【gushidaoyu】shijieshiyichangshengdademoju，meigerendouzaizijideguidaoshangwushengxingjin。erwo，younainai，
cengyiweiwohetadeguidao，shiliangtiaoyongbuxiangjiaodepingxingxian。zhidaoneitian，wocaifaxian，taweileyuwoxiangyu，
zaoyipianliletadezhenggeyuzhou。tasuoyoudechenmo，bingfeishuli，ershizheneryulongdegaobai。
takanwodemeiyigeyanshen，douxiangyidaofuzadefangchengshi，jiekaihou，daanzhiyousangezi。
kedangwozhongyuguqiyongqi，zhunbeitibiyansuanzheidaomingwei“xihuan”demitishi，taqueliuxiayigeweiwandecaogao，
zhuanshenxiaoshizairenhai。neijuxuanzaikongzhongde“dengwohuilai”，chenglewoqingchunlizuishengda，yezuiwujiedexuannian。
di1zhangfangxue**xiangshiyichangcangcudexiemu。wopazaizhuoshang，lianjiatiezhebingliangdeshuxuejuanzi。
zhishanghongsedechaxiaozhangbahu，biheisedezijigengxianyan。58fen。yigejingzhunkazaibujigexianshangdefenshu，
daizheyizhongkeyidexiuru。tabugaobudi，ganghaonengbarendingzaichiruzhushang，dongdanbude。
jiaoshiliderenchaoxunsutuiqu，zhuoyipengzhuangdeshengyinzaikongkuangdekongjianlihuixiang、fangda，zuihouguiyuchenji。
woweichizheneigezishi，yidongbudong，xiangyizunziwochengfadediaoxiang。zhidaomenkoutouxiayigeqingshouxiuzhangdeyingzi。
wenyanzoulejinlai。tachuanzheyichenburandexiaofu，shenxingtingba。tamubuxieshi，
jingzhizouxiangjiaoshizuihouyipaidejiaoluo，neishitadezuowei。womenbanshiquannianjizuichadeshierban，
ertashishiyanyibanleidabudongdenianjidiyi。zhishiyinweiwomenbankaozhexuexiaodejingsaizhuanyongjiaoshi，
taouerhuibashuluozaizheili。tawanyao，congzhuodulichouchuyibenhouhoude、fengmianquanshiyingwendejingsaishu。
jingguowoshenbianshi，tadejiaobumeiyousihaotingdun，lianyuguangdoumeiyoupianyiyicun。
woshenzhinengwendaotaxiaofushangxiyiyedeweidao，xiangyuhoubeiniansuideqingcao，ganjingyoushuli。
tajiuzheimezoulechuqu。zhenggeguochengbuchaoguoshimiao。tajiuhaoxiangmeiyoukanjianwo。huozheshuo，kanjianle，
danwohezheizhangzhuozi、zheizhibiyiyang，zhishijiaoshiliyijianhaowuyiyidechenshe。wohuanhuanzuozhishenti，naqibi，
zai58fendejuanzibeimian，hualeyigechuitousangqi、toudingwuyundexiaoren。wojiaoyounainai，
yigeputongdaorengjinrenqunjiuhuixiaoshidenvhai。chengjizhongxia，xinggeyoudianmen，
zuidadeaihaoshizaikebenhejuanzidejiaoluolituya。erwenyan，shifengchengqizhongshentanshangderenwu。
tashiduancengdenianjidiyi，shixingzoudefaguangti，shisuoyounvshengqingchunqimengxiangde**。wohetazhijian，
dagaigezheyigeyinhexidejuli。yigeshitianshangdehengxing，yigeshidishangdeshitou。shitouzhihuiyangwanghengxing，
hengxingyongyuanbuhuizhuyidaoshitou。zheishiwojianxinbuyidezhenli。diertiandedakejian，
banzhurenlaozhoujiazhejiaoanzoujinjiaoshi，liansebichuangwaideyintianhaichen。“yuekaochengjidoukandaoleba？
”tayikaikou，banlishunjianyaquewusheng，“youqishishuxue，pingjunfenyoujinianjituohoutuile！
”wodetouchuidegengdile，jihuyaomaijinxiongkou。“xuexiaoweilezhengjiunimenzheiqunxiumu，
juedingkaizhan‘youdengshengyiduiyibangfu’jihua。”laozhouqingleqingsangzi，yuqilitouzheyisiwunaidexiwang，
“congshiyanbanchoudiaojianzisheng，liyongkeyushijian，jizanmenbandehoujinshengbuke。
”jiaoshilixiangqiyizhenweiruodesaodong。“mingdanyijingdinghaole，wonianyixia。beiniandaomingzidetongxue，
nimendebangfuxuezhangjiuzaimenwaidengzhe。”wodexinhaowubolan，zheizhong“haoshi”conglailunbudaowo。wodizhetou，
