfeng，bushishenmexibei。”
fuxijingmousebianshen，nongmeicudegengjin。
tacengxiangguowushuzhongzaijiandaotashideqingjingyijiduibai，shidandingshuoyijuhaojiubujian，haishijidongdijiangtayongzaihuaili，wentazheixienianqulenali?guodehaobuhao?youhuozhe，fennuzhiwenta，dangnianweishenmebugaoerbie?
……
zhongzhongyixiang，quemeiyouyizhongyuyanqiandezhongdie。
tajingranzhuangzuoburenshita?
kezheifenmingshita，zheimeiyan，tongwunianqiandeta，bingmeiyouhendafenbie，shouxuedelian，dayanjing，yanjiaoxiabianyouyikexiaoxiaodeleizhi。weiyidequbiedagaijiushi，wunianqiandeta，conglaidoushisumianchaotian，buxiangcike，zhuangrongjingzhi。o，haiyou，wunianqiandeta，liuzheyitouluanzaozaodeqiaoliduanfa，erjinhuanchenglezhangjuanfa，chongmanlechengshunvzidefengqing。
ketaqueshuo，tarencuorenle。
zaicijiandaotadejingxibeinuyizhanju，tashenseyileng，jiangtahenhendizhuaixiangzijidehuaili，lingyizhishouqiazhutadeyaoshen，rangtasihaodongdanbude。
“rencuoren?”tachixiaoyisheng，“tongchuanggongzhenyinianderen，nishuo，nihuirencuoma?”
nanfengdengzheta，mouzhongyizhuanglenuyi：“fangkaiwo!”tashenshouqutuita，wunaitagudetaijin，haowuyongchu。
tabuli，shenshoufushangtadelianpang，shouzhizaitalianjiayidiandianyouyi，tazhifuliangliangde，neiwendurangnanfengrenbuzhudalegeduosuo，yisihuangluancongtayanzhongshanguo，henkuaiyouxiaoshi，danmeiyoutaokaitadeyanjing。
tamilemiyan，shengyinyayizhenuqi：“jinanfeng?zhaoxibei，jiuguanggaigexinghuangemingme?nizenmebubazheizhanglianyehuanle!”
ciketazhenxiangfangshengdaxiaoya，xiaozijideyuchun。dangniantabugaoerbie，zheiwunianlai，tacongweifangqiguozhaota。taxiaoshideneihui，tazhichajianglianchengjuedisanchi，haituohaiguandepengyouchalechurujingziliao，jieguoyiwusuohuo。yezhaolesijiazhentan，manshijiezhaota，keyidianxiansuoyemeiyou，tazheigerenfangfopingkongxiaoshileban。daozuihou，talianzuihuaidejieguodouxiangguole，tashibushizaoyuleshenmebuce?keyuanlai，bingbushi，tahaohaodihuozaizheigeshijieshang，erqiehailitazheimejin，jiuzaililianchengyigeduoxiaoshichechengdehaicheng。
erjin，tazhanzaitamianqian，queshuo，woburenshini。neitazheiwuniandexunzhaosuanshenme?danyousuanshenme?sinian……yousuanshenme?
nanfengnushizheta：“xiansheng，zheishijieshangzhangxiangxiangsiderenyouhenduo，wozhidangnihezuijiurencuoleren。xianzaiqinglijifangkaiwo，fouzewoyaohanrenle!”
taxiangshimeiyoutingdao，mouseyufashenchen，wangzhetadiediebuxiudezui，huran，taqingshen，tajinghuanghouyang，boziquebeitashenshougouzhu，tazuijiaodaizhexiao，keneixiaoronghenlenghenleng，tongtadeyudiaoyiban：“worangnikankan，wojiujingshibushirencuorenle!”rukuangfengjuanzhebaoyubandewenluozaitachunshang，meiyouwenrou，meiyouchanmian，meiyouqianquan，taqiangshiqiaokaitadezuichun，zaitakouqianglihengchongzhizhuang，daizhenuyiyuchengfa，ehenhendiziyiwangwei，shenzhiyongyachiyaota，xiangshiyaoyongtengtonglaihuanxingtadejiyi。
tajuedehunshenxueyezaineikeyiqiyongshangnaodai，jixiukuiyoufennu，taijiaojiuqutita，ketaxiangshizaoyouyuliao，yiyongli，jiangtatuidaoleshenhoudeqiangbishang，shentiyazheta，jiangtawanquanjinguleqilai。
huran，tafangkaitayidiandian，yinyadeshengyindaizheweichuanshengruguimeibanchuanlai：“xianzai，youmeiyoubangnizhaohuidianshuxigan?ng?”budengtadahua，tadechunyoufushangtade，yijiushijipode、burongkangjude，queshaolexiexumanhengbadao，chunshesuolvezhichu，sishidaizheshenshendeyilian。
tabeitajinguzhe，huxikunnan，juewangjile，yanleibuzhengqidiwangxiadiao，yahenhendiyiyao，erhouzuilichangdaolexuexingdeweidao，youtade，haiyoutade。
tachitong，zhongyutingzhilelveduo，tuikaiyidian，shoubeiqueyijiulanzhetadeyao，tashentidezhandouqingxidichuandadaotadeshouzhi。
zheishi，youlianggeshengyinhurantuwudizaizheijijingdezoulanglixiangqi。
“nanfengjie!”zheiyiju，hendasheng，henjingkong。
“a……jing?”zheiyiju，shifenchiyi。
nanfenghuishen，ehenhentuikaifuxijing，congneixiazhaidekuaiyaolingtazhixidejinguquanlitaochu，jihuzhanlibuwen，xinghaofeipaoguolaidetaotaofuzhuleta。
“南风姐……”
“biewenle，xianhuibaoxiang。”tadishengdaduantaotao，yudiaotongtashentiyiyang，weizhanzhe。
“e。”taotaogenzaitashenhou，zoulejibu，renbuzhuhuitouwang，muguangqiahaoyufuxijingwangguolaidemuguangzhuangshang。haoleng!zheishitaduifuxijingdediyiganjue，taganjinzhuantou，kuaibuzhuishangnanfeng。
“yihanyihan，kanlaiwocuoguolezuijingcaidehuamianlou!”xianqianneigechiyidenanshengzaicikaikou，tazoujinfuxijing，xiaodeyilianaimei，“womengangcaihaizaishuo，nijiegedianhuazenmejiezheimejiu，yuanlaiduozheierdiaoqingni!”dunledun，tahuranxiangfaxianxindaluban，dingzhefuxijingweizhongdaizhexueseshangkoudexiazuichun，yanshenzeiliang，shanshuozhebaguadeguangmang，“kangangcaizheiqingxing，sihushiniqiangporenjiaguniangde?wa!fudashao，nitailingwojingyalehahaha!jinwanzheidunfanqingdetaizhile!”tadaxiaozhe，pailepaifuxijingdejianbang，“kaka，buguogemenniyetaijipoledianba，jiusuanduirenjiaguniangyijianzhongqing，yedeyougezhuiqiudeguochengbushi。mofei，zheixienianqingxinguayukuxingsengbandeshenghuolingniyayitaijiu，suoyicaizheimejibukenai……”
“gu、heng、zhi!”binglengchongmannuyideshengyinzhongyudaduanletadeguozao，fuxijingyanshenrudao，daodaoruili，cixiangguhengzhi。
“okokok!”guhengzhijushou，kezuijiaoxiaoyiquezenmeyeshoubuzhu。
fuxijingwenta：“zheijiacantinglaobannihenshu?”
