第1章

tanlewunian,woxiangfenshoule。

wohesongjujingyigeshinanfangren,yigeshibeifangren;

yigeaichila,yigebunengchila;

yigexihuanyundong,yigefeibiyaobuchumen。

womenyoutaiduotaiduodebuyiyang,danzheidoubushiwoxiangfenshoudeliyou。

wozhisuoyixiangyaofenshou,zhishiyinwei——

aisongjujingzheijianshi,wozuoleile。

……

“jiuyinweiwobeizhenichuquxiangleciqin,nijiuyaohewofenshou?”

nanyouxiangqinhuilaihou,bukezhixindizhiwenwo。

就因为?

wonianzhezheisangezi,turanyouxiewuli。

songjujingjianwobushuohua,niezhemeixinjieshi:“woshuole,woguoqushiweilejujueta,bugaosuni,shipanihewomachaojia。”

wozaitingbuxiaqutadedadaoli,chushengdaduanleta。

“我相信你。”

woxiangxintameiyouchuguidexiangfa,kewoyeshizhendexiangxin,wohetazhendejiuzhinengzoudaozheile。

songjujingdeyanshenzaitingjianzheihuahou,yixiazhouleng。

“nixinwo?quehaishiyaofenshou?”

wozuanjinleshou,yongmorendaitihuida。

jianwozheiyang,songjujinglianshangshanguoyisijiqiao。

“jiangxiangan,qishishinizaiwaimianyourenleba?”

woyileng,mengditaitoukanxiangta,quezhikanjiantabinglengdemouzi。

neibinglengjiuxiangyibadao,henhenzhajinwoxinjian。

wodeyanqianbuyouchuxianzheixienianlaisuoyoujiaowoxinshenjupidehuamian。

wotiqianjihualehenjiudelvyou,songjujingshuoyijubuxiangqulejiubawoyigerendiuzaihuochezhan;

guoshengri,woqinshoujitazhideweijin,jiuyinweishitabuxihuandehuawen,tajiudangzhetongxuedemianzhijiediujinhezili……

zheixiezhongzhong,wodoukeyirenshou。

zhidaobiyehou,songjujingjinleshanghaizuidadetouxing,dangletouxingjingli,wojinrulemengmeiyiqiudelvsuo,danglefazhu。

womendouyuelaiyuemang,woyeyuelaiyuetihuibudaotadeai。

tahuiwuguquexihewodejinianri,shihoulianyijujieshiyemeiyou;

woxinkuweitazuodeyizhuozifancai,taliankuaiziyemeidong,zhidandanyiju‘womeiweikou’;

shenzhiyouyitianwanshang,wofashaodao39du,quezhinengyigerenquyiyuanshuye,yinweiwodaletayiwanshangdedianhua,tadoumeiyoujie。

zaiwozuixuyaotadeshihou,tadoubuzaiwodeshenbian。

wokaishichiyi,womenhaiyinggaijixuzouxiaquma?

zuihoushishanggeyue,wohesongjujingdefumujianleyimian。

tamenkanwodeyanshenjiuxiangshikanyigelaizaizijiaerzishenbianbukenzoudebaijinnv。

congneitianqi,songjujingkaishibeizhewohetafumudadianhua,taqichuduiyufumurangtaquxiangqindeshiqingshijiqifangande,kejingbuzhutamenshucikenqiu。

tatongyile,bingxuanzebeizhewo,quheneiweilaizibeijingdexiaojiexiangqin。

足足三次。

zhidaozheijianshideneitian,woqujiubajietahuijia,youqinertingjiantahepengyoudeduihua。

“songjujing,nishibushihouhuihejiangxianganzaiyiqile?”

“是,我后悔了。”

songjujingzuidebushengrenshi,kezheijuhuaqueshuodeshifenqingxi。