jixuzaicaogaozhishanghuazhewodexiaoren。“……wanghao，nidebangfuxuezhangshisunming。”“lili，
nideshi……”mingdanyigejieyigedibeinianchulai，xiangyuwowuguandebeijingyin。zhidaozuihouyigemingzixiangqi。
“younainai。”womengdiyizheng，taiqitou。laozhoukanzhewo，dunledun，
sihuyejuedezheigeanpaiyouxiebukesiyi。tatuiletuiyanjing，yiziyidundixuanbu：“nidebangfuxuezhang，
shiwenyan。”zhenggejiaoshixianrulesiyibandejijing。suoyourendemuguang“shua”diyixia，quandoujujiaozaiwoshenshang。
zhenjing、bujie、jidu……gezhongqingxujiaozhichengyizhangmibutoufengdewang，jiangwolaolaokunzhu。wojiangzaizuoweishang，
danaoyipiankongbai。laozhoudeshengyinfangfoconghenyuandedifangchuanlai：“wenyantongxue，jinlaiba。
”jiaoshidemenbeituikai。neigezuotianhaiduiwoshiruowududeshaonian，cikezhengzhanzaijiangtaishang。
riguangdengguanzaitatoudingdushangyicenglengbaideguangyun，tanizheguang，shenqingyirujiwangdedanmo。ranhou，
tademuguangyueguoyizhangzhangkezhuo，haoxiangbujingyidi，luozailewodeweizhishang。neiyishunjian，
wojuedezhenggeshijiedouhuangmiudexiangyichangmeng。di2zhangdiyicibuxi，dingzaizhousanxiawudezixike。
didianshixuexiaotushuguandejiaoluo，yigejihubuhuiyourenjingguodeweizhi。zheishiwenyanxuande。
wobaozheyiluobiwolianpihaibodeshuxuejuanzi，tiqianshifenzhongdaole。wenyanyijingzuozaineili，
mianqiantanzheyibenwokanbudongdedeyuyuanbanshu。tachuanzhejiandandebaisetxu，xiukouweiweijuanqi，
luchuqingshouergujiefenmingdeshouwan。yangguangtouguochuanghu，zaitachuiluodejiemaoshangtiaoyue，
touxiayixiaopiananjingdeyinying。tajiuxiangyifujingxinhuizhidejingwuhua，meihaodebuzhenshi，yelengdebuzhenshi。
woxiaoxinyiyidilakaitaduimiandeyizi，fachudeqingweishengxiangzaianjingdekongqilixiandegewaicier。
tawenshengtaimou，muguangluozaiwoshenshang，pingjingwubo。“zuo。”tatuchuyigezi，bianbuzaikanwo，
shixianzhongxinhuidaoleshushang。wojujindizuoxia，bajuanzituidaotamianqian，xiangyigedengdaishenpandefanren。“zheixie，
shiwocuode。”woxiaoshengshuo，shengyinxidexiangwenzijiao。tazhongyuheshangleneibendeyushu，shenshounaguowodejuanzi。
jiexialaishimanzhangdechenmo。wozhinengtingjiantayonghongbizaizhishangquanhuashi，fachude“shasha”sheng。
neishengyinxiangyibaxiaoshuazi，buqingbuzhongdisaoguazhewodeshenjing。wodeshouxinkaishimaohan，
shizhijinzhangdijiaozaiyiqi。takendingzaixinlixiang，zenmehuiyourenzheimeben。zheimejiandandetidouhuicuo。
laoshishinaozichoulecaihuirangwolaifudaozheizhongrenba。wodeneixinxiyijingshangyanleyizhengchubeiqingdaxi，
taqueshizhongyiyanbufa。zhongyu，tatingxialebi。“congdiyitikaishi。”tadeshengyinqingleng，budairenheqingxu，
“zheidaoti，cuozaigongshidairu。”takaishijiangti。yanjianyigai，zhijiyaohai。meiyouyijufeihua，
yemeiyouyisiduoyudebiaoqing。tajiuxiangyigeshedinghaochengxudejiqiren，jingzhundizhixingzhe“jiangti”zheigezhiling。
woquanchengbugankanta，zhigandingzhetawobideshou。neishiyishuangfeichangpiaoliangdeshou，shouzhixiuzhang，
zhijiaxiujiandeganjingzhengqi。tayongbijiandianzhejuanzishangdemougezhishidianshi，dongzuoliluoyouhaokan。“tingdonglema？
”tajiangwanyidaodati，wendao。wolengleyixia，naozilihaihuifangzhetagangcaijiangdemougebuzhou，yishimeigenshang。
“……mei。”wojiongpodichengren，shengyingengxiaole。kongqifangfoningguleyimiao。
wojihunengyugandaotaxiayimiaojiuhuiluchubunaifandeshenqing，huozhegancuishuoyiju“nizenmezheimeben”。raner，