zheijiahuohuatiyezhuanhuandetaikuaileba!guhengzhilenglengde，diantou：“shiya，woyigemenzaizheibianyougufen。”
fuxijingmuguangtouxiangnanfengzoujinqudeneijianbaoxiang：“nibangwodatingxia，a8baoxiangshisheizuodong。”zheijiayuenancantingkoubeishifenhao，yincishengyijingchangbaopeng，chifanxuyaotiqianyuyuede。
“meiwenti。”guhengzhimankoudaying，qishijiusuanfuxijingbushuo，tayexiangyaoqutantanqingkuanglaizhe，shizaitaihaoqileya，zicongwunianqian，fuxijingneigexiaonvpengyoulikaitazhihou，tashenbianjiumeizaiyouguonvren，duiweishanglaideyingyingyanyanyeshilengruxuanbing，shenzhiyouchuanwenshuotashifouzhuanbianlexingquxiang。tashizaihaoqi，ganglikaideneigenvrendaodiyoushenmemeili，jingyindeyixianglengjingzichidefuxijingrucifanchang。gangcaicongmangyipie，zoulangguangxianan，jiazhinanfengyoushidizhetoukuaibuzoukai，suoyiguhengzhishenzhiliantadezhangxiangdoumeikanqingchu。
guhengzhituikaia8baoxiangmenshi，limianqifenzhengre，shilaigerenzuomanleyizhuo，yourenzhengzaiquanjiu：“jixiaojie，gaojinglikeshidamangren，yaobushikanzainizheigedameinvdemianzishang，jinwannaqingdedongtaya!suoyinidezaijingtayibei!”
“shiyashiya，neikedehegejiaobei!”yourentiyi。
“duidui，jiaobeijiu!”zhuoshangderenfenfenfuhe。
zheizhibuguoshijiuzhuoshangzhuxingdeyigeyouxi，nanfengzaijingweizuolejinwuniandeyewuyuan，zaojiuxiguanlezheiyangdeqihong，huanzuopingshi，tayexuhuidadafangfangdixiaoyixiao，erhouyingcheng。kejinwan，tadeqingxubodongtaida，xinliluanzaozaoyituan，neixieqihongsheng、diaoxiaosheng，jiaodetanaodaidoukuaiyaobaozha。
zuozaitashenbiandetaotaopenglepengta，tayouxiehuanghu，youxiayishiqishen，duanqijiubei，xiangshiziyanziyu：“shiyinggaizaijinggaojingliyibei。”jiexialai，tayinggaituikaiyizi，zoudaolitahenjindezhuweishangdegaojinglishenbian，ketadeshuangjiaoxiangshibeibangzhe，yibuyeyidongbule。
tazhanzaineili，duanzhejiubei，zaishudaoqidaiyuchongmanaimeidemuguangxia，fadai。
zuozaitaduimiandewangjikesouleyisheng。
nanfenghuishen，xiaolexiao：“buhaoyisi，wodagaiyoudianzuile。”tawangxianggaojingli，duifangzhengyiliansixiaofeixiaodiwangzheta，neimuguangchire，cidetabuzhudiyongqileoutugan。
tazoudaogaojinglishenbian，haiweilaidejikaikou，yigeshengyinhuranchajinlai。
“gaojingli，haojiubujiana!”
“yo，shigushaoa，xikeya!”gaojinglijiandaoguhengzhi，lianmangqishenyingshangqu，“chiguofanlema，meichidehuajiwogejihui，rangfuwuyuanbazheixiecaixianchediao，zhongxinshangyizhuo。”
guhengzhibaibaishou：“bie，wozaigebibaoxiangyoufanju，tingshuogaojingligenwomeiziyezaizheibianchifan，suoyiguolaidagezhaohu。”
“gushaodemeizi?”gaojinglijingyajile，zaizuodezonggonglianggenvsheng，tamuguangsaoguonanfeng，yousaoguotaotao。
guhengzhiwangzhenanfeng，xiaoshuo：“re，jiuzheixiaoyatou，woganmeimei。”yuqiqinniyouchongni。
yiwuzirendemuguangfenfentouxiangnanfeng，neimuguangliyoujingya，haiyouxianmu。erjieshoumuguangxilidedangshiren，yanshenliyetongyangshimanmandeyayi。nanfenggangxiangkaikou，youbeiguhengzhiqiangxianle：“gaojingli，woxiaomeijiuliangbuhao，nikedezhaogudianya!”
“neishineishi，yidingyiding。”gaojinglidiantourudaosuan。
“neinimenjixu，woxianguoqule。”guhengzhizhuanshen，huyouhuitouduinanfengshuo，“yatou，biehezuile。haiyou，sanchanghoudengwo，wosongnihuiqu。”tachongtazhazhayan，zheshenzoulechuqu。
jiaobeijiuziranbuyonghele，nanfenghuidaozuowei，gaojinglijingqinzibangtadaolebeirecha，xianqianwangzhetamuguangzhongdeaimeiyuchirequanchengleyinqin：“xiaoji，zenmedoumeitingnishuoya，gushaojingranshinigege。”
nanfengbuyu，xinxiang，woyecaizhidaowoyougegangege。shenshouduanqichabei，heyidakou，xiaolexiao，meizuosheng。
guhengzhizouchubaoxiang，faxianfuxijingyizaibuyuanchudechuanghubianxiyan。
tadiaokandao：“zheimejiya，zhuanmenzaizheidengwoni!”
fuxijingzhuantou，shensedandan：“limiantamenhedezhengxingtougao，chaodehen，meifashuohua。”
guhengzhimolemoxiaba，yilianwanweidishuo：“ajing，ruguowomeikancuodehua，a8baoxianglineigejixiaojie，bujiushidangniandexiaobudianma!danshi，wojidetahaoxiangbushizheigexingba?”tacumei，“jiao……zhaoxibeilaizhe?”
fuxijingwangchunbiansongyandeshouzhidunledun。
tashuotarencuoleren，tazhenshiziqiqiren，jiulianyutazhiyouyimianzhiyuandeguhengzhidouyiyanjiurenchutalaile。
“keshi，wozhenshishangxinya，tajingranwangjilewo!”guhengzhizhizhezijidelian，“xiangwozheimeyizhangyingjundelingrenguomubuwangdelian，tajingranmeiyourenchulai!!!”
dangnian，tadiyicijinrutadepengyouquanzi，shiyigefaxiaodeshengrijuhui，yaoqiubixudainvban。yuanbentabuyuanyiqude，shuoburenshitadepengyou，qulemeiyouhuatihuiwuliao。tahonglexujiu，tacaidayingyiqiqu。tamenchidaole，tuikaibaoxiangmenshi，yuanbennaohonghongdebaoxiangyoujimiaozhongdechenji，shudaomuguangqishuashuadiwangxiangta，taxiayishidiwangtashenhousuo，quebeitaqianzheshouwangqianzhuailezhuai。houlaihaishiguhengzhidapolechenji，dajiaoyishengshuo：“ajing，nicongnaerguailegeweichengnianxiaobudianlaiya!”
