1980年，京市。
军区大院。
“wojiushuo，xiangxialaideyeshiyiduzixinyan。”
“neikebu，zhangdejiubushiyifuzhengjingmoyang。yigecungu，lianneimebai，zuineimehong，zouqilulai，**danzihuanghuangyouyoude，wokanni，shibaneixienanrenmendehunerdougoulequle。”
“woshuogeweisaozi，nimenkedekanjinzijiadenanren，biedaoshihoubeihuojiadeneigexiaoyaojingchanshang。”
“buguoa，zheihuotingchendeqinmaqinyijun，pingchangyanjingzhangzaitoudingshang，yixinxiangjizijierzizhaogegaomenguinv，zheigekanbushang，neigekanbushang，yishengyebuxing，laoshiyebuxing，zheixiahaole，zhijiexuangecungu，hahahaha，wokanzheiqinyijunyihouhaizenmedeyideqilai。”
tingdaozheifanhua，zhouweirendourenbuzhuxiaoleqilai。
nvrenmenjuzaiyiqi，tantianshuodi，shuohaizi，shuonanren，buguobeishuodezuiduodehaishilujiadesunxifuer，wenli。
erzhenghaocongyipangluguodeqinyijun，tingdaozheixiehua，jianzhiqidehunshenfadou。henbudebarangtadiuliandezuikuihuoshou，neigemanyansuanjide“erxifuer”wenliyibalaguolai，henchoutajibazhang。
“qisiwole，qisiwole，nitingting，zheiqunrenjianzhiqiyoucili，gouyankanrendi，womenjiatingchenshibeisuanjide！”
“erjie，erjie，qingzheziqing，nigentamenjijiao，neibushizijidiaojiama？”
qinyijundemeimeiqinmeiruganjinlazhezijidezheigejiejie，zhibuguotazuishangshuozheanweidehua，yanshenlimian，quefeikuaideshanguoyisixiyueyubuxie。
……
“热…”
wenlizhijuedetineiyiguzaorexilai。
yigucitong，tazhijuedezhenggerenyaobeilachechengliangban，tarenbuzhuyaojinlezuichun，xiweidezhanyincongkouzhongyichu。
zheishengyinquexiangshidakailehongshuimengshoudekaiguanyiban，xiayimiao，bianshigengjiamengliededongzuo。
wenlizhijuedeganjueshineimeqingxi，taqiangchengzhezhengkaiyanjing。
mianqianderen，heranshitaneixianglailengjingzichidezhangfu。
zhenggehuojiasandaizuiyouchuxidenanrenhuotingchen。
wenlineizhangyingbaidexiaolianjiuneimelenglengdekanzhehuotingchen。
haoqiguai，yanqianzheigehuotingchenhennianqing，zhiyouershichutou，jianmeixingmu，bilianggaoting，chuleneishuangxinghongdeyanjing。
limianshiduitamanmandeyaneyulengmo，gendiyiciruchuyizhe。
“wenli，huojiadesunnv，wohuotingchendemeimei，zheixiemingtoudoubugouxiangliangshibushi，weilejiaruhaomen，dashanghuojiazheisoudachuan，buxijiwoxiayao。
woconglaimeiyoujianguonizheiyangxinjishenchendenvren。
nijiubupawozhaorenbanizhuaqilai？
zheijiushinixiangyaodeshiba，neijiurunisuoyuan，zhengkaiyanjingkanzhewo，bawojinidetengtongyidianyidi，doujiqingchu。”
huotingchendehanshui，shunzhexiaba，luodaowenlidexiongqian，neiwendu，xiangshinengbarenzhuoshang。
“zheimebuzhuanxin，zenme，pale。”
huotingchenshenchushouzhi，henhenniezhuwenlidexiaba，tachangnianzaibudui，shuangshousuiranyouxiyouzhang，danshizhangxinqueshibumanlelaojian，neicucaodechuganrangwenlideyishiqingxinglejifen。
这梦的感觉好真实。
budui，zheibushizuomeng，tahuilaile？
tajingranhuidaoleganggenhuotingchenjiehunmeiduojiudeshihou。
shangbeizi，tacongxiangxiajincheng，xiangyaozhaodaozijideqinshengfumu，yinweidanxintazijirenshengdibushu，shouyangzijizhangdadeyeyejiubazijilaozhanyoudedizhijilewenli。
wenlijiuzheimetashanglequjingshidehuoche，dengdaolejingshi，nuodadejingshi，napayoudizhi，nuodadejingshi，wenliyezhaobudaodifang，meixiangdao，jiyuanqiaohezhixia，wenliyoujiulehuotingchenyinweizhongshuyundaozailubiandenainai。
