woshangshidahaoshi,yishisanyuehou。
bishi,jicuishanshangliedongyiman,laiwangtaohuangdenanminshuliangzhongduo,yizhizhanzhuleshanjianzhudao。
人一多,混乱就多。
jianyoujimingxiwuquanjiaodehanzi,labangjiepai,zhanshanweiwang,dafaheixinguonancai。yushanshang,faminglehudingshui;yushanxia,taoyaoguoluhuangzhemaimingcai。
shaoyoubucongde,yidaotongsiyebianleshi。
jianyinshanie,shenyumanzi。
zheijiri,huaifengmoqutanchaxihegudao,donglijinyuwoyiren。
bangwanshifen,wozhengdaguoaozhuhongshutengtang,zhiwendemenwaijiaorangdieluan,xiayike,huaifengjianyidazaodemuzhimendangbianbeituikai。
weishoudeqiuranzhuanghan,lianmeiziwei,shenhouhaiyongleersanmazi。
nashoulaitaiwodexiahe,muluchimi:「yo,xiaoniangzi,nihenilaohanerderenkoushui,haimeijiaoni。」
youdao:「jiaobuqiyemeishi,niangzimopa,yongbiedefangshilaichang,gejigeyeyuanyidehen。」
wocuokaitadeshou,lianlianhoutui。
zhizaishenhoujiangduanbiniedegengjin。
yicejingzhongyingchuwojiaohaoderongyan,emeidaiqing,qiushuijiantong,hongchunweimin,sanqianqingsiyunyasanjian,fuxueshenjiao。
hehuaifengzaiyiqidesangeyue,tabandiankuhuoburenwozuo,yangdewojingbicongqianweicuijiafushi,haiyuanrunxiexu。
ketan,jinrizheiguannanguole。
huaifengahuaifeng,nizaobuchuwanbuchu,weihepianpianzheigeshihou……nandao,mingmingzhong,ziyoumingshubucheng,yaowoxueduyuci。
rujinxianji,zhinenghongzoushenhoude,xianjiejuelingtoude。
manmanhuibichuqiao,woyunniangchuyigeyanliwuxiao,yanhanfengliu,chungoumeise:
「renjianzhijizhile,neizhikanshulianggerende。darenmobuchenghaiyoupangrentoukandepihao?buru……」
yanyuweijin,hudilingkongdanlaijijishizi。
daofeimentonghaoyisheng,haiweilaidejifanying,lisuoyige,weishoudeneigebianbeixiaoleshou。
woyaobuyijin,yourenlanworuhuai。
sisijiangnaodaitiezaitadexiongtangshang,erpanshidaodaojingshouyoulidexintiaosheng,tamenshengdao:「xingniang。biekan。」
我紧闭双眼。
乖巧地将他回抱。
唯有唇间落了真心。
fengshenghuhu,ruoyishengyishineiyangjiu。
tajiangwodailishandong,neishi,woxiang,woziyuansuitaqushijiansuoyoudifang,napashidiyu,shikuhai。
chulishuxia,zhiyefanfen,tiansehunhun。
tadehuaibaoneiyangnuan,yanjingneiyangliang,wozhongyujiandaozhenzhengdetaiyang,neishinengjiangwodianrandeguang,fuchendefeng。
shengseyaya,wozhinian:「shenghuaifeng,shenghuaifeng……」
tayishoufengchun,youhongdao:「guai,xingniang。jiaowohuaifeng。」
yansihefeng,fengluanxiangming。
wozaiguntangdepibeizhongchenshui,youzaidianbodelanghuazhongxinglai,zheicaifaxian,wuzhiwujue,tayijiangwobaoshangyiliangmache,yawozaihuai,xixizhenwen。
「xingniang,hurongrendehoubuduijiangzhi,tamenxijincanbai,dadishiyaozaizhongyuanjianchaochengdile。zheilishibutaiping,wodainiquliangzhou。」
这一路又是两月余。
zouguolai,youshijianyegouwuyadecishu,shenyujianhuorenhuangzhe。
shanheposui,manmudiaoling,shiburenwen。
zhiliangzhouchengshi,yijinchudong。
zaozaiernianqianhurongnangong,xianwentaowangshi,zhenshouliangzhoudetaishousunguobianzaozaokanqingxingshi,gejuzishou,chengyifangtuhuangdi。
liangzhouziguminfengbiaoye,chengchijiangu,qiewuchanbufeng,duirongmanshuoshishigennankenqiewuyongdelangutou。
shiyiliangniannei,zhongyuanyidi,weiyoucichengshangcun。
touquliangzhoudehanminjiduo,taishouyizaobianfalezhaoling,zhinayouqianyouyongyoucaizhe。
guangjinchengfei,jiugaodasishijinzhu。
xingyoucuihaodebanfushenjia,wohuadehaobuxinteng,jinchenghouyouhuosutuoqiankezulejianerjinzhaiyuan,gelinyamen,anquanchangliang,lingwoshifenmanyi。
wuzisuanbudeda,jiandanbuzhiyixiabianshifenwenxin。
dangwan,wohehuaifengchenglehun。
meiyougaotang,tiandiweizheng;meiyoumeiren,ziwoweipin;meiyoulijin,shemingxiangtuo。
wozhenzaitadexiongtang,jiangguowangyiyiyanlai。
neizhenxinshiyiquebeiboqinggufudeliangnian,woyuanshijiaguorende;neigangkandaoxiwangquebeiwuqingeshadeluanli,congcitiandihaoda,wozaiwuzhikeqi。