dangniantacaishijiusui，xiaoxiaodelian，dayanjing，liuzheyitouluanzaozaodeduanfa，tashengaoyimiliusi，zainanfangnvshengzhongbusuanai，ketataishoule，neitianyouchuanyijiannanpengyoukuankuansongchenyi，daniuziku，qiuxie，yuzaichangdeshengzhuangdabanguodezhuangrongjingzhidenvrenyiduibi，queshitaiqingsele，xianggegaozhongsheng。
suoyineitianwanshang，tadepengyoumen，doumeijizhutajiaoshenmemingzi，gegegenzheguhengzhijiaotaxiaobudian，huozhe，ajingdexiaobudian。
zhijiandeyanrandaolejintou，fuxijingjiangyandiqiamie，danjinlebuyuanchudelajitongli。
“zenyang?”fuxijingwen。
“什么?”
fuxijingzhoumei：“tuonidatingdeshi!”
“o，zuodongdeshijingweijianzhugongsi，xiaobudianyinggaishijingweideyewuyuan，qingdeshiheyidichanyewubujingli，gaopeng。”tadunledun，“hei，wogangjinqudeshihou，zhenghaopengshangnijiaxiaobudianyaoyugaopenghejiaobeijiuni!”
chenggongkandaofuxijingzhouqimei，taxinliyile，mianshangyijiubulushengse：“qifenneijiaoyigerehuyo，gaopengkanxiaobudiandeneiyanshen，zezeze，jiuxiangjikedelierenkanyiliewuside，neigehuoreyo……”tayoutingleting，wangjianfuxijingzuijiaojinmin，gezaichuangtaishangdeyoushouquanquzhemanmanwojin，neishitafanuqiandezhengzhao，guhengzhiyudiaoyizhuan，“danshi，wochenggongdizuzhilezheibeijiaobeijiu!”heihei，suirantahenxiangxinshangxiafuxijingdeshikongbiaoqing，danshini，zaishuoxiaqu，yitaduizheijiahuodelejie，zhipazheinuhuoshoudangqichongjiuhuibatashaochenghui。
“所以……”
“所以?”
“suoyi，niqianlewogerenqing。”guhengzhixiaoxixidizongjiedao，zhuanshenhuibaoxiang，zaimenkouyoutingzhu，zhuantoushuo，“e，haiyou，wogangcaiduixiaobudianshuo，rangtasanchanghoudengwo，wosongtahuiqu。woxiang，niduizheizhuangmeichayinggaimeiyouyiyiba?suoyi，daihuiwogentamenhuanchangzijixuhejiuqu，jiubusuanshangnilou!”
tameiyoujinqu，yizaichuangbian，youdianleyizhiyan。tacongqianyechouyan，danmeiyouyin，houlaitongtazaiyiqihou，tataoyanyanwei，tajiujishaochou，huidaojiahoushicongbupengde。zitalikaihou，wushugeyeshenrenjing，taduzimianduikongdangdangdegongyu，weiyouzhijianyidianxinghuolingtaganjuedaoyisiwennuan，houlai，tadeyanyinjiuyuelaiyueda。
renhedongxichengyin，doushiyinweiyousuoyilian，jiebudiao，fangbuxia。
如烟，如她。
nanfengnachushoujikanshijian，jiudianban，zheidunfan，zhengzhengchilesangexiaoshi，zhenxiangdaleyichangzhang，lingrenkaixindeshi，shishengzhang。
wangjizaishouyintaimaidan，gaojingliyixingrenyixianzoule。tayutaotaozhanzaidatinglidengwangji。
wangjimaihaodanguolai，duitashuo：“nanfeng，jinwanzheihetong，zhisuoyinengzheimeshunlinaxia，niyinggaizhidaoba，gaopengshijilegushaodemianzini，nihuitouhaohaoxiexierenjia。”
nanfengxinliqishizaojiucaidaole，wenta：“gushao……daodiganmade，zheimedamianzi?”
wangjijingya：“nibuzhidaotaganmade?tabushinigangegeme?”
nanfengheheganxiao：“womeiwenneimeduoma。”
“e，tababashishuiwujudegujuzhang。”
huashuodaozheifenshang，nanfengziranjiumingbaile，neigegushaoshiganshenmedebuzhongyao，zhongyaodeshi，tayougemianzidadelaoba。
“haole，wohelejiu，yebufangbiankaichesongnimen，fentoudachehuiquba。”shuowantajiuzoule。
taotaojiuzhuzaizheifujin，jiannanfengliansetaicha，rangtagenzijijiyiwan，nanfengqueshuohuirenchuang，jianjueyaohuijia。
songzouletaotao，nanfengzhuanshenkanzhanpai，quefajuemeiyouzhidagongjiaochehuijia，zhuanchedehua，gujilaibujiganshangmobanche。zuozaizhangyishang，taochushoujijixiefeifeidadianhua，xiangrangtakaichelaijie，kedalehaojitongdianhuatadoumeijie。
kandaoyoukongdeshiguolai，xianglanxia，zhuannianyixiangyoufangqile。congzheilidachedaojia，zhishaoxuyaowushikuaiqian，zheiduitalaishuo，taishechile。
suanle，xianzuogongjiao，zaidacheba。
qishenshi，weibuhuranchuanlaiyizhentengtong，rangtazhibuleshen，tayouzuoxiaqu，jiezheqiangliedeoutuganxishanglai，tameiyouliqipaodaolajitongpang，dunzaimalubianzhangkoujiutu，weilidedongxixiangshishikongdeshuilongtouban，hualaladipensaerchu。hunhuangludengxia，taweimizheyan，kanjianneitanoutuwuli，dabandeyanseshianhongde，suanchouweilijiazazheyisixuexingdeweidao。weitengdegenglihaile，tadelianzhouchengyituan，zaiyujiaqiangliedeyunxuanganzhong，taganjueyouyizhishoudazaitajianbangshang，erhou，yizhangzhijindidaotayanqian。
“xie……xie……”taxuruocetou，kandaolairenbujinlengzhu。
怎么是他?
fuxijingdeshixianyibeineitanoutuwuxiyin，taliansechaneibiandehennankan，meitoujincu，dingzheta：“nijiushizheimeshenghuode?”
