第1章

benwenjiakong,benwenjiakong,benwenjiakong。

zhongyaodeshiqingshuosanbian,ruyouleitongchunshuqiaohe。

yuewenqianqingzaicichujicunhaodanao。

1966年

京市,姜家洋楼

yemusihe,langyuedangkong,rouhedeyueguangsaluozaierloujiangmiandefangjianzhizhong,cishi,beiyueguanglongzhaoqizhongdejiaorenerxiuqidemeitoujinjincuzhe,etoushangbumanlexiximimidehanzhu,tahaosizhengzaizuoyichanglingrenhenshikongbudeemeng。

忽然

jiangmianzimengzhongxinglai,meimousiguhuanshizhezhenggefangjian,dangtajiezhuzhemenglongdeyueguangkanqingxianzaisuochudehuanjing,yanlimimanshangleyicengmimangzhise,jihuxiayishidituokouerchu:

“zheishiji**nalaile?”

tajidehenqingchu:mingmingganghetasuozaimoshiguangmingxiaoduidesuoyouyinengzhemenwaichuxunzhaowuziguilai,huidaozijidezaijidilidedudongbieshuxiuxi,zajiushuiyijuedegongfujitahaihuanlegeshijieni?

tashenshenxileyikouqi,lianshangliuluchulexingfendeshense,mengranqishenjiuyaoxiachuang,jieguonaozhongturanchuanlaiyizhenxuanyun,jinjiezheyidaduanyidaduanbushuyutadejiyiyongrudaoletadenaohaizhong。

差不多过去了十分钟

tazhongyushijiangzheigetongtatongmingtongxingyejiao‘jiangmian’dejiyijijieshouwanbile,zailianxiangqigangzaishuimengzhongmimihuhuzuodeneigemeng,tayouxiehuangran,pantuizuozaichuangshang,danshouzhichengzhezijidexiabasisuo,zuibahaididigugude:

“e,yuanlaiganggangneibushimeng,shilingyiduanjiyia。”yuezhenglijiyi,tayuechajuedaolenalibuduijing。

xiayimiao,tadelingguangyishan,lianshangluchuyuanlairucidebiaoqing,tajiushuonalibuduijing,duishangle,duishangle,yuanlaitazheibushichuanyueershichuanshuya!

meicuo,jiangmiandejieshoulishifeichanggaode,jieshounaohaizhongjiyideshihoutajiuyijingwanquanjieshoulezijichuanyuezheijianshi,xiangbineigedaochudoushichoulousangshi,kongqizhongwushiwukedoumimanzheyigulingrenzuoou,suoyouziyuanduanshijianneibunengzaishengdemoshi,duiyuzheigeshijietadejieshoudujianzhibuyaotaihao。

yinweitazhongyunenggouzaicikeyixiangshoudaorenleiyuanzhiyuanweidemeishile,tianzhidao,zaimoshisuizheshijiandetuiyi,napatazheizhongmoshichuqi、yiwaijihuozuchuanyuzhuolingquankongjian,bingcunyouhailiangwuzideren,jingguozhangshijiandexiaohao,nengchideyejihusuoshengwujile。

haozaitahaiyoumuxiheshuixiyineng,zheirangtaguodeyaobiqitayinengzhedouhaoyixie,danwentishi,moshihenduozhongzidoubianyijihuale,jibianyoumuxiyewufacuishengchuzhengchangdezhiwulai,zheijiudaozhi,tamenkechideshiwudoushiquleyuanbendeweidao。

jiangmianxianzaidexinqingfeichangdehao,ruguotameifaxianzijishichuanshudehua,xinqingzhijiehuihaodaobao,daodihaishishoulebushaoyingxiangde。

不为别的?

neishiyinweitachuandezheibenmingzi《niandaizhenqianjintashiwanrenmizhentuanchong》dexiaoshuozhong,tingzheigemingzijiuyouxierangrenshangtou,wentishitazheigeshentideyuanshenta,ta,shigejiaqianjina,haishixiachangxiangdangcanliedeneizhongjiaqianjin。

zheibenxiaoshuohaishitamenyinengxiaoduideqizhongyimingchenmiwangluogouxuexiaoshuodeduiyuantuijianjitade,dangshikandaopaohuijiaqianjingentatongmingqidejiangmianchayidianmeibaneibenshujisile,nengcushitayaoyaqiechibaneibenxiaoshuowanquanshixiangkanyikanneixieyongsuoweizhujiaotuandaodihainengganchuduoshaochushengburudeshiqinglai。

