第2章 想死么?

shuodadebingfang,xianruleguiyidejijing。

tameicidouyouzuocuoshi,tabukenenghaihuihuaiyun。

peininghezuichunzhandou,dingzheqilihan,tahenta,hendaoliantameibaozhudehaizidouburenma?

tayankuanghonghongde,dakedakedeyanleiwangxiadiao,manliandejuewang。

chajuedaoshoubeibeizhanshile,qilihanyanedechouhuilai,nazhezhijincalecan,xiangshizhandaoleshenmezangdongxi。

“dangniannieduyongjiganzoususu,bazhanqijiashaonainaiweizhi,xianzaijuranhaiganbeizhewozhaoyenanren,peininghe,nixiangsishibushi?xiangsidehua,wochengquanni,weiheyaohuaigehaiziexinwo?”

peininghexiangshuohaizishitade,shineiwantaheduowanglebiyun,caiyouletamendebaobao。

kehuadaozuibian,tayoutunlexiaqu,zhishipususudediaoyanlei。

她知道,他不会信。

xinlimanmandekuse,tayongjinlequanshenliqicaisiyadao,“qilihan,nizhendehenxianggenwolihunshibushi?”

“niyouyaoshuashenmehuazhao?”qilihanmanlianyane。

peiningherenzhexinzangneichusiliedeteng,yashengshuo,“yigeyue,womenxiangzhengchangfuqineiyangguoyigeyue……yigeyuezhihou,woqianzi。”

congjiajiqilihan,tayiweizhiyaotagoutitie,duiqilihangouhao,zongyitiannengbatawure。

yinianbuxing,shinian;shinianbuxing,yibeizi。

kenenglaotiandagaijuedetataichixinwangxiangle,xiangweitaliuxiagebaobaoyezuobudao。

“ruguonibudaying,wojiuyizhibuqianzi……qilihan,nihailewodehaizi,wopingshenmewutiaojianjinidenvrenrangwei?”

peiningheconglaimeiyougenqilihanshuoguozheiyangdezhonghua,kezheishitanenghuozhede,zuihoudezhinianle。

yexutamenbaobaodelinghunhaimeizou,taxiangrangtazhidaobabamamashixiangaide,yeshiaitade。

qilihanlianseyinzhi:“nizaiweixiewo?”

“shi,woweixieni……yongyigeyuehuanniyibeizidexingfu,zhiyaoyigeyue,wohuichedicongnideshijiexiaoshi……”tashiluludeyanjingwangzheta。

qilihandingzhetazhizhedeyanshen,xinlishengqisisifanzao。

peiningheshenshouzhuatadeshou:“yigeyue,jiuyigeyue……qiunini……zhiyaonidaying,woyuanyijingshenchuhu!”

tadepifujihumeiyouxuese,xianxidegebohaoxiangyiniejiuduan。

qilihanfuzademuguangluozaipeininghecanbaidexiaolianshang。

zaitashenzangdejiyili,zhiyouneiwanhepeininghemohuchanmiandeyingxiang,tayaneta,peininghedecunzai,jiushiduitazijidexiuru。

zhishi,peiningheyuanyilihun,zheiduitaeryandaoyemeiyouhuaichu。

jinjinwozhequantou,liangjiu,tacaishuo,“runisuoyuan。”

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xiaochanyeyaozuogouyigeyuedeyuezi,keshipeiningheyitiandoubuxianglangfeizaiyiyuan,diertianjiubanlechuyuanshouxu。

qilihanjietaqijialaozhai,zhenggeqijiadouzhaguole。

suoyourendouzhidaoqilihanduilianyinyouduobuman,ketajuranhepeiningheyiqihuilai。

qilaoyeziheqijiafumuziranshigaoxing,chifandeshihouyizhizhufupeiningheduochidian,rangtayanghaoshenzizaodianhuaiyun。

tidaohaizi,peininghelianshangdexiaorongyouxiejiangying,kehaishixiaozheyingxiale。

tahuaiyunliuchandeshi,qijiazhangbeibingbuzhiqing。