nanfengxiangkaikoufanboshuo，xiansheng，wozenyangshenghuo，yuniyoushenmeguanxini?keweiliyoushiyizhenfanjiangdaohai，zhangzuiyoutulexuduo，zhenggekouqianglidoumimanzhexuexingdeweidao。
fuxijingtuoqitadexiaba，nanfengxiangfankangquemeiyouliqi，zhidesuitayongzhijincashidiaotazuijiaodecanliuwu。
hurantashentiyiqing，zhenggerenyibeitabaoqi，chaotadechezouqu。
nanfengmeiyoufankang，weishizaitaitongle，suoxingbizheyanjing，aidezheimejin，tawendaotashenshangdeqiwei，qingliedeshumuxiangzhongjiazazhedandandeyancaowei，neimeshuxi。tahuranjiuyoudiannanguo，suoyoudejianqiangxiangshibeizheizhongshuxideweidaojikui，jiangyingdeshentiyidiandianfangruan，tapazijiluoxialeilai，celecetou，jianglianmaijintaxiongtang。
fuxijingditoukanlekanta，chenmozhe，jiakuailejiaobu。
badiansishijiusanlefanju，tajiangchetingzaicantingmenkou，yizhidengtachulai。takandaotayulingyigenvhaizhanzaidatingmenkou，zhiyigecemian，kanchutalveweicangbaidelianse，tameiyanjiandepibei。houlai，tasongneinvhaiquzuogongjiaoche，takaichegenguoqu，jiutingzaizhantaibuyuanchu，kanjiantazuozaineiyibianyibianbodadianhua，meijietong，meimaocuqixiangshishengqile。erhou，kanjiantadunzailubianoutu，dangkanjianoutuwulijingyouxuesi，tadexinmodiyijin。
talikaidezheixienian，daodiguodeshizenyangdeshenghuo?dangchu，tamenzaiyiqideneiyinian，taneiyangchongta，henbudebashijiansuoyouzuihaodedongxidoujita，ketaqueqiruobixi。tabumingbaitaweishenmebugaoerbie，youweishenmeyaojiazhuangmolu?
zhenhentaya，zhenhen。kehaishifangbuxia。
dakaichemen，jiangtapingfangzaihouzuo，tuoxiaxizhuangwaitaogaizaitashenshang，youcongzawuxianglifanlefan，zhongyuzhaodaoyigesuliaodai，saijintashouli：“ruguoxiangtu，yongzheige。”
她紧紧握住，点头。
tashanglejiashizuo，jianghoushijingfangdi，zhenghaokeyiconglimianqingxidikandaota，taweiweicetou，shuo：“chesuhuihenkuai，niwendangdian。”
yemeidengtahuiying，tafadongyinqing，chezifeikuaishichuqu。
fuxijingduihaichengbushu，diaochudaohangyi，chazhaozuijindeyiyuan，haihao，shidisanyiyuanjiuzaifujin。
houzuoshang，nanfengdehuxishengyujiajicu，shentiquansuochengyituan，lianseyuelaiyuecangbai，youpaqilaituleyici，chexiangneipiaosanzhenanwendeweidao。
fuxijingshibushiconghoushijingzhongwangzheta，zuichunmindejinjinde，wojinfangxiangpandeshouzhijingyoudiandou。
duojiumeiyouguozheiyanghuangluandeqingxule?yikexinxuandegaogaode，ruobushizaikaizheche，tadeshixianyimiaodoushebudelikaita。qianfangyuhongdeng，tataiyandaliang，shizilukouqiahaomeiyouchekailai，tayigetisu，xunsuchaoqianche，chongleguoqu。
duanduandeyichenglu，tajuedegewaimanzhang。
chezizhongyutingzaileyiyuanmenkou，tabaozhetafeikuaidipaojinjizhen。
hejiuguoduyinfadeweichuxue，jijixingweiyan。
nanfengbeisongjinshuyeshidadiaoping，zaiyaowuzuoyongxia，tengtongdedaolehuanjie，tachenchenxianrushuimian。
tazuozaibingchuangbian，jiangtabingliangdeshouzhiwozaishouxin，xiangqiyishengshuodehua。
“nishitananpengyou?”yishengwen。
他愣了下，点头。
“neiniyinggaizhidaotadeweihenbuhao，zenmehairangtahezheimeduojiu?”yishengzeguaidikanzheta。
taminminzui，meiyouzuosheng。
“wentiyijinghenyanzhongle，zaizheimehexiaqu，xiaomingdouyaowanwan!”yishengkaizhechufang，yanlijinggao。
“wobuhuizairangtazhanjiude。”tashuo。
tawangzheta，taliansecangbai，napazaishuimengzhong，meitouyijiucuzhe，sishiyoutiandabukaixindeshi。congqian，tashiduokailangqiaopideyigerena。congqian，tadejiuliangyefeichangcha，liangbeixiangbinjiuzuiguoqu。tamenzaiyiqishi，tajiuzuiguoyici，zhengshineicitafaxiaodeshengrijuhuishang。
tabitamendouxiaohaojisui，huatiliaobudaoyikuai，juedemen。chentagenyiqungemenhejiuwanleshi，tayigerenwozaijiaoluolihexiangbin。xiangbinrukouxiangchun，houjingqueda，tahezhehezhejiushuileguoqu，shizuile。xinglaishi，tafajuerendouzouguangle，tazuozaitashenbian，tadetouzhenzaitadetuishang，shenshanghaigaizhetadewaitao。
tamimimengmengdidunang：“nizenmebujiaowoya?”
tarouroutaluanzaozaodetoufa，manyanchongni：“jiannishuidetaixiangle，burenxin。”
chulejulebu，tayaoququche，tajingyadizhizhetianshangdeyueliangshuo：“a，jinwanyueliangyoudayouyuan，womenzouluhuijiaba，jiudangsanbu!”
zoulu?tahairan。julebuzaijinjiaodeyigedujiashanzhuang，daotamenzhudedifang，kaichexuyaoyigexiaoshi。yijingbanyeyidianle，zhipazoudaotianliangyezoubuhuijia。
tasajiaodiyaohuangtashoubei：“haobuhaoma?nipingchanggongzuozheimemang，yingchouyouduo，jihumeiyoupeiwozaiwanshangsanguobu!”jiantayouyu，ta“aiyo”yisheng，“wojiuhaimeixing，touhaotongya!yaochuichuifengsansanjiuqi。”
tanatameizhe，zhidepeitasanbu。
neishizhongqiujiehouyitian，toudingdemingyueyouyuanyouliang，jiaowaidegonglushang，jijingwusheng，weiyoulubiantiandijianouerfachujishengchongming。taqianzhetadeshou，lianggerendoumeiyoushuohua，tabenjiushigehuabuduoderen，erta，quefanchangdichenmo，zhishiyonglidifanwozhetadeshou。
caizouleshiwufenzhong，tajiukaishihanlei，dunzaidishangbukenzou，talata，taqueshualairangtabei。takuxiaobudedidunxiashen，jiangtawenwentuozaibeishang，yibianmaibuyibianshuo：“xiaozhu，chufalou!”
tabumandizaitabeishangniuleniu，xiongbabadikangyi：“xiaozhumasheini!”