tazhishichenmodikanlewoliangmiao，ranhounaqibi，zaipangbiandecaogaozhishangzhongxinxiexiayansuanguocheng。
“zheidaotinibuhui，bushiniben，shiwomeijiangmingbai。”tadeshengyinyiranpingdan，
quexiangyikexiaoshizitouruwobinghuangmaluandexinhu。“wozaijiangyibian。”womengditaiqitou，
zhuangjintashensuideyanmouli。neishuangyanjingxiangjingmideshentan，wokanbudonglimiandeqingxu，queguishishenchadijuede，
neilimianmeiyouchaoxiao，yemeiyoubunaifan。diercijiangjie，tafangmanleyusu，jiangmeiyigebuzhoudouchaijiedegengxi。
zheici，wotingdongle。shijianzaiyizhongjidugangayoumominganxindefenweizhongliushi。xiakelingxiangshi，worumengdashe。
“jintianjiudaozheili。”wenyanshuo。“hao、haode！xiexiexuezhang，zaijian！”wojihushilikezhanqilai，
shoumangjiaoluandishoushiwodejuanzi，zhixiangkuaidiantaolizheigerangwohuxibuchangdediqiyazhongxin。
takanzhewohuangluandeyangzi，meishuohua。jiuzaiwobaoqidongxizhunbeizhuanshentaopaoshi，tajiaozhulewo。“dengyixia。
”woshentiyijiang，huiguotou。tacongzijideshubaoli，nachuleyibenquanxindebijiben，dileguolai。
shenlansedefengpi，henjianjiedekuanshi。wochiyidijieguo。“zheishishenme？”“fankaikankan。
”woyiyanfankaibijiben。feiyeshang，yonghetabenrenyiyanglengdanliluodeziji，
xiezheyixingzi：“jichutixinghuizong。”wolengzhule，jixuwanghoufan。limian，
jingranshimanmandangdangdeshouchaobiji。cong**daohanshu，
congsanjiaohanshudaoshulie……tabawosuoyouboruodezhishidian，quanbuzhenglilechulai。meiyizhongtixingxiamian，
doufuyouxiangxidejietibuzhou、duozhongjiefaduibi，yijiyonghongbibiaozhudeyicuodianfenxi。zijigongzheng，
tiaoliqingxi，bishimianshangrenheyibenjiaofushudouyaoxiangxi、douyaoyouzhenduixing。zheidehuaduoshaoshijian？
wodaidaidikanzhebijiben，xinlixiangshibeishenmedongxizhongzhongdizhuangleyixia。tashishenmeshihoukaishizhunbeide？
zuotianwomencaibeifendaoyizu。nandaota……jiuyongleyigewanshangdeshijian？wotaitoukanxiangta，zuichundongledong，
queyigezidoushuobuchulai。tayijingzhongxinnaqileneibendeyushu，fangfozhishizuoleyijianweibuzudaodexiaoshi。
chajuedaowodemuguang，tatouyemeitai，dandandishuo：“xiacibukeqian，badiyizhangkanwan。”shuowan，
tabianbuzailiwo，chenjinzailezijideshijieli。wobaozheneibenhaidaizhetatiwendebijiben，zhanzaiyuandi，
diyicijuede，zheigegaogaozaishangdexueshen，haoxiang……youneimeyidianbuduijing。
di3zhangneibenlansedebijiben，chenglewodemimibaozang。meitianwanshang，wodouhuitankaita，
zaitaidengxiakandaoshenye。wenyandezijihetaderenyiyang，lengjingkezhi，queyoudaizheyizhongburongzhiyideliliang。
woanzhaotadebiji，yidaotiyidaotidiken，yigezhishidianyigezhishidiandiguo。
neixiecengjingrangwotoutengyuliedefuhaohegongshi，zaitadeshulixia，jingranbiandeqingxikebian。diercibuxi，
wodezhuangtaimingxianhaolehenduo。suiranyijiujinzhang，danzhishaonenggenshangtadesilu，
shenzhihainengouertichuyilianggewenti。tajiangtidefenggeyijiujianjie，dansihuduoleyidiandian……naixin？
youshihouwokazaiyigehen**dedifang，tabuhuixiangyiqianneiyangchenmo，ershihuiyongbijianqingqingqiaoqiaowodejuanzi。
“zheili，huangesilu。”ranhou，tahuizaicaogaozhishanghuachufuzhuxian，huozheliechuyigexindedengshi。
womendejiaoliuyijiujinxianyushuxueti，meiyouyijuduoyudexianliao。danwojianjianfaxianleyixieqiguaidexijie。
biru，meicibuxi，tadouhuitiqiandao。biru，tahuijidewoshangcinagezhishidianmeizhangwo，
zheiciteyiduozhunbeijidaotongleixingdetimu。biru，youyiciwomeichiwanfanjiupaoqutushuguan，
