第5章 不想活了(2020字)

chezizaisijibieshuqiantingxia,subaobaojiekaianquandaizhunbeixiache,quefaxianshiyanmeiyouyaoxiachededasuan。

subaobaowaizhenaodaikanzheta:“zenme?caidayingwoyaozuoyigeyuedehaolaogong,xianzaijiufanhuile?”

shiyan:“gongsihaiyoushi。”

“shima?”subaobaoyilianbuxin:“gaibuhuizheishinibuxianggenwohuijiazhaodejiekouba?”

shiyanyaxiaxinzhongdebunaifan,naqishouji,dakaiyuchenandeliaotianjilu,liangrendeduihuaxianshishiyanwanshangyaoqucanjiayutingleijituanzongcaidefanju。

subaobaokandaoliaotianjilu,dunshiyouxiaoleqilai:“laogong,wodouniwanni,nixianqumangnideba,wozaijiadengni。”

subaobaoxiache,musongshiyanjiacheliqu,yuanbenchunguangmingmeidelianshangshunjianbiandepibeibukan。

zhuanshenhuiwu,guanjiaqinjielikeyingshangqu,jieguotashoulidebaobao:“xiaojie,woganggangkandaoshixianshengsongninhuilaide。”

“ng。”subaobaotangzuozaishafashang,yishuangmingliangdedayanjing,wangzhetoudingdetianhuaban。

“kanlaininzuowanchenggongle。”qinjielianshangluchuxiyuedeshense。

“ng,chenggongle。”subaobaobishangyanjing:“chenggongdebazijijibidaoqiangjiao,meiyoutuilule。”

“ninzheishishenmeyisi?”qinjieyihuo,yuanbenkandaoshiyanqinzisongsubaobaohuibieshu,tayiweizheishiliangrenguanxihuanhedezhengzhao,kexianzaitingxialai,qingkuangsihubutaimiao。

“yigeyue,wozhiyouyigeyuedeshijianle。ruguozheiyigeyuewohaibunengrangtazhongxinjieshouwo,neiwojiuyaolikaile。”

qinjiejisubaobaodaoshangyibeishuidiguolai,anweita:“xiaojie,ninzheimepiaoliangkeai,xianshengyidinghuizhongxinaishangninde。”

subaobaolianshangzhongyuluchuxiaorong:“shiba?woyezheimejuede。”

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shenye,shiyandaizhejifenzuiyicongyipinjuneichulai,chenangenzaitashenbian。sijizaoyijiangchekaidaoyipinjumenkou。

chenanshangqianlakaichemen,shiyanzaihoupaizuoxia,chenanzezaifujiashizuoweishangzuoxia。

chenankanxiangsiji:“songshizonghuidazhai。”

“qusijibieshu。”shiyanturankaikou,gengzhengmudedi。

sijihechenanjieshiyileng,sijibieshushidangchushiyanyusubaobaojiehunshi,songjisubaobaodehunfang。kezicongshiyanzhidaolesubaobaojiamingyuanzhenlaonvdeshenfenhou,jiuzaimeiyouquguosijibieshu。jintiantayifanchangtaiyaoqusijibieshu,nandaotamendeguanxipobingle?chenanhenshiyiwai。

zheishihou,chenandeshoujihuranxiangleqilai,chenanyikanlaidian,shitantang,taganjinjietongledianhua:“tanxiaojie……zongcai?ninshaodeng……”

chenanwuzhudianhua,kanxiangshiyanqingshi:“zongcai,shitanxiaojie,tashuonindeshoujidabutong,badianhuadadaowozheilile。”

shiyanshenshou,chenanjiangshoujidileguoqu。

“shenmeshi?”shiyanjiangshoujifangzaierbian,kaikouwen。

dianhuaneitouchuanlaitantangkuqideshengyin:“ayan,wobuxianghuole。diedihemamixianwodiuleshengshijituandelian,yaobawosongdaoguowaiqu,sannianzhineibuzhunwohuilai,wobuxiangquguowai,wosiyebuqu……”

shiyanwenyan,zuiyishunjianxiaoshi,yuqibiandeyouxiejinzhang:“nixianzaizainali?”

