第1章
wopeitaizixiaolinzaidiguoweizhishinian，huxuzhongsheng。
huiguiguguohou，taquegaiqutarenweifei，liangeshiqiedemingfenyebujiwo。
“anian，woxuyaotafuqindezhuli，niqierenren，wohuijinigejiaodai。”
“anian，wodinghuihuhaoni，jibiantashitaizifeiyebunengqinifenhao。”
“anian，daiwodengshangneizhigaozhiwei，zhanzaiwoshenbianderen，zhihuishini。”
tamuguangzhuozhuo，wobianxinleta。
tachenghunsannian，taizifeishishiqiaoda，riricuomo，woyaoyarenle。
zhidao，wobeizhenchuyouyun，xiaolinweibotayixiao，renyoutashengshengguanlewoyidahuhonghua。
wojuewangxinsi，fanchulexianhuangdecihunshengzhi。
chujianeiri，wofengguanxiapei，zirongwushuang。
xiaolinquekanhongleyan，zhanzheshengqiuwo。
“anian，buyaolikaiwo，zairenren，haobuhao？”
“anian，nidejingyuwoyizhixi，baoquanziji，daiwoqirihoulaiquni！”
kanwansanhuangzixiaohengjiwodemixin，wogandaocongweiyouguodeqingsong，zhuanshenjiangzhitiaofuzhiyiju。
zheijuewangtoudingderizi，zongsuanyaojieshule。
woduizhechuangzichushen，fangmen“zhiya”yishenghuanhuantuikai。
yishuangdazhangzhandouzhecongshenhouquanzhuwo，xiaoxinyiyiluozaiwoxiaofushang。
wohuangmangtaotuo，yanlimanshijingtihefangbei。
xiaolinyilianshoushangdishouhuishou，chenchentanleyisheng。
“anian，haizideshi，woyehennanguo。”
“niyingdangzhidaowochujingjiannan，duoshaorenduiwozheigetaizizhiweihushidandan，wobunengzaizheigejieguyanshangshiqulinxiangdezhichi......”
“wodediyigehaizi，bixuchuzilinruohua，nizheibanaiwo，dingnenglijiewodenanchu，duibudui？”
tacoujindaoshenbian，shitubaoworuhuai，quebeiwoyibatuikai。
woyuanhendikanzheta，shihunluopodizhiwen。
“nishuoguo，huihuzhewo......”
“kexianzai，wodehaizimeile，woyediulebantiaoming，zheijiushinisuoweideaiwohuwo？”
worenbuzhuzhiwen，tayanlishijijiangposuidexinteng。
tazhanglezhangzui，sihuyaoweizijibianjieshenme，kezuizhonghaishihuaweiyijuwuyongdeanwei。
“anian，rihou，womenhaihuiyouhenduohenduohaizi......”
我忍不住苦笑出声。
孩子？
xiaolinjianguanlefurendeazashouduan，bukenengbuzhidao，neiyidahuhonghuaxiadu，wozenmekenenghaihuiyouhaizi......
woyaxiaxinkoudesuanse，jinhuqiqiudikanxiangta。
“xiaolin，fangwozouba。”
xiaolinyanshenfuzadidingzhewo，congbeitong，zhenjing，zaidaojianjue。
tajihuyaoyaqiechi，shuangyanxinghong。
“休想。”
“anian，dangchuzaibeidi，weilewonishouleneimeduoku，weihexianzairizihaoguole，niquebuyuanyiweiwozairenle？”
“bujiushiyigehaizima，zaijiniyigejiushile！”
shuozhetashenshoubianlaijiewodeyiqun，yazhewoyishangbinglengdeqiangbi。
penboyuchudeqingyuhunzhetabojingjianlinruohuaduaideyilvmeixiang，rangworenbuzhuzuoou。
leishuibuzhengqidihualuo，jinshubeitatunrufuzhong。
shia，woneimeaita，jiuliantayuanqubeidiweizhi，wodoubugudieniangfandui，ziqinggensui，peizaitashenbian。
beididedongtianmanzhangerhanleng，weilerangtahekouretang，woguidixuegoupa，hongdekanshoudeshiweikaihuai，caidelexiechaihuo。