duzibuzhengqidijiaoleyisheng。tashenmeyemeishuo，zhishizaibuxijieshuhou，
qishenquzidongfanmaijimaileyiguanwenredeniunai，fangzaiwozhuoshang。“helezaizou。”tashuowan，
jiuzijixianzoule，meijiwojujuedejihui。wowozheneiguanwenniunai，xinliluanzaozaode。
tashibushiduiwotaihaoledian？keshi，takanwodeyanshen，mingminghaishineimelengdan，neimeshuyuan。yexu，
tazhishizerenxintaiqiangle。bijingshilaoshianpaiderenwu，tazuoweixueshen，ziranyaozuodaozuihao。duishei，
takenengdouhuizheiyang。wozheiyanggaosuziji，nuliyaxiaxinlineixiebugaiyoudelianyi。younainai，qingxingyidian，
nimenshilianggeshijiederen。henkuai，xuexiaoyinianyidudeqiujiyundonghuikaishile。
zhenggexiaoyuandouchenjinzaiyizhongkuanghuandeqifenli，zhiyouwomengaoerdexuesheng，haiyaokuhahadizaijiaoshishangke。
wodesidangjiantongzhuolinmiao，shigeyundongjianjiang。tabaolenvziyibaimihetiaogao，
haifeiyaolazhewoyiqiganshouqingchunderexue。“nainai，peiwobaogesanqianmiba！zhongzaicanyuma！
”tazhuaizhewodegeábo，fengkuanghuangdong。“sanqianmi？niyaowodemingma？”wojingkongdidengdayanjing。
wozheizhongtiyufeichai，paobabaimidouxiangyaosiguoquyiyang。“aiya，jiudangduanlianshentile！paobuwankeyizouma！
nikan，baomingbiaoshangjiuchayigerenle，bangbangmangla！”jiabuzhutaderuanmoyingpao，
wozuizhonghaishiqianxialezijidemingzi。ranhou，wojiuhouhuile。bisaineitian，tianqihaodechuqi，
taiyangminghuanghuangdiguazaitianshang。falingqiangyixiang，wojiubeidabuduiyuanyuandishuaizailehoumian。diyiquan，
wohaimianqiangnenggenzhe。dierquan，wodehuxikaishibiandejicu。disanquan，feilixiangzhelehuo，
meihuxiyikoudoudaizhezhuotonggan。shuangtuiguanleqianyiyangchenzhong。shenbiandepaodaoshang，buduanyourenchaoguowo。
jiayousheng、nahanshengcongsimianbafangyonglai，quedouxiangshigezheyicenghouhoudeboli。wozhixiangfangqi。tingxialai，
zoudaochangbian，chengrenzijibuxing。jiuzaiwojijiangbengkuideshihou，wowuyijiantaiqitou，kanxiangyuanchudezhongdianxian。
ranhou，wokandaolewenyan。tachuanzheyishenheisedeyundongfu，shenzitingbadizhanzaizhongdianxianpangbiandepaodaowaice。
tameiyouherenherenjiaotan，yemeiyoukanshouji，zhishinazheyipingkuangquanshui，yanshenpingjingdikanzhesaidaodefangxiang。
tayeshilaikanbisaide？woxinligedengyixia。shiyanyibanyouhenduotiyutezhangsheng，
tadagaishilaidengtamenbandetongxueba。ranhou，shunbiankankanwozheigediaocheweidexiaohua？
yixiangdaotakenengzhengyongneizhongkanbendandeyanshenkanzhewozaipaodaoshangzhengzha，
yigumomingdexiuchiganhebuganxinyongleshanglai。bunengfangqi。jueduibunengzaitamianqiantingxialai。woyaojinyaguan，
yebuzhidaocongnalishengchudeyiguliqi，maikaichenzhongdeshuangtui，pinmingxiangqianpaoqu。quanshijiedexuanxiaodouxiaoshile。
wodeerduolizhishengxiazijicuzhongdechuanxishengheleigubandexintiao。wosisididingzhezhongdianxian，
dingzheneigeheisedeshenying，batadangchenglewoweiyidemubiao。jinle，gengjinle。
dangwoyongjinzuihouyisiliqichongguozhongdianxiandeneiyike，yanqianyihei，shuangtuiyiruan，
zhenggerenzhijietandaozailesujiaopaodaoshang。wodakoudakoudichuanzheqi，ganjuezijixiangyitiaotuoshuideyu。
zhouweiquanshiweiganggangchongxiandeguanjunhuanhuderenqun，meirenzhuyidaojiaoluolilangbeibukandewo。huran，
yishuangbaisedeyundongxietingzailewodemianqian。wofeiliditaiqitou。nizheguang，wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing。xiayimiao，
