第4章
yangguoerzhabazhejingyingmingliangdedayanjing，haoyihuizhihou，zheicaidaizhejifenyihuo、jifenxinxidehandao：
“爸爸？”
jianjiandandandelianggezi，queshirangyangfanxinhunjuzhan！
taqingchudejide，zijichuchehuozhiqian，qizihanmengxicaizhiyoujigeyuedeshenyun。
ranerneichangyiwai，queshirangzheizhongjian，liuxiayidaduankongbai。
dengtazaiduhuifuqingxingshi，tamendehaizi，douyijingzheimedale！
tazhidao，zheijueduibushinverdiyicizheimehanta。
raner，zheiqueshitadiyiciyiziwoyishi，yuzijidenverxiangren。
yangfanxianshiyingleyisheng，ranhoujiulianmangxiaopaodaotagenqian，jiangtabaoleqilai，yongliancengzhetadexiaoliandan，qingshengninandao：
“wodehaonver~guainver~”
“gege~baba，yangyang~”
yangguoerxianshifachuyizhentonglingbandeqingxiao，zhengzhazhelikai。
ranhou，tayoukanzheyangfandeyanjing，renzhendewendao：
“baba，nidebingzhendehaolema？yihoudoubuhuizaishengbinglema？huigenqitaxiaopengyoudezhengchangbaba，yiyanglema？”
suirancunzilideqitaren，douyizhijiaotababashazi。
danshixiaonvhaixinzhong，queyizhijianxinyeyenainaigaosutadehua：
tadebababushishazi，tazhishishengbingle。
jiuxiangtadudutong，chileyaojiuhuihaoyiyang，babadebing，zongyouyitian，yehuihaode。
“ng，babadebinghaole，yihoudoubuhuizaishengbingle！babahuigenqitaxiaopengyoudebabayiyang，buhuizairangguoerbeiqitaxiaopengyouquxiaole。”
yangfanduitademeiyigewenti，douhenrenzhendehuida。
yinweitajuede，zheiyinggaiduitahenzhongyao。
guoran，xiaojiahuozaitingwantababadehuidahou，jiuhuiwuzhexiaoshou，xinxidao：
“ye，wobabadebinghaole！tayihouyenengzhengchangdepeiguoeryiqiwan，buhuibeiqitaxiaopengyouxiaohuale！”
shuozhe，tayouxiangqishenmeside，kanzheyangfanwendao：
“neibaba，ninengpeiguoerquyouleyuanma？yiqianguoerxiangyaonigenwoyiqiqu，keshineierderenburangnijin！”
“ng，keyi！babagaitianjiupeiniqu，nixiangwanshenme，babadoupeini！”
yangfanzhengzhongdehuidao，tongshixinlimianyoumanshizizeyukuijiu：
“yuanlainverdeyaoqiujiuzheimejiandan，kewoquewufamanzu。”
“tianwuzhenrena，nishenshiqinzhanwoyishidezheijinian，haiwocuoguoleduoshao！”
“wunian！nizhidaozheiwunian，woshizenmeguolaidema？”
“yeba！yihouwojiuyongnichuanchengjiwodenengli，laihaohaobuchangwodenverjiarenmenba！”
muguangyizhuan，kandaonverlianshang，hailiuyougangcaineipofuliuxiadezhihen。
yangfanshouzhizaiguoerxiaolianshangqingqingyimo，yidaodandandeqingserouguangshanshuozhixia，xiaojiahuolianshangdeshanghen，jiudangjixiaoshibujian。
shenzhiliantayuanbenjiujiaonendeliandan，yougengjiaqdanlejifen，yufaxiandekeaidongren。
kanzhezheiyuqiziyouzheliuqifenxiangsidexiaoxiaolianpang，yangfanxinzhongyidong，renbuzhuwendao：
“guoer，nei......nimamani？mamameiyoupeiguoerquguoyouleyuanma？”
“妈妈？”
yangguoertingdaozheilianggezi，xiaolianshangturanxianchuyimoweiqu。
zheizhongweiqu，hezhiqianbeiqitahaizigulishi，wanquanbuyiyang。
tayaoleyaotou，padaoyangfandejianbangshang，dishengshuodao：
“guoerconglaimeijianguomama！nainaishuo，mamashengqizoule，tabuyaowomenle！guoerbuxuyaomama，youbabahaiyouyeye、nainaijiuhaole！”
“shenme？mamashengqizoule？”
yangfantingdaozheihua，xinzangmengdiyijin：
mengxita......likaizheigejiale？
jiuyinweiwodeshenzhichulewenti？
xiangdaozijiheqizicengjingdehaishishanmeng，yangfanmomingyouzhongbeiqipiandeganjue：
jiusuantaxianqiwobianchengshazi，xuanzelikai，neiyebuyinggailianguoeryebujianlea！
