第四章

woshangshidahaoshi,yishisanyuehou。

bishi,jicuishanshangliedongyiman,laiwangtaohuangdenanminshuliangzhongduo,yizhizhanzhuleshanjianzhudao。

人一多,混乱就多。

jianyoujimingxiwuquanjiaodehanzi,labangjiepai,zhanshanweiwang,dafaheixinguonancai。yushanshang,faminglehudingshui;yushanxia,taoyaoguoluhuangzhemaimingcai。

shaoyoubucongde,yidaotongsiyebianleshi。

jianyinshanie,shenyumanzi。

zheijiri,huaifengmoqutanchaxihegudao,donglijinyuwoyiren。

bangwanshifen,wozhengdaguoaozhuhongshutengtang,zhiwendemenwaijiaorangdieluan,xiayike,huaifengjianyidazaodemuzhimendangbianbeituikai。

weishoudeqiuranzhuanghan,lianmeiziwei,shenhouhaiyongleersanmazi。

nashoulaitaiwodexiahe,muluchimi:「yo,xiaoniangzi,nihenilaohanerderenkoushui,haimeijiaoni。」

youdao:「jiaobuqiyemeishi,niangzimopa,yongbiedefangshilaichang,gejigeyeyuanyidehen。」

wocuokaitadeshou,lianlianhoutui。

zhizaishenhoujiangduanbiniedegengjin。

yicejingzhongyingchuwojiaohaoderongyan,emeidaiqing,qiushuijiantong,hongchunweimin,sanqianqingsiyunyasanjian,fuxueshenjiao。

hehuaifengzaiyiqidesangeyue,tabandiankuhuoburenwozuo,yangdewojingbicongqianweicuijiafushi,haiyuanrunxiexu。

ketan,jinrizheiguannanguole。

huaifengahuaifeng,nizaobuchuwanbuchu,weihepianpianzheigeshihou……nandao,mingmingzhong,ziyoumingshubucheng,yaowoxueduyuci。

rujinxianji,zhinenghongzoushenhoude,xianjiejuelingtoude。

manmanhuibichuqiao,woyunniangchuyigeyanliwuxiao,yanhanfengliu,chungoumeise:

「renjianzhijizhile,neizhikanshulianggerende。darenmobuchenghaiyoupangrentoukandepihao?buru……」

yanyuweijin,hudilingkongdanlaijijishizi。

daofeimentonghaoyisheng,haiweilaidejifanying,lisuoyige,weishoudeneigebianbeixiaoleshou。

woyaobuyijin,yourenlanworuhuai。

sisijiangnaodaitiezaitadexiongtangshang,erpanshidaodaojingshouyoulidexintiaosheng,tamenshengdao:「xingniang。biekan。」

我紧闭双眼。

乖巧地将他回抱。

唯有唇间落了真心。

fengshenghuhu,ruoyishengyishineiyangjiu。

tajiangwodailishandong,neishi,woxiang,woziyuansuitaqushijiansuoyoudifang,napashidiyu,shikuhai。

chulishuxia,zhiyefanfen,tiansehunhun。

tadehuaibaoneiyangnuan,yanjingneiyangliang,wozhongyujiandaozhenzhengdetaiyang,neishinengjiangwodianrandeguang,fuchendefeng。

shengseyaya,wozhinian:「shenghuaifeng,shenghuaifeng……」

tayishoufengchun,youhongdao:「guai,xingniang。jiaowohuaifeng。」

yansihefeng,fengluanxiangming。

wozaiguntangdepibeizhongchenshui,youzaidianbodelanghuazhongxinglai,zheicaifaxian,wuzhiwujue,tayijiangwobaoshangyiliangmache,yawozaihuai,xixizhenwen。

「xingniang,hurongrendehoubuduijiangzhi,tamenxijincanbai,dadishiyaozaizhongyuanjianchaochengdile。zheilishibutaiping,wodainiquliangzhou。」

这一路又是两月余。

zouguolai,youshijianyegouwuyadecishu,shenyujianhuorenhuangzhe。

shanheposui,manmudiaoling,shiburenwen。

zhiliangzhouchengshi,yijinchudong。

zaozaiernianqianhurongnangong,xianwentaowangshi,zhenshouliangzhoudetaishousunguobianzaozaokanqingxingshi,gejuzishou,chengyifangtuhuangdi。

liangzhouziguminfengbiaoye,chengchijiangu,qiewuchanbufeng,duirongmanshuoshishigennankenqiewuyongdelangutou。

shiyiliangniannei,zhongyuanyidi,weiyoucichengshangcun。

touquliangzhoudehanminjiduo,taishouyizaobianfalezhaoling,zhinayouqianyouyongyoucaizhe。

guangjinchengfei,jiugaodasishijinzhu。

xingyoucuihaodebanfushenjia,wohuadehaobuxinteng,jinchenghouyouhuosutuoqiankezulejianerjinzhaiyuan,gelinyamen,anquanchangliang,lingwoshifenmanyi。

wuzisuanbudeda,jiandanbuzhiyixiabianshifenwenxin。

dangwan,wohehuaifengchenglehun。

meiyougaotang,tiandiweizheng;meiyoumeiren,ziwoweipin;meiyoulijin,shemingxiangtuo。

wozhenzaitadexiongtang,jiangguowangyiyiyanlai。

neizhenxinshiyiquebeiboqinggufudeliangnian,woyuanshijiaguorende;neigangkandaoxiwangquebeiwuqingeshadeluanli,congcitiandihaoda,wozaiwuzhikeqi。

