第1章
cihunjinianriqianxi，hunmishiniandezhiwurenlaogongturanyoulesuxingdejixiang。
woriyeshouhouchuangbian，dasuandiyishijianbashiguanchenggongdexiaoxigaosuta。
quezaiqianwangcizhensiqifudelushang，ouyudangnianlaogongchehuodezhaoshisiji。
他和我说：
“dangnianneichangchehuo，qinxianshengyeyouzeren。”
“ruguobushitamangzhegenfujiadeyunfuqinremeikanlu，woyebuhuilaibujicaichachejiuzhuangguoqu。”
“xinghaoneiyunfupinganshengxiahaizi，dengqinxianshengxingle，tamenjiunengyijiatuanjule。”
womeiyounao，momoqufuchankezuolerenliushoushu。
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“你要拿掉？”
fuchankedejiangyishengtuiletuiyanjing，tigaoshengdiao，“zhongleshijicihaoburongyichenggong，nibushiyizhixiangyaogexiwangma？”
“zaishuo，nilaogongliuzaikulide**yijingyongguang，yaoshinadiaozheigejiuzai…”
“meishi，takuaixingle。”
wokusexiaoxiao，“yexurenjiabingbuqipanwoduzilidehaizi。”
jianwozhiyiruci，jiangyishengzhinengtuoxie。
zuozaishoushushimenwaidenghoudejianxi，xindiyongqiyigubeiliang。
xiangyiwangshouleweiquneiyang，wobotongleqinyuededianhua。
tachehuohunmihou，wojiushiduizhe“dianhuawurenjieting”delengmonvyinqingsuneixin。
没曾想这次通了。
woxinliyigedeng，nanbuchengqinyuezhenxingle？
kejiexialaidewenrounvshengrangworuzhuibingjiao。
woxianggexinxudezei，zhinenghuangchengbaoxiangongsitangsaiguoqu。
“baoxianpeifu？”nvrenchensidao，“zhiqianyiwaixiande200wanbushiyijingdadaowozhangshanglema？”
“doushinianguoqule，buhuiyouchushenmewentileba？”
wocongcongyilixinghuifangweiyouguaduandianhua。
心口一片冰凉。
qinyuechehuohou，wobujinmeishoudaoyifenqianpeifu，haidaledabanshenjiaqujitashoushuhefujian。
dandanzheishiniandezhuyuanfeidouchaoguo30wan。
yuanlaitazaojiqingrenmaileyiwaixian，200wanzugouwocizhi，buzaixuyaorenshouyaozhuijianpantuchudezhemo。
hushiqingshengtixing，shuqianzhunbeiyijingzuohao。
wotangshangbinglengdeshoushutai，jinshuqijuzaiyanqianhuangzhehanguang。
mayaobuzhong，dangwoganshoudaopeitaizitineibolideshunjian，haishirenbuzhuluolelei。
woshidingke，zaihunqianjiuheqinyuedachenggongshi。
enaitianmileshinian，zhidaotachuchehuo，wocaimingbairenshengwuchang。
congkuliquchudongjing，fanfuzhongjinzigong，chijinkutouzhiweijirenshengliuxiaxiwang。
gengpanzhezheihaizinenghuanxingtadefuqin。
wanwanmeixiangdao，qinyueyuanlaizaojiuyouyigehaizi，daojintianyinggaikuaimanshisuile。
手术进程很快。
womayaoxinghou，jiubeihushituizhelunyisongchushoushushi。
tapengzhepouxialaidexuetuanzhunbeinaquchuli，wokanzheshangtou“yiliaofeiwu”sigezixintongnandang。
zuizhongjuedingzijisongqub3cengdefenhuajian。
tuizhelunyijindianti，shenhouturanchongguolaiyigeheiying，jiangwozhuangdecefanguoqu。
huailidesuliaodaigulugulugundaoyibian。
shigeshisuizuoyoudexiaonanhai，wuzhezhuangtengdetuihenghengjiji。
