tashunzheneishixiankanqu，bianjianshaonianzhanzaichuangbian，beiduizheyangguang，daokefuzaobandelianpang，yibanlongzhejinsedeyangguang，yibanyinzaiyinyingzhizhong。
lougubeihaobuyanshitadaliangdemuguang，rutongyingsunbanminruitanjiudemuguang，zhizhidizhushizhejiangjianyue，sihushiyaojiangtawanquanpouxi，liwaikangetouche。
xinliyouyidaoshengyinzaifengkuangjiaoxiaozhetaopao，duishaonianshenrugusuidehaipahekongjurangjiangjianyuerenbuzhudifadou，talangbeiyouhuangzhangdibikaileshaonianhuaiyidemuguang，haoxiangzheiyangjiunengmabizijiyiban。
“jiangjiang，ji，nideshouji。”nazheshoujihuilaideshenqingqingzuohuijiangjianyuedeshenbian。
shenpangyouleshuxixinrenderen，jiangjianyuejinbengzhedexinyixiazisongxielexuduo。
“xiexieqingqing。”jiangjianyueyoushoujieguoshouji。
ranerjiuzaikandaopingmushangxianshidenianfenheriqishi，jibianshixinliyijingyoulecaixiang，jiangjianyuedexindihaishifangfobeizhongyouqianjindetongzhongmengqiaoleyiji。
sihushibuganxiangxin，jiangjianyuefangzaidatuicedezuoshou，henhendiqialexiatuishangderuanrou，zuanxindetengtongrangtagengjiaqingxing。
tadakaiweixin，chupengzheshoujipingmudezhijian，bushoukongzhidizhandou。
dingzhelingwailiangrendemuguang，jiangjianyuebuganzuoshenme，zhinengxiangzhengxingdi“suiyi”dilaihuihuadongshangmiandelianxiren，xiangshizaiquerenyoumeiyouzhongyaodexinxi。
zuihou，tadianjinbeizhuwei“nainai”dezhidinglianxiren。
zaikandaoduihuajiluzhong，duimianneiyitiaotiaozhangzhangdeyuyinshi，tajihushiyongjinquanli，zheicaisisidiyayizhuzijixiangyaofangshengdakudechongdong。
zhende，zheijingranshizhende。
qingqinghaimeiyougewanzisha，nainaihaimeiyouqushi，tahaimeiyou……beitamendangzuowanwuyiyangqiujin。
一切都还没有发生。
jiangjianyuejuedezijicishiyijingbuhuihuxile。tashenzhihuaiyi，zijixianzaizhibuguoshizaihuanxiangdemengjingzhizhong，huoxuxiayimiao，meimengjiuhuirutongyangguangxiadepaomoyibanposui。
“chadianwangle，louxuezhang，haimeigennishuoxiexieni。zheicizhendemafannile，xiexienibangmangzhaogujiangjiang。”
shenqingqingdedaoxiejiangjiangjianyuedesixulahuilexianshi。
takanzheshenqingqingchaoduimiandeshaonianhanshouganxie，erhouzhegaogaozaishangdikanletayiyanhou，bianduladihuiyingdao：
“kanchulaile，shichadianwangle，buzhidaodehaiyiweinizheixiexiezhinengguonianshuoni。”
shizheiyangzide，wunianqian，tajiandaodelougubeijiushizheiyangde。
jiangjianyuerutongyizhuxuanyaqiaobishangyaoyaoyuzhuidekuteng，shensizainanyichoulidehuiyihenanyirongrudexianshizhonghundunpiaofuzhe。
lougubei，jiushizheiyanggaoaozida，fengmangbilu。taduirenherenjihudoushibuxieyigudetaidu，tuokouerchudehua，zongshidaizhenenggeshangrendeliqi。
kepianpianjiushizheiyangbukeyishideren，houlaiquerutongfengmoleyiyang，haowulizhihelengjingkeyan。
jiangjianyuedeshenqing，hueryouxiemiwangyoudaizhi。
ta……daodishizenmeyibububianchengneifukongbudemoyangde？shicongshenmeshihoukaishide？
“jiangjiang，jiangjiang——”shenqingqinggangadixiaoxiao，shousidixiaqingqingdipailepaijiangjianyueshiyi。
“nishuodianshenmea……”
shenqingqingdedongzuodeshengyinranghaiyouxiehunbufutidejiangjianyuehuilehuishen。