yipingshuididaolewodemianqian。pinggaiyijingbeiningkaile。shiwenyan。tadunxiashen，hewopingshi。
yangguanggoulechutaqingxidexiahexian。“xianbiehe。”tadeshengyinmeishenmeqifu，
quedaizheyizhongburongjujuedeminglinggan。wolenglengdikanzheta。zhijiantashenchulingyizhishou，tankaishouxin。zhangxinli，
jingjingditangzhejikejingyingtilìdeshuiguotang，shineizhongwuyanliusedebaozhuangzhi。“paowanmashangheshuihuiqiang，
xianhanzhetang。”tajieshidao，yuqipingdandexiangzaichenshuyigewuligongshi。wodanaoyipiankongbai，
wanquanshichuyubenneng，congtazhangxinnieqiyiketang，benzhuodibokaitangzhi，saijinzuili。
suansuantiantiandeweidaozaishejianmimankai，shunjianhuanjielehoulongdegankehezhuoshaogan。takanzhewobatanghanjinzuili，
zheicaibaneipingshuisaidaowoshouli。“mandianhe。”shuowan，tazhanqishen，youhuifuleneifugaolengdeyangzi，
zhuanshenjiuyaozou。“wenyan！”woyebuzhidaonalilaideyongqi，tuokouerchujiaozhuleta。tajiaobuyidun，
huiguotoukanwo。“ni……nizenmehuizaizheili？”wochengzhedi，mianqiangzuoqilai，shengyinyinweiqueyangershaya。
takanlewoyiyan，muguangyouluozaiwohuailideshuipingshang，dandandikaikou：“luguo。”shuowan，
tabiantouyebuhuidihuirulerenqun。wozuozaidishang，kanzhetaxiaoshidebeiying，
youditoukanlekanshoulideshuihezuilidetang。quanshijiedouzaiweiguanjunhuanhu。zhiyoutazaizhongdianxianhouyimidedifang，
jiwodileyiketang。luguo？wocaibuxin。di4zhangcongyundonghuizhihou，
wohewenyanzhijiandeqifenfashengleweimiaodebianhua。suiranbuxideshihou，tayijiushineifuxizirujindeyangzi，
danwonengganjuedao，neidukanbujiandebingqiang，sihuliekaileyidaoxiaoxiaodefeng。youyicibuxi，
wobeiyidaojihetidefuzhuxiangaodejiaotoulane，fanzaodizaicaogaozhishangluanhua。tahurankaikou：“kanheiban，
biekanwo。”woyileng，xiayishiditaitoukanxiangta。woshenmeshihoukantale？womingmingzaikanti！
sihushichajuedaowodemangran，taergenweiweifanqiyisibuzirandehong，yikaishixian，
touyebutaidibuchongleyiju：“nikanwo，wohuizoushen。”wodexintiao，louleyipai。
ta……tazheishishenmeyisi？wobuganshenxiang，zhinengbalianmaidegengdi，jiazhuangshenmedoumeitingjian，
danlianjiaquetangdelihai。zheizhong“buduijing”deshunjianyuelaiyueduo。takaishi“guojie”le。biru，
tahuijidewosuikoutiguoyijuxihuanhemougepaizidemolinailv，ranhouzaixiayicibuxishi，
wodezhuoshangjiuhuichuxianyibeiwendugangganghaodenaicha。biru，youyicifangxue，
jigewaibandenanshengduzailoutikouchuikoushao，duiwozhizhidiandian。wozhengbuzhisuocuo，wenyancongwoshenhouzoushanglai，
shenmeyemeishuo，zhishimianwubiaoqingdizhandaowoshence，yongtagaodadeshenqugekaileneixiebuhuaihaoyideshixian。
neijigenanshengkandaota，shunjianjinsheng，huiliuliudizoule。wodeshaonvxin，zaizheiyangyiciyouyicidexijieli，
chedilunxianle。wokaishitoutoudihuata。huataditoukanshushizhuanzhudecelian，huatawobishigujiefenmingdeshou，
huatazhanzaiyangguangxiaweiweimiqiyanjingdeyangzi。wodehuajizhuolie，kemeiyibidouchongmanlewufayanshuodexinshi。
wokaishiqidaimeiyicidebuxi，shenzhikaishiqidaizaixiaoyuanlihetaouyu。zhiyaonengkandaotayiyan，
yizhengtiandexinqingdouhuibiandemingmei。keshi，wobuganbiaolufenhao。tashiwenyan，shitianshangdexingxing。erwo，
zhishidishangdeyikechenai。judadezibeiganxiangchaoshuiyiyang，shishikekejiangwoyanmei。
jiuzaiwoweizheiruoyousiwudeai-meieryaobaibudingshi，yigeliuyan，jiangwoshunjiandahuileyuanxing。neitianzhongwu，
woqushuifangxihuabi，wuyizhongtingdaojigenvshengzaigejianlibagua。“ai，nimentingshuolema？
