第1章
shenmuchenhebaizhiweiqiwuniandexieyijiehunkuaijieshule。
shenmuchenxinxidedaizhehukouben，tuizhelunyiquzhaobaizhilingzheng，chengweizhengshifuqi。
ketaquekandao，baizhihetacongguowaihuilaidedidi、shenjiadeyangzishensiheng，zaitadeqianshuiguanliyongwen。
“jiejie，wohuilaile，zheiwunianweiqunile，genyigexiabanshentanhuandefeiwutongchuanggongzhen......”
baizhiwangqingdeninan：“dangchuhetaxieyijiehunjiushiweilejiejinni，tazhibuguoshiyigetishen，heneigecanfeizaiyiqidemeiyimiao，wodouzaixiangni。”
baizhibuzhidao，shenmuchenyinweijiutaercanfeidetui，shikeyiquguowaizhiliaohaode。
zheiwunian，shenmuchenshiweileta，caijujuelejiuzhi。
shenmuchenqiaoqiaotuichuqu，botongleguowaikangfuzhongxindedianhua。
心死了。
他是时候放手了。
......
dianhuaneitou，shenweikangfuzhongxinguanlirendeminchenxiaochulesheng。
“shenmuchen，womeitingcuoba？dangchubaizhibeibangjia，pinsijiuta，nichenglecanji。”
“youweileliuzaitashenbian，sihuobukenjieshouzhiliao，ningyuanzuozailunyishangzuoyibeizi。”
“fengbishidekangfuqizhangdaliangnian，ninengshedebaizhi？yixiongdiwoduinidelejie......nipashiyitianjianbudaotadouyaofafengleba！”
shenmuchenxianrujiujiudechenmo。
gezhedanxiangboli，baizhikanbujianshenmuchen。
tamanyanqingyu，tunquyongyi，reqingdehuiyingzheshensihengdedongzuo。
“siheng......wojiuzhidao，nibinineigefeiwugegeqiang！”
“kegegeshinidejiumingenren，youshishenjiadezhenshaoye，wozhishigejianlaideyangzi，wopeibushang......”
“不！”
baizhiyongzuiduzhushensihenghaimeishuochudehua：“dangniannijujuewodegaobai，yaochuguo，neichangbangjiaanzhishiyichangbiniliuxiadexi。”
“woyemeixiangdao，shenmuchenneigeshamaohuidangzhen，haibuguyiqiedelaijiuwo！kewohetajiehundoumeinengliuxiani......xianzainihuilaile，xiangyaoshenmewodounengjini。”
shensihengdaqudetingxiadongzuo：“wodehaojiejie，nikeshijingshichulemingdechongfukuangmo，nizhendebuaitama？woxiangyaogegedeqianshuiguan，niyenengjiwoma？”
baizhihuaixiaozhezaishensihengerbianchuiqi：“xiangyaoshunlijichengjiaye，chuleshili，haiyaowoweirendekoubei。”
“nibuzhidao，weiledazaozheigeenzhongqingshenderenshe，worenleduoshaoexin，kandaoshenmuchenneishuangweisuojiangyingdetui，wojiuxiangtu......”
baizhidehua，rutongyikehuxiaoerlaidezidancichuanleshenmuchendexin。
bamayinweijiashaoyeshensihengbuyaotale，baizhishitahuianshengmingliweiyideguang。
kebaizhijiajiaoyange，juebuhuijiangnverjiaojitazheigebushouchongdeshenjiazhenshaoye，tazhinengtoutouanlian。
zaitingdaotazaoyubangjiashi，shenmuchenxiangyemeixiang，jiukaicheganqule。
tahuzhebaizhi，hebangfeichandou，bangfeinazhetiegunmengdezazaitadekuashang，xiabanshenfeile。
taxinxinkukukaoxiadeqianshuizheng，mengmeiyiqiudeqianshuishengya，chedichenglepaoying。
baizhiweilebaodata，zhudongtichuxieyijiehunwunian。
zheiwunian，baizhiduitawuweibuzhi，weileyuantademeng，chuzijitakaiqianshuiguan。
jinianri，tahaozhiqianjinbaoxiaquanjingshidedapinggundongbofangtamendehezhao。
daizhetayitongyingchoushi，hezuofangfengcishenmuchenshigecanfei，taquanranbugudingdanshangqianwandelirun，naqijiupingjiduifangkailepiao。
weici，haibeijuliuleshutian。
shenmuchenshashadeyiwei，baizhizhendeaishangtale。
tamengzhongdenvhaier，zhendekeyihezijixiangbanyushengle。
quebuxiang，zijiconglaidouzhishigetishen，tashibaizhiyonglaiqishensiheng，helirenshedegongju。
kebaizhiwangle，tayeshiren。
tayehuinanguo，yehuixintong。
aimeide**shengcongqianshuiguanchuanchulai，shenmuchenhongleyanjing，yuqiquejianjuewanfen。
“woshuozhende......zheiciquguowai，wobudasuanhuilaile。”
minchenchenmolepianke，tasihuyechajuedaoleshenmuchenzheicidejianjuebutongyiwang。
takuaisufankanlehoutaixinxi：“yigeyuehou，kangfuzhongxincaiyouxinweizhi，ni......buhouhui？”
shenmuchenshengyinhenqing：“ng。”
“不后悔。”
tacongbushisichanlandaderen，anlianwunian，jiehunwunian，shinianeryi，tajiuquandangsongjibaizhile。
tahuifangshouhaibaizhiziyou。
tayegaiquxunzhaoshuyuzijidetiandile。