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wochuanyuechengleshulidepaohuinvzhu。

xitongshuowodezhuxianrenwujiushigonglvexiejingxing,buranwojiuhuisi。

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erbiandesihoushengyuyanyulie,leishuiguntangdekuaijiangwozhuoshang。

kexiejingxing,nishiyanle。

wobuyaoqujiangnankanyinghuale。

我也不要你了。

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沈妙落水第三天了。

taiyishuoguifeiniangniangdeqixiyuelaiyueruo。

zihuagongli,wotuozandaizui,beixiejingxingfaguizaiyipang。

tingwanzheihua,gujingxingdabuchaowozouguolai,dangzheyizhonggongnvtaijiandemian,henhenshuailewoyibazhangyishixiefen:“guxi,guifeiyaoshixingbuguolai,zhenzhuniquanzu。”

wobukezhixindekanzheta,lianjiaqueshihuolaladetong,rangwojiyuluolei。

zheishitadiyiciweileqitarenduiwozheimehen。

caiduanduanyiniandeshijian,tajiuwanquanaishangleshulidenvzhu,cengqixuwodewenrouyejileqitaren。

wobuxinxiedeyiweizhiyaowobatachuqu,tajiunengxiangyiqianneiyangduiwo,suoyiwobatatuixiashui。

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qishifaguiduiwoeryanbingmeiyoushenme,wufeijiushimamudian。

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taduitaduoailian,wodexinbianyouduotong。

xiejingxingzouhou,wozhongyurenbuzhuluolei。

xitongkaikouxiaoxinyiyidewenwo:“suzhu,wojinifanggedianshijukankanba。”

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woshenxiyikouqi,renzhubizidesuanse,guzuoqingsongdekaikou:“dianshijuyoushenmeyisia,woxiangkanchengrendongzuopian,nikucunyouma?”

xitongqiaoleyixiawodetou,youdianyumendekaikou:“suzhu,wokeshizhengjingxitong,huangdudushiweiguide,daoshihounijiujianbudaowola。”

woqingqingdexiaole,zheiyexushizheixietiandiyiciganjuedaowennuan,suiranlaizifeiren。

jianwoxinqinghaoxie,xitongyouwenlewoqianjiniandewenti:“suzhu,qianjinianwennidewenti,nihaijiandingneigedaanma?”

听完,我忽然愣神。

qianjinian,wogangchuanyuedaozheibenshuli。

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wodiyicitingjianlezijidexinsheng。

“buhuiqule。”wojiandingdeshuo。

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baokuowoaxiong,jideyaosidehuhuanwodemingzi。

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“xiaoxinshuaixialai,gujiaxiaojie。”yigenanrendeshengyinturanlengbudingxiangqi。

wobenzaikanzherenao,beizheituranyihe,womeizuowen,yibuxiaoxinshuailexialai。

diaoxiaqudeshihou,wozaixinliyijingbaneigenanrendequanjiamalejibaibian。

benyiweiyaoshuaichengroujiangle,queyiwailuozaileyigewennuandehuaibaoli。