wenyanhelujiayihaoxiangzaiyiqile！”“zhendejiade？lujiayikeshiwomengongrendexiaohuaa，
youshishiyanerbandebanzhang，chengjiyehao，gentadaoshitingpeide。”“wozuotianqinyankanjianle！
tamenliangcongwulijingsaibangongshichulai，youshuoyouxiaode，lujiayihaibatadeshuidijiwenyanheleni！”“wa！
zheibujiushijianjiejiewenma？kanlaishizhendele！langcainvmao，tianzuozhihea！”tamenjijizhazhadeyilunsheng，
xiangyibabajianruidebingzhui，henhendicijinwodexinzang。lujiayi……zheigemingziworuleiguaner。
tapiaoliang、youxiu，jiajingyouhao，shihewenyanzhanzaitongyigegaoduderen。tamenyaoyiqicanjiaquanguowulijingsai，
tamencaishitongyigeshijiederen。erwosuanshenme？yigexuyaota“fupin”dechasheng？neixienaicha，neixieweihu，
neixierangwoxindongdeshunjian，huoxudouzhishitachuyulimaohezerenxin，youhuozhe，zhishiwodezizuoduoqing。
wodexin，shunjianchendaolegudi。zhiqiandesuoyoutianmihejidong，doubianchengleyichangkexiaodeziwohuanxiang。
neitianxiawudebuxi，woxinbuzaiyan。wenyansihuchajuedaolewodebuduijing，jiangtidesududoufangmanlexuduo。
“zenmele？”tazhongyuhaishikaikouwenle，shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichaqidebujie。“meishenme。
”wodizhetou，bugankanta，“jiushijuede……wotaibenle，zongshijinitianmafan。”tachenmole。
woyiweitahuixiangwangchangyiyang，shuoyiju“bumafan”huozhe“nibushiben”。dantazheicishenmedoumeishuo。
zhangjiudechenmo，xiangyizhongwushengdemoren。woxinlidezuihouyisiguang，yeximiele。yuanlai，
tayeshizheimejuedede。neicibuxi，wotiqianjieshule。woshuowoshentibushufu，tameiyouduowen，
zhishikanzhewo，yanshenyouxiefuza。wotaoyesidelikailetushuguan。wojueding，yaohetabaochijuli。
bunengzaizheiyangxiaqule，younainai。neishibushuyunidemeng，gaixingle。
di5zhangwokaishiyouyiwuyididuozhewenyan。buxideshihou，wobuzaiwenwenti，zhishimomoditing，
ranhoushuo“dongle”。zaizoulangshangyuanyuankanjianta，wohuilikeguaijinpangbiandelouti。tajiwofaxiaoxi，
wenwobijishangdeneirongyoumeiyoukanbudongde，wogelehenjiucaihuiyige“meiyou，xiexie”。womendeguanxi，
fangfoyouhuidaolezuichudebingdian。bu，bibingdiangengleng，yinweizhongjiangeleyicengwokeyizhuqide，
mingwei“sixin”deqiang。tasihuyeganshoudaolewodeshuyuan。youjici，wonengganjuedaotayuyanyouzhidemuguang，
dantazuizhongshenmeyemeishuo。yehao。jiuzheiyangba。dengqizhongkaoshijieshu，womende“bangfu”guanxijiudaotoule。
daoshihou，womenyouhuihuidaogezidepingxingshijie，zaiwujiaoji。zheiyangduiwomendouhao。woyibianzheiyangduizijishuo，
yibianzaishenyeli，duizhehuabenshangtadesuxie，kudeqibuchengsheng。qizhongkaoshiruqierzhi。kaoshuxuedeshihou，
wowozhebi，shouxinquanshihan。juanzifaxialai，woshenxiyikouqi，naohailifuxianchuwenyanneibenlansedebiji，
fuxianchutajiangtishiqinglengdeshengyin。woyitiyitidizuoxiaqu，jingranqiansuoweiyoudeshunchang。
neixiecengjingdelanluhu，cikedoubianchenglewenshundexiaomianyang。kaowanzuihouyimen，wozouchukaochang，
ganjuezhenggerendoubeitaokongle。zhongyu，doujieshule。kaohoushilixingdejiazhanghui。womamayaoshangban，laibule，
suoyiwotiqianyitiandaoxuexiao，banglaozhoubuzhijiaoshi，dasaoweisheng。mangwanyijingshibangwan，
xiyangdeyuhuibajiaoshiranchengyipianwennuandejuse。laozhourangwobajiangtaishangdeyixiefeijiubaomingdanqinglidiao。
wosuishounaqiyita，zhunbeirengjinlajitong。yizhangdanlansedebiaoge，congzhongjianhualechulai，piaoluozaidi。