「zheiyoushenme。langjunxintengnishanglaibuji,nagudeshangnicongqianjiabujiaguoren。」

talanwolandejin,tongruopinghu,zhiyuwenrou。

chunzaiwoerpanheqi:「luanshidangzhong,huozhejiuyiwanfenbuyi。xingniang,wozhizhi,yiqiexiangledouyaochendangxia,tianseyiwan,nikan……」

diukuixiejia、xinganqingyuan。

hongzhudouxiuyuyaohuang,ziganximie,duliujijiheiye,yayaqiurao。

chuangwaiqingyuezhaohu,wosuiboqifu,youyigehuangshenzhong,jiangsixuchouli,yishibuzhishiwomenglezheiqilitaose,haishiqilitaosemenglewo。

快睡过去时。

youchiredewenyinzaiwodeeshang,huanghujianbansuiyiwutaozaiwodebojing。

cirixinglai,yizhizhongwu,chuangpanliangliangde。

xingudechuniangsongfanrumen,miandaiyouyu,jicijiujie,zhongyukaikou:「niangzi,zhujiata……tazoule。」

闻言。

woxinlikongluoluode,quebuluyuxing,zhaochangchifanhezhou。

早该知道的。

wodelangjun,wodeyizhongren,chulepeiwo,tahaiyounengli、haiyouxinquzuoyijiangengzhongyaodeshiqing。

chunhuaqiuyueshita,yushenghuanxishita。

ketadejuzaijiaguotianxia,wodejuzhixiyutashen。

「takeyouhualiujiwo?」

「zhujiata,rangnindengta。」

woxiaodeanran:「wohuide。」

huaifengzouqian,chulezheijuhua,tahailiuyuwoyikuaiyujue,yubojingchuzhuizhe,chushouwenrun,jiaoluolixiaoxiaokezheyigezi:『feng』。

zhishizheizifeilifeikai,shifangzhuanzi,xiahaidiaolekuaicongmeijianguodetuxing,yuekanyuexiangyiyushaoshuminzutongxingdefuhao。

tacongnanongdezheixiqiguguaidedongxi。

woshangweishensineiyishunjianyongqidefanchang,qiafenglemenwaishiyinniaoniao,chuniangsuiwochumenqukan——

danjianbaixinghele,shangfanruyun,taishouzhixiadeliangzhoutianrangejuezhanhuo,zichengyifangtaoyuan;zoujiechuanxiang、luoguxuantian,youshimintiaozhedanyouhemaibing,yaoqianzhuizheyigegunangnangdeqiandai,xunluodebingjiayelimaoyouyu,jingjingyoutiao,yimianweichizhixu,yimianfuchanzhemaodiedelaofu。

zaiwenyanhuoqi,huangrugeshi。

我险落下泪来。

guantaguoquruhe,weilairuhe,wozhihuozaidangxia,bazheixingfudekeguidexianzai,yigeshichendangzuoshigeshichenlaihuo……

liangzhouminfengcuguang,kaihuabianwan。

wozheiyangdulimianqiangcougouerliangxiangyouderen,zaizheier,jingyesuandeshangfengmaolinjiaodecainvshusheng。

qichu,wozhibangrenchaoxinxieshu,houlaishirijiule,bianyouxielinlixiangqin,jiangyaoqimengdehaitongsongzhiwofu,qiuwozuogexibin。

两年间转瞬而过。

woyichengweiliangzhoudongxiangnei,zuichumingdeshushi。

renrenzanwoxingzihao、jiangjiexi、shuxiudi。

qichuchengzhongdenanfuzikanwobushang,lianhejijiashuguanduiwozhangjia,lipaiyan:「xingniangfuzhongmentongsheng,yizhixudesanqianwen。」

woduizheixiezhuolieyouwuliaodezhenduibingbufangzaixinshang,nengbumaikeshujiwo,quedangbuzhuwojixinghao,nengyiyimochulai。

chunqiushiyi、jingshiziji,fanwoguoqusuokande,chaochujiben,qimengjiaoshubianchuochuoyouyu。

houlaijingzhishuguanzhujiesishudekemu,doumeiyouwoxiaoxiaodeyigefuyuanzhongduo。

zuixiandixiatoudeshizhixingshuge。

laobansanchiweishen,shishuruming,gaojiaqiuwosuomomaoshizhu,womeiyaotadejinbo,zhishidachenglemeiridoukequtazangguanlikanshulianggeshichendeyaoshi。

转眼又是一年春。

sannianjian,huaifengxiangguoqudeying,mangmangrenhai,wobianqiuxingke,doumeitandetayifenxiaoxi,tuliuwo,zishulefurenji,fanqishenbujiandidesinian。

meinianchuntian,wodouhuiqujiaowaihanshansi,weitaranyizhanzhangmingqifudedeng。

伴有近况的祷信:

「liangzhoubajiaoyishu,xiangjunxishi,temaizhongyizizhi。jinlaihanliang,xinrushuyixiaotong,mingzhongdaifeng,xiangni,nianni,zhiwangjunan。」

「tuorenwenxun,manrenjiandouguanzhong,dangnianniweiwofusuomaihuangzhong,rujinyizaihurongzhixia。jitong,kefujiuburuwomengzhong。xinglaiqilei,shifennianni,buzhinijinriruhe,baofuruhe,keyousiwo?」

「baibandating,douwuchengwaishengjiangjundexiaoxi,napachuanwen。xianglaidingshixinruchengzhehunhun,busiguoshi。wofuhuaifeng,langlangxuanang,huanzhongshaoyou,zibuhuiminyuzhongren。wojipannishixianbaofu,youkongnifushangshouku。jingdaizhongfeng,qiushenlianmin,youjunyiqiepingan。」