tashunkoujie：“manini。”
tagouzhetadebozihahadaxiao：“zenmemeicidouzheimeshaani。”
tayexiao。zheiyangdejushitaduitashuoguohaoduobianle，diyicishizhenmeifanyingguolai，houlaimeiyici，doushiguyide。
xiaozhexiaozhetajiupazaitadebeishangshuizhele。tawunaidiyaoyaotou，youbeizhetayuanlufanhuiququche。
neiwandeyuesezhenmeiya，yueliangyoudayouyuanyouliang，jiugenjinwanyiyang。
fuxijingcongbingfangdechuanghuliwangchuqu，yilunyuanyuejingjingguazaitianbian，yueseruxu，rensuiyueruhebianqian，tashizhongbubian。ertagenta，gezhewunianmanmanguangyin，genggezhetasuobuzhidaodemouxieyuanyin。tadejujue，tadelengmo，yiji，talikaitadeyuanyin。
shouhuimuguang，bangtajiangbeiziyeleye，tazouchulebingfang。
tazhanzaizoulangjintou，botongleguhengzhidedianhua，denglexujiucaijietong，dianhuaneitouyoudianchao，yinleshengyijixuanhuasheng，dagaishizaijiuba。
tacumei，meiyoukaikou，denglepiankedianhualizhongyuqingjing。
“fudashao，shenmeshiya，womenzhenghedekaixinni!wodaoxishoujianlaile，shuoba。”
tawen：“nishuoxiangbagongsiyewutuozhandaodichanye，shilaizhendehaishiyishixingqi?”wanshangchifanshi，guhengzhixianglatayiqihezuo，taxiangyemeixiangjiujujuele。
“dangranshizhende!”guhengzhilailejingshen，fuxijingkebushixiandewuliaotongnidadianhualajiachangderen，kanlaiwanshangdetiyiyouzhuanji!
“nijuedeheyidichandeshiliruhe?”
“haibucuo，zaihaichengpaideshangqianshiba。dangran，biqinidehuanyu，ziranbunengxiangtibinglun。dengdeng，”guhengzhihedengjingming，fanyingguolai，jingyadao，“nibuhuishixiang……”
fuxijingdaduanta：“meicuo，shougou，zhongzu。”
liugezi，jianjie，youli。yigenanrendetunajian，xiangshisuiyideyijuhua，yigegongsiquejiangmianlinjudaweiji。guhengzhiananxileyikouqi，dichanjiedouchuanfuxijingshafajueduandexianggezhanshen，guoranbaqiya!zhishi……
“weishenme?”tabutaimingbai，yihuanyudeshili，zaihaichengshegefengongsi，zhaoyangfengshengshuiqi。
fuxijingmeiyouhuida，zhuanyilehuati：“nigennibatixia，chayichaheyidecaiwuyushuiwuwenti。”
guhengzhiyoushiyijing，meixiangdaotajingranyaoyongzheizhongshouduan!zhiyaoyouxinyicha，heyigenbentaowuketao!qianyifadongquanshen，heyineibuyiluan，tiedingwandan!jieshi，fuxijingkeyiyijueduidedijiajiangzheipanluanqishourunangzhong。
gaoa!zhishi，daodiyoudianbuguangming。keshangchangruzhanchang，bushinisibianshiwowang，pingdebuguoshigezibenshi。gengrushenxiannizhao，meiyounayige，kechechedidideqingbai。
guhengzhijinglejing，shuo：“woxiangzhidaozhenzhengliyou，womenjiangshidadang，bushima?”
dianhualiyoupiankedechenmo，erhoutatingdaofuxijingpingdanyuqidehuayu：“xiaobudianxianzaizaiyiyuan，weichuxue，hejiuhede。”
guhengzhizhanglezhangzui，yuezhangyueda，lenglehaojiu，caidashengshuo：“yuanlainishichongguanyinuweihongyana!”zheigenanrenshizaitaikepale!guhengzhirenbuzhudalegezhan，xinghao，tagentashiyoufeidi!
fuxijingjiangshoujiyileyi，jiezheshuo：“jiranyaozuo，jiusuoxingzuoda，jianzhugongsiyeyongzijide。nizhaogezhuanyedepinggugongsi，pingguxiajingweijianzhu。”
guhengzhichediwuyule，nannan：“zhenbuzhidaoneinvhaiyoushenmemeili，jingranrangniweitazuodaozheifenshang。”
“guale。”fuxijingguoduanguadiaodianhua。
takaozaiqiangbishang，dianyizhiyan，shenxiyikou，tuchuyigepiaoliangdeyanquan，yanwuliaorao，panshangtajunlangdemeiyan。shiya，tadaodiyoushenmemeilini?lingtarucishichang。jianguoneiyangduodenvren，tabushizuipiaoliangde，bugouwenrou，bugoutitie，piqiyoujueqiang，aishixiaoxingzi，aisajiao，haixihuanshualai。shenzhizaiwunianqian，bugaoerbiehuranxiaoshi。tadaodiyoushenmemeili?lingtazheimeduonianhou，zaicijiandaotashi，neimexinxi，yijiurenbuzhushenshenzhemi。
tadaodiyoushenmemeili?tayebuzhidao，tazhizhidao，yinweineishita，duyiwuerdeta。
hulanchengshuo，zheishijieshangyouyizhongdongxi，tashiduide，tashihaode，zhiyintashizheiyangde。
tayuta，zhengshizheiyangdecunzai。
时针指向十一点半。
yaoshuihaishengxiazuihouyixiaoping，nanfengdexueguanjixi，hushibuganbadiandifangtaikuai。
nanfenghuanhuanzhengkaiyan，toudingdengguangtaimingliang，cidetayouweiweibiyan，zaizhengkai，cetou，fajuezuozaibingchuangbiandefuxijingzhengwangzheta。
“xingle，ganjuehaodianlema?”taweiweiqingshen，yuqiwenrou。
“haoduole，xiexieni，xiansheng。”
fuxijinglianseyibian，shengyinlenglejifen：“zhaoxibei，nihaizhuang!nijiuzhuang!”
nanfengpibeidibilebiyan，qingshengshuo：“wozhenbushiniyaozhaodeneigeren。wotingleide，womenbuyaozaizhenglunzheigehuatile，haoma?”
fuxijingzuichunweidong，meizaibita。
tabushuohua，tayemeikaikou，shineixianruchijiudechenmo，weiyoushuyeguanliyaoshuiliudongdeshengyindidadidaqingxiangzhe。
她闭上眼睛假寐。
“yihoubuzhunzaihejiu。”tahurankaikou，shiburongzhiyideyuqi。
nanfengxiangfanbo，quepayinfagengduodezhenglun，jixujiamei，chenmoshijin。
tayemeizhuizheyaogedafu，jixushuo：“yaoanshichifan。”
她继续沉默。
tadecunjinchi：“buzhunchicijixingshiwu。”
她眉头微蹙。
“yaoanshidaoyiyuanzuoweibujiancha。”
tazhengkaiyan，piantoudengta：“woshuoni……”
yangzhuangxionghendeyanshenbeigenglengdemuguangdanhuilai，tazuijiaojinmin，bunuziweidemoyang。tarenbuzhusesuolexia，guaiguaibizui。
zheishi，hushixiaojiezoulejinlai，nanfengsonglekouqi。
“meiyouduoshaole，wozaizheilidengnidawanba。”hushiwangzhediaopingshuo。
zhenshitaishanjierenyileya!