“你慢点跑。”
nvrendeshengyinyouyuanjijin，wohoubeifanqiyizhenliangyi。
niutoukanjianneizhangbaoyangdeyidelian，qingxiubaijing，sihaokanbuchushishisuihaizidemama。
“熙熙没撞伤吧？”
tajiangerzibaojinhuaili，jinzhangchakanxigaishangshi。
taiyanyuwoduishihouxianshiyizheng，henkuaihuanshangdetidexiaorong。
“baoqiana，haizibijiaodiaopi，meishangzheninba？”
shuozhetabianguolaifuwo，shenshanghunhezhexiaodushuiheyiwuqingxinjideweidao。
neishiqinyuebinghaofudeweidao。
zhijianbingliang，jingjianshenchubohan，wochongtachelechezuijiao。
lunyishuaidaoqiangjiaobeizhuanghuai，wozhinengbuxingqufenhuajian。
zhengdangwozouguoquxiangjianqineisuliaodaishi，yishuangjiaozhandingzaiwomianqian。
“你是…温迎？”
wozhenglengtaitou，duishangqinyuejingchashuangyan。
“neihaizizhuangzhenile？biegentazhiqihaoma？”
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秦越醒了。
juzhediaopinggenzaimuziliangshenhou，bulvpanshanquemianluciai。
qianjitiantayousuxingjixiangshi，yishengjitazuolequanmiantijian。
“真是奇迹。”
“qinxianshengwochuangshinian，jiroujuranmeiyouweisuodejixiang，guliangyebaochidebucuo。”
“haishiduokuilenimeitianjianchijitazuo**，maigezhongjiangubugaideyingyangpina！”
yixiangdaoqinyuexinglaihou，jiunenglvxinggenwohuanyoushijiedenuoyan。
ruotazhidaodingkedewoyijinghuaiyun，huibuhuigaoxingdetiaoqilai？
可事与愿违。
worouzhetuishangdeyuqing，“zheihaizihengchongzhizhuanghaibuzhicuo，nirangwojiuzheimesuanle？”
yipangdenanhaizaiduiwo“lvelvelve”dibanguilian。
无名火骤起。
“qinyue，nitingyouyourongrenyalianga！zhiqiansheishangzhewoyidingdiannidouheilian，jintianzheishizenmele？”
“bienao。”tarouroutaiyangxue，“wohunmigangxing，buxiangreneimeduomafan。”
“zaishuole，neibujiushigehaizima？taneixiaoshenbanzhuangnikebinitengduole…”
“nidou40duole，nengbunengbieneimejijiao？”
是啊，我40了。
zheishinianlai，wojingjingyeyegongzuozhengqian，xiabanhaidelaiyiyuansihouqinyuecashen**。
buganxiuxi，lianjiabandouzhinengzaibingfangtiaodengyezhan。
zaojiuaodemianselahuang，yanzhongwuguang。
ertashenhoudenvrenkanzhebuguo30chutou，200wanbuchangkuandezirunguoranfeibixunchang。
“hao。”wochuimoukuxiao。
qinyuequebufayiyan，muguangbuzizhudibeimuziliangxiyin。
“aiya，zenmenongdezheimezang？”
nvrenchezhenanhaizhanmanxuejideyibai，mianluxiane。
nanhaipiepiezui，shenshouzhilezhiwo，“tadezangdongxi。”
qinyuepiantou，muguangluozaijiaobiandesuliaodai。
meidengwofushenjianqi，biantaiqiyijiaochuaifeidaolajitongpang。
“nishuoni，penggeexinrendewanyizhaoyaoguoshiganshenme？”
wozhengleng，xinchenjingudi。
yanqiandenanren，zaibushineigeyuwoenaishinian，chuchuqianjiudehaozhangfu。
“抱歉。”
worenzhexiaofuzhuitong，wanyaojianqineigesuliaodai。
zhiqishentongdaoliansecangbai，qinyuexintengzhoumei，shenshouxianglaifuwo。
却被我侧身闪开。
“meishiba？nilianseyoudiancha…”
