第1章

xiajia,kongkuangdeyingyinshili。

xiaanranquansuozaishafashang,shuangyankudetonghong。

buyuanchupingmuli,dianyingdenvzhujiaoganggangduizhecishengzuiaiderenshuochulezuihouyiju:“woaini。”

是告白,也是遗书。

xiaanrananleanyinyinzuotongdexinzang,buyoudexiangqileziji。

tongyangchanruodeshenti,tongyangshenshendeanlianzheyigeren……

zheishi,yingyinshidemencongwaimianbeituikai,yigechuanzhebaidaguadenanrenzoulejinlai。

“nixinzangbuhao,buyaokanqingxubodongtaidadedianying。”jimuandeshengyinwenhedihuarutaerzhong。

xiaanranhuitou,jimuandabandeyisibugou,shenshanghaiyouyigudandandelengxiang。

jijiahexiajiashishijiao,weilezhaogucongxiaojiubingruodexiaanran,jimuandaxuexuanzeleyixue。

zhuanyan,tamenyijingxiangyixiangbanzoudaoleershiwusui。

“anran?”jimuanyihuodehuanzhe。

xiaanranhuiguoshen,lazherenzuodaoshafashang:“zhishihaojiumeikanle。”

jimuanmeihuihua,shenshoutanletantadeetou:“youdianshao,xianhuifangjianxiuxiba。”

xiaanrankanzhetazhuanzhuyouwenroudemuguang,guishishenchadiwen:“niyouxihuanderenma?”

jimuanshouyidun,chayidikanxiangxiaanran,guoleyihuierxiaozheshuo:“wodabufenshijiandouzaizhaoguni,nayoushijianxihuanbieren。”

“biexiangqitade,shuiba。”

tazhanqishenhou,daizherenjinlewoshi。

tixiaanrangaihaobeizi,jimuanzhuanshenyaozou。

shouzhiquebeirenzhuaizhu,tahuitou,jiuduishangxiaanranyouyudemuguang:“woyoudianbushufu,pawanshangfare,ninengliuxialaima?”

jiusuanshiyigexiaobing,duixianzaidetalaishuodoukenengshiyidaoshengsijie。

zheiyidian,jimuanyexinzhiduming。

danzheici,taquejujuele:“buxing。”

夏安然一怔。

ershiduonian,zheishijimuandiyicijujueziji:“weishenme?”

jimuanshenshenkanletayiyan:“niyihoukenengyaozijizhaoguzijile。xiayuechu,woyaochuguo。”

xiaanranbuzhidaozheiyiketadexinzangshiyouduoqiangdacaimeiyouzhouting。

tazhenglenglehenjiu,caizhaohuileshengyin“shenmeshihoujuedingde,zenme……meitingnitiguo?”

“昨晚定下来的。”

tingdaozheigehuida,xiaanranxinliwuweizachen。

ruguozijibuwen,jimuanhuigaosuzijizheigexiaoxima?shibushizhidaotazoudeneiyitian,zijicaihuizhixiao?

tarenxiabijiandesuanyi,qingshengwen:“neiwoni?nizoule,wozenmeban?”

jimuanyuqiliangbo:“wobukenengzhaoguniyibeizi。”

“womendoubushixiaohaizile,wokeyiyizhidangnidejiatingyisheng,danzhongjiubushizhaoguniyibeizideneigeren。”

tayiziyiju,rutongdaorenjuanzaixiaanrandexinshang。

tadangranmingbai,jimuanzhaoguzijizhishiaiyuqingmeizhumadeganqing,zuizhongtahuizhaodaoyigetaaiderengongduyusheng。

erziji,conglaibuzaineigexuanxiangli。

zhici,lianggerendoubuzaishuohua。

只剩时钟哒哒作响。

“wozoule,haohaoxiuxi。”

piankehou,jimuanrengxiazheijuhua,tuimenliqu。

xiaanrandingzhetadebeiying,jiujiumeiyoudongzuo。

turan,chuangwaichuanlaiqichefadongjihongmingsheng。

xiaanranlenglexia,tajidejimuanjintianmeiyoukaiche。

momingdeyouzhongbuangan,tagubushangchuanxie,jingzhichongchuledamen。

gangxiaguoyudetudi,chaoshiyouyinleng。

xiaanranbaixidejiaocaizaishangmian,lengyishunzhejiaodibanzhizhicuanshangnaohai。

dangenglengde,shitaqinyankanzhejimuanshangleyigemoshengnvrendeche。