“xiexie，xiexie。”nanfengmangbudiedaoxie。
zhongyudawanle，hushishangqianbazhentou，nanfengsuolesuoshou，tacongxiaojiupadazhen，suoyimeiciganmaonengkangguoqujiukang，yaobujiuningkenmanmanchiyao。
hushijianzhuang，renbuzhuxiaole：“zheimedarenlezenmehaipatengya，biepa，wohenqingde。”zhuaguotadeshou，xunsudibadiaolezhentou。
“mingtianzaodianguolaida。”
“haiyaodaa?”nanfengjinghu。
hushidengletayiyan：“nishiweichuxuejiajixingweiyan，zhishaodedayigelibai!haiyaochiyao。”
nanfengkuzheyizhanglian：“keshi，wojializheilihaoyuana。”
“nengbunengrangyishengkaihaoyao，nadaojiujinyiyuandazhen?”fuxijingwen。
“keyi，genwolai。”hushishuo。
nanfenggangqishen，beifuxijingzuzhile：“nizaizheidengwo。”
tameizaijianchi，suiranhaolexuduo，danweihaishiyinyinyoudianteng，erqiexiaoyanyaofuzuoyongda，tajuedehunshennanshou。
guolehui，tatizheyidadaizideyaohuidaobingfang。
nanfengwen：“duoshaoqian?”
fuxijingtiaomei：“yaogenwosuanzhangma?”
nanfengdiantou：“zheishiyinggaide，nijinwanyijingbangwodamangle，zenmehaoyisizairangnipofei。”
wanwanquanquanbatadangzuolemoshengren，fuxijingnuyishangyong，daodihaishirenzhule，dandanshuo：“jiranyijingqianle，yebuchaduoyijian。zouba，wosongnihuiqu。”
“abuyongbuyong，womeishile，wozijidachezou。”zheigeshihou，napahuayibaikuaidachefei，tadougubushangxintengle。
fuxijingshuo：“zouba。”shuowan，tiqitadebao，lvxianzoulechuqu。
“neige，zhenbuyong……”
tahuitou，wangzhehaichuzaichuangbiandeta，shensedanding，yuqiqueburongjujue：“zenme，xuyaowozaibaonichuqume?”
nanfengtankouqi，momodigenleshangqu。
zaitingchepingkandaofuxijingdecheshi，tabujinlengzhu。neishiyiliangluhu，tebieshuaiqideyueyeche，zhishi，tataitouwangleyanta，yutadexizhuanggelv，youneimedianbuda。
wenledizhi，fuxijingdiaochudaohangyi，fadongyinqing，chesuquefangdebijiaoman。
lingchendejiedao，jianjiananjingxialai，daoluliangpangdeludengyishanerguo，nanfengmianxiangchechuang，wangzhedaotuidejiejingfazheng。zheiyiwan，xiangshizuoleyigemanzhangdemengyiban，ercike，neimenghaizaijixu，fangfoyaoyizhiyizhizuoxiaqu，taxiangxingguolai，xiangzhengkaiyan，fajueyiqiedoumeifashengguo，keyerucimanzhang，mengjingrucidiqingxiyuzhenshi。
“qianfangzuozhuanma?”jijingdekongjianli，xiangqitadexunwen。
nanfenghuishen，wangqiankanlekan：“shide。”
车内又沉寂了下来。
nanfengtaochushouji，meiyouweijielaidian，yemeiyouduanxin，xiangzaiboxiefeifeidedianhua，shouzhienzaipingmushang，youzuoba。
banxiaoshihou，chezizhongyutingzaileyigexiaoqumenkou。
nanfengtiqidongxijimangxiache，shengpatagenzhexialai，yibianguanmenyibianshuo：“xiexiea，manzou!”
“ng，zaijian。”fuxijingmeiyouxiache，zhiweiweicelexiatou。
“manzou!”tahuishouzhongfudao。
tazaixinlitanxiyisheng，zaijian?yuanwomenbuyaozaijian。
cheziquemeiyoulijishizou，gezheboli，tayekanbuqingchucheneideqingkuang，tazhanzaineili，youhuilehuishou，erhouzhuanshenwangxiaoqulimianzou。
fuxijingwangzhetajianxingjianyuandebeiying，ludengjiangtashouxuedeshenyingladexixizhangzhangde，toushezaidimianshang。tazuoshouchengzhemeigu，weiweibiyan，youzhengkai，nannan：“zhaoxibei，huozhejinanfeng，buji，women……lairifangzhang……”
tataimoudaliangleyiyanxiaoqudemingzi，shouhuishixian，fadongyinqing，chezihuajinyesezhong。
yinzaianchudenanfenghuchuyikouqi，youzhanlepianke，caifanhuixiaoqudamenwai，zhanzaimenkou，tadalianglexiaxiaoqudemingzi：xiangxiehuayuan。zheishizheipianquzuigaodangdexiaoqu，takezubuqizheilidefangzi。tazuijiaoqianqiyimokuxiao，zheshenwangqianzou，daomalushangqulanchuzuche。congzheilidaotazhudedifang，zhiyigeqibujiadelucheng。
nanfenghuidaojia，wuneiqiheiyipian，xiefeifeihaimeiyouhuilai，jitadadianhua，yijiuwurenjieting。
nanfengjiangshoujirengzaishafashang，jiangzijiyerenglejinqu，naguoyigebaozhen，gaizailianshang，bishangyan，henpibei，queshuibuzhe。
buzhiguoleduojiu，shoujijianjiaoqilai，zailingchenjijingdekongjianlitebietuwu。
是谢飞飞。
nanfengjieqi，madao：“nizhongyujiqilenihaiyougeshoujima!”
“baobei，bieshengqima，renjiayoubushiguyidela!”xiefeifeizaidianhualisajiao，tashengxianbenjiuwenruan，faqidialai，jianzhirangrenwufazhaojia。
nanfengfangebaiyan，fangruanleyuqi：“niganmaqule，zheimewanhaibuhuilai?”
“wozaihuijiadelushang，daojiagennishuo，wozhengkaicheni，gualea。”
xiefeifeijinmenshi，nanfenggangxiwanzao，zuozaishafashangcatoufa。
takanqilaifeichanglei，shuaidiaogaogenxie，jiangbaorengzaidibanshang，zhenggerendanjinshafali，touzhendaonanfengdetuishang，weiweibiyan，xiangshoubandidigu：“rangwotangyitang，yishenlaogutoudouyaosanjiale。”
nanfengtoufashangdeshuizhudizaixiefeifeidelianshang，tapianlepiantou，tuita：“qikai!”
xiefeifeipantuizuoqi，waizhetoukanta：“zenmela?jinwandehetongmeinaxiama，qiaonibukaixindeyangzi，haolahaola，woyebushiguyibujienidianhuade，weilepeizui，mingerqingnichidacan!”
“无福消受!”
“aiyo，zhenshengqileya!biezheiyangla，woxiawupeizhouyangqupanyanle，wanlezaijulebuchiwanfandabaolingqiu，shoujiyizhigezaicheliwangjinale。”xiefeifeicouguoqu，nielenienanfengdelianjia，youwen，“duile，xianqianshibushiyoushenmejishizhaowoya?”talejienanfeng，ruguobushiyoujishi，yebuhuilianboneimeduotongdianhua。
nanfengbudafanwen：“nixiawubuyongshangban?”