woyaoyaotou，“neihaizishanglexigai，deganjinqugukekankan。”
wenyan，qinyuediandiantouchouhuishou。
juzhediaopinggenzaimuziliangshenhou，yibuyidundilikaidiantikou。
wozhanzaifenhuajiannei，cangneigundongzhexiongxiongliehuo。
nachucongcizhensiqiulaidepinganfu，hesuliaodaiyiqitoulejinqu。
shoujizhouranxiangqi，shizhiqianjiqinyuezuotijiandeyisheng。
“qintaitai，womenzaininxianshengdebaogaozhongfaxianleyichang，”
“youyuhuangfeishijiantaizhang，tade**jirouyouweisuojixiang，kenengzaibunengrendao。”
“xiwangnintiqianzuohaoxinlizhunbei。”
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huidaobingfang，neinvrenyijingzoule。
wozaitanshimingdanshangkandaotademingzi，yangshu。
zhuoshangbohaodechengzi，chuangdisanluodewanjuche，wofandaochenglebingfanglizuigegeburudecunzai。
jianwojinmen，qinyueshouqishoujicongchuangshangzuoqilai。
mianshangguazhedexingfuxiaoronghaiweilaidejituiqu。
“都处理好了吧？”
tashuodeyinggaishineigesuliaodai，womenganglikairenshidehaizi。
我木讷地点点头。
“gangcaideshi，woyuqizhongle。”
qinyuejiangwodeshouchuaijinhuaili，jiuxiangcongqianneiyangxiximosuozhe。
“siguoyici，wozhixiangpingpingdandanguorizi。”
“buxiangzaifashengshenmeyiwai，gennijiuzheimehaohaodiguowanzheiyisheng。”
shuozheihuashi，tayandishanshuozheleihua，yanshenchengkendaowanquanbuxiangjiade。
ruowoshenmeyebuzhidao，xingxuhuigandongdetongkuliuti。
kecishi，wozhijuedexindiyizhenehan。
qingqingchouhuishou，bingfanglideqifenbiandegangaqilai。
qinyuelianshangyouxieguabuzhu，yiweishixianggeshinianrangwomenguanxibiandemosheng。
tabazhuoshangdetanghewangwozheibiantuiletui。
“gangchuguodezhutitang，nichangchang。”
kewobuxiyouni，gangliuchanwangengshifanexin，buyoudepianguotouganouqilai。
qinyuejianzhuang，limashenshoudizaiwoxiabachu，sihuxiangjiezhuwodeoutuhuiwu。
“meishi。”woqiangrenweilifanyong，dangkaitadeshou。
他显得更尴尬了。
budeyishuoxiaolaihuoyueqifen。
“zenme？nihuaidesheidehaizi？”
我一怔，面露土色。
“wokaiwanxiaode…”，qinyueyouxiebuzhisuocuo，“zheibushigangjiedaodongjingkudedianhua，wenwohaiyaobuyaojixudongjingma？”
“wojidezhiqiandonglebushao，zenmedoumeile？”
“用了。”
wodandandao，“douyongle。”
“nikenshengle？”qinyueyandiyichujingxi，jidongdaoshengyindoufazhan，“wodenglezheimejiu，zhongyunenggenniyougehaizilema？”
“可都失败了。”
huayingangluo，qinyuebianxianggexieqipiqiusiditanruanzaichuang。
banshangyoupinghuanqingxulaianweiwo。
“meishi，fanzhengwoyexingle，zhiyaoniyuanyiwomenhaiyoudabajihui。”
“kewodou40duole…”
“xianzaideyiyuanjishuneimefada，zhiyaozanmenjianchiduanlianbushenti，yidingnengchenggongde。”
wogouchunxiaoxiao，“nineimexiangyaohaizi，weishenmebulingyangyige？”
“neizenmenengyiyang？congniduzilishengchulaide，kendingbiqitayaojinguia！”
wobuzaijiehua，qifenzhongxinxianrubingdian。