wowanyaojianqi。“quanguozhongxueshengwulijingsaibaomingbiao”。wodexinmengdiyichou。
muguangxiayishidizaibiaogeshangsousuo。henkuai，wokandaolelianggeshuxidemingzi。cansaixuesheng：lujiayi。
dadang：wenyan。guoran……tamenzhendeyaoyiqiqucanjiabisaile。woniezheneizhangzhi，zhijianfanbai，
xinlishuobuchudesuanse。jiuzaiwozhunbeibazheizhangciyandebaomingbiaorengdiaoshi，wohuranfaxianlebuduijing。
zai“dadang”neiyilan，wenyandemingzi，beirenyongheisedeshuibi，henhendihuadiaole。neilidaozhida，
jihuyaohuapozhizhang。erzaibeihuadiaodemingzipangbian，yonglingyizhongjieranbutongdebiji，xieleyixingxiaoxiaodezi。
neibiji，lengjing、kezhi、fengli。wozaishuxibuguole。neixingzixiezhe：“shijianchongtu，
xufudaoshierbanyounainai。”hongdeyisheng。wodedanaoxiangbeitouruleyikezhadan，shunjianyipiankongbai。
shijian……chongtu？fangqiquanguojingsaidezige，jiushiweile……jiwobuke？zheizenmekeneng？
wosisididingzheneixingzi，fangfoyaobatakanchuyigedonglai。neiziji，lengjingdexiangshizaichenshuyigeshishi，
queyoudaizheyizhongburongzhiyidejuejue。xiyangdeguangtouguochuanghu，luozaineixingzishang，xiangduleyicengjin。
wodeshoukaishifadou，xintiaokuaidejihuyaoconghoulonglibengchulai。yigefengkuangde、woconglaibuganxiangxiangdeniantou，
zaiwonaohailipotuerchu，fengkuangshengzhang。wohaoxiang……wuhuileshenme。erqie，shidacuotecuo。
di6zhangjiexialaidejitian，wozhenggerendouchuzaiyizhonghuanghudezhuangtai。neizhangbaomingbiao，neixingxiaozi，
xiangdianyingmanjingtouyiyang，zaiwonaohailifanfubofang。“shijianchongtu，xufudaoshierbanyounainai。”meiyigezi，
douxiangyikeguntangdeshitou，luozaiwodexinshang。yuanlai，taweilejiwobuke，fangqilequanguojingsai。
neikeshiquanguojingsai！shisuoyoulikeshengmengmeiyiqiudewutai，shitongwangdingjiandaxuedejinseqiaomenzhuan。
tazenmekeyi……zenmekeyizheimeqingyidijiufangqile？weilewo？
zheigeniantourangwojigandaoyizhenmiedingbandekuangxi，youbansuizhejudadehuangkonghebuan。wobuganxiangxin，
yebuyuanxiangxin。zheitaifengkuangle。qizhongkaoshidechengjichulaile。wodeshuxue，118fen。
yigewozuomengdoubuganxiangdefenshu。laozhouzaibanhuishangdianmingbiaoyanglewo，shuowoshibencikaoshijinbuzuidadexuesheng。
quanbantongxuedouyongyizhongbukesiyideyanshenkanzhewo。wozhidao，zheiyiqie，douguigongyuwenyan。fangxuehou，
woguqipingshengzuidadeyongqi，jiwenyanfaleyitiaoxinxi。“wenyanxuezhang，woshuxuekaole118fen。xiexieni。
”xinxifachuquhou，wojinzhangdidingzheshoujipingmu，lianhuxidouwangle。yifenzhong。wufenzhong。shifenzhong。
tameiyouhui。wodexinyidiandianchenxiaqu。yexu……yexutakandaole，danjuedemeibiyaohui。huozhe，
tazhengzaihelujiayizaiyiqi。jiuzaiwozhunbeifangqi，bashoujisaihuishubaoshi，pingmuliangle。shitadehuifu，
zhiyoulianggezi。“henhao。”houmianhaigenleyigejuhao，shitayiguandefengge，lengjingyoukezhi。
kewokanzheneilianggezi，quemomingdihongleyankuang。zheitianwanshang，wozuoleyigejueding。woyaoquwenqingchu。
buguanjieguoruhe，wobuxiangzaizheiyangcaixiaqule。wobaneizhangbeiwotoutouzangqilaidebaomingbiao，
xiaoxinyiyidijiazaileyibenlianxiceli。zhouwu，shikaoqianzuihouyicibuxi。suirankaoshiyijingjieshu，
danwomendebangfuguanxililunshangyaochixudaoxueqimo。wobaozheshu，tiqianlaidaotushuguandelaodifang。
tayijingzaile。jintiandeta，sihuyouxiebuyiyang。tameiyoukanshu，zhishizuozaineili，jingjingdikanzhechuangwai。
celiandexiantiaozaixiyangxiaxiandegewairouhe，shaolepingrilidejifenlingli。tingdaowodejiaobusheng，tahuiguotou。