“请假的。”
nanfengtingxiacatoufa，wen：“zhouyangyoushilianle?”
xiefeifeilengleleng，piezui：“nizenmegengebanxianside。”
nanfengyongmaojinbatoufabaoqilai，yifuhentiebuchenggangdeyangzi：“feifei，bushiwobanxian，nizijihaohaohuiyixia，ninayiciqiaobanhuoqingjiabushiweilezhouyang，nizaihaohaohuiyixia，nayicitayuenichuqubushiyinweishilianxuyaorenpei?”
xiefeifeidileditou，shuo：“youshenmeguanxi，zhishaozaitananguoshiyixuyaorenpeideshihouxiangdaoderenshiwo，bushibieren。”
nanfengbagaoyindiao：“shia，shiyideshihoujiuxiangqinile，xiefeifei，xubuxuyaowobangniqidao，qidaotameitiandoushiyi，meiyicilianaidoubudeshanzhonga!”
xiefeifeitaitouwangzheta，cumei：“nanfeng，nijintianzheishizenmele?genchilehuoyaoside!”
nanfengmengdizhanqilai：“wenwozenmele，nizenmebuwenwennizijizenmelea，xiefeifei，nimomoaiyigenanrenaileshisinian，tashidaizihaishiruozhi?lianaitanleyichangyouyichang，doukuaichengqingshengle!taweibibuzhidaonidexinyi?taneishijiazhuangbuzhidao!taxiangshounidechongbai、guanhuai、aimu、suichuansuidaowaijiabuyongfuze!nibatadangweiyi，tani，tabuguoshibanidangshiyishidebeitai!beitainidongma……”
xiefeifeitiaoqilai，lishengdaduanta：“nanfeng!”
tashengyinhenda，shizhendeshengqile，taiyangxuepangdeqingjinzaipifuxiayinyintiaodong，zuijiaoweidou，yachijinyaozaixiazuichunshang，shouzhiweiweijuanquzhe。
lianggerenmianduimianwangzhe，kongjianyishichenji。
xiefeifeipianlepiantou，shouzhimanmansongkai，molebalian，pijuandishuo：“woxianqushuijuele，wanan。”takuaibuzoujinwoshi，tapazijizaidaixiaqu，huikongzhibuzhuqingxu。
nanfengweiweiheyan，shenhuxiyikouqi，yehuilefangjian。
guolehui，tabaozheyigezhentouchulai，quqiaoxiefeifeidemen，qiaosanxia，tingleting，zaiqiaosanxia，tingxia，zaiqiaosanxia。erhoutingxia，buzaiqiao。
dangchutamenjuedingyiqizhudeshihoujiuyuedingguo，ruguoyifangrelelingyifangshengqi，youbuhaoyisikaikoudaoqian，jiuyizheizhongfangshilaitidai。
limianhaowudongjing，tatankouqi，zhengdasuanzhuanshenshi，xiefeifeideshengyinconglimianchuanlai：“jinlai。”
wuzilimeikaideng，xiefeifeijingjingzuodibanshang，nanfengzaitashenbianzuoxia，shenqiule，mudibanshangliangliangde，taqingshengshuo：“feifei，duibuqi。wojintianxinqingyoudianluan。”
xiefeifeiyaotou：“nanfeng，wobushishengnideqi，woqideshi，nijujudoushidashihua，jujuqiaodaowoxinkan，wozhaobudaoyoulidehualaifanbo。”tazichaodiqianqianzuijiao，“hehe，nishuodehendui，zaizhouyangyanli，wojiushigebeitai，bu，lianbeitaidousuanbushangni，renjiabeitaiyezongyoufuzhengdeyitian，erwo，dingduoshizijifanjian，shashaditieshangqu。”
“飞飞……”
“suoyiwobuguaini，wozhidaonishixintengwo。keshinanfeng，womeibanfaya，zhenmeibanfaa，woxihuanletaneimeduonian，congwozhidaonannvyoubiekaishiwojiuxihuantale，shiduonianle，woyeshiguorangzijifangshou，keshiwofangbulea。dagaiwoshangbeiziqiantadeba。”xiefeifeikuxiaozhe，tashengyindidide，zaijijingdeyesezhong，lingnanfengdexinxiangshibeilushuidashileyiban，youshiyouchao。
nanfengmomotanqi，zhouyangzhiyuxiefeifei，zhudingjiushichangtaobukaidejienan。
tabitadaliangsui，zaitashiersuineinianbandaotajiaduimian，zuolelinju。shiersuidexiefeifeihaishigejiaxiaozi，chengtianyulinlijiandeyibangnanhaiziwanyikuai，xiaoquliyouyikebainianlaohuaishu，youcuyouda，zhifanyemao，xiatiandebangwan，zhileduozaishangmianhuankuaidijiaoxiao，raodezaishuxiashizhuoshangwanzhipaiyouxideyiqunhaizixinfanbuyi，jiuyijiandaoshitoubudefangshilaicaiquan，sheishulejiupadaoshushangquganzhile。xiefeifeiyunqibutaihao，shule，paohuijianalailiangyiganzuogongju，zheishutaxiaoshihoumeishaopa，qingcheshuluhenkuaipashangqu，zaishuchashangyongliangyiganluantonglebantian，zhilemeiganzou，queyindexiamianyourenyishengjingjiao，zhizhetadepigudashengshuo，xiefeifei，budelela，nipiguliuxuela!
neitiantachuanletiaobaiseqifenku，manmanqiukaidexuejiyouweimingxian。beizheimeyijingjiao，tahedechadianerjiushuaixialai，zheishiyougetebiezhendingdeshengyinxiangqilai“biehuang，baozheshugan，manmanxialai。”zheigeshengyinhenwenrou，xiangshishengxiatianyelichuifulaideyizhenqingfeng，jiangneixiecaozafenluandejinghushenggekai，xiefeifeidexinbeineiwenrouzhendingdeshengyinanfuxialai，tagenzheneishengyindezhishi，manmandi、manmandi，anquanzhelu。
gangzhanwen，tapobujidaishenshouqumopigu，yikan，shouzhishanghonghongde，ta“wa”yishengkuqilai，neigeshengyinhuranyouzaierbianxiangqi“biekule，bushishoushang……”tazhanzaitamianqian，shenseguguaidikanletayiyan，huranqianguotadeshou，bokaiweizaitamianqiandejigenanhaizi，kuaibulikai。
huijiadeyilushang，xiefeifeichouqizhebutingwenta，bushishoushangweishenmewozailiuxuea……weishenmea……woshibushikuaisilea……
talianweiweihongle，dishengshuo，huijiawennimamaba。keshitamamashangbanqulebuzaijia，tadunzaimenkoubukenjinqu，youwuwukuqilai。tawunai，zhuanshenjinwu，guolepianke，nalebaodongxichulai，saijintashouli：“biekule，nimeiyoushoushang，yebuhuisi，nishilai……chuchaole……zheishiwojiejiede……jiniyong……”tafeikuaidizhuanshen，jinwu，xunsuguanmen。
houzhihoujuedexiefeifeiyidai，toushangfeiguoyiduoheisedemoguyun，lianshunjianhongle。
renzheiyibeizi，youhenduohenduodediyici，yexubuhuimeigediyicidoulingnimingjiyuxin，danduiyunvrenlaishuo，chuchaogenchuyeyiyang，kegumingxin，huijideyibeizi。erzhouyangzheigemingzi，zaixiefeifeideshengmingzhong，bansuizhetadechuchaoerlai，lingtajizhuhou，zaiyewangbudiao。
“haola，bushuole，henwanle，zaodianshuiba，mingtianhaiyaoshangbanni!”xiefeifeiqishen，jiangnanfenglaqi，dakaideng。
“womingtiandasuanqingjia。”
“zenmele，youshi?”xiefeifeijingya，yaozhidaopinmingsanlangjinanfengxiaojiechufeiyoubukenizhuanyinsu，buranconglaidoubuhuiqingyiqingjiade，yinweiqingjiakeshiyaokouqiande!