qinyuecongzhentoudifanchuyibenzazhi。
“wozhidao，zheishiniannizhaoguwodanjingjielv，rendouaoshoulejiquan。”
“ganghaoguojitianjiushiwomendecihunzhounianjinian，wodasuanhaohaocaobanqilai，yesuanshiqingzhuwozhonghuoxinsheng。”
“zanmenjiehundeshihou，womeijiniyigezhengshidehunli…zheierdehunshaniyaoshiyoukanshangde，wolimarangrendingzhilesonglai！”
wokanzhezazhishangxingxing**denianqingmote。
hunshayangshiwuhuabamen，kandewoyanjingdouhuale。
fandaoneitiaofensefuguduanmianhunshashi，woyixiajiuzhuyidaolezuoxiajiaodeaixinbiaoji。
kanlaiwobingfeifankaizheibenzazhidediyigenvren。
“就它吧！”
wozhizheneitiaofensehunshaxiaole。
zouchubingfang，hushilanzhuwo。
“qinxianshenggangsuxingmeiduojiu，shuangtuixingdongnenglihaimeihuifu，qianwanbunengguoyucaolao。”
“会怎么样？”
“qixueyudu，banshenbusui。”
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yizhouhou，cihunzhounianjiniandangtian。
qinyuekaichesongwodaoyanhuichangdi，xiacheshishuangtuifaruan，butingrouanyaojian。
womeishuoshenme，zhishicaocaoguanxinlejiju。
binkeluxuruxi，woshenchuanchangfuzaimenkoujiedai。
wutaideledpingfanfubofangzhewomendehezhao，youxieyijingfanhuang。
dengjizhaoshang，wozhazheliangtiaomahuabian，piantouyixiangqinyuedejianbang。
womenmeiyouhunli，yemeiyoupaiguoxiangyangdehunshazhao。
jiajiqinyueshi，tabuguoshisiqidexiaozhiyuan，liancailidounabuchulai。
benlaiwojialibingbutongyizheimenhunshi。
shiwokanzaiqinyueweirentitiewenrou，zaidezhiwoyinshentiyuanyinxuanzedingkehou，haishijianchiyaoquwoweiqi。
meiyouqiuhun，meiyoujiezhi。
chuledengjidangtianpaidehezhao，jiuzhishengyishuhongmeigui。
beiwoshaichengganhuagufenghoudaizaishoushang，peilewojinershinian。
turanbeitiwenshengzhongduansixu。
“ai，nizheihunshazhaoshizainalibupaide？huazhuangshijishuzhenhao，banihuadeneimenianqing？”
pengyoudehuarangwomengrantaitou。
shuodadehaibaoziyanhuitingliangcexuxuzhankai，“wo“chuanzhebaiseshaqun，kanqilaibudao30sui。
nianqingshinianqing，dankanqilaibiaoqingjiangyinghenbuziran。
shencedeqinyuedaoshijiyizhong30duosuidemoyang，yiyanjiukanchushishinianqianpaisheshoufa。
shunjianmingbai，zheishiaihuanlian。
haibaoshangdenvrenyinggaishiyangshu，zhaopianpaisheshijianshishinianqian，qinyuehaimeichuchehuodeshihou。
pengyouduicihenganxingqu，woqueyixinglanshan，fuyanliangjuhouzhuanshenjinhoutaihuanyifu。
qinyueshuo，zheicicihunzhounianjinianyaobujiwoyichanghunli。
suiranshuangfangfumuyijingguqu，tahaishizhaolaiyinanyinvliangminghuatongshangtaisongjiezhi。
kejiuzaiyishikaishiqianmeiduojiu，wozhuangjiantagenyangshuzaiwurenjiaoluolizhengchao。
“nizenmelaile？haibaxixiyedailaile？”
“youwentima？”yangshuduqidao，“tabayaozhongxinbanhunli，zuoerzidebuyinggaichufenlima？”
