第3章肾脏功能衰竭……

tamanlianjidandiduizhilinyecheng:“niganma,gaibuhuishuobuguowo,jiunaxiaohaizichuqiba!”

linyechengzheicaijiangmuguangzhuanyidaotadeshenshang,yamabuliaodezhangqun,waidazheqingbodezhenzhishan,mingmingshihenwenyidedaban,xinggequerucibaozao。

tachenmoyixia,caihuanhuankaikou:“ruguowoshini,huihaohaokaolvwodetiaojian。”

xiachuxinhengleyisheng,jianchidao:“chuledaoqian,woshenmedoubuyao!”

jiuzaizheishi,zhanzaitapangbiandexiaqingyushentihuranyaohuangleyixia,zhuazhexiachuxindeyifu,chadianmeiyouzhanwen。

juechadaoxiaqingyudeyiyang,xiachuxinlianmangdunxialaijiangtabaozaihuaili,quejianxiaqingyuliansecangbai,zhijiehunleguoqu。

xiachuxindunshihuangle,yaohuangzhexiaqingyuyouxiaodeshenqu:“qingyu,qingyu,nizenmele……”

mianduituruqilaidebiangu,jingjulishunjianluanchengleyituan,linyechengzhoulezhoumei,xiangzhulifenfudao:“zhunbeiche,quyiyuan。”

shuozhe,budaixiachuxinfanyingguolai,jiudunxiashenjiangxiaqingyubaozaihuaizhong,maizhedazhangtuidabuchaozhejingjumenwaipaoqu。

yiyuanli,jianyishengjixiaqingyujianchawanbi,congbingfangzhongzouchulai,xiachuxinjimangyingshangqu:“yisheng,woerzizenmeyangle?”

yishengzhaixiatingzhenqi,xiangxiachuxinyoulvdao:“muqianhuaiyizheihaizishichuxianshenzanggongnengshuaijiedezhengzhuang,buguoyiqiehaiyaodengjianchajieguochulaizaishuo。”

“shenzanggongnengshuaijie……”

xiachuxinruzaoleiji,shunjianlengzaiyuandi,xiangzhexiaqingyunanshoudeyangzi,xinliyourudaoge。

genzaiyipangdelinyechengculecumei,yihuowen:“zheihaizicaisansisui,zenmehuishenzanggongnengshuaijie?”

yishengjianlairenshilinyecheng,taidushunjianzunjinglejifen,xiangtahuida:“zheigewomenyejuedeqiguai,yibaneryan,xiangzheizhongyouerbuhuiyouzheizhongjibingde。”

shuozhe,haikanxiangxiachuxinwen:“buzhidaozheiweixiaojiedejiazushishang,youmeiyouleisideyichuanbing?”

xiachuxinyaoleyaotou,tuiranhuida:“meiyou。”

yishengyouwen:“neizheihaizidefuqinni?xingxushifuxijiazudeyichuanbing。”

父亲……

jianyishengtiqixiaqingyudefuqin,xiachuxinshunjiangangaqilai,liangjiudoumeijiehua。

sannianqian,tabeifuqinganchujiamen,haifashengchehuoshiqujiyi,zhihoujiushengxialezheigehaizi。

laoshishuo,liantayebuzhidaozheihaizidefuqinshishei,tingxiajiadeshuoci,shibeitazaijiubazhongsuiyigou-yindenanren。

buguoxiajiaderenxianglaijiangtashiweiyanzhongdingrouzhongci,zuomengdouxiangzhaodaoshuocibataganchujiamen,yinci,tamendehua,xiachuxinshimeiyouquanxinde。

jianxiachuxinweinan,linyechengkaikoudao:“gaosuyuanzhang,zuzhizhuanjiatuandui,quanlizhiliao。”

yishenglianmangyingda:“shi,linxiansheng,womenzheijiuquban。”

jianyishengzouyuan,xiachuxinzhuanxianglinyechengganxiedao:“linxiansheng,xiexienia。”

gangcaishifaturan,ruguobushizheigenanrenzai,tazaojiuluanchengyituan,buzhidaogaizenmebanle。

erqie,linyechenggangcaidekaikou,fenmingshizaizhuanyihuati,buxiangrangtazaiyishengmianqiannankanchuchou。

tadunledun,youshuo:“linxiansheng,yinweiwomendeshi,langfeinintaiduoshijianle,ninyaobuxianhuijiapeipeinver,gangjinglibangjiadeshi,xiaoguniangkendinghenhaipa。”

linyechengweiweicuqihaokandemei,fanwen:“sheigaosuni,miduoshiwonver?”

xiachuxinaleyisheng,daizaiyuandi,yibaneryan,laijingjuchulizheizhongshiqingde,bujiushihaizidejiazhangjianhurenma?

linyechengpieletayiyan,yikaishixian,meihaoqididao:“tashiwogegedenver。”

xiachuxinlianmangdaoqian:“duibuqi,shiwowuhuile。”

quetinglinyechengdunledun,youkaikou:“wo,danshen。”

夏初心郁结了。

tadanbudanshen,gentayoushenmeguanxiya?

gaodehaoxiangtazaixiangqin,zhunbeigentachuduixiangside。

yiyuandebingfangli,xiaqingyuganggangzhengkaiyanjing,jiukandaojigerenshouzaizijidechuangqian。

jianxiaqingyuxingle,baizhenzhenlijipudaobingchuangqiankusu:“aiyou,wodexiaobaobei,nikezhongyuxingle,kebaganmahesile!”

duiyuzheigeguimi,xiachuxinshunjianwuyu,yuanbentahexiaqingyuhuilai,shitongzhibaizhenzhenqujichangjiejide,jieguoqueyudaobangfeibangjiadeshi。

baizhenzhendezhixiaqingyufashengyiwai,beisongdaoyiyuan,huojihuoliaodigandaoyiyuan,shouzaibingfanglikulekuaiyigexiaoshi,liantazheigeqinmadouzitanburu。

“zhenzhen,qingyucaigangxing,nibiehedaota。”

xiachuxinjiangbaizhenzhenlaqilai,huanchengzijiaijindaobingchuangbian,wen:“qingyu,nixianzaihainanshouma?”