“wozaishengshijiudian,ayan,ruguonengzaisizhiqianjiandaoni,woyejiuzhizule。”tantangshuowan,guaduanledianhua。

shiyanfangxiashouji,fenfusiji:“qushengshijiudian。”

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shengshijiudianviptaofangnei,tantanglianhelejibeijiu,ranhouyoujiangjiupingneishengxiadehongjiudaojinweishengjianxishouchinei,zuochuyifuhelehenduojiudemoyang,zijizetangzaifangmanreshuideyugangli,pangbianbaifangzheyigekongjiubei。

shiyanhenkuaijiudaoleshengshijiudian,datangjinglijiandaoshiyan,likeshangqian:“wanshanghaoshizong……”

“tantangzainali?”shiyandaduanduifangdewenhou,zhijiexunwentantangdeweizhi。

datangjingli:“tanxiaojie?tayinggaishizai2888haofangjian。”

shiyanwenyan,liketaijiaojindianti。

datangjinglimangzhuaqiduijiangjiermai,chaolimianxiaoshengdao:“shizongyijingdaole,mashangjindiantishanglai。”shuowan,taganmangzhuishangshiyandebufa,weitashuakaidiantimen,peitongzheyiqishangqu。

loushang,taofangnei,tantangdezhulixujingshoudaodatangjinglidexiaoxi,likezoujinweishengjianbaogao:“tanxiaojie,shizongmashangjiudaole。”

tantangpaozaiyugangzhong,shentaiyouran:“zhidaole,nichuquba。”

xujinglikai,jiangtaofangmendaishang。jiezhe,jiutingdaolimianyoubolidasuideshengyin。

diantizaijiudian28cengtingxia,diantimenkai,shiyancongdiantineizouchulai。datangjinglinazhefangkazouzaiqianmian,laidao2888fangjianmenkou,shuaka,fangmendakai,shiyanzoulejinqu。

huiketingnei,bingmeiyoutantangdeshenying,zhikandaochajishangyouyigekongjiuping,shiyanyoulaidaofangjian,kandaochangkaideyushimen,likezoujinqu,jiukandaotantangchuanzheshuipaopaozaiyugangnei,rensihuyijinghunmi,shouwanshangyoubeigaojiaobeisuipiangepodeshangkou,shangkouzhengzailiuxue。

“tantang!”shiyanjiandaozheiyimu,likeshangqian,zhuaqiyipangdeyujin,jiangtashouwanbaozhazhixue。

genzaishenhoudechenanyebeiyanqiandeqingxingheleyitiao,mangnachushoujibodalejiuhudianhua。

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jiuhuchezaishengshijiudiandamenkoutingxia,buyihuier,tantangbiantangzaidanjiashangbeijiuhurenyuantaishangche,shiyangenzheyeyiqishanglejiuhuche。

buyuanchudejiaoluoli,daizhekouzhaomaozidexinlujiangzheiyimupailexialai。huidaocheshang,tafanfuguankanzheiduanshipin,tantangdelianheshiyandelianpaidehenqingxi,keyishichuiliangrenshenyejiudianmihui。zhishiweishenmehuiyoujiuhuche,tabudeerzhi。

buguo,youlezheiduanshipin,yijingrangjizhechushengdetayoulezugoudefahuikongjian。

shiyan,nirangwoshiqudeyiqie,wodouhuicongnishenshangtaohuilai。

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yiyuan,jizhenshiwai,shiyanbiaoqingpingjingdezuozaiyizishangdengdaizheqiangjiujieshu。

jizhenshinei,yishengdakaiyujinbaoguozhudeshangkou,zhoumei:“zheimeqiandeshangkou,yaoshizaiwanjifenzhongsongguolai,douyuhele。”

yishengyouxieshengqidezhaixiashoutao,wanglajitongliyireng,tucao:“haixianwozheiliwanshangbugoumang,zheizhongbingrenyewangwozheilisong。neigeshei,xiaona,nijibingrenshangkouxiaoxiadu,baozhayixiajiukeyirangtahuiqule。”

yishengfenfuwan,gangzhunbeilikai,quebeitantangshenshoulazhu:“yisheng,baituobanggemang。”