taxianshiyileng，zaixiangdaoshenme，zheicaikongzhizhezijizhanlidexinqing，shengyingdiqianyinzhezuijiao，weiweichaolougubeijulegegong。
“buhaoyisi，wojilou……louxuezhangdailaimafanle，zhendehenganxielouxuezhanggangcaidebangzhu。”
shaonvdizhetou，shengaojiangjinyimijiudelougubei，shaoshaoyichuimou，jiukanjiantaneimolvsesidaijiaozademahuabianchuiluoshi，zhuanshunjishideneijiebaidefaguangdexianxibozi。
“niyezhidaonishigemafan？”lougubeihaozhengyixiadiniletayiyan，lengchiyisheng：“xiwangchenyingguozheicikebiekanzouleyan，zhaolegehuipengcidecihuapinglai。”
“……”
shenqingqingbeitadedushejigengzhu，qiaomimidikanleyanjiangjianyue，quefaxianduifangwanquanmeiyoutaneizhonggangadehenbudezhaogefengzizuanjinqudeyangzi，ershiyoushishizaizaidichaolougubeijuleyigong。
“louxuezhang，zhendehenbaoqianjinizaochengkunrao，nifangxin，buhuiyouxiacide。”
“……”
shaonianneishuanglinliedeyanweiweimiqi，takanzhemianqianguaishundeshaonv，turanjuedehenmeiyouyisi，haoxiangzijishizaiwuliqunao，erduifangshizaiweicizuochurangbuyiyang。
“neilouxuezhang，womenjiuxianzoule，zaijian。”
meiyoudengduifangzuochuhuida，shaonvjiuzhuanshenwozhuleshenqingqingdeshou，dao：“qingqing，womenzouba，shunbiangenyishengqushuoyisheng。”
“a？e，hao。”shenqingqingrenyoujiangjianyueqianzhetalikai，zailikaideshihou，tahaishiyouxiehaoqidihuitouyoukanlelougubeiyiyan。
quebeiduifangneiqiheiyantongzhong，shensuidejijinguijuedemuguangjihedezhenggerenyiduosuo，luohuangertaoside，tajiaoxiadouchadianyigelieju。
lougubeizhanzaiyuandi，jiujiudizhushizheneiliangrenlikaidefangxiang，jiuzaitayaoshouhuimuguangshi，queyiwaidiqiaojianlepangbianzhuoshangfangleyibenshu。
“《thesingerofsitavias》？”
lougubeiqingshengnianchulezheibenbingbuchuming，ketaquezaishuxibuguodeshudemingzi。
shudezuozheshishenghuozaimguonanbianyigejiaozuoxitaweiyasixiaozhendelongyaren。shumingfanyichenghuawen，yisishixitaweiyasidegezhe。
shudeneirongbingbushishenmelizhigushi，ershiyiyeyiyedexiaoshi，shiyigeyongyuanwufagechangdeyaba，zaiyongrutonghaitongbanyouzhidewenbi，sushuozhetaduiyangyutadexitaweiyasidereai。
“tayongyuanwufagechang，ketaqueyilingyigefangshi，chengweilexitaweiyasizuizhenguidegezhe。”
lougubeihuranxiangqishinianqiandeyigewanshang，tademuqinduizijicengjingshuoguodezheijuhua。
“算她有点品味。”
lougubeiyiweibumingdilenghengleyisheng。
zhishizheishi，tacaifanyingguolai，zheibenshuzhisuoyizaizheili，shiyinweitadezhuren，zoudetaiguoyucongmang，batajiwangle。
lougubeiguishishenchadinaqilezheibenshu，danaotongshifuxianqigangcaideshaonvqingxuzhuanbiandeyimumu。
banmengbanxingshideshuren，kandaoneigenvshengshidejingxi，nadaoshoujishidechenmo，yijimianduitashidebuziranhe——
隐约的恐惧？
lougubeizongganjuenaliyoushuobuchudebuduijing，yizhongweiheganzaixinlishengqi，queshizhongzhaobuchutouxu。
“叮铃铃——”
jiuzaizheishi，tafangzaidoulideshouji，xiangqilelingsheng。
楼固北如梦初醒。
zaikanzheshoushangdezheibenshu，shaonianzhijuedegangcaidezijijianzhishimozhengle。
bushi，tashiyoushenmemaobingma？zaizheizhonggentameibandianguanxideshiqingshanglangfeishijian？tashibeilanqiuduilineiqunchunhuojichuanranle？
愚蠢。
lougubeimuguangyileng，bashurenghuizhuoshang，zhuanshenlikai。
……
buguosanfenzhong，tayouanmayisheng，yuanlufanhui。