simuxiangdui。wokandaotayandiyishanerguodeqingxu，henfuza，wokanbudong。“laile。”taxiankailekou。
“ng。”wozuoxia，xinzangpengpengzhitiao。wocongshubaolinachuneibenlianxice，fankai，tuidaotamianqian。“xuezhang，
zheidaotiwobuhui。”wozhideshizuihouyidaoyazhoudati，yidaojiqifuzadehanshuti。woshiguyikongzhede。
zheizhishiyigejiekou。wenyandemuguangluozaitimushang，youtaiqilai，kanlewoyiyan。tanaqibi，
quemeiyoulikekaishixie。qifenanjingdeyouxieyayi。woshenxiyikouqi，xiangshiyongjinlequanshendeliqi，
zhongyuwenchuleneijuhua：“xuezhang，ni……shibushijuedejiwobuke，tebiemafan？”woshuodehenman，
meiyigezidoudaizhezhanyin。wenyanwozhebideshou，dunzhule。tameiyoukanti，yemeiyoukanwo，zhishichuizheyan，
dingzhezhuomian。zhangjiudechenmo。wojihuyiweitabuhuihuidale。woshenzhikaishihouhui，
houhuizijiweishenmeyaowenchuzheimeyuchundewenti，dapozheizuihouyicidepingjing。jiuzaiwozhunbeikaikoushuo“suanle，
dangwomeiwen”deshihou，tazhongyudongle。tafangxialebi。ranhou，tataiqitou。neishuangzongshipingjingwubodeyanjing，
cikezhengyishunbushundikanzhewo。muguanglimeiyouleyiwangderenheshulihelengdan，querdaizhide，
shiyizhongwocongweijianguode、shenchenerzhuoredeqingxu。xiangyunnianglexujiudehuoshan，jijiangpenfa。
“zheidaotidejiefayouhenduozhong，”takaikoule，shengyinbipingshiyaoshayayixie，“danwoxiangshuode，zhiyouyiju。
”wodexintiao，shunjiantingzhi。wokandaotadehoujieshangxiagundongleyixia，sihuyeyouxiejinzhang。tadunledun，
meiyigezidouwubiqingxidi，chuandaolewodeerduoli。“woxihuannihenjiule。
”di7zhangshijianfangfozaizheiyikebeianxialezantingjian。tushuguanchuangwaidefengsheng，yuanchucaochangdexuannaosheng，
yiqiedouxiaoshile。wodeshijieli，zhishengxiataqingxierdudingdeshengyin，zaierbianfanfuhuixiang。
“woxihuannihenjiule。”woxihuanni……henjiule。wolengzaiyuandi，danaochedidangji。wokanzhewenyan，
kanzhetaneishuangshenbujiandideyanjing，shituconglimianzhaodaoyisikaiwanxiaodehenji。keshimeiyou。
tadeyanshenrenzhendekepa，limianfanyongzhewokanbudong，quenengqingxiganshoudaodexiongyongqinggan。ta……xihuanwo？
neigegaogaozaishangdewenyan，neigewojuedehewogezheyigeyinhexidewenyan，tashuotaxihuanwo？
zheibiwoshuxuekaomanfenhaiyaobukesiyi。wodezuichunxidongzhe，xiangshuodianshenme，
quefaxianzijiyigeyinjiedoufabuchulai。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangditiaodong，zhuangdewoleigushengteng。
wenyanjiuneimekanzhewo，naixindi，sihuzaidengdaiwodedaan。tayanzhongdejinzhangheqidai，xiangyizhangximidewang，
jiangwolaolaobaoguo。jiuzaiwozhongyuzhaohuizijideshengyin，
zhunbeikaikouhuiyingshi——“wengwengweng……”yizhentuwudeshoujizhendongsheng，dapolezheininggudekongqi。
shiwenyandeshouji。taculecumei，sihuhenbuyuezheitongbuheshiyidelaidian，danhaishinaqileshouji。
kandaopingmushangxianshidemingzi，tadelianseshunjianweibian。tameiyoubikaiwo，zhijieanxialejietingjian。“wei？
”dianhuaneitoubuzhidaoshuoleshenme，wozhikandaowenyanyuanbenhaisuanpingjingdebiaoqing，yishunjianbiandeningzhong，
shenzhidaizheyisibuyichaqidehuangluan。“shenme？”tadeshengdiaodoubianle，“shenmeshihoudeshi？……hao，
wozhidaole，womashangguoqu。”taguaduandianhua，zhanqishen。dongzuokuaidedaidaoleyizi，
fachuyishengcierdexiangdong。wobeizheituruqilaidebiangujingdebuzhisuocuo。“fashengshenmeshile？
”woxiayishidiwen。tameiyouhuidawodewenti，zhishidixiatou，shenshendikanlewoyiyan。