「zheiyoushenme。langjunxintengnishanglaibuji,nagudeshangnicongqianjiabujiaguoren。」
talanwolandejin,tongruopinghu,zhiyuwenrou。
chunzaiwoerpanheqi:「luanshidangzhong,huozhejiuyiwanfenbuyi。xingniang,wozhizhi,yiqiexiangledouyaochendangxia,tianseyiwan,nikan……」
diukuixiejia、xinganqingyuan。
hongzhudouxiuyuyaohuang,ziganximie,duliujijiheiye,yayaqiurao。
chuangwaiqingyuezhaohu,wosuiboqifu,youyigehuangshenzhong,jiangsixuchouli,yishibuzhishiwomenglezheiqilitaose,haishiqilitaosemenglewo。
快睡过去时。
youchiredewenyinzaiwodeeshang,huanghujianbansuiyiwutaozaiwodebojing。
cirixinglai,yizhizhongwu,chuangpanliangliangde。
xingudechuniangsongfanrumen,miandaiyouyu,jicijiujie,zhongyukaikou:「niangzi,zhujiata……tazoule。」
闻言。
woxinlikongluoluode,quebuluyuxing,zhaochangchifanhezhou。
早该知道的。
wodelangjun,wodeyizhongren,chulepeiwo,tahaiyounengli、haiyouxinquzuoyijiangengzhongyaodeshiqing。
chunhuaqiuyueshita,yushenghuanxishita。
ketadejuzaijiaguotianxia,wodejuzhixiyutashen。
「takeyouhualiujiwo?」
「zhujiata,rangnindengta。」
woxiaodeanran:「wohuide。」
huaifengzouqian,chulezheijuhua,tahailiuyuwoyikuaiyujue,yubojingchuzhuizhe,chushouwenrun,jiaoluolixiaoxiaokezheyigezi:『feng』。
zhishizheizifeilifeikai,shifangzhuanzi,xiahaidiaolekuaicongmeijianguodetuxing,yuekanyuexiangyiyushaoshuminzutongxingdefuhao。
tacongnanongdezheixiqiguguaidedongxi。
woshangweishensineiyishunjianyongqidefanchang,qiafenglemenwaishiyinniaoniao,chuniangsuiwochumenqukan——
danjianbaixinghele,shangfanruyun,taishouzhixiadeliangzhoutianrangejuezhanhuo,zichengyifangtaoyuan;zoujiechuanxiang、luoguxuantian,youshimintiaozhedanyouhemaibing,yaoqianzhuizheyigegunangnangdeqiandai,xunluodebingjiayelimaoyouyu,jingjingyoutiao,yimianweichizhixu,yimianfuchanzhemaodiedelaofu。
zaiwenyanhuoqi,huangrugeshi。
我险落下泪来。
guantaguoquruhe,weilairuhe,wozhihuozaidangxia,bazheixingfudekeguidexianzai,yigeshichendangzuoshigeshichenlaihuo……
liangzhouminfengcuguang,kaihuabianwan。
wozheiyangdulimianqiangcougouerliangxiangyouderen,zaizheier,jingyesuandeshangfengmaolinjiaodecainvshusheng。
qichu,wozhibangrenchaoxinxieshu,houlaishirijiule,bianyouxielinlixiangqin,jiangyaoqimengdehaitongsongzhiwofu,qiuwozuogexibin。
两年间转瞬而过。
woyichengweiliangzhoudongxiangnei,zuichumingdeshushi。
renrenzanwoxingzihao、jiangjiexi、shuxiudi。
qichuchengzhongdenanfuzikanwobushang,lianhejijiashuguanduiwozhangjia,lipaiyan:「xingniangfuzhongmentongsheng,yizhixudesanqianwen。」
woduizheixiezhuolieyouwuliaodezhenduibingbufangzaixinshang,nengbumaikeshujiwo,quedangbuzhuwojixinghao,nengyiyimochulai。
chunqiushiyi、jingshiziji,fanwoguoqusuokande,chaochujiben,qimengjiaoshubianchuochuoyouyu。
houlaijingzhishuguanzhujiesishudekemu,doumeiyouwoxiaoxiaodeyigefuyuanzhongduo。
zuixiandixiatoudeshizhixingshuge。
laobansanchiweishen,shishuruming,gaojiaqiuwosuomomaoshizhu,womeiyaotadejinbo,zhishidachenglemeiridoukequtazangguanlikanshulianggeshichendeyaoshi。
转眼又是一年春。
sannianjian,huaifengxiangguoqudeying,mangmangrenhai,wobianqiuxingke,doumeitandetayifenxiaoxi,tuliuwo,zishulefurenji,fanqishenbujiandidesinian。
meinianchuntian,wodouhuiqujiaowaihanshansi,weitaranyizhanzhangmingqifudedeng。
伴有近况的祷信:
「liangzhoubajiaoyishu,xiangjunxishi,temaizhongyizizhi。jinlaihanliang,xinrushuyixiaotong,mingzhongdaifeng,xiangni,nianni,zhiwangjunan。」
「tuorenwenxun,manrenjiandouguanzhong,dangnianniweiwofusuomaihuangzhong,rujinyizaihurongzhixia。jitong,kefujiuburuwomengzhong。xinglaiqilei,shifennianni,buzhinijinriruhe,baofuruhe,keyousiwo?」
「baibandating,douwuchengwaishengjiangjundexiaoxi,napachuanwen。xianglaidingshixinruchengzhehunhun,busiguoshi。wofuhuaifeng,langlangxuanang,huanzhongshaoyou,zibuhuiminyuzhongren。wojipannishixianbaofu,youkongnifushangshouku。jingdaizhongfeng,qiushenlianmin,youjunyiqiepingan。」