第11章

congdongshiqiwojiuzhidao,bierendemingshifumujide,wodemingqueshiwogejide。

wogebiwodasisui,shangyoueryuantijiandeshihouchachulemanxingxueyebing。

weilejiwogezhibing,yuanbenmeixiangyaoertaidemamapobudeyihuaishanglewo。

neishihouwowaipogenmamashuo,“yaogeertaiyetinghaode,yilainengjimuchuanzhibing,erlairuguoshigenverdehuanihainengyougetiexinxiaomianao。”

后来我出生了。

kexiwoyoushigenanhaier,budanmeinengzuochengmamadexiaomianao,gusuigenwogedehaimeipeishang。

yushiwochenglejialideleizhui。

zhiyaowogeyifanbing,womajiujuedeshitameizhaoguhaowoge,meiyicidouhuizhizewo。

“guchuhuai,zaozhidaonizheimemeiyong,jiubuyinggaibanishengchulai,nongdewomenhaidefenshenquguanni,jinigedeguanaidoushaole!”

xiaoshihoudewobudongzheishimamapianxin,zhihuizaixinlizeguaiziji,weishenmegengegedexuexingbutong。

jiuzheiyang,wozaikuijiuzhongmanmanzhangda。

liusuihou,wokaishinengganhuole。

bamaqubaitandeshihou,jiurangwojigegezuofan。

neishihoujialishituzao,wozhanzaibandengshanghuiwuzhechanzijiwogezuodanchaofan,haojicichadianzaidaoguoliqu。

linjupengnainaikanjianle,quanwomashuo,“chuhuaicailiusui,nijiushederangtazuofanchaocai?zheiyetaiweixianle。”

womaheizhelianhuidao,“nipataweixian,neiniqujiwomenmuchuanzuofana?nixintengchuhuai,yaobunilinghuiquyangzhe?”

pengnainaiqidebansi,yihouzaibuyuanyiguanwomenjiadexianshi。

woxiaoxuewunianjideshihou,bamaweilejiwogekanbingfangbian,jiuzaichenglizulegeliushipingfangdexiaofangzi。

fangziyoulianggewoshi,bamayige,wogeyige,wojiuzhinengshuizaishafashang。

daochenglihou,jialigengjiejule,weileshengdiandianfei,womakaishirangwoshouxiquanjiarendeyifu。

wozuipade,jiushixigegedeniuzikuhebamabaitanchuandeweiqun。

niuzikutaiying,weiquntaiyouni,meiciwodouhuibashoucuopopi。

kewomacongmeixintengguowo,tazhihuilinzhexiyifenkoudaishuowoyongdetaiduotailangfeile,ranhouzhouzhemeitouxunchiwo。

“niyoumeibing,gandianhuoeryoushenmeweiqude?guchuhuainiyaojizhu,yaobushinigeshentibuhao,nikemeijihuishengxialai,suoyiniyaodongdeganen,yaohaohaozhaogunige。”

yinweiganen,wocongxiaodaodameichiguoyidunbaofan,yifuxiezidoujiangegebuyaodepolanchuan。

yinweiganen,wobaitianqushangkewanshanghaiyaobangbamabaitan,zhuandeqianquanjigegemaileyingyangpin。

但我从没抱怨过。

woyizhixiangzhe,dengshangwandaxuezijinengzhuanqianle,rizijiuhaoguole。

kewomaquezaigaokaoqianqiangzhiwotuilexue。

tashuojialiyaojigegekanbing,shengxiadeqianzhinenggonggegeyigerendudaxue。

neitianzaixiaochitanshang,wotouyicibaofale,wokuzhegenwomazhengbian,“ma,wohegegechasisui,woshangdayitajiuyijingdaxuebiyele,denggeyoulegongzuo,nimensangedouzhuanqian,haichawoneidianxuefeima?”

womachijingdikanzhewo,“guchuhuainixiangshenmeni?nigeshangdaxueshiganshourenshengqule,tashentibuhao,jializaizenmeqiongyebukenengrangtachuqugongzuoa!”

wozhongyuchajuedaolemingyundebugong。

weilenengshangxue,wozuoletuirang,woshuowobuyaoshenghuofei,wokeyizijiqudagongzhuanqian。

kewomahaishibutongyi,“shangxuedeshinijiubiexiangle,wohenibanianjidabaitanbaibudongle,congjintiankaishinijiudingshang。”

wobuxiangyibeizizhanzaimanshiganshuidexiangzikoukaolengmianzhachoudoufu,yushijiwomaguixiale。

yeshilirenlairenwang,womapawoyingxiangshengyi,zuihouzongsuanfalecibei。

wodayingchuoxue,tadayingwokeyizhaobiedehuoergan。

houlai,wozaiyijiazhuangxiugongsiandunxialai,meigeyuegongzizhunshishangjiao,rangwomanaqujiwogemaiyaodazhen。

keshicongjintianqi,wodasuanbailanle。

yinweiwogangnadaolezijidetijianbaogao。

wodelemoqishenbing,suchengniaoduzheng。

womeiqianhuanshenmeiqiantouxi。

suoyiwodeshengming,zhishengxiabudaobannianle。