qinyuetankouqi，“neiniyebunengrangtabanhuatonga！wenyingshangcizaiyiyuanjianguota，kendinghuiqiyixinde…”
“怕什么！”
yangshulenghengdao，“niyaoshineimedanxiao，dangnianjiubuyinggaichuguihaigenwoyoulehaizi…”
womeixinsitingtamenzhengchao，zhuanshentuikaihuazhuangjiandemen。
neitiaofensefuguduanmianhunshajiupingpuzaiyizishang。
shenshouhaiweichupengdaorouruanbuliao，bianbeirenqiangxianyibuduoguobaozaihuaili。
“zheishiwoxianxuande，nimeizigechuan。”
danrantaiyan，duishangyangshuweiyundemeiyan。
“bieyiweinihualehouzhongdezhuangrong，jiunengyanguowodefengtou…shinianqianbuxing，xianzaigengbukeneng！”
wolveweixiaolexiao，chouhuishou。
jianwobingbujingcha，yemeiyouhetazhengbiandeyisi，yangshuyouxiezitaomeiqu。
“kanlainizaojiuzhidaole。”
“yebupagaosuni，shanghuizaiyiyuanzhuangnidejiushiwogenqinyuedeerzi…niyeyinggaimingbaiwomendeganqing，womencaishizhenzhengdeyijiasankou…”
“是吗？”
woyouyoukaikou，“ruguonizhendeneimeai，weishenmezheishinianlicongweilaikanguota？”
“200wanpeichangjin，douhuanbulainiyicitanshi…pianpianzaitakuaiyaosuxingdeshihou，nijiubabaerdiganlaianqianmahou，youshibaotangyoushijutianlunde…”
yangshudelianyizhenhongyizhenbai。
“nibieguan，zhishaoqinyuedebaoxianshouyirendouxiedewoheerzidemingzi。”
“jishiwozuobuchengtafalvyiyishangdeqizi，xixiyeshiqinjiazhangzi，xiangyoujichengquande。”
“nibiexianggentazaishengyigelaifenchong！”
wokanzhemianqianzheizhangqijibaihuaidaotonghongdeqiaolian，xindiyongqiyigulianmin。
ruotazhidaoqinyuezaibunengrendao，shenzhihaihuiyouxiazhitanhuandefengxian，haihuibuhuineimejiandingdixuanzeta？
kewozhishipiepiezui，shenmeyemeishuo。
“签了吧。”
yifenlihunxieyishudidaowomianqian。
“wohenrencile，liemingleshuyunideneibufencaichan…yaoshiyihouxixizhangda，nilianzheixiedoudebudao。”
qinyueyouzijidesichan，duonianlaiwomenhubugansheduifangdecaizhengzhuangkuang。
suoyidangtachehuohunmi，woliantadeyinxingkamimadoubuzhidao。
zhinengyongzijideqiantianjinqu。
rujin，yangshushuoyaopeiwozheishiniandexinkufei。
meidengtajixutaotaowan，wobiantibiqianxialezijidemingzi。
balihunxieyishuhezhiqiandechanjianbaogaodiezaiyiqi，saijinzhuanghunlishicidexinfengli。
“拿去吧！”
yangshusihumeixiangdaowohuirucishuncong，yandixiemanyihuo。
“shiqingyijingdaozheidibu，wozaijiuchanyemeiyouyiyi。”
“yuqichazunimenyijiasankouneihaoziji，haiburunaqianzouren，zhongxinkaishixinshenghuo。”
wozhanqishen，zhaidiaoleshenshangdeshoushi。
“zheitiaohunsha，zheigenanrenwodouliujini。”
diuxiazheijuhua，wobianzaihunlizhuchiyishengshengde“qingxinniangchuchang”zhongdabulikai。
congcemenraochu，chuanguobinkeruleibandezhangshengxingzhimenkou。
yuguangpiejiannannvhuatongpengzhehunlishicizoushangwutai。
yangshuchuanzheneitiaofensefuguduanmianhunshaxiaopaochulai。
话筒坠地发出闷响。
qinyuetuidaonanhai，duoguolihunxieyishu.
“这是什么？”