delaiquanbufeigongfu，huotingchendeyeyehuolaoyezigenhuonainairangwenlianxinzaijializhuxia。
huotingchendenainaiyifangmianshixiangyaobaodatadejiumingzhien，yifangmianyeshikeliantayigegunv。tongshibijingyeshilaozhanyoudesunnv，ziranyaozhaoguyier，yaozhidao，huolaoyezigenwenlideyeyeneishizhanchangshangguomingdejiaoqing。
wenlisuiranbuxiangmafanhuojiaren，danshijiabuzhuhuojiayeyegennainaidereqing，erqieneishihouwenliyequeshishiyouxiezoutouwulu，yincijiuzheimezhulexialai。
wenlishigexixinde，suishuocongxiangxialai，meishangguoxue，danshihenqinkuai，zhangdeyepiaoliang。yaobushidanxinhuotingchenqinmaqinyijunjieyiwenlidechushen，huojianainaizhenxiangcuohewenligenzijidesunzi。
buguo，suiranbunengbianchengsunxifuer，danshishoutadangsunnvzongmeiwentiba，jihusuoyourendoujuede，tazheishishanjibianfenghuang。
keshi，suoyoudeyiqie，douzaitabeifaxiangenhuotingchentangzaiyizhangchuangshangdeneiyitianhuile。
huolaotaitaiduitayilianshiwang，huotingchendeqinma，yejiushizijihoulaidepopoqinyijun，dangchangjiuyunle。
zhiyuhuotingchen，yebazijidangzuoshiweileshangwei，buzeshouduandenvren，napaquleta，duitayeshizhiyouyane。
mingmingtajieshilewushuci，tagenbenbuzhidaozijiweishenmehuichuxianzaihuotingchendefangjian，youweishenmehuigentatangzaiyiqi。
keshimeiyourenxiangxin，yinweizheimenhunshidelaidebingbuguangcai，shenzhidoumeiyoujuxingyanhui，yaozhidao，zheikeshihuojiazuichuxidesunzi，nianjiqingqing，yijingshiyingzhang，yihouqiantubuke**。
hunlijingranjiuneimeqiaowushengxidebanle，zhibuguoshichelejiehunzheng，nawanjiehunzhenghuotingchenjiuzoule，wenlibingmeiyoudedaozuoweiyige“qizi”yingyoudeguanxinheaihu。
shenzhijiehundangtianwanshang，huotingchendoumeiyouhuijia。
erqie，zhibaobuzhuhuo，tajiajihuotingchendeneiqing，yeyoubushaorenzhidao，suoyi，“humeizi”、“buyaolian”zheiyangdeziyanjiuyizhibansuizheta。
hunhoudeshenghuo，pingxinerlun，wuzhishangmian，huotingchencongmeiyoukuidaita。
neishihoutayejuedebuguanzenmeyang，jiranjielehun，zongshiyaohaohaoguorizide，suoyibuguanhuotingchendemuqinqinyijunruhekedaita。
huotingchendemeimeihuomingyueruhechaofengta，tadourenlexialai，keshihuotingchendetaidu，queyizhishineimebulengbure。
jiehunduonian，liangrenyemeiyouhaizi，houlaitayouyitianganjueshentibushufu，quyiyuanjiancha，tingdaoyishengshuozijihuaiyunledeshihou，tajidongdeyanleidouyaodiaoxialaile。
taxiangyaojihuotingchenyigejingxi，pangqiaocejidewenta，ruguoyouhaizi，huijihaiziqishenmemingzi。
keshihuotingchenzenmeshuode，wenliyizhimeiyouwang。
“wobuxihuanhaizi，womenyebuhuiyouhaizi，yihoubuyaozaishuozheigehuati。
niyaoshizhenxihuan，keyiqulingyangyige。”
ranhouhoulai，taquezaiyiyuankandaohuotingchenpeizhelingyigenvrenchanjian。
zaihoulai，gengshiwuyizhongtingdaohuotingchengenpengyoudetanhua。
”ruguozailaiyici，tahuibuhuigenwenlijiehun。”
“不会。”
houmianhaishuoleshenme，wenliyijingmeiyouxinqingjixutingxiaqule。shenzhihoulaihuotingchenpeizhechanjiandeneigenvren，hailaizijimianqianyaowuyangwei。
zaiyizhen**xia，taliuchanle，huojiarenbuwenyuanyin，zhihuizeguaita，shentibuxing，hubuzhuhaizi。