buguanzenmeshuo，zheiyeshitadehaizi，tazenmenengrenxin？
不对！
mengxibushizheiyangjueqingderen，zheizhongjiankendingfashengleshenmeshi！
xiangdaozheili，yangfanjuedinghuijiawengeqingchu。
bijingzheizhongshi，bushiyigewusuibudaodexiaohai，nengjieshide。
beizhenveryiluxiaopao，zainvhaichongmanhuankuaideqingxiaoshengzhong，yangfanhenkuaijiuhuidaojia。
tuikaiyuanmen，kanzhezijiayuanzizheishuxidechangjing，taxinzhongyoushiyizhenganchu。
suirantazhiqianmeitiandoushenghuozaizheili，danshizhidaoxianzai，tacaiyounengqinshenganshoudao。
shuichiqian，youyimingfurenzhengzaixiyifu。
zheishenyingshirucishuxi，yangfanbiziyisuan，yanleidouchadiandiaolexialai。
虽然他已为人父。
danshizaizheigerenmianqian，tayongyuandoushigehaizi。
erqietaxinlimingbai，zaitashizhidezheijinian，zuixinku，zuijianaode，qishishitadefumu。
zhanwenjiaobu，taqingshenghandao：
“妈~”
“ai，nizenmehuilaile？nibabushirangnikanguatianma？taqucunbuyoushi，deguoyihuicainenghuilai！”
zhaoqingpingxianshiyouxiezhejidehuileyiju，danjiezhesihuxiangdaoleshenme，lianmangfangxiashoulideyifu，huiguotoukanzheyangfan，shuodao：
“ni......nijiaowoshenme？”
“妈！”
yangfanyouhanleyisheng，ranhoujieshishuo：
“wodebingdehaole！woxianzaimeiwentile！”
“zhende？zheishizhendema？”
zhaoqingpingkandaoerzizheiyang，yegaoxingdezhiliuyanlei，yihuodewendao：
“zheidaodishizenmehuishi？nishenshangdeshangyoushizenmenongde？”
“zheige......wobuxiaoxinshuaileyijiao，kenengshibanaozilideyuxuechongsanle，suoyijiuhuifuleqingxing。”
yangfanxianshizhaogejiekou，jiandanjieshileyiju，ranhoushuodao：
“ma，zheijinianrangnimenshoukule！”
“bukubuku，zhiyaoninenghuifuzhengchang，zheidoushizhidede。”
zhaoqingpingmolemoyanlei，jiezheshuodao：
“woqubanibajiaohuilai，takanjiannizheiyang，yidinghuifeichangkaixinde！”
“ma，buzheji，batabashiqingchulihaole，bujiuhuilailema。”
yangfanxianshibailebaishou，ranhoujiuyouxiejibukenaideshuodao：
“ma，wotingguoershuo，mengxilikaizheigejiale。guoercongmeijianguota，zheijiujingshizenmehuishi？”
“mengxi......”
zhaoqingpingtingdaozheigemingzi，lianshangdangjixianchuyisiluomo。
suihouyaoleyaotou，qingshengtandao：
“xiaofanna，zheinijiubiewenle，fanzhengmengxitayijinghenilihunle。”
“haiyou，niyebieguaimengxi，tayeburongyi。bijingneijianshi，shiniduibuqitaa！”
“lihunle......”
suiranzaoyouyuliao，danshidangbeimuqinqinkouzhengshihou，yangfanxinzhong，haishihenhencitongleyixia。
kedangtingdaomuqinhoumianyijuhua，tayoumeitouyizhou，renbuzhuzhuiwendao：
“neijianshi？woduibuqita？”
“ma，nizheihuashishenmeyisi？wozenmeduibuqimengxile？jiusuanwozaishizhideshihouzuoleshenmecuoshi，neiyewanquanbushiwobenyia！nimenyinggaizhidao，neigezhuangtaixiadewo，shigenbenbunengkongzhizijide！”
“bushinishengbingshizhideshihou，shineichangchehuo！”
zhaoqingpingbailebaishou，jiezhefanwen：
“xiaofan，ninandaozhendewangjichehuoshifashengdeshiqinglema？”
“车祸又怎么了？”
杨帆更加懵了：
“zheibushiyichangyiwaima？wozhishizhuangdaolubianhulanyunleguoqu，bingmeiyouzaochengqitarenyuanshangwang。”
“erqie，mengxitadangshihuaiyunzaijia，yebuzaicheshanga！”
yinweichehuozhihou，yangfancengjingzaiyiyuanliqingxingguoyiduanshijian，zhihoucaibeitianwuzhenrendeshenshiruqin。
suoyizheixieshi，duiyutalaishuo，genbenjiuxiangshifashengzaizuotianyiyang，jideyiqingerchu。
“jiushimengxibuzaicheshangcaiyoushi！yinweinidangshishenbian，zuozhedeshibiedenvren！”