zuihouma,ziranshimeirangtashiwangde,kanxiaoshuodeshihouzhiweitongtatongmingdepaohuijiaqianjinmingbuping,henbunengtitahaohaodeshoushiyifanzhujiaotuanderen。

rujinbutongle,tajingranchengleneigepaohuijiaqianjin,jiangmianyilianlengyi,shuangshouzhiguanjiebeitayade“kakaka”zuoxiang,tadeyanligengshitouzheyiguyueyueyushideqidaishenqing。

jiangmiankuaisudecongnaohaizhongzhongxinguoleyixianeibenxiaoshuodeneirong,dangranle,rangtaganjuedaobushuangdezidongjilveleguoqu,zhuyaozhongdianhaishifangzaixianzaideshijianxianshang。

zheiyangxiangzhetakuaisutaitoukanleyiyanwoshineiqiangshangguazhederili,shangmianxianshideshijianshi1966nian6yue5ri,kandaozhunquederiqi,tabuzaiquguanzhuhoumiandejuqing,ershizhijiezhaodaoleyuzhixiangguande。

kanwanneironghou,jiangmianshuchuleyikouqi,taishoupailepaizijidexiongfu,dishengziyu:“haihao,haiyouyixieshijianjizijishaozuozhunbei。”

yuanxiaoshuozhongduizhenqianjinguilaideshijianxiedefeichangqingchushi1966nian6yue26ri,zheijiushuomingle,hailiujileta20tianlaizuozhunbei,zijikebushiyuanzhu,juebuhuibeijiangzhixinganqingyuandequzuoweizhujiaotuanpulu、gengbuhuishoubaibudangnvzhuduizhaozudepaohui。

zheiyangxiangzhedetongshi,jiangmianzixiganzhileyixiazijidekongjianheyineng,suishuoyinengdoujiangdaolesanji,tayemeijuedetaiwanxi,zuizhuyaodeshitakongjianzhongdelingquan,wuxianjingzhichucuncangkubieshu,zhuangyuan,siheyuan.....yijigezhonggeyangdexiandaihuagongchangdouzaibushuo,haiduolehaojibaimuheitudi、guoyuan、muchang、shanchuanheliu,lianmianbujuedefengluanshanmai……haosiyifangminixiaoshijie。

jiangmianganzhidaozheixiejianzhidaxiguowang,chadianmeigaoxingdecongchuangshangbengdaqilai,jiulianchuanyuechengleshuzhongxiachangqicandepaohuijiaqianjindailaidebiemendouchongsanlegeganjing。

youlezheixiejiudaibiaoletajibianshihuanleyigezhanxindeshijie,douyouzugoudediqirangzijihuochujingcailai。

rucixiangzhe,jiashangtadeqingxuqueshiyouxiejidong,jixushuijueshibukenengjixushuijuedele,tataitouchaozhechuangziwangqu,yueguangmenglong,zhenghaofangbianletaxianjizijinongyixiezibenlai。

jiangmiankuaisuxiachuanghuanleyitaoyifu,ruxiaomaoerbanqingyingdechuletadewoshi,chaozhesanlouerqu,touguohunhuangdedengguangtayibianshunzheloutiwangshangzou,yibiansichuguanchazhezheizuoyijingyongyoubainianlishidejiangjiayangloushehuadezhuangxiu。

xinlijingtanbuyi:wuyichubutouluzhetadefuguishehua,qiangbishangguazhedemingguizihua,suichubaifangdeguwanciqi......jiulianloutifushoudoushichunjindazaode,gengbuyaoshuosanlouweilanshanghaixiangqianzheqicaibaoshi。

“ze,zhendeshifuguimirenyan,buguozheipotiandefugui,shuoshenmejintianwodouyaoxiangshouyibade。”

bieguaijiangmiankanzhileyan,zouguosanlouzoulangmeirenzhushenshouqufumoleneiyijianjianjiazhilianchengdebaijian,tayuanbenshenghuodeshijie,moshiqiandetajiushichushenputongxiaokangjiating,meijianguoshenmezhenzhengdefugui!

yidaomoshi,zhengtianbushixunzhaowuzijiushidasangshi,xiangtazheizhongputongren,kongzhibuzhuzijishouwangkongjianshoudeneixiejinyinzhubaoshade,yedoushishangchangjutaishoumaide,xiangbiyanqiankandaode,zhendebuzhiyiti!