huotingchenyezhishishuohaizilaidebushishihou，yihouhuiyoude。
neishihoudewenlicaishizhenzhengdexinsi，yuanlaicongshizhizhong，qipanguozheigehaizidezhiyoutaziji。
tazaiyewufarenshouzheizhongmeiyouganqingdeshenghuo，meiyouguanxinyuaihudeshenghuo，taxiangyaolihun，likaizheigeshangxindedifang。
yikaishihuotingchenziranshibutongyide，bijingneigeniandai，lihunshizaishiyijianbuguangcaideshiqing，gengbuyaotihuojiazheiyangdejiashi，danshixianglaitinghuadongshi，chuchuweitarenzhexiangdewenli，yijingbuxiangweilehuojiademingshengweiquziji，duiyuhuotingchendexiangfayebuzaihu，tazhixianglikai。
houlaitachenzhehuotingchenchucha，qinyijunyouyiciweinantazhiji，zhijienazheshenfenzhengpaole。
shuoshihua，neishihoudewenli，duiyuweilaishihuangkongde，keshizhiyaonengtuolineigejia，wenlijuedezijishenmedoubuzaihu。
tingrenshuonanfangzhengzaidadaokuofudegaige，wenlizhijiejiugenzhequlenanfang，shenzhihaipahuotingchenzhaoshangziji，wenlihaigailemingzi，jiaowenxin，qulexieyin，jiyoucongxinlaiguo，yeyouwenxinwukuideyisi。
shuoshihua，daonanfanghou，wenliyikaishiderizibingbuhaoguo，nanfangdeqihoubushiying，tashenshangqianyebuduo，duanduanyigeyuedeshijian，jiushouleshijijin。
houlaiweilezhengqian，tabaiguoditan，zuoguoshengyi，genrenchaoguo。
keyishuo，congrouruobiandeyuelaiyuejianqiang，maimaiyeyuezuoyueda。
zhibuguo，duiyunanrengenganqingyijingshiquxinxindewenli，yemeiyouzaijiehun。fanershishouyanglebushaohaizi，rangtamenxuexi，shenghuo。
zheiciyeshiyinweiqujingshichuxiyigehuodong，yeshigencishanshiyeyouguan，meixiangdaolushangchuleyiwai。gengbucengxiang，tajingranhuidaoleguoqu。
guoqudeshiqing，duiwenlilaishuo，bingbushiduoshaomeihaodejiyi，tabumingbaiweishenmeyaoranghuidaozheigeshihou，kanzhehuotingchennianqingyingjundelianjia，wenlixinlishanguoyisisuanse，bijingtacengjingshizhendehenxihuanzheigeren。
keshi，neixietongkuyeshizhende，yexuaiqingguranmeihao，danshihuotingchenxinlideneigerenbushita。
yixiangdaozheixie，wenliyanshenqingminglejifen，yibatuikaihuotingchen，shunshouzhuaqiyijianyifutaodaoshenshang。
erqie，wenliyixiangdaozijishangbeizishoudaodeneixieweiqu，haiyoushentishangdetengtong，yijiyanqianzheigeshuohua“yinyangguaiqi”，nianqingyouqishengdehuotingchen。
wenlijiuqibudayichulai，zhijieyibazhangzhaohudaolehuotingchendelianshang，huotingchensihushiyouxiemeixiangdao，zhijielengzaineili。
keshiwenliyemeidaguoyin，youxiangzailaiyici，zheicihuotingchenyibazuanzhuwenlideshouwan。
“你疯了！”
huotingchenmuguangchenchen，luodaowenlideshenshang。
“meicuo，wojiushifengle，neiyeshibeinimenbifengde！
huotingchen，womenlihunba。”
ruguoshuogangcaineiyibazhangranghuotingchenmeifanyingguolai，neimexianzaihuotingchenjiushifennule。
“wenli，niyiweijiehunshixiaohaiziguojiajiama，nixiangjiehunjiujiehun，xianglihunjiulihun，dangchunifeijinxinsipashangwodechuang，rujinzenmele，shiyoupanshangshenmegaozhi，xiangyaoyijiaobawochuaikaishima？”
huotingchenneizhongjunlianshang，yijingfushangleyicenghanbing，shuangmuxinghong，gangcailiangrenjian，“yini“deqifendangranwucun。
“suibiannizenmexiang，zongzhiwoyaolihun，wozaiyebuhuichanzheni，niziyoule，xiangzhaosheizhaoshei。”