“meishi，jiushentibutaishufu，xiangxiuxixia。”
“nizenmele?naerbushufu?kanyishenglemei?”xiefeifeijidao。
“jixingweiyan，daguozhenle，xianzaihaoduole。”tameiganshuoweichuxue，paxiefeifeiyouyaotihuangongzuodeshier。
guoran，tashuo：“hejiuhedeba!suoyiwozaojiuquannihuanfengongzuo，suiranzuoyewuyoutichengna，keshinanfeng，nizaihexiaqu，zhendehuibazijiheside!”tamomonanfengdelian，zizedishuo，“wozhenbushigehaojiejie，nidadianhuajiwoshiyidinghennanshouba，woque……”
nanfengxiaozhedaduanta：“wozheibushimeishima。ainikuaiquxizao，wojinwangennishuihaobuhao，dazhendeshihoushuiguole，xianzaishimian，nipeiwoshuohuihua。”
“hao，womenhaojiumeiyouyiqishuileni，womingtianyeqingjia，jinwanpeinihaohaoliaotian。”xiefeifeizhazhayan。
zailianchengniandaxuedeshihou，nanfenggenxiefeifeiyigesushe，chuangaizhechuang，henduogeyewan，lianggerentouaizhetoushuoqiaoqiaohua。sushelisigenvhaizi，tamenlianggeguanxizuihao，chulexinggexiangtou，haiyouyigeyuanyin，xiefeifeishihaichengren，nanfengdemamayeshihaichengren，waipohaizaishishi，meinianshujiatadouzaihaichengduguo，neilisuanshitalingyigeguxiang，yinciganjuetebieqinqie。
“nanfeng，zhende，nikaolvxiahuanfengongzuoba，womengongsiyougeshejishigangcizhi，zhengxuyaozhaoren，wokeyijieshaoniguoqude。”xiefeifeizainyshejizuojianzhushejishi。
nanfengchenmolepianke，caiqingqingshuo：“nizhidaode，daxuewocainianleyinianduo，xuededoushixiepimao，yemeiyoubiyezhengshu，zenmequzuosheji?”
“zhengshubushizuizhongyaode，”xiefeifeiceleceshen，“nihaijidema，womengangjinliandajianzhuxishi，jiaoshoucenggongkaishuoguo，nishitadaiguodejinjijiexueshengli，zuiyoutianfude!nihoulaixiuxue，tatebietebiewanxi，yizhiwennidexiaoxini。”tatankouqi，“nibucongshizheiyixing，woyejuedehenkexi。”
nanfengshuo：“zaiyoutianfuyouzenyang，qinnengbuzhuo，tongli，zailihaidebingren，gezhijiule，yehuishengxiu、feiqidiao。”tayaoleyaozuichun，“erqiewodeqingkuangnizuiqingchu，womameigeyuexuyaodabideyiyaofei，zuogeputongdexiaoshejishi，yagenbugoude。”
xiefeifeishuo：“woyiqianshuoguo，wokeyibangniyiqizhaogunimama，zheihuaxianzaiyijiusuanshu……”
nanfengdaduanta：“feifei，zheixienian，nibawodangqinmeimeiyiyangzhaogu，hao，wochengnideqing，danshi，womamabushinidezeren。nihaixianwoqiannitaishaome?”taxiaolexiao，“woqiannidea，zheibeizidouhaibulele，nandaonihaiyaobawoxiabeiziyeyuyuediao?”
dangnian，tadaizhemamalaidaohaicheng，mamashidunv，waipoqushihou，yixiepangxiqinqiziranyejiushuyulianluo，cengneimeshuxidechengshi，shunjianbianderucimoshengerlengmo，tashenshangsuoyoudejixudouhuazaileyiyuanli，shenzhilianfangzidouzubuqi，zoutouwuluzhixia，tabotonglexiefeifeidedianhua，neishi，tazainiandasan，tamenyijingyinianmeiyoulianxi，kexiefeifeiguadiaodianhuahoulijiganhuilehaicheng，jiangjializheitaoxianzhideliangjushilaofangzideyaochinajileta。guanyutaxiuxuehoushiqulianluodeyinianjianfashengdeshi，tashenmedoumeiyouwen。
xiefeifeituiletuita：“rouma!”
nanfengxiaozhehuanlegehuati。
ye，zailiangrendesiyuzhong，yuelaiyueshen。
“飞飞。”
“wu……”shengyinjiandi，mimihuhude。
“wojintiangentazhongfengle。”nanfengtingdaozijideshengyin，zaianyelihenqinghenqing，daizheweizhan。
沉寂。
“keshi……”tadunledun。
“wozhuangzuoburenshita……”
依旧沉寂。
nanfengpiantou，wangzhexiefeifeichenchendeshuiyan，yaoleyaotou。
chuangwaidetiankong，kuaiyaoliangle，taquezenmeyewufarumian。
taweiweiheyan，zheiyiwanfashengdeshirudianyingban，yizhenyizhenzaitanaohailihuifang。zhidaozheiyike，quanshijiewanlaijuji，yexushibiwukebi，tacaizhongyuganzhimianzijixinzhongyinyuneigerenzhongfeng，ertiaodongdeyutayouguandesuoyoujiyi。
taimoudeneiyike，tazhendeyiweishihegaolechanshengdehuanjue，zenmehuishita?
zheixienianlai，tacongweixiangguoyouyitian，haihuiyutazaicixiangfeng，zaizheiyoushengzhinian。
也许是不敢去想。
ziwunianqiandeneiwanzhihou，tayongjuewangdeyanlei，fengcunlesuoyouyutayouguandejiyi，tayiweizijimaizangdegoushen，yiwangdegouchedi。
kejiyiduoqianghan，tashizuiqitededongxi，tacongbuyinizishendesiweiyuzizhilixingshi，tazhiyaoyixiudaodingdianshuxideqiwei，neixieyuzhixiangguandeyingxiangbianzidongtiaochulai，lingnibiwukebi。
tadeyuyanyudanaobatadangchengmolu，ketadejiyi，duitaqueshineiyangshuxi。
neizhongshuxiganchaoyongerlai，chayidianjiulingtakezhibuzhuziji，tabuzhidaotarendeduojianxin。yinweichuleren，meiyoubiedebanfa。tayutazhijian，zaozaixiangyudeneiyike，jiufenbenglixi。
jiusuanxiangfeng，younengzenyang?
fenmingjinzaizhichi，querugetianya，tashenbian，shitayongyuanbunengzaididadean。